Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Dim Light

This is exactly how I feel when I’m trying to think of something to write about and have zero things on my mind. Damn meditation has me clearing that space way too much these days. Plus, I might not have much of a life. *sighs* Sometimes I just don’t have a lot to say, which is funny to me, because once upon a time people couldn’t shut me up. In fact, I got in trouble for talking in class all through school. After years of being told to shut up, I guess it finally sunk in. My last real romantic partner in SL (over two years ago…just wow) was always saddened by that. Apparently, people that have tried to dim my light have finally succeeded. I might be on a path of recovery with my mental health, but I don’t think I will ever be fully healed. I can change my outlook on life and be grateful, but the one thing I can’t seem to fully do is reignite that light. *shrugs* So goes life…at least mine, anyway.

magika chicmoda tlc

hair:  Magika – Fiona
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
ChicModa  // Bellita Crop Sweater & Pencil Skirt @ FaMESHed

pose: LePoppycock *Writer’s Block* First Lines @ The Liaison Collaborative

 

 

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life

A joyful stroll

It is so important that we enjoy the little things in our lives, just as we enjoy the milestones and major events.  With the right attitude, we can find as much joy in a leisurely stroll down main street with our fur baby and a good drink, as we can going out on a Friday night with our friends. We simply need to take the time to really observe the beauty around us. A sidewalk sale might offer something that triggers a happy memory. A child’s laughter and excitement at being able to pet my dog could truly lift my spirit. Oh sure, I have clean up behind my pup, and carry that bag of poop until I find a trash bin, but I feel good about doing the right thing. I feel good about taking care of my pup and I feel good for showing respect to the city I live in. We never know what simply joys await us if we simply welcome positive experiences and reject the negative.

lunar reign rezzroom

hair:  TRUTH Ambience
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

REIGN.- SPICED APPLE CIDER @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Pomeranian Animesh @ Equal10

Mossu – Aria.Choker @ Collabor88
(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set @ Collabor88
Ascendant – Lust Chain Nails @ Kinky

Lunar – Vivi Sweater & Bralette @ Equal10
Lunar – Vivi Leggings @ Equal10

location: FMD

Posted in Blueberry, Fashion, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I wrote my own pain

Wild roses on a bed of leaves
In the month of May
I think I wrote my own pain
Oh don’t you

Down by the creek I couldn’t sleep
So I followed a feeling
Sounds like the vines they are breathing
And I’ve seen the way the seasons change
When I just give it time
But I feel out of my mind
All the time

In the night I am wild-eyed
And you got me now
~Of Monsters and Men – Wild Roses

tram addams

hair:  tram F1124 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Blueberry – Reignberry – Scarf
Ascendant – Purely Nails
Addams // Kenadee Knotted Top
Addams // Kenadee Moto Jeans
REIGN.- OBSESSION BOOTS (ANKLE)

Amitie Poses – Breeze Hair 01
locations: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Move Mountains

You’re broken down and tired
Of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can’t find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
And move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I’ll rise up
I’ll rise like the day
I’ll rise up
I’ll rise unafraid
I’ll rise up
And I’ll do it a thousand times again
And I’ll rise up
~ Andra Day – Rise Up

tram cynful

hair: tram G0819 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Kibitz – Carlia’s necklace
Cynful Fashionista Cropped Cardigan @ FaMESHed
Cynful Andrea’s Top
Cynful A Girl`s Leather Jeggings FLF Nov 1 2019

FOXCITY. Souffle Bento Pose Set
location: Author’s Point

Posted in Exploration, Fashion, pr!tty, Second Life, shopping

Have a look in my eyes

Have a look in my eyes
Underneath my skin there is a violence
It’s got a gun in its hand
~ Archive – Bullets

deaddollz ilaya

hair:  pr!tty – Anya
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[ILAYA] Abiramy Necklace
Dead Dollz – Nemesis Mini

pose: Amitie Candles in the Dark Pack
location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

Let me explain…or not

I just had the funniest conversation with my 73yr old mother in real life, that I felt it was share worthy. First, I want to say that my mother has always been open minded and accepting of all people. She had a gay bestie in college, which is saying a lot, considering it was the 60s! So, without further adieu…this is my trying to explain something to my mom.

Me: Oh she’s TransFemale.
Mom: so she’s gonna be a man?
Me: no, she’s a woman
Mom: NOW? or before?
Me: always
Mom: no, but she was born as a man, right?
Me: no, she’s always been a woman…she just had the wrong parts
Mom: so she was born with men’s parts?
Me: yes, Momma
Mom: so she was a man
Me: no, she’s always been a woman!
Mom: then how is she trans?
Me: oh ffs, yes, she was born a man, go away!

I swear sometimes I think she does it on purpose. And what does this have to do with the photo? Absolutely nothing. *laughs*

midna have unequal belle

hair: Stealthic – Dawn
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

MIDNA – Giseli Glasses @ Belle
[ILAYA] Lukida Earrings @ Uber
(Yummy) – Sorceress Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Taffy Nails
Lowen – Mia Laced Bag
[HU] Colby Outfit @Belle

pose: Amitie From Paris With Love @ Uber

DRD – Newsstand

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

You’re welcome!

Sometimes I feel so pulled in various directions that I don’t know if I’m coming or going. I don’t know if I’m being yanked away or anchored down. Of course, I mean those things figuratively, but it was fun to make it more literal in the photo. And would you look at that? I still found a way to show my tits! HA! You’re welcome, unless you’re a gay man…in which case…uhm…anyone can totally wear this hair! It’s unrigged AND resizable. You can wear the collar, too…and those ARE the two main items I’m showing off here…sooo, you’re welcome, too! HA!

tvcx

hair: Tableau Vivant // Handrew hair @ Uber
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
[Heaux] Starlit Eyes @ N21
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[CX] Vice Crew / Nose Bandage – Black @ Epiphany
[CX] Heavy Duty Collar – Rusty Filth
[CX] Immoral Support

pose by Del May

VARONIS – Sombre Skybox @ Kustom9

Posted in Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Phedora, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

Happy Halloween

I really wanted to do an homage to Bewitched, but things don’t always go as planned. So, here I am sitting on a broom stick flying casually past the moon just fast enough to whip my long lustrous mane of hair into a beautiful frenzy of curls. *laughs* Seriously, I just want to wish everyone a Happy Halloween, at least those that celebrate, and to those that don’t…uhm, Happy October 31st! Yeah, that’s it!

Happy Halloween

hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Witch way – Esbat
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

:::NOIR::: Elvi Necklace @ Belle
VINYL – Helpless Dress @ Belle
Phedora ~ Eris Heels @ Belle

Birdy – Hocus Pocus – Broom – Ebony

 

Posted in Apple Fall, Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic

I miss the old you

You don’t make time like you used to
Got a new girl, new friends, brand new
I swear it’s like I don’t even know you
Yeah, I miss the old you
I kinda want to fight like we used to
To make it alright like we used to
Anything, ’cause I didn’t want to lose you
But this time we’ve gone too far
We’ve gone too far

This new you, this new dude
Don’t know him, don’t want to
I wish that I still knew the old him, the old you

R-I-P to the old you
I miss the old you
It’s like you’re dead to me now
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
I would have never let you down like you did to me
Now you’re dead to me
R-I-P
~ Olivia O’Brien – RIP

doux chicmoda diversion

hair:  DOUX – Aysha hairstyle @ Belle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Ascendant – Taffy Nails
(Yummy) – Sorceress Ring Set @ Uber
ChicModa // Demi Dress @ Belle

Diversion – Dreamer Poses

holding: Fancy Decor: Turvy Wine Glass

background:
West Village Belgravia Skybox

Butter Woman Bust White Wood

Apple Fall Masculine Bar
Apple Fall Reclaimed Corbel Shelf
Apple Fall Fulwood Sofa – Adult

Posted in Chic Moda, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Gos, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

Looking too closely

This is a song about somebody else
So don’t worry yourself, worry yourself
The devil’s right there, right there in the details
And you don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely
By looking too closely
No no no no…

Put your arms around somebody else
And don’t punish yourself, punish yourself
The truth is like blood underneath your fingernails
You don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely
By looking too closely
No no no no…
No no no no…

You don’t wanna hurt yourself
You don’t wanna hurt yourself

And I could be wrong about anybody else
So don’t kid yourself, kid yourself
It’s you right there, right there in the mirror
You don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely
Mmmmmmmm
By looking too close
Mmmmmmm
Yeah…..
Looking too closely
You don’t wanna hurt yourself
You don’t wanna hurt yourself
By looking too closely
~ Fink – Looking Too Closely

Mina Osmia Gos

hair: MINA – Willow @ Uber
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
Colivati – Scandal Lipgloss Pack – [GENUS]
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

ChicModa // Batty Headband (group gift)
(Yummy) Auspicious Necklace
(Yummy) – Sorceress Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Ouija Nails
OSMIA – Mona.Cropped Turtleneck @ Uber
OSMIA – Mona.Leather.Pants @ Uber
[Gos] Irina Pointed Zip Heels  @ Uber

FOXCITY. Autumn Bento Pose Set (includes leaf)
Modulus – Macabre Alleyway