Posted in DOUX, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Let me love you like a woman

We could get lost in the purple rain
Talk about the good old days
We could get high on some pink champagne
Baby, let me count the waves
Let me love you like a woman
Let me hold you like a baby
Let me shine like a diamond
Let me be who I’m meant to be
Talk to me in songs and poems
Don’t make me be bittersweet
Let me love you like a woman

Let me love you like a woman

hair: DOUX – Valentine hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

Seniha. Prudence Set @ FaMESHed X
**UTOPIA@Design** – “NATALIA”

pose: Diversion – Mirage Vol. 2 Poses @ Shiny Shabby
Diversion – Mirage Backdrop @ Shiny Shabby

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

I can and I will

Well, this year isn’t over yet and its just gonna keep dumping on some of us right until the bitter end. I just want to crawl into a hole and hide sometimes. Not just from this year, but from the world in general. There’s just so much happening around me and its a bit overwhelming. The diabetes thing is sooooo hard this late in life. I’m a creature of habit. Granted most of my habits are not good ones. Don’t you judge me! *winks* I guess for once in my life I am making resolutions, but not because I really want to. I have to! Time to work on that vision board, I reckon. *laughs* Y’all forget that I really am a Southern girl at heart. I’m doing my best to not get too stressed over all of this. Lots and lots of people live with diabetes and I will, too! I can do this. I will do this!

I can and I will

hair: Stealthic – Always
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Kibitz – Rainne’s necklace @ Equal10

Apl.Blossom Viviana @ TLC
[BREATHE]-Tamari Heels @ C88

pose: Diversion – Santa Baby Poses @ Access

location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Exhausting

This has not been a merry holiday season for me. It has been more of a medical season. First I was diagnosed with a genetic heart disease that puts me at risk for sudden death and now diabetes. I don’t know the details on the diabetes yet, I’ll find out more about that next week. Yay. -_- I am exhausted and we’re not even half way into the month yet.
When I took this picture I was thinking about how exhausting the holidays can be in general. I was inspired by the Christmas Fails Gacha colleciton at Tannenbaum, cuz that’s my kinda luck. However, after my appointment this morning, the only thing that’s really on my mind is my health. *sighs* I guess 2021 is literally going to be a new life for me. I have to change so many things about my life going forward.
As my sister has pointed out, I’m not going to war. So, there’s a silver lining. *laughs*

Exhausting

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin

Cynful Hilly’s Cardigan Set @ C88
AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie – Legacy Panties

pose: Diversion – Light Me Up Poses @ Shiny Shabby

scene:
KraftWork Canopy Linen Bed . Basics

Atelier Burgundy . Privacy Panel . horizontal cedar

LEIJIN // OgHaus — Tafts Hanging Ivy

22769 – Christmas Fails @ Tannenbaum
22769 – Jolly Neon Sign – COMMON
22769 – Box of Ornaments – COMMON
22769 – Broken Ornament – COMMON
22769 – Unwrapped Present – COMMON
22769 – Tangeld Fairy Lights – COMMON


Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Collabor88, Cosmetics, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

If the dog allows it

It never snows in LA
You’d never know it was a holiday
I don’t believe that Jesus Christ was born to save me
That’s an awful lot of pressure for a baby
But here we are again, with family or friends
Some extra time to spend and I’m not mad about it
Don’t waste a dime on me, just want your company
Beside a Christmas tree, if the dog allows it
Finneas – Another Year

If the dog allows it

hair: [monso] Yaska Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
ears: — PUMEC – / Mesh Ears\ – Dance of evil genius

cat ears, eyes, eyeshadow, & lipstick: — PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA) @ Santa Inc
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
ChicModa // Fiona Top & Pants

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Reindeer Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: Diversion – Holiday Chill Poses @ The Liaison Collaborative

scene:
Architect. Kronos Fireplace

Apple Fall Happy Santa Figure (Icy)

ACORN Let It Snow Blocks



Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Kustom9, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, [BREATHE]

A Long Week

So this is the same outfit I wore in my previous post, It’s Tannenbaum Time, but I changed the colors to a less festive theme. *laughs* Y’all know I couldn’t get out of that green & red fast enough, right? This is why fatpack is my favorite color! I’ll keep this one short & sweet…its going to be a long week! There’s going to be a lot of sales out there this week in both worlds, so please stay safe and Happy Shopping♥

A Long Week

hair: Exile – Gia @ Tannenbaum
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2.1)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

[ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder
ChicModa // Keileigh Sweater Dress
[BREATHE]-Mitari Heels @ Black Fair

[Rezz Room] German Shepherd Puppy

Diversion – Wine O’Clock Poses @ Access

MINIMAL – Brooklyn Building

{vespertine} – trailing succulent.
Loft& Aria – Somerset Patio Chair With Pillow – White
tarte. ivy chevron trellis (natural)
..::THOR::.. Standing Ashtray [T]
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
{vespertine} – monkey mask vine monstera.
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter


Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka

Listen or Read?

I recently broke down and got the Audible app. While I do enjoy the soothing tone of certain voices reading to me, I know how to listen to a sample of the narrator to know whether or not I should listen to a book or actually read it. There’s just nothing quite like the actual reading of a book while enjoying a cup of coffee or tea, along with the occasion petting of an insistent cat. I adore books. Not just the reading of them, but the possession of them as well. The distinct smell of an old library, a used book store…even a new book store with a built in coffee chain offering overpriced drinks and stale pastries…each place holds its own nuance. Well, I could ramble about this all day.
What I really want to tell the ladies reading my blog today is to check out this outfit from Seniha. OMG, I love it so much, I’ve worn it for three days. Get the fatpack and have fun with it. I’m pretty sure you won’t want to take it off either.♥

Listen or Read?

hair: DOUX – Olga hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA RARE 1 -BOM – LELUTKA / LEGACY – MARCH @ Kustom9

Kibitz – Celestina’s necklace @ Kustom9
Seniha. Nubia Sweater @ Equal10
Seniha. Nubia Top@ Equal10
Seniha. Nubia Leggins@ Equal10
Seniha. Nubia Boots&Socks@ Equal10

pose: Diversion – Ice Maiden Poses @ Aenigma
location: Small Town Green

Posted in Events, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Politically Correct

“The wolf said, “You know, my dear, it isn’t safe for a little girl to walk through these woods alone.”

Red Riding Hood said, “I find your sexist remark offensive in the extreme, but I will ignore it because of your traditional status as an outcast from society, the stress of which has caused you to develop your own, entirely valid, worldview. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I must be on my way.”
― James Finn Garner, Politically Correct Bedtime Stories

Politically Correct

Tableau Vivant \ Grim[m]Tales – Red Riding Hood @ Uber
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set
-SU!- Almond Nails

pose: Diversion – Cozy Fall @ La Vie en Pose

Serenity Style-Carson woodshed

KraftWork Bin Storage

JIAN Grey Wolf

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Adjusting to the Weather

I woke up this morning and was soooo cold. Like chilled to the bone cold. I immediately opened my curtains to let the warmth of the sun in and grabbed my favorite sweater. Here I sit all bundled up with my coffee…shivering…I look at my phone to check the temperature thinking it must be below freezing, right? WRONG. It’s 52°F/11°C. Mind you, we had the air conditioner on two days ago and its set to only come on when the temp is above 78°F/26°C. While its certainly a lot colder than two days ago, I’m sitting here laughing, because a month from now….52°F/11°C is going to seem quite warm.
Isn’t it funny how our bodies adjust so quickly? It really is quite fascinating when you think about it. I’m happy for the cooler temps, I’ll just be happier once my body adjusts.

Adjusting to the Weather

hair: DOUX – JLOW hairstyle @ Dubai
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Cynful Cropped Bomberjacket – FLF Special Oct 30, 2020
VINYL – Donut Denim Shorts @ Uber
[Enchante’] – Mallory Boots

pose: Diversion – Cozy Fall
**comes with Blankets & Pillows**

Hangry – Donut Box – Chocolate {Rez}

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Dachshund Puppy Animesh

Posted in breathe, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

Anyone But Me

Seven years strong with my therapy
Making mosaics of my memories
Puzzled with doubt, I’m my closest enemy
It’s like this girl is squatting in my identity
She’s a raver, a likkle libertine (ayy)
And a bouncer to my dopamine
Tried so hard to become a referee
To even out the game that’s between my mind and meLove me or leave me and let me be lonely
Inside my head, there’s a voice that controls me
I’d rather be somewhere else with anyone but me
Ooh, love me or leave me and let me be lonely
Been down so long now that happy is holy
I’d rather be somewhere else with anyone but me
Anyone but me (mmm), anyone but me (uh)She’s dependent, she’s my man and wife
Peckham preacher, give ’em bad advice
She just does the spendin’ and then I pay the price
Tryna be Calise but she always trip me twice
But, I know I could do better (I could do better)
Baby, we’re no good together (together, together)
You are you, I am I
Now you gotta go bye
~ Joy Crookes – Anyone But Me

Anyone But Me

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Ondina @ Kustom9
head:  LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Demi Skin @ Uber

Kibitz – Teddy’s babygirl necklace @ Kustom9
Ricielli – Aella Jacket (Legacy) Black RARE @ Arcade
Ricielli – Aella Top (Legacy) Black RARE @ Arcade
Ricielli – Aella Shorts (Legacy) Black RARE @ Arcade
[BREATHE]-Tamio Wedges- @ Arcade

pose: Diversion – Apocalypse Set @ TLC

Dark Alley Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Atelier Burgundy . Apoc Artist Corner @ TLC
Atelier Burgundy . Apoc Canvas @ TLC
Atelier Burgundy . Apoc Canvas Draft GIFT @ TLC

Posted in accessories, Bueno, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

To the Gut

I wish I could do yoga in real life. I suppose there are some poses I could do, but due to my physical limitations, traditional yoga is not in the cards. Of course, had I just thought about the other realities of my life when taking this photo, I would have included a cat pouncing on my belly the way he did this morning. Oh, yeah, that’s right….I didn’t tell you. This morning…like 3am…he decided to use my belly as a springboard…TWICE. I almost caught him the second time. Let’s just say he didn’t land where he was hoping to. Then the little bastard decided that he should sing the song of his people at an all time high volume. I’ve twarted his pleas to go outside by scooping him up and kissing all over his handsome little face. He kinda hates that. *grins* I don’t know where  he is now, but he’s being quiet and that’s a huge plus. Of course, he’s probably curled up asleep somewhere, which is where I should be, but after a cat to the gut twice in a row…I’m wide awake!

chain bueno diversion

Sady:
hair:  #1 CHAIN – Olivia Hair – Fatpack – RARE @ Epiphany
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

BUENO-Karmin Top @ Anthem
BUENO-Karmin Shorts @ Anthem
.::Supernatural::. Naya II Anklet

pose: Diversion – Inner Chi