Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place

Through these city nightmares you’d walk with me
And we’d talk of it with idealistic assurance
That it wouldn’t tear us apart
We’d keep our heads above the blackened water
But there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place
And you’re gone now
Through a grimy window that I can’t keep clean
Through billowing smoke that’s swallowed the sun
You’re nowhere to be seen
Do you think our desires still burn
I guess it was desires that tore us apart
There has to be passion
A passion for living, surviving
And that means detachment
Every-body has a weapon to fight you with
To beat you with when you are down
There were too many defence between us
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
That like these urban nightmares
We’d blacken each other skies

there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place

hair: Tableau Vivant // Soiree @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO) peach @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Melanie Set @ Orly
Seniha. Melanie Top
Seniha. Melanie Pants

pose: Lyrium. Jullie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
location: BKLYN

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

there’s no remedy for memory

Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell ’em when you find true love, it lives on
Ahh
That’s why I stay here
And there’s no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody
It won’t leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine
But I wish I was dead

there's no remedy for memory

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #1 @ Access
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #6 @ Access

Cynful Fluffy Love Set @ Equal10
Cynful Fluffy Love – Bra
Cynful Fluffy Love – Panties
Cynful Fluffy Love – Robe

pose: FOXCITY. Lazy
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Nap Corner

{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Silence is violence and defeat

Too bad some people like to sleep
Talking the American dream
I woke up late at night to see
Nightmares on every city street
Somethings that made me wanna scream
Can’t wake you, make you wanna see
Silence is violence and defeat
But you just stay quiet in the sheets, quiet in the sheets
Traps songs in the frat house
Trump sign in the window
How can we be free in the future if the kids don’t
Conquer the addiction
Start to make revisions?
Maybe most of all
We should learn to fucking listen

Silence is violence and defeat

hair: [monso] Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

ChicModa // Tina Sweater
-[ vagrant ]- Julia Shorts 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

pose: Vanity Poses – Opora Bento 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

MINIMAL – Fountain Scene

dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia

HEXtraordinary Steampunk Newspaper Vending Machine

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh (Companion)

by Tentacio:
comic books
comic game
Comic bag
raspberry drink

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life

Let’s root for each other and watch each other grow.

I have yet to understand why so many people want to tear each other down. Life is not a competition, no one gets out alive and nothing we acquire in this life is going with us when we leave. So, why would anyone make it their mission to seek and destroy others? What is there to gain in doing that? I mean, I know misery loves company, but why would anyone want to embrace that misery by sharing it with others or causing it? There’s nothing good to gain from that…absolutely nothing. The only thing I can imagine that allows people to behave like this is that they lack that part of the human psyche that most of us possess…that part that seeks happiness for ourselves, as well as other people. When someone lacks that empathy and compassion, they are left with a giant hole. That hole is what religious people like to call evil, but I don’t believe in evil. I believe that people are innately good….unless they are missing that inner light. They are lacking goodness. They might fake it….cuz that’s what sociopaths often do, but deep down…they just don’t have it in them be truly good. I cannot truly imagine what that must be like, but it sounds absolutely horrible. Sadly, its the only thing that makes sense to me as to why people truly want to tear one another down. I would much rather see us all root for each other and watch each other grow.

Let's root for each other and watch each other grow.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
.random.Matter. – Caithe Collar @ Kustom9
REIGN.- HEART COIN PURSE
Apl.Blossom Bel @ Cosmopolitan
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights

pose: Lyrium. Ariel Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

MINIMAL – Ancien Elevator Backdrop

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

MADRAS Divya Hanging Candle Size

Second Spaces checkout at 11 trolley

Artisan Fantasy Glamping 7 – Stacked Suitcases

Serenity Style– French Bulldog Suitcase (Rez) RARE

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin

Even when

“Listen to the people who love you. Believe that they are worth living for even when you don’t believe it. Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into the future. Be brave; be strong; take your pills. Exercise because it’s good for you even if every step weighs a thousand pounds. Eat when food itself disgusts you. Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason.”
― Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression

Even when

hair: Magika – December
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Nini’s Top + Armwarmers Set @ Equal10
Cynful Nini’s Skirt @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

(Milk Motion) Parisian Backyard

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Holi-Holi-Holidays

It’s a celebration
Get ready for the holi-holi-holidays
Yeah, it’s a celebration
So baby, don’t you stop
You got that look in your eyes (eyes, eyes)
Call me for help, we can vibe (vibe, vibe)
Let’s have the time of our lives
You can feel it, you can feel it
Even if you dance alone
You deserve a cheers
‘Cause you been workin’ way too long
No more wishin’, baby, listenIt’s a celebration
Get ready for the holi-holi-holidays
Yeah, it’s a celebration
So baby, don’t you stop

Holi-Holi-Holidays

hair: TRUTH Brazen
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Astara – Kawaii Toasts Earrings

.Safira. Eysane Dress @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Rinsu Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Lyrium. Sady Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Only took you ’bout a minute

You don’t know what you have till it’s gone
Best I ever had to the worst, still makes me mad
From moving way too fast to moving on
Whispers of the past, like scars that ever last

And then you send me that shit
Why’d you send me that message?
Won’t you show some respect
To that chick you tryna mess with
Baby, don’t you remember
Only took you ’bout a minute
To go make a bad decision

Only took you ’bout a minute

hair: DOUX – Amaya hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Seniha. Stella Set @ Uber

pose: – Sweet Art – Cozy Xmas Poses @ Equal10

.PALETO.Backdrop:. DUBOIS @ Equal10

Serenity Style– Dreamland Church wreath

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

I can and I will

Well, this year isn’t over yet and its just gonna keep dumping on some of us right until the bitter end. I just want to crawl into a hole and hide sometimes. Not just from this year, but from the world in general. There’s just so much happening around me and its a bit overwhelming. The diabetes thing is sooooo hard this late in life. I’m a creature of habit. Granted most of my habits are not good ones. Don’t you judge me! *winks* I guess for once in my life I am making resolutions, but not because I really want to. I have to! Time to work on that vision board, I reckon. *laughs* Y’all forget that I really am a Southern girl at heart. I’m doing my best to not get too stressed over all of this. Lots and lots of people live with diabetes and I will, too! I can do this. I will do this!

I can and I will

hair: Stealthic – Always
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Kibitz – Rainne’s necklace @ Equal10

Apl.Blossom Viviana @ TLC
[BREATHE]-Tamari Heels @ C88

pose: Diversion – Santa Baby Poses @ Access

location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

It hurts so loud

Sometimes it feels like the world is crashing down
Nobody can hear the pain
But it hurts so loud
But maybe loneliness brings us closer to ourselves
And pushes us to learn to love from the inside out

It hurts so loud

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Lunar – Lamu Top @ Equal10
Lunar – Lamu Bra @ Equal10
Lunar – Lamu Panties @ Equal10

pose: space cadet  – pack 13
location: Curiosity Lake