Posted in Access, accessories, blogging, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, {le fil casse}

An Ounce of Peace

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach, leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you; will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

An Ounce of Peace

foundation
hair: Exile – Violet @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
Cynful Diamond – Choker
.:villena:. – Pelted Fur Jacket
{le fil casse} Ainsley Dress @ Access

pose:
Artis – Smoking hot

background: MINIMAL – May Group Gift 2021

Posted in Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Uber SL

I Can Totally Fix This

Gimme a hammer, screwdriver, and a hammer…and by god, I’ll try to fix stuff! I mean, with a hammer, if I can’t fix it, I can’t beat into oblivion. Then I’m justified in buying a whole new one….whatever it is. Although, I am very poor, so replacements could take quite some time. And hey, I’m gonna look trying to fix it, too. I mean, you have to dress for the part, right? Plumbers show their ass cracks for that very reason, I assume. So, here I am in my cute little tied off tee-shirt and cut off shorts…I’m ready to fix something!!!

I Can Totally Fix This

foundation:
hair: Exile – Jasmine
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Cherry [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion:
(Yummy) Tuca Earrings @ Kustom9 (August) …in the mainstore soon
Seniha. Aury T-shirt
Seniha. Aury Short
EQUAL – Manila Cowboy Boots

pose: Sweet Art – Alexa Bento Poses

location: Walsh County

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Jian, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Are we monsters?

I’m watching this show with this amazing witch in it. She makes all these crazy concoctions with hamster parts and tadpoles and God knows what else for these spells. Naturally, I’m grossed out. Later on, I’m eating some left overs of roast beef and mashed potatoes. It got me thinking about how cooking really is just some gross body parts of an animal, mixed with other ingredients, then served up to someone to devour. I have to wonder if that’s as gross to a lifelong vegetarian as the scene from the movie is to us. You see, years ago, I had this massive group of friends in real life and four of us lived in the same apartment building. Our doors were always open to our friends, most of them had their own keys.
Anyway, it was Thanksgiving weekend and we had this huge feast at my house. Afterwards, the leftovers were placed in the fridge, including a partially eaten Turkey on a platter. My best friend was dating a vegan. Like he was hardcore vegan. She asked him to grab her a drink from the fridge. He opened the fridge and gasped, then quickly slammed the fridge door. His face was pale and he looked at her, “There’s a carcus in the fridge!” We all cracked up laughing, while he didn’t find it remotely funny and was literally sick to his stomach.
So, here I am all these years later, eating my left over roast, still watching this show (there are 8 episodes) and I’m like, “Hmm, this isn’t so different from what she’s made.” I mean, we plopped this big piece of a cow into a (crock)pot, we sprinkled some herbs and onions on it, then a bit of water and left it to cook for eight hours. Then we ate it. Not so different, is it? Except we ate it without intent of anything other than substance and joy. We obtained joy from eating the flesh of what used to be part of a living, breathing creature. Are we monsters?

Are we monsters?

foundation
hair: Exile – Simone
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

fashion
Just BECAUSE Oasis Gown @ FaMESHed

pose:
Ana Poses – Budapest poses

background:
-ATTIC- Abandoned Escalator Backdrop @ Kustom9

JIAN Fallow Fawn

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

It won’t kill me

Don’t say that I should know better
No shame, messed up, broken mirror
Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear
Hm

Walking downtown, smiling stranger
Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya
I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya
Hm

Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again
Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again
Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control
Just so you know. And I, and I go again

Dark night, bright light, self-destruction
Blow my phone up, your obsession
I don’t need another lesson
Hm

It won’t kill me
Treading lightly
Please don’t hate me
Smarter than you think

It won't kill me

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9
Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants

pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10
**altered cuz of the things I’m holding**

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, [BREATHE]

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

Your eyes, so crisp, so green
Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet
You got hips like Jagger and two left feet
And I wonder if you’d like to meet
Your voice is velvet through a telephone
You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home
Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone
And I wonder if you’d take it slow
Oh, we’re dancin’ in my livin’ room
And up come my fists
And I say I’m only playing, but
The truth is this
That I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss
And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist
And I said
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong
And I hope
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms
But I think it’s finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

MOVEMENT- Her wallet @ Level
Hangry – Daisy Ice Cream
NANIKA – Barbara Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Natsuzu Heels @ C88

pose too altered to credit

location: Meadow Estates

Posted in Bloom, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, Pale Girl Productions, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, vinyl

She would shine

“She was like the sun,
She knew her place in the world –
She would shine again regardless
of all the storms and changeable weather
She wouldn’t adjust her purpose
for things that pass.”
― Nikki Rowe

This post is all about Bloom by Prism Events. I have been blogging for Prism Events…well, for years. I absolutely love the three events they put on throughout the years. Bloom is all about Spring and this year, with Easter around the corner, we’ve got an abundance of cute Easter themed items, as well. Don’t get too overwhelmed thinking that these items will only work for Spring, though. As you can see by the photo, I’ve created a summer theme using the gorgeous house from Concept that you can acquire at the Arcade. If you want to see more of the house, I did two posts about it earlier this month. You can see those here and here.
I grabbed this hair weeks ago during a Fifty Linden Friday and then yesterday Cynful released silky textures on their Buttoned Tube Top. Knowing Cyn, it’s probably still out so hurry! The rest just kinda fell into place as I was looking around at the different items I’d collected from Bloom. All in all, I’m really pleased with how my photo turned out. I hope it will inspire you to create some wonderful Spring & Summer spots of your own, or at least a cute outfit…cuz these shorts…*bites her lip*…they are sooo cute!!!!

She would shine

hair: Exile – Thinking About You
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line

MARKED – Mandalay Sunglasses @ Bloom
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
alme. Mesh Nails – Shabby Spring Collection @ Bloom
Cynful Buttoned Tube Top – FLF March 20, 2021
VINYL – Copaiba Spring Shorts @ Bloom

pose: Focus. Santorini Pool

CONCEPT} 17. CASA PARADISO. House. RARE @ Arcade

HISA – Rocky heights @ Bloom

Atelier Burgundy . Berlin Fence @ Bloom
Atelier Burgundy + Pitaya . Berlin Vase Floor . Tulips @ Bloom

Compulsion Plant 15
Compulsion Plant 20

Loft & Aria – Brewer basket w/Hat and Towel

MH Della Rattan Chair w/ Pillows @ Bloom

dust bunny . beach day . towel tote

floorplan. hexagon garden candles @ Bloom

Lagom – Mist lotus [ Flower ] @ Bloom

[Rezz Room] Sphynx Animesh

JIAN Butterfly Collection

.peaches. Emunah Bed – Magazine Clutter

Hangry – Floral Drink – Peach

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Kustom9, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, [BREATHE]

A Long Week

So this is the same outfit I wore in my previous post, It’s Tannenbaum Time, but I changed the colors to a less festive theme. *laughs* Y’all know I couldn’t get out of that green & red fast enough, right? This is why fatpack is my favorite color! I’ll keep this one short & sweet…its going to be a long week! There’s going to be a lot of sales out there this week in both worlds, so please stay safe and Happy Shopping♥

A Long Week

hair: Exile – Gia @ Tannenbaum
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2.1)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

[ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder
ChicModa // Keileigh Sweater Dress
[BREATHE]-Mitari Heels @ Black Fair

[Rezz Room] German Shepherd Puppy

Diversion – Wine O’Clock Poses @ Access

MINIMAL – Brooklyn Building

{vespertine} – trailing succulent.
Loft& Aria – Somerset Patio Chair With Pillow – White
tarte. ivy chevron trellis (natural)
..::THOR::.. Standing Ashtray [T]
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
{vespertine} – monkey mask vine monstera.
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter


Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

What’s left to prove?

Only give me love when I’m giving it back
But you say you’ll never be my friend
Always on the train, never on the track
So I’m jumping before the crash
And I know you’re just trying to scare me
But you lost all of your effect
You can bark like a dog, baring your teeth
But I’m never going back again
No, I’m never going back again
Babe, it’s true
I’m in love with what we were
But not with you
What’s left to prove?
Tried so many damn times to cut you loose
Now I’m way too far away to be hurt by you
~ Donna Missal – Hurt By You

hair: Exile – Soleil @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

[Heaux] Chilled Eyes
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DIRTY BABE COLLECTION #3 @ Cosmopolitan
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DIRTY BABE COLLECTION #8 @ Cosmopolitan

BUENO-Bella Necklace @ Kustom9
VOBE – Debbie Earrings

Posted in Dahlia, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

How ’bout these notions

I hear the birds
When they’re singing
I hear the sirens
When they’re ringing
But I can’t take my mind off of you
A thousand words, pouring out
The distance of over there
Is moving on and out
You said it’d be alright
How ’bout these notions
Hmm, they’re deep as ocean
Calling out my name
Screaming out in vain
Singing hallelujah
Tell your mother, she don’t understand
Tell your mother, she’s not listening
Why don’t you tear my heart
The chain is made of string
I roll the dice
You seal the deal
That don’t matter
Cause pain will heal
I will follow you
Into the dark

Exile BnS Focus

hair:  Exile – Rosalie
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Heart mandala tattoo
Lowen – Angel Sunglasses
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #6
SU!– Almond Nails

Blossom&Seeds Bea @ Dubai

pose: Focus Poses – Life is Better on the Boat @ Access

Tentacio Fresh sweet. Notebook

hive // flor simple beach towel .

Dahlia – Malarkey – Margarita

[Commoner] THC Gummies / Beach Bliss

DEAD DOLL – Beach Tote

 

Posted in Apple Fall, Blueberry, breathe, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

The Best People

“The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.”
― Ernest Hemingway

blueberry breathe

Sady is wearing:
hair: Exile – Illyana
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe
Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK(female)

Blueberry – In Control – Top
Blueberry – In Control – Skirt
[BREATHE]-Rona Heels @ Kinky

pose: Diversion – Autumn Reading Poses (includes book)

scene:

West Village Mona Office Chair – Rustic Wood
West Village Stacked Art
West Village Industry Office Desk – Planed Oak
West Village Trellis Office Rug – Dove Grey
West Village Fiddle Leaf Fig
West Village Ginger Jar Lamp – Grey Toile

KraftWork Destination Pillows (Inclined) JFK

KraftWork + [ kunst ] Vintage 8mm DECOR

.09 [ kunst ] – Books
.10 [ kunst ] – Magazines
[ kunst ] – Novak set books
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky bottle
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky glass #2
.01 [ kunst ] – Typewriter / shiny RARE
.04 [ kunst ] – Iron frame
[ kunst ] – Ashtray v3 / Marble #2
[ kunst ] – Lighter v3 classic / silver
[ kunst ] – Cigarette box nouveau / silver

MudHoney Photo Room 5