Posted in Dahlia, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

How ’bout these notions

I hear the birds
When they’re singing
I hear the sirens
When they’re ringing
But I can’t take my mind off of you
A thousand words, pouring out
The distance of over there
Is moving on and out
You said it’d be alright
How ’bout these notions
Hmm, they’re deep as ocean
Calling out my name
Screaming out in vain
Singing hallelujah
Tell your mother, she don’t understand
Tell your mother, she’s not listening
Why don’t you tear my heart
The chain is made of string
I roll the dice
You seal the deal
That don’t matter
Cause pain will heal
I will follow you
Into the dark

Exile BnS Focus

hair:  Exile – Rosalie
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Heart mandala tattoo
Lowen – Angel Sunglasses
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #6
SU!– Almond Nails

Blossom&Seeds Bea @ Dubai

pose: Focus Poses – Life is Better on the Boat @ Access

Tentacio Fresh sweet. Notebook

hive // flor simple beach towel .

Dahlia – Malarkey – Margarita

[Commoner] THC Gummies / Beach Bliss

DEAD DOLL – Beach Tote

 

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, poses, Second Life, shopping, tattoo

Reflections in the waves

I’m sailing away, set an open course for the virgin sea
Cause I’ve got to be free, free to face the life that’s ahead of me
On board, I’m the captain, so climb aboard
We’ll search for tomorrow on every shore
And I’ll try, oh Lord, I’ll try to carry on

I look to the sea, reflections in the waves spark my memory
Some happy, some sad
I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had
We lived happily forever, so the story goes
But somehow we missed out on that pot of gold
But we’ll try best that we can to carry on

A gathering of angels appeared above my head
They sang to me this song of hope, and this is what they said
They said come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me now
Come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me
~ Styx – Come Sail Away

doux cynful focus

hair:  DOUX –  #1 DOUX – Summer Day Hairstyle [RARE]
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Awakening the eye black tattoo
Apocalyptic Butterfly creeper tattoo black

Cynful Fashionista Bikini @ Equal10

pose: Focus. Welcome Aboard @ Access
Focus. Summer Boat @ Access

Posted in Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

appelle-moi mon cherie

Cover me with kisses baby, cover me with love
Roll me in designer sheets, I’ll never get enough
Emotions come, I don’t know why
Cover up love’s alibi

Call me on the line
Call me, call me any, anytime
Call me my love
You can call me any day or night
Call me

Aah, he speaks the languages of love
Aah, amore chiamami
Ooh, appelle-moi mon cherie
Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, anyway
Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, any day
~ In This Moment – Call Me (cover)

….cuz I love Blondie and I love ITM…how could I not love this?

truth vinyl breathe

hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

nails: -SU!- Almond Nails

VINYL – Jello Shots Lingerie Pak @ Kinky
[BREATHE]-Mikito Heels @ Uber

pose: FocusPoses.Always take the scenic route / stand poses

Stockholm&Lima: Always [Messy] Bed

Posted in Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl, [BREATHE]

Pixel Pizza & Patience

So, I just want to praise Chris in this post, because he was so amazing yesterday. I’d had a rather emotional day and when he logged on, he was perfectly content to hold me and eat pixel pizza with me. We stayed in this pose the entire time and just talked. Even though I kept zoning out in my feelings, he was patient and just held me. It meant sooo much to me that he was so supportive and sweet. It might not seem like a big deal to some people, but it meant the world to me. Thank you, Baby. ♥

truth vinyl breathe

Sady is wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Paradise
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

KUNGLERS – Grazia rings @ Belle
VINYL – Alyxx Utility Jumper @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Makomi Heels @ Belle

pose: Focus Poses. You Had Me At Pizza! @ Access
backdrop: Focus Poses. Let’s Stay Home Backdrop @ Access

Posted in Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, Uber SL

Falling into the New Year

So, I’m stepping or rather falling into the new year with a positive attitude. I might fall on my ass. I might fall on my face. Regardless of how I land, I am going to make this a great year. This year is all about improving the quality of my life. I started a weight loss journey approximately three months ago and I’m already ahead of the game, having lost over 5% of my initial body weight. In fact, within a few weeks, if I’m really good…I will be have lost 10% and that’s a rather big deal. This isn’t about a new me, this is about the true me. I’m working on overcoming my anxiety and depression. I’m on the right path and those closest to me will tell you…it is working! I didn’t wait for the new year, because those resolutions that I’ve made in the past for the new year have almost always failed. These are not resolutions, at all. These are promises and commitments that I’m making to myself. By bettering myself for myself, I can be a better person, daughter, sister, friend, blogger, employee, and maybe…eventually…a better girlfriend to some lucky person..lol. Now, will someone hurry up and catch me before I bust my face apart?!?! *splat* erhm…thanks a lot!

tableau addams diversion

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scarf hair @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
AG. Transcendence Eyes Pack @ Belle
skin:  [Glam Affair] Khloe Applier @ Uber
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

Addams // Maisei Bomber Jacket
Addams // Maisei Jeans with Patches
Addams // Maisei Sneakers

pose: Diversion – I’m Okay Poses @ Access

Focus Poses. Coffee Shop / Background winter version

Posted in Bueno, Eudora3D, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Principal Difference

“If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and man.”
― Mark Twain

bueno uber uber
From head to toe, I’m covered in items from the current round of Uber. Seriously, with the exception of my head, ears, shape, body, and eyes…everything else is from Uber.

hair:  tram I1209a hair @ Uber
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears @ Kustom9
skin:  [Glam Affair] Khloe Applier @ Uber
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

[ILAYA] Estelle choker @ Uber
[ILAYA] Estelle Rings  @ Uber
[ kunst ] – Amara Bracelets @ Uber
BUENO-Kavi Dress @ Uber
Eudora3D Rusty Boots @ Uber

[Rezz Room] Siberian Husky Animesh  @ Uber

pose: FocusPoses. Always take the scenic route

location: FMD

Posted in Catwa, Events, Glam Affair, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, vinyl

You wanna piece of me?

You wanna piece of me? Too bad, I’m not pie! Silly billies! Oh I was feeling mighty fierce the day I took this photo. Isn’t it funny how clothes can completely change our mood? Depending on what I’m wearing, I might feel sexy, cute, fierce, bitchy, professional…okay, scratch that last one. Professional is not one of my looks. *laughs* Y’all know what I mean though. I know you do.

miss chelsea vinyl

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria

Doe: Regina
=Zenith=Buckle Gloves
.miss chelsea. Brin Tee @ N21
VINYL – Fale Booty Shorts @ N21

[ Focus Poses ] Urban 7
location: Drune IV: Aftermath

 

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Careful there

As people in a world that seems to revolve a great deal around social media, I think it’s important that we choose our words carefully. I’ve seen it so many good people virtually destroyed because of a rant on social media. We’ve all seen it. Then there are those that go back and forth, arguing with one another on a very public social forum. Even more reckless are those that jump into those arguments not really knowing the entire story. We must be careful jumping on these bandwagons, because we really don’t know who is watching. Nor do we know what their perception of the situation is. I think its important that we take a step back and ask ourselves if its really important. Is the rant worth a public audience? Does this argument really need to take place and if so, is it truly necessary that it occurs in public? Do we know the facts of both sides? Have we asked any questions or are we surfing straight into a tsunami? They lied to us when we were kids…they told us that words can never hurt us. As adults, we all know better. So, please, take care when participating in this social media dramas.

phoenix ghoul eclipse ascendant

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access

:::Phoenix::: Sophie Hair @ Hair Fair
Ghoul – Avaron Top @ Eclipse
Ascendant – Lady Danger Nails @ Fetish Fair
[CX] Pantsu Codex
#EMPIRE – Freesia – Latex Black

pose by Focus Poses

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping

Cutting back

Cutting back on the number of stores that I officially blog for is one of the hardest things for me to do. Choosing which stores to stay with and which to let go of can simply do my head in, but its part of what I have to do if I am to remain a responsible blogger. It’s my duty to do my best for each brand I represent and the minute I know that is no longer possible, I have to face the truth and cut them loose. It’s heartbreaking to say the least. Especially when I have been with a brand from the beginning. However, as I continue along my blogging journey I evolve just like everyone else. My tastes change, my style changes, my feelings change and thus my blog changes, as well as my photos.
The important thing for me to remember is why I blog in the first place. I blog for me, first and foremost. I blog for the therapeutic value and the creative outlet. The past few months, I’ve discovered that’s all I do. I log in to SL simply to blog and I work. I love both, but there has to be more. SL is not a job, nor do I ever want it to feel like one. I love the jobs I have and I love my blog. I love the stores that I represent and those I’ve had to part ways with over time. I have never blogged for a store that I didn’t believe in nor will I.
It’s time for me to find room for more than blogging and work in my Second Life. That’s why I had to resign my position from a total of 9 stores and events this past weekend. *sighs* I only hope the brands know how difficult the decision was and that I will always be grateful for the opportunities afforded me while blogging for them.

kuni wicca meva cult

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access

KUNI – Hera @ Equal10
Meva Katrin Collar @ ROMP
Meva Katrin Bracelets @ ROMP
Meva Katrin Dress @ ROMP
: CULT : Cristel Stud Heels @ Belle

:: Focus Poses Sexy Pouf ::

Posted in CandyDoll, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life

This Is It

Parallel love
Innocently vacant
On the edge of breaking
Shouldn’t keep me waiting
Yesterday’s drugs
should never be taken
I fell into rotation
Surrender mistaken
This is it
This is it, love

candydoll truth focus

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access

TRUTH Vanish
_CandyDoll_ Carina Outfit @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Carina Heels @ FaMESHed

[ Focus Poses ] 50’s Tbird