Posted in CandyDoll, Fashion, Second Life, shoes, shopping, unKindness

Something To Look Forward To

This year has not started off so good for me and a great deal of my RL is just hanging in limbo. Sometimes it all just gets so overwhelming, then compound that with the heartache of a recent breakup….well, some days I just want to throw in the towel. I want to crawl into a hole and disappear. Unfortunately, that is not an option. A very dear and wonderful friend of mine has also gone through a really rough beginning to the year. Naturally, we’ve shared a bit of our woes with one another. Neither of us really wanting to unload on the other, because we both have so much on our plate. The other day, I told him how overwhelmed I was…I just let it all out. Of course, I followed that with an apology, because I know his situation sucks, too. That’s when he surprised me with his silver lining and told me that he had something to look forward to in a few months. This keeps him going. With my life being in limbo, he told me that no matter what I need to find something to look forward to….something that will keep me going. I haven’t found that thing just yet, but those wise words have been absorbed and its something I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about since that conversation. Until I find that something to look forward to in the future months, I’m focusing on each day…looking forward to ending each day having done something productive. I want to end each day with a smile on my face and love in my heart. And as long as I have amazing friends like him….there should be more than enough love in my heart to end the day with a smile on my face.♥

the world is a stage

hair:  [DUE] Namuru // Ombre 10
head: CATWA HEAD Uma
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype
MG  – Necklace – Alysia Choker Strand Pearls
^^Swallow^^ Shiny Bento Rings
_CandyDoll_  Kaylee Jump
_CandyDoll_ Kaylee Heels

pose by Del May

uK – Old Americana CarPort RARE
uK – Old Americana Movie Screen RARE

Posted in Events, Fashion, Phedora, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Oh Lord

So, I did another #SecondLifeChallenge the other day and it was the Never Have I Ever game, right? Well, one of the things on there was about doing SL porn and while I’ve never done it…I can’t help but think of how cheesy regular porn used to be. As I’m looking at this picture, I’m thinking, “Oooh, seasonal porn!” I imagine the scene starting off like this and she looks to her male co-star and in an exaggerated sexy voice says, “Ohh, this hollow plastic pumpkin is soooo heavy. Do you think you could help me lift it with those big strong arms of yours? I’m sure I could come up with some way to thank you.”
There are some friends of mine laughing at this right now and thinking, “Oh Lord, there she goes!”

pumpkin pickup

hair:  [DUE] Namuru // Ombre 10
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
{le fil casse} Dyana Dress
Phedora ~ domy heels (*new* @ AnyBody)

pose: Foxcity Bad Kitty Vol 2 Set
anxiety %september
[Commoner] Studded Pumpkin / Natural
[Commoner] Studded Pumpkin / Black

Posted in Events, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Scandalize, Second Life, shopping

Never Have I Ever #SecondLifeChallenge

Strawberry Singh is away for a family emergency. I hope everything turns out alright for her and her family. She is truly a lovely person. However, I dove into her archives for a challenge and found this one: Never Have I Ever!

Meme instructions: Copy and paste the following statements and answers to your post, delete my answers and input your own. Don’t forget to leave a link to your post in the comments so others can come by and read your answers as well!

  1. Never have I ever had sex, in Second Life. –  Oh yes and still do, judge me if you want, but I like it!
  2. Never have I ever visited a sex sim, in Second Life. – *bursts into giggles* I have visited lots, but not for sex. Once upon a time I was a bit of a troll. Not a griefer, but I would go to sex sims and complain about no one actually having sex, that kinda thing.
  3. Never have I ever been an escort or stripper, in Second Life. – I tried the escort thing for all of 2 weeks. It was my very first avi and escorting was pretty much pressing buttons, but even then it creeped me out and I just couldn’t do it. Stripping? Yeah, did that a few times for the first few years in SL. I don’t think I’ve done it at least 6 years.
  4. Never have I ever been in porn videos in Second Life. – Nope, not that I’m aware of anyway.
  5. Never have I ever done things that may be illegal in the real world, in Second Life. – Oh sure I have…kidnapping, drugs, vandalism…nothing gross though.
  6. Never have I ever created an ALT for secret activities, in Second Life. – Hmmm, not sure how secret they were, but yeah, I did have some alts over the years.
  7. Never have I ever had a one night stand, in Second Life. – Oh, yes, I have…more than one actually, but its been well over a year and while I remember who, I don’t remember the actual act, if that tells you anything.
  8. Never have I ever been part of a roleplay community, in Second Life. –  I’ve tried, but I failed miserably.
  9. Never have I ever discovered a new fetish, because of Second Life. – Hm…I’d have to say I have definitely discovered new turns ons, but I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’ve developed a fetish for anything.
  10. Never have I ever done things in Second Life that I wouldn’t admit to my friends or family. – Maybe not to my family, but my friends? I can’t think of anything I wouldn’t tell my friends about SL. Mind you, my friends are IN SL, so not like they wouldn’t understand. I don’t like people in my RL.


Sweet Dreams

hair:  [DUE] Kenin // Ombre 1
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Scandalize. Babydoll. (*new* @ Kinky)

pose: GingerFish Trouble set (*new* @ eBento)

Posted in CandyDoll, Events, Fashion, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

Ribbons & Detours

Sadly, I just do not have it in me to write something creative at the moment. My heart is heavy, so I give you a song and some lyrics. I hope you’ll enjoy it.

Silverspun Pickups – Ribbons & Detours

I can’t believe it
You of all things
It’s been a while
Memories teem
Some kind of ending
In my tresedo
Ribbons and Detours mean nothing to me
Swaying the sentiments pulling the strings
Tempting me softly but killing the dream
You say it’s over but maybe.
It’s the same old thing.I can’t believe it
You of all things
Counting the moments
In-turning our parts
Tranquilized slowly
Inside of me
Ribbons and Detours mean nothing to me
Swaying the sentiments pulling the strings
Tempting me softly but killing the dream
You say it’s over but maybe.
It’s the same old thing
I gave the softest smarts
Trapped by the darkest parts
Whispered the tendered thoughts
Made of alderestic scenes
Ribbons and Detours mean nothing to me
Swaying the sentiments pulling the strings
Tempting me softly but killing the dream
You say it’s over but maybe.
It’s the same old thing
It’s the same old thing
It’s the same old thing
It’s the same old thing

cut the ties that bind you

hair: [DUE] Kenin // Ombre 1 (*new* @ SaNaRae)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
{le fil casse} Everly Headband Black RARE
**RE** Bad Kitty Collar
**RE** Deah Gloves
{le fil casse} Minnie Collection Dress Maitreya RARE (*new* @ LootBox)
_CandyDoll_ Carolina Heels (*new* @ Shoetopia)

pose & backgroun w/ribbons: Sari-Sari – Puppet Skybox

Posted in Bloom, Events, Fashion, Landscaping, Prism Events, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, unKindness

Am I Dreaming?

Have things ever been going so well in your life that you’re just waiting for the other shoe to drop? That’s how I’ve been feeling lately. So many wonderful things are happening around me, I’m starting to wonder what fatal diagnosis the doctors are going to deliver when I finally get in to the see them on May 2nd. I’ve been in a wonderful SL relationship for over four months, and let’s face it…THAT is a pretty huge deal, especially for me. My blogging is going well. I’m working with stores I would never have imagined possible a year ago. I have three of the absolute best girl friends anyone could ask for and they’ve been there with me, through thick and thin, for almost two years now. Again, THAT is huge in Second Life…that four women (five if you count the ever absent Ava, who is off living a wonderful RL and good for her)…that four women could continuously be there without stabbing each other in the back in a virtual world for that long…yeah, miracle in itself. Now, I’m working with some of the most incredible minds on the grid as I take on more responsibilities…like yeah, they trust little squirrel chasing me!!!
I promise I’m not bragging, but if you’ve read my blog over the last year…well, you have to know that its not been an easy road. Yes, I think its about time good things started to happen, but wow…the amount of goodness happening…well, to be honest, sometimes I have to pinch myself, because I wonder, “Am I dreaming?”


I even got into Epiphany yesterday morning right after restarts! Let’s face it, that’s not an easy event to get into during its first week being open! So, despite all the other amazing events happening around the grid…I got into Epiphany, too! In today’s pictures I’m showing you the In The Clouds collection from unKindness that’s at Epiphany, along with the gorgeous little gorgeous little RainyDay dress from DeadDollz, along with some of my latest finds at Bloom! Sooo much goodness to be had…my cup runneth over and I am so grateful.

dreaming close up

hair: [DUE] Ami  (*new* @ Bloom)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

(r)M ~ Posture Collar ~ No.02
(Yummy) Cleopatra Nose Ring
Astralia – Compatible mesh nails system (Vista/Slink) PACK 2
nail polish: alme.   Spring Stripes – HUD (*new* @ Bloom)
Astralia – Spring Bloom ADD-ON (*new* @ Bloom)
.::Dead Dollz::. RainyDay Dress (*new* @ The Liaision Collaborative)

uK – In the Clouds Floating Swing (*new* @ Epiphany)
uK – In the Clouds Pixie Dust (*new* @ Epiphany)
uK – In the Clouds Fairy Fog (*new* @ Epiphany)
uK – In the Clouds You are Dreaming RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)
uk – In the Clouds Ancient Stage (*new* @ Epiphany)
uK – In the Clouds Hanging Bridge (*new* @ Epiphany)
uK – In the Clouds Island Lrg (*new* @ Epiphany)

**the pose is actually one in the swing**

Posted in Exploration, Fashion, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping

World Peace

“If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other.” Mother Teresa


Yes, I’m doing it again…mixing my genres…*hangs her head*
Today was International World Peace Day. While I doubt seriously that the world was peaceful, it was a nice thought, but because there’s been so much horror and wretchedness in the news lately, I found myself thinking that we’re closer to a world of Ultra Violence than one of peace. I’m not generally a negative person, but I most definitely have a dark and twisted view of things. I’m the person that makes the bad jokes too soon or laughs too hard at the jokes in my head that I dare not speak outloud. So, the minute I started thinking about ultra violence, I remembered this awesome jumpsuit from Addams and the boots from HXNOR. I knew I had to create my own Droog look and if you’ve never seen Clockwork Orange, none of this is making much sense to you. And if you’re never seen it, I urge you to check it out. It is definitely one of my favorite movies.
Normally I would link you some poses info and location information, but today I can’t do that. The reason is because the poses are in the bat and in the box I’m sitting on. The box and my avi are at a new sim called TaKe Heart that will be open to the public on September 23rd. Its owned by two absolutely wonderful friends, Kess Crystal and Spazz Tackett and I had the honor of landscaping the sim! This has been a very busy two weeks, but it has been the most amazing experience and I’m super excited to see how everyone likes it. I’ll be sure to post all about it once it is officially open.
Until then…Remember you don’t have to BE tough to dress tough…*winks*
Happy Shopping and try to keep the peace, because like Mother Teresa said, “We belong to each other.” ♥

[PL] – Full Perm – Bowler Hat
[DUE] Tomonaga – Vitamin
:Diamante: Disengaged Plugs Piercing
**RE** Miriam Ears Piercings (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
**RE** Envy Tags (*new* @ U L T R A)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
[Since1975] – Bat’sGacha – Wheel ULTRA RARE
Addams // Stefani Military Suit // White (*new* @ Collabor88)
HX: Black Civilian Laced-Up Boots (*new* @ U L T R A)