Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

Sex and Candy

I smell sex and candy here
Who’s that lounging in my chair
Who’s that casting devious stares
In my direction

Sex and Candy

DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Fluffy Desire Set
{le fil casse} Maisie Socks

pose: Lyrium. Lollies Pose & Animation Set @ Equal10

Serenity Style- Giselle Winter Armchair

Serenity Style– Blue Winter Entry Set @ TLC
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Table
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Picture
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Roses Vases
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Books
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Cushions

KraftWork Clarrington Set . Table Lamp @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Rubber Plant @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Basket 2 @ Kustom9

LEMME..Natural Dildo // Malachite
LEMME…Stimulate me!Dildo_ Mint

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Posted in Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’m so, so done

‘Cause I’m so, so done
Guardin’ my tongue, holdin’ me back
I’m livin’ the way that I want
‘Cause I’m so, so done
Fighting myself, goin’ through Hell
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want

I lost control over all my energy
Done so much damage to my heart
I’ve given in, I’ve changed my identity
I didn’t mean to go so far, umm-mm

Oh my God (God)
I wish (Wish) I could be (Be) better than this
My God, wish (Wish) I could be (Oh-oh)
~ Alicia Keys – So Done

hair: [monso] Lena2 Hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

TRIGGERED – Chimera Glasses @ Unik
earrings: MG – Kaleidoscope – #18
CHAIN – Tina Necklace Set @ Anthem
AvaWay KITTEN_Bracelet
Burrow Custom To-Go Cup
RE Festive Rings Set

-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Set @ Kustom9
-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Wristband R
-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Top
-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Shorts

[ VERSOV ] COPOV_GROUP GIFT Ankle Monitor
[Enchante’] – Jenny Sneakers

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh @ Equal10

pose: DM – Stairway
backdrop: Los Vecinos – Dharma – The Bearded Guy

scene extras:
Hangry – Croissant Ice Cream – Peach {rez} @ Kustom9

(Luc.) Ethel the Babushka Figurine @ Kustom9

Apple Fall Ceramic Milk Jar @ FaMESHed
Apple Fall Olive Jar – Olive Glaze @ FaMESHed

dust bunny . paradise plants . monstera tree @ FaMESHed
dust bunny . paradise plants . fan palm @ FaMESHed
dust bunny . paradise plants . pineapple plant @ FaMESHed

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Shameless

Don’t speak, no, don’t try
It’s been a secret for the longest time
Don’t run (oh), no, don’t hide
Been running from it for the longest time
So many mornings, I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, they’re taking me out of my mind
Right now, I’m shameless
Screamin’ my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you’re shameless
Write it on my neck, why don’t ya?
And I won’t erase it
I need you more than I want to
I need you more than I want to

asteroid box famx

hair: TRUTH Solstice
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie @ FaMESHed X
(Luc.) Whisky Cocktail BENTO accessory @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Pampered Bento Pose Set @ C88

MK Red – Vibrate Night – The Bearded Guy

[ILAYA] Logan Lounger

Kalospia – Luna’s Hanging Light @ C88

dust bunny . areca palm plant

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, vinyl

My Dramatic Take

This is my thought process brought to life…okay, pixels! GAW! Ok, so sometimes I take a picture with nothing in mind to write about and lately….as I’m sure you know…I’ve been struggling with topics to write about, because my life is uneventful, okay? So, I rack my brain sometimes trying to think of something to say. When I was looking for poses to take this picture and saw this one, I giggled. I thought, that’s me when I’ve got writer’s block! So, there you have it…its short and sweet…but here’s my dramatic take on my own writer’s block hell. *grins*

vinyl cynful atelior burgundy

hair: DOUX – Maddie hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

– TRIGGERED – Treasurer Glasses Gacha #RARE @ Kawaii Project
.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
VINYL – Dumpling Top @ Kinky
Cynful Riana’s Leather Skirt FLF Aug 7, 2020
: CULT : Violetta Boots @ Kustom9

pose: Foxcity Power Set

Atelier Burgundy . Drafting Table . black
Atelier Burgundy . Office Composition . Black
Atelier Burgundy . Flat File . Dark Metal

dust bunny . blossom typewriter
dust bunny . blossom books

Kraftwork Kess Corner Unit & Clutter . Mini Pouf Geometric

KraftWork Bonjour Whale Vase

[Rezz Room] Grouchy Cat Napping

HIDEKI – B/W Shelf

 

Posted in Apple Fall, breathe, Bueno, Collabor88, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Paw to the Jaw

I love my cat. I really do, but I’m starting to understand why people prefer dogs. I woke up this morning to a paw to the jaw. Yep, that’s right, he walked on my face. My reaction was a slinging arm which resulted in a cat flung across the bed, followed by a soft murr. This was not a wounded cat sound. Trust me, I’ve heard plenty of those noises. Step on a cat’s tail just once and  you’ll never forget it. No, just three little gentle murrs. I couldn’t go back to sleep at this point. I had to get up and find out if he was okay. I’m not a monster, ya know? He’s fine. Once he saw that I was awake, his attitude suddenly changed. I swear that he looked at me and in his little meow language said, “Oh, you’re up! Feed me?”
Needless to say, I fed the little bastard and now he’s lying comfortably on his perch, licking himself. I’m pretty sure he’s quite proud of himself this morning. *looks out the window* FFS, the sun isn’t even up yet. I suspect there’s a nap in my future.

bossom elm

hair: Magika – Sunrise
head:  LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Anika Skin @ Uber

Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet
Blossom&Seeds Shannon @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mitsune Heels @ Uber

pose is in the mat

scene:
.peaches. Wanderlust – Books

Apple Fall Aspidistra in Wicker Planter

Ariskea [Sunrise] Succulent Ceramic hangers
Ariskea[Julia] Peonies Basket [Rose] @ FaMESHed

BUENO-Laptop Hustle

Dahlia – Himalayan Salt Lamp – Natural – Coral

Elm. Marley Standing Desk @ Collabor88
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Book Stack
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Bullet Journal
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cacti Candle
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cactus Candle #1
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cactus Candle #2
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Diffuser
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Doughnut Snack
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Lamp
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Mesh Board [White]
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Speakers
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Stapler
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Stool [White Top]
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Succulent Pot
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Washi Tape
Elm. Marley Standing Desk [White Top]
Elm. Marley Standing Mat

Foxwood – Lilly – Puppy Basket – pink

Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Collection. @ Equal10
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Ashtray.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Bud Vase.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Catch-All.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Edibles.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Herbal Tea.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Make-up Clutter.

LEMME…Natural Girl Collection @ Equal10
LEMME…Enlightened Sexuality + Dildo
LEMME…Natural Girl // RARE
LEMME…Something to hang // Memphis
LEMME…Yin Yang Inciense holder stick
LEMME..Natural Dildo // Rose Quartz

MudHoney Classic Photo Room 5

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . pink medinilla plant

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Marathon of Possibilities

I have a tendency run a complete marathon of possibilities in my head with just about everything. It doesn’t matter if its something I’m excited about or something that scares me. So, if I meet a guy and everything is falling into place, I’m quick to think of all the ways this could work out in good ways, all while waiting for the penny to drop. I make myself absolutely crazy doing this. As I continue my therapy and learning to be mindful, I have been trying really hard not to do this. As it often leads to very hurt feelings for which I have no one to blame but myself. Listen, I’m trying, okay?
So, recently I met someone that has already made some serious improvements to my life. I ran the marathon, of course, and I got excited. Alas, real life has gotten in the way of my virtual dreams and the penny has officially dropped. HOWEVER, I’m super pleased with myself this go round, because I did not fall apart or feel that sense of devastation when the penny dropped. I just accepted the situation for what it is and have decided to just make the most of it. This person offered me some tools that work with my therapy tools and I’m hopeful about my own personal plan for a change. So, I’ve grabbed that silver lining by the tail and I am holding on for dear life. I don’t know how much time I have left on this planet, but I’ll be damned if I’m going to just give up. I’ve survived far too much to let life hold me down now.

Little Fox

hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Elba>
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
[Heaux] Dolly Eyes

.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
Little Fox – Sophia @ Anthem

pose: FOXCITY. Playroom Bento Pose Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Playroom

tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow

*Tentacio* melancholy days
-record player
-feel the music

all plants from dust bunny

 

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Bueno, CandyDoll, Catwa, crate, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Home Decor, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Scandalize, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic

Moving On Up

I could hardly do a post about moving and not get the Jefferson’s theme song stuck in my head. I don’t have a whole lot to say about moving except that I’m glad I don’t have to do it anymore. I imagine I’ll spend the rest of my life in this condo. It’s paid for…in full. I remember moving quite a bit as a kid and all through my 20s and my favorite part of moving was unpacking in the new place. That’s the one thing I’ll miss about moving, but otherwise, I’m glad to have a place that is genuinely my home and know that I don’t have to pack up and leave again.

moving day

wearing:
hair:  Beusy: Autumn Hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra”

tattoo: [White~Widow] Soorma (*new* @ Dubai Event)

Scandalize.Niah.TOP. (*new* @ TresChic)
_CandyDoll_ Nynfa Jeans (*new* Go by FaMESHed)

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] & Illuzion – Moving Day set (*new* @ PoseFair)
scene:
[..::CuCa Designs::..] & Illuzion – New Beginnings Backdrop (*new* @ PoseFair)
[..::CuCa Designs::..] & Illuzion-Tender Moments Bed incl phone (*new* @ PoseFair)
[..::CuCa Designs::..] & Illuzion – Box Pile 1 (*new* @ PoseFair)
17 Fancy Decor: Yas Pillow
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Bra
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Thong
+Half-Deer+ Favorite Sweater Clutter – ALL – Edge
dust bunny . fiddle leaf tree
BUENO-Pizza Boxes
[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’
:::ChicChica::: TakeAway
09 Fancy Decor: Gold Dots Pillow
+Half-Deer+ Neatly Folded Blankets – Leaves
crate Filament Floorlamp Steel