Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Dim Light

This is exactly how I feel when I’m trying to think of something to write about and have zero things on my mind. Damn meditation has me clearing that space way too much these days. Plus, I might not have much of a life. *sighs* Sometimes I just don’t have a lot to say, which is funny to me, because once upon a time people couldn’t shut me up. In fact, I got in trouble for talking in class all through school. After years of being told to shut up, I guess it finally sunk in. My last real romantic partner in SL (over two years ago…just wow) was always saddened by that. Apparently, people that have tried to dim my light have finally succeeded. I might be on a path of recovery with my mental health, but I don’t think I will ever be fully healed. I can change my outlook on life and be grateful, but the one thing I can’t seem to fully do is reignite that light. *shrugs* So goes life…at least mine, anyway.

magika chicmoda tlc

hair:  Magika – Fiona
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
ChicModa  // Bellita Crop Sweater & Pencil Skirt @ FaMESHed

pose: LePoppycock *Writer’s Block* First Lines @ The Liaison Collaborative

 

 

Posted in crate, Cynful, DOUX, Eudora3D, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Prism Events, Second Life

Fun Facts from Facebook

Now that is one finely alliterated title, right there! Yes, I did link the definition. *laughs* Ok, so I was reading a profile and saw something that I’ve seen dressed up in meme form and otherwise in a variety of places of the years. Naturally, the most common place I’ve seen it is on FaceBook. Now, y’all know I love taking the piss out of people who do the  “actually” comments, but once in a while…I come across things that make me think way too much. So, today, I’m going to have a little fun with this little golden classic. Ready? Ok, here we go…

“A pig’s orgasm lasts 30 minutes…O.o
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
“Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour
(Don’t try this at home, maybe at work.)
“The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male’s head off.
(Honey, I’m home. What the…?)
(30 minutes. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?)
“The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
“Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life…quality over quantity!)
“An ostrich’s eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)
“Starfish have no brains
(I know some people like that, too.)
“Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.

(What about that pig??, Do the dolphins know about the pig?)

I have my own questions. Who measured so many pig orgasms that they came to know this 30 minute rule to be an actual fact? Part of me wants their job, part of me can’t help think of all the repercussions of a job like that. Describing that job must be fun.

Banging your head….uhm, cute…no one that’s doing that is thinking about calories. I get it…joke…again…cute….filler, but cute.

So, I’m guessing male praying mantis don’t go about sending dick pics to random girls. Hmm…noted. *grins*

Hmmm, how many taste buds do humans have? Cats? Dogs? I mean, those last two licks their butts…and you’re worried about the bottom of the pond? Stop playing with dinner and dredge that in the cornmeal over there, will ya?

SOME lions…again, who studied this? Is this porn for people that are into beastiality?

Ostrich…yeah, that makes sense. Bird brained…*laughs*…I get it now. *looks at Davish & grins*

Starfish…uhm…gonna just leave this one alone, but yeah, I know people like this for sure!

I beg to differ. I’m pretty sure that dog humping your leg isn’t doing it for any other reason than he likes how the texture of your pants/leg hair feels against his lil red rocket. Plus, there are a lot of videos of rapey animals out there and masturbating monkeys…and I had a cat that liked humping my stuffed elephant (that quickly because HIS elephant…and his bitch.) So, I’m sorry, I don’t believe that last little factoid.

Dolphins know everything! *nods*

Welp, that was fun…for me at least…welcome to another scary corner in my brain. LOL

doux cynful eud3 serestyle crate prism

fashion:
hair:  DOUX – Melinda @ Belle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Lady Applier @ Belle
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK

Cynful Fuzzy Cardigan – Flf Special – Nov 29, 2019
Cynful Maya`s Knit Set @ FaMESHed (opens Dec 1)
Eudora3D Adele Boots @ Belle

decor:
pose is in the chair:
Serenity Style– Country Hanging Chair @ Belle

{anc} glass ornament. pod 9Li (3) LI: 2
{anc} glass ornament. pod shadow 1Li LI: 1
{anc} glass ornament. for tree (1) 1Li LI: 1

Apple Fall Apples w/ Ornamental Stand – Ceramic LI: 1
Apple Fall Ornamental Elephant – Silver LI: 1

crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Set @ Tannenbaum
crate Peace On Earth Stocking LI: 2
ace On Earth Sideboard Cookie Board LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Gift Box LI: 1
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Coffee Tray LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Gift Wrap LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Chalkboard w/ Wreath LI: 6

DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday @ Tannenbaum
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Pots LI: 1
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Lantern LI: 1
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Urn LI: 1
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Step Ladder LI: 1

[ dynasty ] – Box of Ornaments – Grey OPENED LI: 1
[ dynasty ] – Box of Ornaments – Grey CLOSED LI: 1

05 Fancy Decor: Silver Bauble LI: 1
06 Fancy Decor: Striped Bauble (silver) LI: 1
Fancy Decor:Silver Wire tree w/ Fancy Decor: Glitter Baubles
18 Fancy Decor: Gilt Crystal Bauble C LI: 1
05 Fancy Decor: Gilt Cage Bauble LI: 1

floorplan. hanging chalkboard door / white LI: 1 @ Kustom9

Refuge – Charming Ornaments @ Tannenbaum
9. Refuge – Charming Ornament 3 C
10. Refuge – Charming Ornament 3 D
8. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 D
7. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 C
6. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 B
4. Refuge – Charming Ornament 1 C
5. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 A
3. Refuge – Charming Ornament 1 D

andika[joy and Happiness Cake set] @ Tannenbaum
andika[Joy and Happiness]Cake/2i-Decor
andika[Joy and Happiness]cookie set 1

[DDD] Twinkling Ivy – Straight A

Snow White Cat – Sitting
Snow White Cat – Standing

(fd) Cat – 18 Peeking in Box RARE

:[P]:- Hannah Ornament @ Tannenbaum

 

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life

A joyful stroll

It is so important that we enjoy the little things in our lives, just as we enjoy the milestones and major events.  With the right attitude, we can find as much joy in a leisurely stroll down main street with our fur baby and a good drink, as we can going out on a Friday night with our friends. We simply need to take the time to really observe the beauty around us. A sidewalk sale might offer something that triggers a happy memory. A child’s laughter and excitement at being able to pet my dog could truly lift my spirit. Oh sure, I have clean up behind my pup, and carry that bag of poop until I find a trash bin, but I feel good about doing the right thing. I feel good about taking care of my pup and I feel good for showing respect to the city I live in. We never know what simply joys await us if we simply welcome positive experiences and reject the negative.

lunar reign rezzroom

hair:  TRUTH Ambience
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

REIGN.- SPICED APPLE CIDER @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Pomeranian Animesh @ Equal10

Mossu – Aria.Choker @ Collabor88
(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set @ Collabor88
Ascendant – Lust Chain Nails @ Kinky

Lunar – Vivi Sweater & Bralette @ Equal10
Lunar – Vivi Leggings @ Equal10

location: FMD

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, GingerFish, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Easier to let go

As far back as I can remember, I’ve heard the phrase, “Absence makes the heart grow fonder.” I’m just not sure that holds true with me. I’m not sure if its because I’m an Army brat or if there’s something intrinsically broken within me. If anything, the more fitting phrase for me would be, “Absence makes the heart grow stronger.” The longer someone ignores me or stays away…the harder someone pushes me away…the longer someone makes me wait…the stronger my heart gets and the less I feel the need or desire for that person in my life.
I’m pretty sure this is due to being an Army brat and constantly moving as a child. I mean, I was twelve before we moved into a home that would last us more than two years, and that home only lasted four. The next place lasted less than 3 years. I took moving around and constantly saying goodbye to people as part of life. Where I am now, I’ve lived since 2004 and I will most likely die here. It’s weird to think I won’t move again. It’s weird seeing what happens to my life when I am not constantly filtering through my belongings to reduce the amount of boxes I’ll have to move.
I haven’t been much different with the people in my life. I suppose that aside from my mother, my (ex) husband is the longest relationship I maintained and that was only because we shared a living space. Since he has moved out, we’ve barely texted. We haven’t spoken once. The longer he’s gone, the less I miss him, and the less it hurts. I suppose I trained myself to strengthen the walls around my heart as a child. I knew better than to get attached. Except now I fear its easier to let go, than it is for me to hold on.

tram cynful pure poison gingerfish rezzroom

hair:  tram I1009 hair @ Collabor88
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Ascendant – Lust Chain Nails @ Kinky
(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set @ Collabor88
Pewpew! Warmed Hot Chocolate – White
Cynful Plush Turtleneck Dress @ Collabor88
Pure Poison – Scarlett Boots @ Collabor88

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep

GingerFish – Cold Little Heart @ The Liaison Collaborative

Posted in Blueberry, Fashion, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I wrote my own pain

Wild roses on a bed of leaves
In the month of May
I think I wrote my own pain
Oh don’t you

Down by the creek I couldn’t sleep
So I followed a feeling
Sounds like the vines they are breathing
And I’ve seen the way the seasons change
When I just give it time
But I feel out of my mind
All the time

In the night I am wild-eyed
And you got me now
~Of Monsters and Men – Wild Roses

tram addams

hair:  tram F1124 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Blueberry – Reignberry – Scarf
Ascendant – Purely Nails
Addams // Kenadee Knotted Top
Addams // Kenadee Moto Jeans
REIGN.- OBSESSION BOOTS (ANKLE)

Amitie Poses – Breeze Hair 01
locations: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Move Mountains

You’re broken down and tired
Of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can’t find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
And move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I’ll rise up
I’ll rise like the day
I’ll rise up
I’ll rise unafraid
I’ll rise up
And I’ll do it a thousand times again
And I’ll rise up
~ Andra Day – Rise Up

tram cynful

hair: tram G0819 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Kibitz – Carlia’s necklace
Cynful Fashionista Cropped Cardigan @ FaMESHed
Cynful Andrea’s Top
Cynful A Girl`s Leather Jeggings FLF Nov 1 2019

FOXCITY. Souffle Bento Pose Set
location: Author’s Point

Posted in Exploration, Fashion, pr!tty, Second Life, shopping

Have a look in my eyes

Have a look in my eyes
Underneath my skin there is a violence
It’s got a gun in its hand
~ Archive – Bullets

deaddollz ilaya

hair:  pr!tty – Anya
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[ILAYA] Abiramy Necklace
Dead Dollz – Nemesis Mini

pose: Amitie Candles in the Dark Pack
location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

Let me explain…or not

I just had the funniest conversation with my 73yr old mother in real life, that I felt it was share worthy. First, I want to say that my mother has always been open minded and accepting of all people. She had a gay bestie in college, which is saying a lot, considering it was the 60s! So, without further adieu…this is my trying to explain something to my mom.

Me: Oh she’s TransFemale.
Mom: so she’s gonna be a man?
Me: no, she’s a woman
Mom: NOW? or before?
Me: always
Mom: no, but she was born as a man, right?
Me: no, she’s always been a woman…she just had the wrong parts
Mom: so she was born with men’s parts?
Me: yes, Momma
Mom: so she was a man
Me: no, she’s always been a woman!
Mom: then how is she trans?
Me: oh ffs, yes, she was born a man, go away!

I swear sometimes I think she does it on purpose. And what does this have to do with the photo? Absolutely nothing. *laughs*

midna have unequal belle

hair: Stealthic – Dawn
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

MIDNA – Giseli Glasses @ Belle
[ILAYA] Lukida Earrings @ Uber
(Yummy) – Sorceress Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Taffy Nails
Lowen – Mia Laced Bag
[HU] Colby Outfit @Belle

pose: Amitie From Paris With Love @ Uber

DRD – Newsstand

Posted in Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Phedora, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

Happy Halloween

I really wanted to do an homage to Bewitched, but things don’t always go as planned. So, here I am sitting on a broom stick flying casually past the moon just fast enough to whip my long lustrous mane of hair into a beautiful frenzy of curls. *laughs* Seriously, I just want to wish everyone a Happy Halloween, at least those that celebrate, and to those that don’t…uhm, Happy October 31st! Yeah, that’s it!

Happy Halloween

hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Witch way – Esbat
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

:::NOIR::: Elvi Necklace @ Belle
VINYL – Helpless Dress @ Belle
Phedora ~ Eris Heels @ Belle

Birdy – Hocus Pocus – Broom – Ebony

 

Posted in Apple Fall, Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic

I miss the old you

You don’t make time like you used to
Got a new girl, new friends, brand new
I swear it’s like I don’t even know you
Yeah, I miss the old you
I kinda want to fight like we used to
To make it alright like we used to
Anything, ’cause I didn’t want to lose you
But this time we’ve gone too far
We’ve gone too far

This new you, this new dude
Don’t know him, don’t want to
I wish that I still knew the old him, the old you

R-I-P to the old you
I miss the old you
It’s like you’re dead to me now
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
I would have never let you down like you did to me
Now you’re dead to me
R-I-P
~ Olivia O’Brien – RIP

doux chicmoda diversion

hair:  DOUX – Aysha hairstyle @ Belle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Ascendant – Taffy Nails
(Yummy) – Sorceress Ring Set @ Uber
ChicModa // Demi Dress @ Belle

Diversion – Dreamer Poses

holding: Fancy Decor: Turvy Wine Glass

background:
West Village Belgravia Skybox

Butter Woman Bust White Wood

Apple Fall Masculine Bar
Apple Fall Reclaimed Corbel Shelf
Apple Fall Fulwood Sofa – Adult