I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach, leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you; will you never call again? And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
foundation hair: Exile – Violet @ C88 head: LeLUTKA Avalon head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)
Gimme a hammer, screwdriver, and a hammer…and by god, I’ll try to fix stuff! I mean, with a hammer, if I can’t fix it, I can’t beat into oblivion. Then I’m justified in buying a whole new one….whatever it is. Although, I am very poor, so replacements could take quite some time. And hey, I’m gonna look trying to fix it, too. I mean, you have to dress for the part, right? Plumbers show their ass cracks for that very reason, I assume. So, here I am in my cute little tied off tee-shirt and cut off shorts…I’m ready to fix something!!!
foundation: hair: Exile – Jasmine head: LeLUTKA Avalon head skin: [Glam Affair] Cherry [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)
I’m watching this show with this amazing witch in it. She makes all these crazy concoctions with hamster parts and tadpoles and God knows what else for these spells. Naturally, I’m grossed out. Later on, I’m eating some left overs of roast beef and mashed potatoes. It got me thinking about how cooking really is just some gross body parts of an animal, mixed with other ingredients, then served up to someone to devour. I have to wonder if that’s as gross to a lifelong vegetarian as the scene from the movie is to us. You see, years ago, I had this massive group of friends in real life and four of us lived in the same apartment building. Our doors were always open to our friends, most of them had their own keys. Anyway, it was Thanksgiving weekend and we had this huge feast at my house. Afterwards, the leftovers were placed in the fridge, including a partially eaten Turkey on a platter. My best friend was dating a vegan. Like he was hardcore vegan. She asked him to grab her a drink from the fridge. He opened the fridge and gasped, then quickly slammed the fridge door. His face was pale and he looked at her, “There’s a carcus in the fridge!” We all cracked up laughing, while he didn’t find it remotely funny and was literally sick to his stomach. So, here I am all these years later, eating my left over roast, still watching this show (there are 8 episodes) and I’m like, “Hmm, this isn’t so different from what she’s made.” I mean, we plopped this big piece of a cow into a (crock)pot, we sprinkled some herbs and onions on it, then a bit of water and left it to cook for eight hours. Then we ate it. Not so different, is it? Except we ate it without intent of anything other than substance and joy. We obtained joy from eating the flesh of what used to be part of a living, breathing creature. Are we monsters?
foundation hair: Exile – Simone head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1 head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)
Don’t say that I should know better No shame, messed up, broken mirror Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear Hm
Walking downtown, smiling stranger Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya Hm
Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control Just so you know. And I, and I go again
Dark night, bright light, self-destruction Blow my phone up, your obsession I don’t need another lesson Hm
It won’t kill me Treading lightly Please don’t hate me Smarter than you think
Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10 (Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88 Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9 Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10 Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants
pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10 **altered cuz of the things I’m holding**
Your eyes, so crisp, so green Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet You got hips like Jagger and two left feet And I wonder if you’d like to meet Your voice is velvet through a telephone You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone And I wonder if you’d take it slow Oh, we’re dancin’ in my livin’ room And up come my fists And I say I’m only playing, but The truth is this That I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist And I said Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong And I hope Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms But I think it’s finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe For me to fall
“She was like the sun, She knew her place in the world – She would shine again regardless of all the storms and changeable weather She wouldn’t adjust her purpose for things that pass.” ― Nikki Rowe
This post is all about Bloom by Prism Events. I have been blogging for Prism Events…well, for years. I absolutely love the three events they put on throughout the years. Bloom is all about Spring and this year, with Easter around the corner, we’ve got an abundance of cute Easter themed items, as well. Don’t get too overwhelmed thinking that these items will only work for Spring, though. As you can see by the photo, I’ve created a summer theme using the gorgeous house from Concept that you can acquire at the Arcade. If you want to see more of the house, I did two posts about it earlier this month. You can see those here and here. I grabbed this hair weeks ago during a Fifty Linden Friday and then yesterday Cynful released silky textures on their Buttoned Tube Top. Knowing Cyn, it’s probably still out so hurry! The rest just kinda fell into place as I was looking around at the different items I’d collected from Bloom. All in all, I’m really pleased with how my photo turned out. I hope it will inspire you to create some wonderful Spring & Summer spots of your own, or at least a cute outfit…cuz these shorts…*bites her lip*…they are sooo cute!!!!
hair: Exile – Thinking About You head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair Glam Affair – New Body Line
MARKED – Mandalay Sunglasses @ Bloom (Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber alme. Mesh Nails – Shabby Spring Collection @ Bloom Cynful Buttoned Tube Top – FLF March 20, 2021 VINYL – Copaiba Spring Shorts @ Bloom
So this is the same outfit I wore in my previous post, It’s Tannenbaum Time, but I changed the colors to a less festive theme. *laughs* Y’all know I couldn’t get out of that green & red fast enough, right? This is why fatpack is my favorite color! I’ll keep this one short & sweet…its going to be a long week! There’s going to be a lot of sales out there this week in both worlds, so please stay safe and Happy Shopping♥
Only give me love when I’m giving it back But you say you’ll never be my friend Always on the train, never on the track So I’m jumping before the crash And I know you’re just trying to scare me But you lost all of your effect You can bark like a dog, baring your teeth But I’m never going back again No, I’m never going back again Babe, it’s true I’m in love with what we were But not with you What’s left to prove? Tried so many damn times to cut you loose Now I’m way too far away to be hurt by you ~ Donna Missal – Hurt By You
I hear the birds
When they’re singing
I hear the sirens
When they’re ringing
But I can’t take my mind off of you
A thousand words, pouring out
The distance of over there
Is moving on and out
You said it’d be alright
How ’bout these notions
Hmm, they’re deep as ocean
Calling out my name
Screaming out in vain
Singing hallelujah
Tell your mother, she don’t understand
Tell your mother, she’s not listening
Why don’t you tear my heart
The chain is made of string
I roll the dice
You seal the deal
That don’t matter
Cause pain will heal
I will follow you
Into the dark
“The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.”
― Ernest Hemingway
Sady is wearing:
hair: Exile – Illyana
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe
Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK(female)
Blueberry – In Control – Top
Blueberry – In Control – Skirt
[BREATHE]-Rona Heels @ Kinky
West Village Mona Office Chair – Rustic Wood
West Village Stacked Art
West Village Industry Office Desk – Planed Oak
West Village Trellis Office Rug – Dove Grey
West Village Fiddle Leaf Fig
West Village Ginger Jar Lamp – Grey Toile
Sady Style 