Posted in Second Life

I Can’t Help But Wonder…

I’m pretty sure most of us have heard or possibly even said something along the lines of dying happy if we died during sex. However, given that these days lots of people do voice sex, not just in SL, but all sorts of long distant relationships, right? I can’t speak for everyone, but I’ve had some damn good sex that way. Well, if you know me, you know where this is going…*laughs*
I cannot help but wonder if someone was to have a heart attack and die while having voice sex, particularly with someone in SL that has no clue of their actual location or address. AND what if said person, now dead person, lives alone?? Cuz this is something I joke about, too. I joke about being the old lady they find after the neighbors complain about the smell coming from my condo, they come in and find my animals eating my face. So, combine that scenario with HOW I might die…so yeah, let’s say it’s me. I die all happy during voice sex, but my body isn’t discovered for days or weeks, but when it is…there I am, some old wrinkled half rotted body lying there clutching my toys. Can you imagine the horror of the people who find me? Can you just imagine the stories they will tell their friends and laugh about for years to come? I’d be okay with that. Knowing that long after I’m dead, I’m still making people laugh. Well, if you couldn’t imagine it before, you have now. You’re welcome. *giggles & prances off*

sexy princess

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Aimy Hair  (May FaMESHed Go)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Viktoria Applier
**Sexy Princess** Sweetest Sin Bodysuit Black (Includes shoes)
.:Avanti:. Classique Nylons – Black

pose by Bauhaus Movement (edited with AnyPose)
SAYO – Century Sofa – Straight Banquette

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Maitreya, RAMA, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I’m Hooked

Have you ever met someone that lures you in…as if they cast a spell on you? One taste of their lips makes you weak in the knees. That first time you make love is like a first hit of heroin. You would do just about anything to feel them inside you one more time….to hear those delicious words in your ear…to feel their hands roaming over you body. If you close your eyes, you can picture it like it was just last night. I have and I’m hooked.

when I think about you
Hurts me the most when I wake
I fumble and twist, ’til the truth starts to click
There’s so much space in this bed
These sheets go for miles: dreams of your smile

wearing:
hair: RAMA.SALON – Hayley Hair  (May FaMESHed Go)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER

(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Violetility – Ruffle Collar

Scandalize.Jennifer-TOP. (May Pocket Gacha)
Scandalize.Jennifer-SKIRT (May Pocket Gacha)
Scandalize.Jennifer-HEELS (May Pocket Gacha)

pose created using AnyPose
Stockholm&Lima:Better With You Platform Bed (*new* @ ROMP)

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Narcisse, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}

Yes, I Am

I don’t know too many women that don’t relate to this song, at least parts of it. The only thing I’d change is the part about being a mother, unless you count my fur babies. I’m not a mother and I don’t want to be. I’ve already raised one woman’s son and that didn’t fair too well for me. I won’t do that again. I learned that lesson the hard way. Make no mistake, I’m very much a brat, so we can just replace mother with brat and this fits me to a tee. Youtube link is at the bottom of the page, but here are the lyrics.

Meredith Brooks ~ Bitch

I hate the world today
You’re so good to me
I know but I can’t change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I’m an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean
You’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I’m going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won’t mean a thing
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season’s already changing
I think it’s cool, you do what you do
And don’t try to save me
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numb, I’m revived
Can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

yes I am

wearing:
hair:  Lamb.. Wait (*new* in mainstore)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Viktoria Applier

{le fil casse} Midnight Bodysuit (*new* @ The Fantasy Collective)
Narcisse– Taylor Skirt (FaMESHed Go)

pose by Bauhaus Movement (edited with AnyPose)

[Kres] Love Lights – Brat

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}

Is It Wrong?

I find myself tossing this subject around a lot in my head. People in SL and I guess in RL, too…they all seem to be in a hurry to find a special someone. Some think they are looking for THE special someone, but I’m not so sure. I think from time to time we find A special person that we mesh perfectly with and so it goes, until we grow apart, right? Cuz that’s what happens isn’t it? As I approach my 11yr RL anniversary, I find myself thinking about this a lot. He cheated on me a few years ago, we tried to work through it, but it just didn’t work out. We’re just not IN love anymore. We’re friends, but he’s moved out and we’re just kinda taking our time about the divorce. There are a lot of details being left out here, of course, but the divorce is imminent. He’s living with HER. He seems happy and mostly, I am happy for him. However, there were decisions made a few years into our marriage that are holding us both hostage now.
I’ve never seen an everlasting love in person. I’ve heard about them, but I’ve never witnessed one. Broken homes and families aren’t new. Both of my parents are in their 70s, both of them grew up in broken homes. Hell, my father never knew his father. He knew who he was, but had no interaction with him. I’m not so sure humans were designed to be monogamous. I sometimes think that’s just something society created for whatever reason, but if you look back in history…well, humans have always been a lustful species. So, if you find yourself in love…enjoy it while it last, but don’t spend so much time worrying about if or when it will end. Just assume it will….someday…even if its till death do you part….one of you will go first. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that we are capable of loving more than one person at a time. We’re just a greedy lot and don’t like to share. I get that…hell, I never had to share as an only child.
Meh, I’m just going to enjoy what’s left of my life the best way I can and I’m going to let myself fall in love or lust or whatever emotional holes I find myself tripping into, because its all of those feelings that remind me that I’m alive. Is it wrong that I’m just ready to live out the rest of my days as a free spirit?

Free
A funny little thing about love is that you’re blind for the time
And even when you think you had enough
You’re wanting more, it isn’t right but
You can’t stop

wearing:
hair: Lamb. Gossip (May FaMESHed Go)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings (*new* @ C88)
*AvaWay* GWEN Ribbon Corset CHOKER
_CandyDoll_ Yuki Top (*new* @ Mainstore)
{le fil casse} Yuna Skirt (*new* @ Mainstore)
_CandyDoll_ Yuki Heels (*new* @ Mainstore)

pose: Artis – Your chair (edited with AnyPose)

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping

Hiding From the World

I recently acquired a homestead and its perfect for me, because though I do share a good bit about myself in my blog. I also enjoy my privacy and I’m quite content spending several days in a row alone. I like having complete control of my land and I love that no one can see who is on my land. I don’t have to worry about seeing someone I don’t care for on my radar because they are somewhere else on the sim. I finally feel truly free to hide away from the world. I can create whatever scenes I like wherever I want and never have to worry about a neighbor putting up some atrocious house with prim trees from 2007. I love my new home, because its the best place to be when I’m hiding from the world.

Dear People

wearing:
hair: MINA – Alison (*new* @ Enchantment)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER

*LODE* Head Accessory – Juliet [iceberg]
Cae :: Gianna :: Necklace
Cae :: Gianna :: Earrings
Dahlia – Sady Cat Eye Sunglasses (May FaMESHed Go)
[Cynful] Heidi Summer Maxi Dress (*new* @ C88)

pose: an lar [poses] The Yearning Series (*new* @ ROMP)

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Home Decor, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

A Little Bit of Booze

Not sure why, but this set from Bueno really made me think of this song. So, there you have it…a song to go with the photo, cuz I’m not in the mood to share what’s on my mind this morning. *raises her glass* Cheers!

HELLYEAH – Alcohaulin’ Ass

Come on, a little bit of sunshine
A little bit of booze
A little bit of me
And a little bit of you
A little bit country
A little bit of blues
A little slice of heaven
And a little piece of you, come on
Alcohaulin’ ass
Pour another drink in my glass
Alcohaulin’ ass
Alcohaulin’ ass
A little bit thirsty
A little bit used
A little bit of whiskey
And a little pinch to chew
A little bit tired
And a bad attitude
A little bit of drinkin’
And another piece of you
Alcohaulin’ ass
Pour another drink in my glass
Alcohaulin’ ass
Alcohaulin’
You drove me to it, so there was nothing I could do
You pushed me down, split me right in two
Now I found the long hard road carried the weight of you
Boy, oh, boy, God damn, there’s only one thing left to do
A little bit of alcohaulin’ ass
Pour another drink in my glass
Alcohaulin’ ass, there’s only one thing left to do
A little bit of alcohaulin’ ass
Pour another drink in my glass
Alcohaulin’ ass
Alcohaulin’ ass

don't bother

 

wearing:
hair: .Olive. the Emma Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER

LYBRA . LINDA FATPACK (May FaMESHed Go)
[BREATHE]-Midori Heels (May Pocket Gacha)

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Sits VOL2 Pose Set

scene:
BUENO– Not Love Set -Fatpack (*new* @ ROMP)
~BUENO-Alcohol Later Neon-Red
~BUENO-Not Love Seat-Blood
~BUENO-Hecha a Mano Table-Car
crate Studio Stool Red
Ariskea[Cocoli] Banana Plant

 

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

Love is Free

I don’t know about you, but I get real tired of all the hate that people sling around as if its okay. I’m fortunate enough not to take someone else’s misery personally, even when it is literally aimed at me. Here’s the thing though, I worry about the haters sometimes, because that sort of toxicity is so bad for them. It must eat them alive to be so filled with hatred for other people. For me, they are like dirt, I just wash it off and occasionally get mesmerized by the patterns made as it circles it’s way down the drain. Hate costs. It costs the hater more than the hated, but love is free. I can’t afford to waste my energy on hate, so I’ll be over here where the love is free, because this is where my spirit is free.

Sheryl Crow – Love Is Free

One
Two
One, two, three!
Hey, hey!
She got a shack
Floating down the Pontchartrain
With the water rolling in
We gotta swim
Before the levees start to crack
Another day
Another dollar down the drain
You go to town
No one’s around
‘Cause if you drown
There ain’t no hope for coming back
It ain’t no big thing if you lose your faith
They kinda like to keep you in your place
You never know what might be coming your way
Oh everybody
Devil take your money
Money’s got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody’s making love
‘Cause love is free
You go to church
And pray to God for no more rain
A Cadillac
A paper sack
Well hey there Jack
You want some bourbon for the pain
Hey tambourine
Ain’t no rhythm on the street
With the voodoo
What do you do
When the radio just plays on anyway?
Those crazy fingers in your jelly jar
They’ll jack your money
While you sleep in you car
They got the karma
They ain’t getting too far
Oh everybody
Devil take your money
Money’s got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody’s making love
‘Cause love is free
Everybody come together
(Love is free)
Everybody come together
(Love is free)
Everybody come together
(Love is free)
Everybody come together
Yeah
Oh everybody
Devil take your money
Money’s got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody’s making love
‘Cause love is free
Oh everybody
Devil take your money
Money’s got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody’s making love
‘Cause love is free
Love is free
Yeah,
Love is free.

love is free

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Aimy Hair (May FaMESHed Go)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER
BUENO-Drea Dress (*new* @ C88)
[BREATHE]-Akio Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: an lar [poses] The Altered Series (*new* @ ROMP)
*PROMAGIC* Vivo BAckgrounds-5

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Foxcity, Maitreya, Phedora, pr!tty, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Tasty AF

I was talking to a friend on skype the other night as I was making myself a snack. I realized that the snack I was making was something I made up back in high school and have loved it ever since, but that its something most people would probably find rather odd. It got me to thinking about other odd things I eat, but believe me when I say…if I eat it? It’s tasty as fuck! Oh, what was the snack? Bite sized shredded wheat with melted butter, Worcestershire sauce, and seasoning salt, heated up in the microwave for like a minute. It’s kinda like chex mix without all the extra shit. People think the way I eat banana sandwiches is weird, too. I use mayonnaise (not that effing miracle whip crap) instead of peanut butter. I put classic Lay’s potato chips on peanut butter and jelly, and I use strawberry jelly, not grape. I like to mix cream cheese with chopped jalepenos and strawberry jelly, then dip Ritz crackers in it. These are not foods I made up while stoned either, but they’re damn sure delicious stoned or not.
I’m curious about weird things other people eat. If you feel so obliged, leave me a comment somewhere and share you odd snacks. Feel free to try the ones I mentioned and I just might try yours….unlesss it involves miracle whip…that’s nasty and its not happening.

tastyaf

Sady is wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Bekka (April PocketGacha)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 06
[Cynful] For the Crew Top [FaMESHed Go]
[Cynful] Cliqueish Fishnet Set [FaMESHed Go]
Phedora ~ Couny heels

pose: BellePoses – Mia set (includes cigarette)

scene:
FOXCITY. Tasty AF – Diner RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)
FOXCITY. Tasty AF (7) Tasty Neon Sign (*new* @ Epiphany)
FOXCITY. Tasty AF (1) Table Set (*new* @ Epiphany)
FOXCITY. Tasty AF (3) Condiments (*new* @ Epiphany)
FOXCITY. Tasty AF (6) Milkshake with Ice Cream (*new* @ Epiphany)
FOXCITY. Tasty AF (4) Basket of Fries (*new* @ Epiphany)
FOXCITY. Tasty AF – Gumball Machine RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)