Posted in Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Second Life, Uber SL, vinyl

Dear Rando

Dear Rando,

Hi to you, too. Thank you for the compliment about my avatar. I’m glad you appreciate all the work I’ve put into it. Sure, your avatar is advanced and looks decent. I’ll say it looks good if you ain’t busted. I’m fine, thanks for this very basic small talk. I hope you have something else to talk about. Wait, why do you want to know where I’m from? Well, I’ll tell you the same thing that it says in my profile. I’m from the Southern US. I guess I’ll ask where you’re from, too. Though to be fair, I don’t really care, cuz I’m not coming to visit, nor will you be invited to visit me. Wait, did you seriously just ask how old I am, then tell me you’re old af without knowing how old I am? Well, look at that, you’re younger than me. I suppose that makes me ancient, Fucker. Whoa, hold up…why are you trying to kiss me? I don’t even know you! Well, let’s hope you just got the hint when I turned my head and your kiss landed on my cheek. You like me? Uhm…what do you like about me? The way my avi looks? Where I’m from? That I’m polite? That I’m older than you? I mean, that’s all well and good, but the old man at Walmart that greets me when I come in is nice and polite, too…but uhm…I’m not trying to kiss him. I like him well enough. He’s a nice old man, but we ain’t trying to kiss each other. Whoa, did you seriously just try to kiss me again? Stop it. I’m not THAT girl. I’m not sure what kinda girls you’ve been talking to, but I’m not like that.  Awww, now you’re not talking to me at all? *laughs* Well, now you know why I don’t just go around kissing randos in the club.
Listen, I realize that you’re a bit of a fuqboi, but at least get some game. Cuz that weak ass small talk conversation isn’t even going to pique my interest, much less make me want to kiss you. I appreciate your direct approach, but dang…you ain’t all that and I’m not some thirsty girl that’s so desperate for attention that I’ll put up with some ridiculous advance. Good luck getting laid. I hope you find a dumb thirsty girl or some game, cuz right now? You lame af.
Sincerely,
Not yours!

bueno moon k9

hair:  Moon. Hair. // Etienne @ Kustom9
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v4.0
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria Applier [ Catwa ]
ears: ^^Swallow ^^ Crusties
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
faciel piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 07

(Yummy) Bang Bang Choker
(Yummy) Corrine Ring Set
BUENO-Lazy Top @ Kustom9
VINYL – Shipped Jeans @ Uber

K&S – // Alina. Bento poses @ Access

location: Hazardous

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Second Life

Hazardous is Back!

I’m so excited that the Hazardous sim is open again. As soon as I realized it had reopened, I was there and shooting this photo. This sim has been my favorite place in Second Life for years. While it was closed, I was so sad. It’s a great place for me to go and just meditate. I just feel so at peace here and its absolutely gorgeous. If you’ve never been, I urge you to visit. You might even see me there.♥

stealthic tetra

hair: Stealthic – Purity
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v4.0
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria Applier [ Catwa ]
ears: ^^Swallow ^^ Crusties
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
tattoo: Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK

(Yummy) Corrine Ring Set
BUENO-Safety Set @ Collabor88
TETRA – Idyllic Bodysuit @ Collabor88
TETRA – Idyllic Pants @ Collabor88

pose by Ana Poses

location: Hazardous

Posted in Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Jian, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum, The Annex, Uber SL, We <3 Role-Play

Invisible

I was expecting some silly questions when I did the post, “Dangerous Proposition.” I figured a few of my close friends would ask me something insane. I did not expect Josh to ask, “The squirrels that distract you – are they red or grey – or even both?” *laughs*
Well, the squirrels actually represent my trains of thought. They run in all directions, then freeze for no reason. Just imagine a park full of squirrels running in every direction. That’s kinda how my mind works. So, Josh, the answer is…they’re invisible.

Tequila Pt 2

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Foxy Mesh Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
antlers: [NANI] Lovely.Forest ~ Deer.Antlers_(unrig) RARE
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
eyes: –SU!– Ekrabetha Eyes Fatpack
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: [White~Widow] Charade – Henna – RARE
The Annex – Aria Dress (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)

JIAN Fallow Deer Fawn (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

pose: Foxcity Sweet Tooth set (edited with AnyPose)
location: Hazardous

Posted in Events, Fashion, fri.day, Kustom9, Pretty Mess, RedMint, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

The Edge

Its a music blog. Why? Because the world makes me sad and the lyrics to this song have really been weighing heavy on my mind lately. So, I’ll provide you with the link and this time, just a few of the lyrics. You can look up the rest if you feel so inclined. I don’t have a whole lot to say, because well, I just don’t. Shocking, I know, but even I run out of things to say sometimes.

Aerosmith Livin On the Edge

“If chicken little tells you that the sky is fallin’
Even if it wasn’t would you still come crawlin’
Back again
I bet you would my friend
Again and again and again and again and again”

balance

wearing:
hair(r)M Hair, No.49’17
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Amala – The Daddy’s Necklace
Blueberry – Shyla – Knotted Top
Pretty Mess – Jersey Skirt (*new* @ Uber)
fri. – Edie Sandals (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose by Bauhaus Movement
location: Hazardous

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Phedora, pr!tty, Pretty Mess, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, United Colors

I am Fragile

Its another “lyrics say it better than me” post. I suppose some might call it lazy, but music lovers will surely appreciate that sometimes a song written by someone else can often speak from your own heart. Well, its that kind of day for me.

Fragile by Kerli

You think you know me
And everything that you consider me
You think you know my name
You think you know me
And everything you get a chance to see
You think you know my face
You think you know my face

You think you see me
And everything that you consider me
You think I’m more than you
You think you see me
You like the way I’m strong and stand by you
But I am fragile too
I am fragile too

Yeah I will be fine
As the time goes by
It may hurt at nights
But I will be fine
Yeah I will be fine

They think they know me
And everything that they consider me
They think I never cry
They are thinking
While they’re making up their twisted lies
She won’t mind, she’s nice
She is cold as ice

You think you see me
and everything that you consider me
You think I’m more than you
You think you see me
You like the way I’m strong and stand by you
But I am fragile too
I am fragile too

I am fragile too
I am fragile too
Just like you

the bridge

wearing:
hair
pr!tty – Vicious Love (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: Glam Affair – Kibi – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – America (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Pretty Mess – Veronica (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Cargo_shorts (*new* @ Uber)
Phedora ~ Olwen sneakers (*new* @ Uber)

location: Hazardous

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, N21, Scandalize, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping

The Hours Fade

“so the hours fade
something’s got to break
something’s got to change
so the hours fade
something’s got to break
something’s got to change”
The Kays Lavelle ~ The Hours

I haven’t been myself this week. As much as I try, I cannot shake this scrambled feeling. Its as if the reception in my brain is fuzzy. I’ve been emotional to say the least. Sometimes I’m slow to react to situations simply because I need time to process, but this week…I dunno, its like everything has been processing really slow. The ringing in my ears is louder than even and the pain that lives within my body has spiked. These things make it even harder for me to concentrate. Sometimes its all I can do to just sit still.
I’m sure the wonky weather in my area has played a major role in this, but something’s got to change…for I feel I’m going mad. This morning I didn’t even want to get out of bed, but as my coffee sat on my nightstand getting colder I forced myself to get up…come to the PC and write some of this down. I can’t even know if this will make sense to anyone else, but its where I’m at and I’ve found that more often than not…I’m not alone in my feelings. As the hours fade, I hope that this haze, too, will fade and I will get back to feeling more like myself.

scandalize top

wearing: 
hair
/Wasabi Pills/ Apple Mesh Hair
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

EarthStones Butterfly Necklace & Earrings – Whisper
Scandalize. Juliet. (*new* @ N21)
Blueberry – DWL Classic

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Ground Sits VOL1
location: Hazardous

Posted in Chic Moda, Cosmopolitan, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Second Life, Self Reflection

Looking Back

Looking back at my life’s voyage, I can only say that it has been a golden trip. Ginger Rogers

From time to time, I really struggle with what I want to write about as I blog. Its been just over a year now that I’ve returned to the blogging scene and as I look back over some of my early blogs I’m flooded with memories, some good..some not so good. Mostly, I’m smiling as I relive bits and pieces of my journey. I see how I’ve grown. I relived a few painful moments. I laughed at my own jokes. It has been an amazing personal journey. Therapeutic, yes, but also fun. It’s just been a lot of fun for me to take photos, showcase designs from across the grid, and to share bits of myself with whoever was willing to take the time to read my ramblings. I’m so grateful for the opportunities afforded me from blogging. I’m even more grateful for the all of the incredible people that blogging has introduced into my life. In some ways, I wish I had stuck with blogging years ago, but I had absolutely no idea what I was doing back then. It’s only with the help of my friends that I even have the beginning of a clue now. Meh, there I go rambling again…so let’s just skip to the best part…the details. All the details are listed below the photo…just make the most of your own journey and thank you…thank you for being part of mine. ♥

Living

blah

wearing:
hair:   (r)M Hair No.38’15
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
dimples: Izzie’s – Catwa Dimples Hud
lipstick: [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK Applier – Glossy Pout
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
hands: -VA-VISTA BENTO

Amacci Collar – River (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
**RE** Luxy Rings

ChicModa// Hazel Top (March BishBox)
Addams // Malena Denim Short High Rise // Maitreya

pose: Kirin
location: Hazardous

Posted in Fashion, Second Life

My Happy Place

happy place2
Everyone needs a happy place, whether its a real place, a virtual place, or just somewhere you go mentally. About four years ago, a friend of mine took me to Hazardous and it has been my favorite place on the grid ever since. Its not a fancy place, but its peaceful and beautiful. Sometimes I think it seems strange that I can feel so renewed or calm, simply by visiting this virtual place on my computer. Sitting there with the combination of their music and the ambiance.
happy place1

There are a few places across the grid that allow me to recharge my mental and spiritual batteries. Each one delivering its own unique energy. Hands down, Hazardous remains my favorite, but its a place I tend to go alone or with someone special.
happy place

=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Paraty”
CATWA HEAD Dyana
IKON Odyssey Eyes – Apex
.DirtyStories. Lorelia Headchain
LUXE. Choi Lip Ring (*new* @ N21)
LUXE. Triangles Necklace Gold
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
(fd) Summer Princess Shirt Dress – Cream (*new* @ Uber)
Wimey: Purest Branch Cuff Gold
Kibitz – Rosie rings – gold
fri. – Olivia.Sandals (Dust)

poses by !bang
photos taken @ Hazardous