Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Silence is violence and defeat

Too bad some people like to sleep
Talking the American dream
I woke up late at night to see
Nightmares on every city street
Somethings that made me wanna scream
Can’t wake you, make you wanna see
Silence is violence and defeat
But you just stay quiet in the sheets, quiet in the sheets
Traps songs in the frat house
Trump sign in the window
How can we be free in the future if the kids don’t
Conquer the addiction
Start to make revisions?
Maybe most of all
We should learn to fucking listen

Silence is violence and defeat

hair: [monso] Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

ChicModa // Tina Sweater
-[ vagrant ]- Julia Shorts 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

pose: Vanity Poses – Opora Bento 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

MINIMAL – Fountain Scene

dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia

HEXtraordinary Steampunk Newspaper Vending Machine

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh (Companion)

by Tentacio:
comic books
comic game
Comic bag
raspberry drink

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life

Let’s root for each other and watch each other grow.

I have yet to understand why so many people want to tear each other down. Life is not a competition, no one gets out alive and nothing we acquire in this life is going with us when we leave. So, why would anyone make it their mission to seek and destroy others? What is there to gain in doing that? I mean, I know misery loves company, but why would anyone want to embrace that misery by sharing it with others or causing it? There’s nothing good to gain from that…absolutely nothing. The only thing I can imagine that allows people to behave like this is that they lack that part of the human psyche that most of us possess…that part that seeks happiness for ourselves, as well as other people. When someone lacks that empathy and compassion, they are left with a giant hole. That hole is what religious people like to call evil, but I don’t believe in evil. I believe that people are innately good….unless they are missing that inner light. They are lacking goodness. They might fake it….cuz that’s what sociopaths often do, but deep down…they just don’t have it in them be truly good. I cannot truly imagine what that must be like, but it sounds absolutely horrible. Sadly, its the only thing that makes sense to me as to why people truly want to tear one another down. I would much rather see us all root for each other and watch each other grow.

Let's root for each other and watch each other grow.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
.random.Matter. – Caithe Collar @ Kustom9
REIGN.- HEART COIN PURSE
Apl.Blossom Bel @ Cosmopolitan
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights

pose: Lyrium. Ariel Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

MINIMAL – Ancien Elevator Backdrop

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

MADRAS Divya Hanging Candle Size

Second Spaces checkout at 11 trolley

Artisan Fantasy Glamping 7 – Stacked Suitcases

Serenity Style– French Bulldog Suitcase (Rez) RARE

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, FaMESHed, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, {le fil casse}

What dirty dishes?

This is how you get out of trouble for not doing the dishes. *grins* You just stand real pretty in something distracting and offer some treats. Now, what significant other could possibly be upset about a few dishes in the sink when they can have hot cocoa, churros, and this? None with a pulse, I can tell you that! *giggles*

What dirty dishes?

hair: TRUTH Brazen
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
^^Swallow^^ Princess Belly Piercing @ Kustom9

{le fil casse} Laverne Bralette
{le fil casse} Laverne Shorts

pose: Ana Poses – Her September

scene:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen
DaD “Rustic Frames
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Morning Start
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Dirty Dishes
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . spice rack . black
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . paper towels
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . dish drying rack . white
Hangry – White Glazed Churros @ Kustom9
Hangry – Jolly Hot Cocoa – White @ Kustom9

Posted in Apple Fall, Blueberry, crate, DOUX, Fashion, Home Decor, Jian, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Sady Stuff!

The moment I saw this sweater, I had to message Annie, “I’m just going to pretend this sweater is named after me!” Annie quickly assured me that it was indeed named after me. I’m honored to have such a beautiful piece named after me. I love how the lines kinda shift around the boobs, like its stretching. It is perfect….the shading, the wrinkles….how the sleeves come down over the wrists as if I’ve been pulling at them and no pokes on the shoulders from being on a hanger in my closet instead of folded on a shelf. *laughs* Seriously, this is one of the most realistic sweaters I’ve seen in SL, like this sweater has been worn….I pushed up the sleeves to do dishes, then I tugged them down over my hands when I took the dog out. For me, this sweater tells a story,
To top off the sweater, Katya named a pose set after me! It’s a perfect set of poses for blogging, too. So, I’ll be using them all eventually. For now, I’m just using one of them to pose pretty in front of this scene composed mostly from two of THOR’s lastest gacha sets.
I’m not going to pretend that I’m not excited over having such awesome creations named after me. It’s an honor anytime a designer names something after you and I am genuinely chuffed. (Can’t tell I have British friends, can you?)

Sady Stuff!

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Just BECAUSE Sady Sweater @ Uber
Blueberry – Power Play – Jeans
[BREATHE]-Tamito Wedges @ Arcade

pose: an lar [poses] The Sady Series @ The Liaison Collaborative

scene:
..::THOR::.. Homemade Gacha Set – Arcade
..::THOR::.. Spices Grinder LI:1
..::THOR::.. Pot of Mulled Wine LI:3
..::THOR::.. Fryng Pans LI:1
..::THOR::.. Decorative Chair LI:4
..::THOR::.. Homemade Mulled Wine RARE LI:8
..::THOR::.. Old Cooking Stove LI:3
..::THOR::.. Old Kitchen Cabinet lower LI:2
..::THOR::.. Stacked Copper Casseroles LI:1

..::THOR::.. Countryside Gacha Set
..::THOR::.. Box of Cutting Boards LI:2
..::THOR::.. Ceramic Milk Jar – Terracotta LI:1
..::THOR::.. Countryside Centerpiece LI:7
..::THOR::.. Countryside Shelf – Rare LI:7
..::THOR::.. Countryside Sink – RARE 1 LI:4
..::THOR::.. Folk Pot – Orange LI:1
..::THOR::.. Folk Pot – White LI:1
..::THOR::.. Forgotten Clutters LI:3
..::THOR::.. Small Plant – Nut LI:1
..::THOR::.. Small Plant – Vanilla LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Breadbox LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Kitchen Scale – Yellow LI:2
..::THOR::.. Vintage Pitcher – Copper LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Pitcher – Enamel LI:1
.::THOR::.. Ceramic Milk Jar – Vanilla LI:1

Apple Fall Hetton Barn Conversion LI:76

JIAN Countryside Collies :: Companion Pup Tri LI:7
JIAN Countryside Collies :: Family Rug LI:1

Nutmeg. Garden Junk Broom LI:5

Soy. Wooden Beaded Curtain [Long-TypeA] LI:3

[Commoner] Pallet Wall Art / “Perfect for One Another” LI:1

crate Green Gardener Mop Bucket Tree LI:4

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter LI:3
dust bunny . homemade soup . bag of groceries . pattern a LI:4
dust bunny . homemade soup . prep board LI:2
dust bunny . pasta love . grocery basket LI:1

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light LI:3
hive // macrame hanging plant . white LI:2

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant LI:3
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant LI:3

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls., LI:5

Posted in Apple Fall, Events, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Rejoice & Celebrate

It’s been a long while since I did a dedicated decor post, but I could not let me avatar overshadow any of the delightful details in this scene. I just couldn’t. I did think of inviting friends to sit around the table, but again…I just couldn’t bring myself to interrupt the flow of this decor. However, with that said, if you’ve ever wanted to put together a dinner party for the holidays…this is surely the year. We need to reach out to one another more than ever, as 2020 has been one swift kick in the arse after another. So, rejoice and celebrate the best you can this season. I know I’m doing my best.♥

Rejoice & Celebrate

HEXtraordinary Sparkling Winter Birch Tree LI:3 @ Tannenbaum

.random.Matter. – By the Fireside – Candles [Left] LI:2 @ Tannenbaum
.random.Matter. – By the Fireside – Candles [Right] LI:2 @ Tannenbaum
.random.Matter. – By the Fireside – Garland LI:7 @ Tannenbaum

01 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Pavilion RARE LI:64 @ Arcade
01 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Snow Add-On LI:8 @ Arcade
02 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Dining Table RARE LI:7 @ Arcade
02 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Table Extension LI:2 @ Arcade
03 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Tartan Chair LI:3 @ Arcade
04 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Linen Chair LI:3 @ Arcade
05 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Place Setting 1 LI:1 @ Arcade
06 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Place Setting 2 LI:2 @ Arcade
07 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Place Setting 3 LI:1 @ Arcade
08 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Place Setting 4 LI:1 @ Arcade
09 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Dessert Plates LI:1 @ Arcade
10 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Napkin LI:1 @ Arcade
11 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Mini Gift Tray LI:2 @ Arcade
12 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Winter Cake LI:1 @ Arcade
13 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Wreath LI:4 @ Arcade
14 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Persian Rug LI:5 @ Arcade
15 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Finger Food Tray LI:2 @ Arcade
16 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Chandelier LI:2 @ Arcade
17 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Drink Glass LI:1 @ Arcade
17 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Wine Glass LI:1 @ Arcade
18 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Centerpiece LI:6 @ Arcade
19 Fancy Decor + KraftWork Fete d’hiver: Console LI:5 @ Arcade

:::ChicChica::: Pumpkin Pie Dispenser LI:1 @ Tannenbaum

Apple Fall Heritage Christmas Tree – Golden White / Lower LI LI:18

Ariskea[Nutcracker] Nutcraker [Gold] LI:3 @ Tannenbaum

KraftWork Ginger & Cocoa . Red Cocoa Mug LI:1 @ Uber
KraftWork Ginger & Cocoa . White Gingerbread Wreath Stand LI:3 @ Uber

KraftWork Rustic Winter . Gift Box Beige Bow LI:1 @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Rustic Winter . Gift Box Green Bow LI:1 @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Rustic Winter . Gift Box Red Bow LI:1 @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Rustic Winter . Table Candle & Pine Cones LI:2 @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Rustic Winter . Window & Frame Light LI:5 @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Rustic Winter . Winter Sled Light LI:6 @ The Liaison Collaborative

Refuge – Winter Scene Home (twinkle) LI:3 @ Tannenbaum

[[RH]] XMAS CAKE – Silent Night – LI:2 @ Tannenbaum
[[RH]] XMAS CAKE -Deer- LI:3 @ Tannenbaum

andika[Friandises de Noel]Pavlova/decor-1Li 1 LI:1 @ Tannenbaum

dust bunny . harvest feast . cranberry punch pitcher LI:1
dust bunny . harvest feast . cranberry sauce .fullset exclusive LI:1
dust bunny . harvest feast . gravy boat LI:1
dust bunny . harvest feast . green beans LI:1
dust bunny . harvest feast . mashed potatoes LI:1
dust bunny . harvest feast . sweet potato casserole LI:1

Posted in Collabor88, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

NOW, I’m ready!

Ok, I’ve stuffed myself with food the way you stuff a plushie at Build-a-Bear! Now, I’m ready for Christmas. No, I don’t mean the dinner, I mean the decorations. I think the delicious food makes me so complacent that I can embrace my belly and laugh right along with jolly ol’ Santa!!! In fact, I might just waddle around behind him and embrace feeling small in his shadow. *laughs* Seriously though, its always been a tradition at my house to decorate for Christmas the day after Thanksgiving.
I’ve never been one to decorate every room in the house. I keep the decor in the living room and dining room, maybe a little ceramic tree in the guest bathroom provided there’s room. Once upon a time, I did the whole yard and lights on the building, but I’m too old and lazy to be climbing on ladders nowadays. Okay, mostly scared and lazy, ok? I’m not the most graceful person on the planet.

NOW, I'm ready!

hair: Doe: Winterberry @ Tannenbaum
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

Just BECAUSE Sady Sweater @ Uber
KITJA – Mona Jeans NAVY @ Kustom9
[BREATHE]-Misaku Heels @ C88

pose: Lyrium. Coral Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Dubai

scene:
dust bunny . christmas tree RARE

BALACLAVA!! Christmas Village Decor @ Tannenbaum

MH Holly Pillows @ Tannenbaum

Atelier Burgundy . Greetings Card Clutter @ Tannenbaum

Pitaya – Natural Gift Boxes @ Tannenbaum

Foxwood – Winter Pugs @ Tannenbaum

+Half-Deer+ Vintage Deer Figurines @ Tannenbaum

Sese – Advent Calendar @ Tannenbaum

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Kustom9, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, [BREATHE]

A Long Week

So this is the same outfit I wore in my previous post, It’s Tannenbaum Time, but I changed the colors to a less festive theme. *laughs* Y’all know I couldn’t get out of that green & red fast enough, right? This is why fatpack is my favorite color! I’ll keep this one short & sweet…its going to be a long week! There’s going to be a lot of sales out there this week in both worlds, so please stay safe and Happy Shopping♥

A Long Week

hair: Exile – Gia @ Tannenbaum
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2.1)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

[ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder
ChicModa // Keileigh Sweater Dress
[BREATHE]-Mitari Heels @ Black Fair

[Rezz Room] German Shepherd Puppy

Diversion – Wine O’Clock Poses @ Access

MINIMAL – Brooklyn Building

{vespertine} – trailing succulent.
Loft& Aria – Somerset Patio Chair With Pillow – White
tarte. ivy chevron trellis (natural)
..::THOR::.. Standing Ashtray [T]
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
{vespertine} – monkey mask vine monstera.
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter


Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Lelutka, Second Life

Life is Messy

Life is messy. There’s no doubt about that. Anyone with pets or children will attest to stepping in something questionable in the middle of the night. Nothing will throw off your day faster than cleaning up a mess like that first thing in the morning. Clearly, life isn’t perfect, but rather than compare our lives to those we see on our lovely screens…I think its better to embrace it.
I know my life isn’t what I had hoped it would be and I changed my ideas about my life several times over the course of my life. Not once did I envision my life to be what it is now. I jokingly said I’d be a fat old woman who hates kids and has a bunch of cats. I don’t even have that! I mean, I don’t LOVE kids, but I surely don’t hate them. Ok, I am fat, so I got that goal down easy enough. Wait, was that a goal….oh god, I manifested that shit! Fuck me. Well, ok, so what. I’m fat, I got a grocery list of health problems and no insurance. I’m still here. I have rather decent roof over my head. *looks down at my fat body* Uhm, clearly, I have plenty to eat. *laughs* I have two running cars. I have one tiny feline terrorist and the most perfect smartest dog in all da world. And I still have my wonderful, albeit crazy, Mom. I am freaking blessed! Sure, I struggle financially, but it sure could be worse. My condo and my cars are paid in full. That’s a true blessing.
As Thanksgiving (yes, its a U.S. holiday) comes sliding around the corner, I have a lot to be thankful for and I’m thankful that I do. Whether you celebrate this holiday or not, I think its a nice reminder to take some honest inventory of the blessings in our lives. It’s easy to forget those blessings as we go about our mundane daily routines. If you’re blessed enough to be reading this, it means you’ve been blessed with a little bit of time and the luxury of internet. While, I’m not so sure you need to be grateful for reading my ramblings, I’m pretty sure you’ve got your own plethora of blessings to behold. Oh…and don’t think I forgot you. I am very very grateful that you have taken that little bit of time from your life to read my words. More grateful than I can properly express, but Thank You.♥

Life is Messy

hair: Stealthic – Vigil
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: [theSkinnery] Teo (LelutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon

Mug – Fiona Tank @ Kustom9
Mug – Fiona Thong @ Kustom9

[Rezz Room] Box Pug Adult Animesh (Holdable) @ Kustom9

scene:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Refreshments
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Breakfast Clutter

Apple Fall Times Newspaper
Apple Fall ‘Elvira’ Plate w/ Egg, Avocado & Toast

+Half-Deer+ Cutie Clutter – Spilled Black Coffee

{vespertine} – woodland owly utensil jar.
{vespertine} – woodland cup hanger.

Second Spaces – Well-stocked Pantry – spices

Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Machine
Fancy Decor: Satie Cream & Sugar
Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Pods

Fancy Decor: Pour Over Coffee Maker @ C88
Fancy Decor: Kettle @ C88

dust bunny . kitchen clutter . dish drying rack . white
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . paper towels

Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Home Decor, Kustom9, Second Life

Overwhelmed

Well, the week is almost over. I just have to get through tomorrow and the day is jammed packs with commitments. All of them are things I’m excited about, but I’m just so overwhelmed from this week that I’m ready to crawl into my bed and stay there all weekend. Alas, I’m going to make myself adult and do what I said I’m going to do! I suspect that Sunday I will be hiding out pretty good though. I don’t have a whole lot more to talk about right now. I’m just ready to get tomorrow over with so I can finally take a day to myself and rest.

moss girl party

15. KraftWork Tuscany 1969 . Illuminated Ladder

Foxwood – Tiny Pup @ Kustom9

MINIMAL – Bella Backdrop -Orange @ Equal10

Mithral * Ring Hanger Philodendron (Lime) @ Kustom9
Mithral * Vertical Wall Pipe Hanger (Silver)

Sway’s [Door Mat] cats

dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
Con & Dust Bunny . Coffee Station – Gold

{moss&mink} 3 Tier Planter (Lt Wood)
{moss&mink} Plant – Hostas (Cream)
{moss&mink} Tealight Globe Gift (Short)
{moss&mink} Tealight Globe Gift (Tall)

{moss&mink} Event Pack – Girl Party @ FaMESHed
{moss&mink} Branch Platter
{moss&mink} Cocktail Shrimp
{moss&mink} Fruit n Nut Platter
{moss&mink} Fruity Popsicles
{moss&mink} Tanika bistro chair
{moss&mink} Tanika bistro table
{moss&mink} Wine Bucket

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo

I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant

It’s been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away

Since you’ve been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues

‘Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
~ Chris Cornell – Nothing Compares to You (cover)

stealthic jb lyrium

wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Endless @ Anthem
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Isla (Genus) @ C88
upper tattoo: Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
lower tattoo: Apocalyptic – Butterfly creeper

.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’
SU!– Almond Nails
-SU!- Celestria Earrings
*Just BECAUSE* Kyrene Dress

pose: Lyrium. Mavi Idle Stands Breathing @ La vie en Pose

scene:

K&S – // Cosy Cafe. 2. Backdrop @ C88

tarte. allison room divider (natural) w lights
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

dust bunny . pasta love . spaghetti & meatballs bowl
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Fresh Bread

BAZAR Paris – Wine set