Posted in Avenge, Catwa, Events, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Home Decor, Maitreya, Second Life

Believe in Something

Believe in something…live for something…don’t just exist.

It’s difficult to admit that I’ve allowed myself to slip so far down the rabbit hole that I don’t even recognize myself anymore. That I let life get the better of me and relinquished my terms completely. All of my boundaries faded away as I shriveled down into myself. Then I had a conversation with an old friend that really made me think. She suggested that I must have something to look forward to…something to live for…and I couldn’t think of a single one. So, more than a resolution…this is a goal. This year, I will believe in something…might just be that my cat is an asshole, but I will believe in something. I will live for something…not someone…something else…something that’s mine. From there, perhaps I can work on a list other smaller goals I have set for myself. That’s the goal anyway. Happy  New Year and Happy Shopping ❤

believe

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Samantha
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

[Avenge] Sacred Heart necklace
[Avenge] Pearls earrings
Ascendant  – Merry Bento Nails
LYBRA . AMELIE (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Not So Basic

For information regarding items in the background, please visit my previous post, Life of the Party.

Posted in Catwa, E.A.Studio, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Do Women Have Spank Banks?

Okay, so I will admit that I was enjoying some mighty fine herbal mood enhancements and listening to Devil Blues – Come Fly With Me, when the thought occurred to me. I might have also been leaning across my bed, stretching my back and petting my cat. I found my hips rolling to the music like they did when I was younger, drunk at the jukebox. My mind traveled to a fantasy like vision in my head. It’s a place I’ve been many times, in many different settings…its not so uncommon a thing really. Girl leans on furniture…someone else has prime view of said ass…things proceed….one direction or another. Basic recipe, really. The details are what make the story and set the tone…I’ll even give you a few examples. Consider the details as the spices for this midnight snack. *grins* That was the sweet warm up, now get ready for the salt…*laughs*

Here, you try it….
__(Person)__ leans on _(furniture)__…__(someone else)__ has prime view of __(name/description)__ ass…___(action sentence)___….___(good or bad direction)__.
Mila Kunez leans on a tableAshton has prime view of her perfect little heart shaped assher hips rolling to the music….Ashton shakes his head as he stands up….yadda, yadda, yadda…
Seth Rogan leans on the mini fridge door...Kate Upton has prime view of his sweaty hairy  ass crackshe scrunches up her face….he turns around and laughs, “Caught ya staring at my ass, huh?”
__(Sady)__ leans on _(the counter, smoking a freshly packed pipe)__…__(He)__ has prime view of __(her plump little)__ ass…___(His dick twitched)___….___(He crossed the room, driven by the desire to take his)__.

It can go anyway you want it to go, I’m just saying. *smirks* I really wish I could see your face right now. You’re welcome for those lovely visions. Now which version will you think up? I’d love to see your ideas feel free to share in the comments.  We’re all friends here.

space goddess redoux

 

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Leslie (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .random.Matter. – Kyoya Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

.:E.A.Studio:. BOX Collar Oculus Cross
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Paxton Gloves
*Vanilla Bae* Eve Dress (*new* for Naughty & Nice!)
Eudora3D Zhora Pumps (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose by Del May

special thanks to Barmie for being such a patient model

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Vacant

“I’ve been waiting for you to get your mind right
Pour yourself into my skin until I can’t see
I’ve been waiting for you to get your mind right
Woah, woah, woah

You’ve been running from yourself for a while
Waiting for the whole thing to catch fire
You think that if you burn down you’ll be fine
And maybe I’d forget all the time you lied

I’m sick of awaiting your vacancy
I hope that you choke on your vacant teeth
No space in your broken veins left for me
I know that you’re empty, I know that you’re empty, yeah”

~ Echo – Vacant

sailor's sky

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Janna Hair  (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
BALACLAVA!! Olivia Readers (Silver)
Blueberry – Sweater Gift

pose by Foxcity (sorry, I forgot which one it was)
location: Achill Island

Posted in Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, {le fil casse}

Purple

“Such a beautiful color I wear upon my skin
And a perfect shade of purple on a flower permanent
And I’m constantly reminded of how I should have changed
And now I can’t stop thinking about the love that slipped away
It slipped away”
~ Pop Evil – Purple

Purple

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Zandala
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Ascendant – Merry Bento Nails (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
{le fil casse} Aisha Bodysuit (*new* @ ROMP until Nov 24th)
Eudora3D Winter Socks (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose made with AnyPose

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Collabor88, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Jian, Legal Insanity, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

RATS!

Some days I think I’d be better off hanging out with rats than most of the men I meet. I realize I’m no spring chicken in her 20s or even 30s, but the caliber of male personalities in Second Life is severely lacking. It’s no damn wonder women have thrown in the good girl towel and started going for what they need, rather than what they want. Men have been doing it for centuries, but let a woman go seek some self-gratification with a stranger and she gets herself a reputation. To hell with that, these days even the one night stand is likely to disappoint.
I’d love to see some of the men in SL put a bit more effort into courting a woman. Then again, why should they? If they wait long enough, they’ll be surrounded by thirsty sluts, hungry whores, and desperate housewives begging for it. See? I just did it myself, labeled batches of women with bad names. To hell with that! I say if you’re thirsty, get you a drink! If you’re hungry, grab a meal! If you’re desperate…uhm, yeah, maybe see a therapist? I don’t think that’s a healthy attitude to have when making decisions about sex. In the meantime, learn to take care of your own needs. We all know how. We’ve all done it and there’s certainly no harm in that…unless you nasty. So, don’t be nasty.
Yes, I am rambling, just letting my mind go where it wants. I have been up all night and I’ve thought about what to write and this is where I landed. There’s some super cute stuff out there, right now….so go shopping! I’m wishing you all a day filled with love & laughter. ♥

Rats!
When I used to go out I’d know everyone I saw
Now I go out alone if I go out at all

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Grier Mesh Hair (GO by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

Dahlia – Virgin Mary Necklace (*new* @ Uber)
Dahlia – Haze – Earrings (*new* @ Uber)

Legal Insanity – Zara top (*new* @ Dubai)
Blueberry – Frank Jeans – Full Length
[ae] Straight Jacket Shoes

JIAN Rascal Rats 1. Shoulder Companion (*new* @ Epiphany)
JIAN Rascal Rats 4. White Companion (*new* @ Epiphany)

pose: SSP – Corner Time (*new* @ Pose Fair)

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Kustom9, Landscaping, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Pose Fair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, ULTRA, {what next}

Suicide Test

My real life is a freaking mess and certainly not what I had hoped it would be by my age. However, if I don’t give thanks for the little things, I simply wouldn’t be able to pull myself from the edge of suicide. It sounds severe and dramatic, but I assure you that its something I think about regularly. AND from the age of 12 until I was 22, I was attempted it regularly. Clearly, I failed at that like so many things in my life. It was my last attempt that changed everything. I was lying in the ICU, barely conscious when I had an epiphany for what I now call my Suicide Test. I have yet to pass this test, therefore, I have not been able to attempt suicide again since.
It’s quite simple actually. It’s a 30 day test, so patience is key, but if you’re planning to die, what’s 30 more days, yeah? So, look at the clock. For me, its 9:19pm on Sept 19. Now, if I do not find a single moment of joy between now and 9:19pm on Oct 19th, I can proced with my suicide attempt. However, you have to understand the true nature of joy and what all that entails. That means you must want to die for every second of ever minute of every hour of every day for 30 days straight. That means you cannot enjoy a single moment of your life for even a second or the clock starts over. So, if a meme makes you laugh or even smile or silently chuckle. Clock restarts. You tasted something wonderful and thought to yourself how good that was? Clock restarts. You stepped in the shower and exhaled with relief as that hot water poured over you. Clock restarts.
You see, if you had killed yourself upon that first notion, you would have missed that simple moment of joy. If you would have missed something as simple as a cluster of butterflies dancing over your head, then you surely would have missed the smile you bring to other people’s faces. And let’s face it, no matter how awful you think your life is…you make someone smile and someone loves you.

rumors

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Karen (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

BONDI . The Gentleman Sunglasses . (*new* @ ManCave)
:zk:– Ashlee Suit (*new* @ ULTRA)
BUENO-Weekend Heels (*new* @ Kustom9)

pose:  GingerFish Pose – Moth set (*new* @ Pose Fair)

{what next} Waterfront Dock & Pier Set
Skye Windswept Tree Type

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Dahlia, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Maitreya, Phoenix, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

Get Her Head Right

She was really looking forward to a night out with the girls. It had been so long since they’d all hung out without boyfriends and being the only single one in the group…this was definitely a rare opportunity for her. She got herself dressed super cute, with one of her shortest off the shoulder dresses and her newest pair of thigh high boots. She was almost ready. She just needed to get her head right.
She found the small trinket box in the bottom drawer of her armoire and pulled out a blunt. She pulled it under her nose like a fancy gent would smell a proper Cuban cigar. She lit and took a deep hit. She closes her eyes as she let the THC wash over her and immediately take her mind on that nice little floating coaster that only begins to settle over her like a warm fog when she exhales slowly. Hmmmm, yes, this is some fine weed. He did good. 

get my head right

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Kelly Hair (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

**Dirty Princess** Cool Girl Princess Choker
:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum
{le fil casse} Kylie dress (*new* @ Seasons Story)
Eudora3D Eleanor Boots (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Autumn Bento Pose Set

scene:
Fancy Decor: Lee Collection *new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Less Books & Candles
-Fancy Decor: Lee Leaning Art
-Fancy Decor: Lee Armoire
-Fancy Decor: Lee Accent Chair (grey)

Fancy Decor: Eagan Rug (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Dahlia – Enatomology Wall Art – Moth – Cream Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Entomology Wall Art – Centipede – Blush Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Entomology Wall Art – Beetle – Cream Gold (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)

Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Gold

Dahlia – Takashi – Sakura – Tall Vase
Dahlia – Takashi – Sakura – Short Vase
Dahlia – Takashi – Sake Glasses – Pink

DYNASTY – Legacy Cabinet – Dark

BUENO-Journals Clutter-Pinky

18.erratic / lsm – clothing clutter – woman

+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Thong
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Hanging Bra
+Half-Deer+ Favorite Sweater Clutter – ALL – Draped Over

Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
20. Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Andrea
23. Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Kylie Studded

Peaches ‘N Cream – ‘Emotional Baggage’ Handbag Clutter

Posted in Apple Fall, Bueno, Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Maitreya, Second Life, SHADES, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Vanilla

When I first came into Second Life, back in 2006, I was officially introduced to the Master tag and the entire D/s world. Prior to that, I knew there were fetishes and that people were into bdsm. However, I thought those were just kinks and fetishes. I had no idea they were lifestyles. Over time, I learned the differences between all types of subs and Dom/mes. For the longest time, you really couldn’t go anywhere without seeing some dude wearing a Master tag and a black cape. Now the trend seems to be more focused on Daddy Doms and BabyGirls, or perhaps that’s just where my path has led. However, based on some of the things I see on Facebook, I’m prone to think that those that are not into the bdsm lifestyle are somehow seen as boring. In fact, the term used for those that are not into bdsm is Vanilla. As if to say that Vanilla is a boring flavor.
The truth is, that vanilla is a build block flavor that is in more recipes than most people would realize. The same can be said about sex. I think its funny that so many people in the bdsm community fuss at one another for kinky shaming, as there are some rather extreme kinks out there. Yet, no one really stands up and says, “Ya know what? It’s okay to be Vanilla! It’s ok not to like dirty talk or toys or whips & chains.” There is nothing wrong with Vanilla.
In fact, I’ll take a Vanilla latte over one of those silly pumpkin spice lattes any day! Plus, you can take vanilla ice cream and add stuff to that to make it spectacular. Okay, I’m getting off track and now I want ice cream. Go shopping! I’m going to the kitchen!

Vanilla

wearing:
hair:   MINA – Frankie  (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

BONDI . The Elite Sunglasses (*new* @ Dubai)
BUENO-Sweater Dress (*new* @ Uber)
Eudora3D Haloke Boots&Socks (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

scene:
SHADES – Tufted Love Seat (*new* @ Blueprint)
SHADES – Tufted Chair

Kalopsia – Drawer Shelf – Brown
[DDD] Twinkling Ivy – Patch
RARE. DYNASTY – Calligraphy Corner – Backdrop
tb– Bon Voyage – Books
hive // macrame hanging plant . stone
Second Spaces – snow day books – messy stack

Apple Fall Wooden Trunk (Decor)
Apple Fall Althea Rug – Antique Light
Apple Fall Huge Fan Palm
Apple Fall Designer Hat Box
Apple Fall Silver Antiqued Rabbit
Apple Fall Bronze Leaf Apple Branches
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1
Apple Fall Tea Tins & Tea Books
Apple Fall Cotton Cluster
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 4
Apple Fall Coffee & Muffin
Apple Fall Liberty Sketchbook
Apple Fall ‘iFall’ Notebook 2015
Apple Fall Roses Box (Champagne)
Apple Fall Pinecones & Hazelnuts (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
Apple Fall Apples w/ Ornamental Stand – Copper (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
Apple Fall Woodland Deer – Brass (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
AF Ceramic Chubby Squirrel
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 3
Apple Fall Grass Pot
Apple Fall Banana Tree

Posted in Apple Fall, Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, ULTRA

Self-Righteous Perception

Every so often I come across songs that I think apply to the majority of us in SL and this is one of them. Take a minute, if you will, just read the lyrics before you click on the title link to actually hear the song. Even if you’re familiar with the song already…try to read the words more like a poem…let them sink in. For me, this type of philosophical, metaphoric poetry says more than any one person that even begins to suggest what is right for your life when they barely know you at all. We learn more about ourselves and our truths by looking inward with a mirror made of jagged edges, than we will ever learn from someone else’s self-righteous perception.

Highly Suspect – My Name Is Human

I’m feeling the way that I’m feeling myself
Fuck everyone else
Gotta remember that nobody is better than anyone else, here
(Do you need some time to think it over?)
Look what they do to you
Look what they do to me
Must be joking if you think that either one is free, here
Get up off your knees, girl
Stand face to face with your God
And find out what you are
(Hello, my name is human)
Hello, my name is human
And I came down from the stars
(Hello, my name is human)
I’m ready for love, and I’m ready for war
But I’m ready for more
I know that nobody’s ever been this fucking ready before, hey
(Do you need some time to think it over?)
So figure it out, or don’t figure it out
I figured it out
The bigger the river (the bigger the river)
The bigger the drought (the bigger the drought)
Get up off your knees, boy
Stand face to face with your God
And find out what you are
(Hello, my name is human)
Hello, my name is human
And I came down from the stars
(Hello, my name is human)
Fire world, I love you
Fire world
I’m up off my knees, girl
I’m face to face with myself
And I know who I am
(Hello, my name is human)
I stole my power from the sun
I’m more than just a man
(No longer disillusioned)
(I’m not asking questions)
(‘Cause questions have answers)
(And I don’t want answers)
I came down from the stars (so I’ll take my chances)
(And what are the chances)
(That I could advance)
(On my own circumstances)
(Said “what are the chances?”)
Hello, my name is human (And what are the chances?)
(I don’t want your answers)
(I’m not asking questions)
(So you keep your answers)
And I know who I am (So you keep your answers)
(I’m not asking questions)
(I’m taking my chances)

poised

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP HoneyAna
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

SU!– Poison Sunglasses (*new* @ ULTRA)
nails: e.marie // Dangerous Woman Set
lassitude & ennui Broken heart necklace
^^Swallow^^ Princess Bento Rings (*new* @ K9)
kunst ] – Cigarette & holder

Addams // Frank Knitted Loose Sweater
Blueberry – Frank Jeans & Boots

pose created with AnyPose

Apple Fall Anashara Dining Chairs (*new* @ Go by FaMESHed)

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, ULTRA, {le fil casse}

Way Down We Go

“Father tell me, we get what we deserve
Oh we get what we deserve
And way down we go
Way down we go
Say way down we go
Way down we go
You let your feet run wild
Time has come as we all oh, go down
Yeah but for the fall oh, my
Do you dare to look him right in the eyes?”
~Kaleo – Way Down We Go

How many of us truly belong in karma or some sort of divine justice? We’ve all heard people say, “there’s a special place in hell for people like that.” Some of us have even thought it or said it ourselves. So, while we sit in judgement of others, regardless of their offense, how many of us want the karma or divine justice we deserve? How many of us have taken a friend or lover down with us?
I think that its far too easy and convenient to point the fingers at others. I think that most of us revel in the crimes of the obscene, for it relieves us of some of the guilt we carry within our hearts. However, what if there’s a special place in hell for people like us? Does karma just skip the little stuff? Just food for thought.

going down

wearing:
hair: [monso] My Hair – Nako (*new* Go! by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly (*new* @ K9)
tattoo: [White~Widow] Soorma

Pseudo- Trucker Jacket Black (*new* @ K9)
{le fil casse} Trinity Bustier Top (*new*  @ ULTRA)
BUENO-Happy Skirt (*new* @ K9)

**pose is in a hud that comes with the jacket

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