Posted in Bueno, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Mostly Anxious

Today is going to be an exceptionally busy day for me. I have to go out into the cold world. Yes, I mean, literally cold. I need to vote and run some errands. Ugh, I so hate leaving my house. Meanwhile, at home…inworld…its that time again and I need to get TLC open and ready for our dedicated shoppers. I’m excited about this round and hope to do some pictures of some of the amazing designs our creators have exhibited this round. I don’t have a ton to talk about right now. I’m most feeling really anxious about going out today and facing the voting lines.

Mostly Anxious

DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Hangry – Street Food Gacha – Soda – Blush {7} @ Kustom9
-Pixicat- Aria Sweater @ FaMESHed
VINYL – Blunt Skirt & Belt
BUENO-Sun Boots @ Anthem

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Adult White Animesh (Companion)

Sweet Art -Emma Bento Poses @ Kawaii Project
ninety – lets go [ Backdrop ]

Posted in Second Life

I Run to You

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you
We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin’ right on through
And our love’s the only truth
That’s why I run to you
~ Lady Antebellum – I Run to You

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Eden hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

Bombshell Babi @ Belle

Chris is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Atlas
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [Signature] Gianni

**RE** Elegance Rings
RIOT / Moby Swim Shorts

pose: Meli-Melo Bento Poses for :LW: – You Raise Me Up @ Belle

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co.

Posted in Second Life

My Sasster

This is my sister from another mister and has quickly become one of my best friends. After hanging out almost daily for well over 6 months now, we made it official. I now have two sisters in Second Life. We’ve already been though some ups & downs and I’m happy to report that we worked it out like adults! The secret to a great friendship is communication and the willingness to confront uncomfortable situations head on. Ok, I’ll admit…we might need to walk away for a minute or a day, then regroup. The point is, we always come back with open arms, open hearts, and tons of laughter.

doux stealthic miu little fox breathe lyrium

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Eden hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Essentials #5
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUGAR DRIP COLLECTION #5
tattoo: Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK

Miu – Aurora outfit @ Tres Chic
[BREATHE]-Sorami Heels @ C88

Sassy is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Chiffon
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

*AvaWay* DORIS Necklaces
*AvaWay* LOVE Bracelets & Rings Set

Little Fox – Kelsey satin blouse @ Tres Chic
Little Fox – Kelsey jeans skirt @ Tres Chic
[Enchante‘] – Jacqueline Shoes

pose: Lyrium. Girls Dual Pose 10 @ Dubai

backdrop: K&S – // Telephone booth. Photobooth

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, Uber SL

Guaranteed Laugh

If you want a guaranteed laugh, find a group of the most random people you know and get them all on a call on discord. Just let the madness ensue. You’ll hear random shit like, “I’m gonna need gogurt for this!” It has nothing to do with anything that’s being said, but someone is bound to say something insane. The hardest part about this hilarity is gathering said randos on the call and keeping them there. However, if you get enough, they can come and go as they please…AND you can always add more! *grins* This is how I spent my Saturday night and I had the absolute best time.

Miu at Uber

DOUX – Selena hairstyle
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Alexa Applier [ Catwa ] @ UBER
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
(AMD) Creature Armbands – Silver Paws
#17 Sintiklia – Sweet berry – Choker white
amias – EVY gloves C2 white @ ShinyShabby
Miu – Halle bodysuits @ Uber
Miu – Halle belt @ Uber

pose by DelMay
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Even if I try

I’m not strong enough to stay away
I can’t run from you
I just run back to you
Like a moth I’m drawn in to your flame
You say my name
But it’s not the same
You look in my eyes
I’m stripped of my pride
And my soul surrenders
And you bring my heart to its knees
And it’s killing me when you’re away
And I wanna leave and I wanna stay
And I’m so confused, so hard to choose
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right
Even if I try to win the fight
My heart would overrule my mind
And I’m not strong enough to stay away

doux cynful chicmoda uphoria

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria

DOUX – Samantha hairstyle
.random.Matter. – Junee Human Ears @ Kustom9
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets
Cynful Diamond – Anklets
ChicModa // Roxanne Dress @ Uber
**UTOPIA@Design** – “KATYA”

FOXCITY. Stairs (Sitting) Bento Pose Set)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Glam Affair, Second Life

My Shirt

I’ve been after Sassy to make me a shirt like this for ages. She finally did it! My very own short tee complete with under boob! She went all out, too. There are seven textures to choose from, three of them are patterns,  and six graphics, including plain. Your graphic choices are kitten (as seen below), Fierce, #blessed, babygirl, virgin, and overdressed. You can grab this awesome shirt over at Belle. I personally recommend the fatpack, I mean, with all these choices how can you possibly resist?

kitten
They called her kitten, though she was as fierce as a leopard.

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK

hair: DOUX – Boyfriend @ Collabor88
[CX] Summer Hater (Group Gift)
amias – NADIA gloves RARE
ChicModa // Sadystika Crop Top @ Belle
Addams // Elizabeth Panties // Black // M // RARE
: CULT : Utilise Garter
=Zenith=Garters socks

GingerFish Poses – Ultraviolence @ Flourish
location: Drune IV:: Aftermath.

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Gos, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

A Cryptic Message

“There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So what do you want from me
What do you want from me
Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And there’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me ‘ I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
‘Cause you’re doing it perfectly
There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life”

bueno lybra gos

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Abby @ Belle

DOUX – Artemis hairstyle
BUENO-Cosmos Choker @ Collabor88
LYBRA . NALA SET @ FaMESHed
[Gos] Emelie Sandals @ Uber

FOXCITY. Observe Bento Pose Set

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Narcisse, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Elevate My Spirit

I know I take a lot of photos on the water or in the water with a gorgeous sky behind me. I’ll never get tired of doing that, even if people get tired of looking at it. I love the water in both worlds. I feel so at peace whenever all the elements come together. The earth beneath my feet, the water caressing my skin, the wind blowing through my hair, and the sun warming my flesh. All of these elements combined elevate my spirit like nothing else in the world. I realize that those elements are merely pixelated in Second Life, but if I concentrate I can smell and even taste the sea air. The sounds are there if I simply turn them on. Considering where I live in the real world, this is the easiest way for me to experience this on a regular basis. I’m curious if other residents have a place like this that can be replicated in Second Life. I’m sure I’m not alone, but I wonder what sorts of places bring others the same comfort and why.

beauty on the beach

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Abby @ Belle

DOUX – Selena hairstyle @ Uber
Tattoo “Hokusai Dream(Anastasis)”_by GoK
Narcisse– Paula Beach Cover @ Belle

pose by Ana Poses

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Paralyzed

The following is a poem I wrote the other day. I understand that poetry is not for everyone, but its something I love to do and sometimes its an easier way for me to express my feelings.
Paralyzed
Darkness fills the void you left
My heart is haunted by the desolation
Our history just a meaningless core

From the secret to the obvious

The fortunate ones, bask in the waters of hope
While the rest of us are gasping for air
Cutting our flesh to watch the blood appear
Wishing love had been more dependable
We reminisce about the times we had
The loves we lost
The once upon a times
And the happily never afters
Dreaming of possibilities
And fairy tale endings
Sometimes wishing our truth was a lie
Wishing we were still believers
Thumbing through old photos
My life unfolding like a story
A tale so foreign
It hardly seems like mine
Gripping the open wound
Knowing it will scar
No longer recognizing my reflection
Trying to forget your face
My head is pounding
My heart is bleeding
I finger paint on the floor
Pretending this is normal
Never getting over you
Unable to heal
I can’t move forward
I am paralyzed
~Sadystika Sabretooth
paralyzed

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Rose   @ Uber
Tattoo “Blinded Justice”_by GoK

#2 DOUX – Summer Night Hairstyle RARE
amias – NADIA gloves
amias – NARI top @ Kinky
Mossu – Chained (15) – Panties
NANIKA -Gill Belt/Garter @ Uber
Mosquito’s Way – Sharon

pose & background: STILLGESTANDEN – Lightbox

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Collabor88, crate, Events, Glam Affair, Second Life

What is a date?

What constitutes a date these days? I mean the word itself has so many meanings. Just look at Merriam-Webster. If you look up the word date there, you will find that the first definition that pops up is the fruit. Then they refer to the calendar kind of date. The part that confuses me is this, If you go on a date with someone, does that mean you’re dating? It doesn’t to me, but I was recently talking to a friend who claimed he had dated this person for a few days and then this person for a few days. Uhm…does hanging out with someone mean you’re dating now? Cuz I sure as hell don’t call it that. Do I need to define each and every interaction I have with people now? I mean, I’m pansexual! Do I have to tell every person that I spend time with that this is NOT dating? That we are merely hanging out. Another friend of mine said that two people were on a date, because they said so in local. However, to my knowledge they are just friends and one of them swears that she doesn’t date in Second Life. Now, I’m not stupid, I know people lie and/or change their minds. I just don’t think that’s the case here. So, can two friends not be each other’s date to a function without the rumor mill carrying it off to make it into more than it is? I’m getting nervous about even talking to anyone at this point. I realize that it’s really no one’s business, but let’s be real. People talk, rumors spread, and feelings get hurt. How do we avoid such social blunders without wearing a sign over our heads that tells the world what we are doing and what our intentions are? I have a lot of male friends that I hang out with and wouldn’t even consider “dating” and some of them have girlfriends that I like very much. This could be an issue as this is something I have struggled with for years now. I do not date guys who are partnered. Much less date someone that is partnered to a friend. Please for the love of God, share your opinions and experience on this matter with me. I am beyond confused.

blueberry crate

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Gabrielle @ Collabor88

DOUX – Mishi hairstyle
Blueberry – Noelia – Wet Top & Shorts

crate Donut Putter @ Belle

***pose in pier that is not available for sale***