Posted in breathe, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

Anyone But Me

Seven years strong with my therapy
Making mosaics of my memories
Puzzled with doubt, I’m my closest enemy
It’s like this girl is squatting in my identity
She’s a raver, a likkle libertine (ayy)
And a bouncer to my dopamine
Tried so hard to become a referee
To even out the game that’s between my mind and meLove me or leave me and let me be lonely
Inside my head, there’s a voice that controls me
I’d rather be somewhere else with anyone but me
Ooh, love me or leave me and let me be lonely
Been down so long now that happy is holy
I’d rather be somewhere else with anyone but me
Anyone but me (mmm), anyone but me (uh)She’s dependent, she’s my man and wife
Peckham preacher, give ’em bad advice
She just does the spendin’ and then I pay the price
Tryna be Calise but she always trip me twice
But, I know I could do better (I could do better)
Baby, we’re no good together (together, together)
You are you, I am I
Now you gotta go bye
~ Joy Crookes – Anyone But Me

Anyone But Me

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Ondina @ Kustom9
head:  LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Demi Skin @ Uber

Kibitz – Teddy’s babygirl necklace @ Kustom9
Ricielli – Aella Jacket (Legacy) Black RARE @ Arcade
Ricielli – Aella Top (Legacy) Black RARE @ Arcade
Ricielli – Aella Shorts (Legacy) Black RARE @ Arcade
[BREATHE]-Tamio Wedges- @ Arcade

pose: Diversion – Apocalypse Set @ TLC

Dark Alley Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Atelier Burgundy . Apoc Artist Corner @ TLC
Atelier Burgundy . Apoc Canvas @ TLC
Atelier Burgundy . Apoc Canvas Draft GIFT @ TLC

Posted in accessories, Bueno, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

To the Gut

I wish I could do yoga in real life. I suppose there are some poses I could do, but due to my physical limitations, traditional yoga is not in the cards. Of course, had I just thought about the other realities of my life when taking this photo, I would have included a cat pouncing on my belly the way he did this morning. Oh, yeah, that’s right….I didn’t tell you. This morning…like 3am…he decided to use my belly as a springboard…TWICE. I almost caught him the second time. Let’s just say he didn’t land where he was hoping to. Then the little bastard decided that he should sing the song of his people at an all time high volume. I’ve twarted his pleas to go outside by scooping him up and kissing all over his handsome little face. He kinda hates that. *grins* I don’t know where  he is now, but he’s being quiet and that’s a huge plus. Of course, he’s probably curled up asleep somewhere, which is where I should be, but after a cat to the gut twice in a row…I’m wide awake!

chain bueno diversion

Sady:
hair:  #1 CHAIN – Olivia Hair – Fatpack – RARE @ Epiphany
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

BUENO-Karmin Top @ Anthem
BUENO-Karmin Shorts @ Anthem
.::Supernatural::. Naya II Anklet

pose: Diversion – Inner Chi

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Legacy, Second Life

Soak it up

Look inside my eyes
I know you’re watching
Look at my demise
You know you got me
Feed me all your lies
And I just soak it up, soak it up, soak it up, baby
Thought that you were mine
But you ain’t down
Ain’t down
~ Johnny Rain – LLWH

doux osmia breathe diversion

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Ubert hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Isla (Genus) @ C88
upper tattoo: Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
lower tattoo: Apocalyptic – Butterfly creeper

SU!– Almond Nails
OSMIA – Lucid.Dress @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Mimisu Heels @ Uber

Aaron is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Haunting
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [Signature] Gianni Body

MUSCHI – Restful (T-shirt)
MUSCHI Cheeky HotBoy Jeans Dark
[ VERSOV ] HACKOV_SNEAKERS

pose: Diversion – Anywhere – Couple Pose
backdrop: Diversion Backdrop – Girls Girls Girls

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

I do….want to get the f***ck outta here!

The new Khaleesi gown from JustBecause is absolutely stunning and that’s no surprise considering Annie’s talent for gowns. Now, anyone that knows me knows I’m not big on gowns. So, for me to gush about a gown is pretty unique. In fact, there are several women across the grid planning to use it for a wedding gown and that got me thinking about weddings. I’m not a fan. In fact, I’d be a prime candidate for a runaway bride which led me to using Diversion’s Escape poses to create my own runaway bride photo. I call it, “I do…want to get the fuck outta here!”

doux jb diversion

 

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Cassie hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

nails: –SU!– Almond Nails
*Tentacio* Daisy crown
*Just BECAUSE* Khaleesi Gown

pose: Diversion – Escape Poses
location: Route66

Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

We consume for comfort

“Some people engage in retail therapy, buying new things to make themselves feel more secure, and others engage in knowledge therapy, amassing new ideas to make themselves feel like they know something. We consume for comfort. We rely on certainty to shield us from the pain of confusion. The truth is staggering, colossal, unfathomable, so we cling to our bite-sized lies. We organize knowledge into bulleted lists and line graphs while the wisdom of the present moment sits patiently at the doors of our perception.”
― Vironika Tugaleva, The Art of Talking to Yourself

miu little fox reign

hair:  tram J0616 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
.:Vegas:. Tattoo Earthly @ Uber

RichB. Halo Cuffs
REIGN.- SLOUCHY TOTE BAG PAN DUH
Miu – Kiara top @ TresChic
Little Fox – Skinny low jeans
REIGN.- ORA SLIDES

pose: Diversion – Dial Up Poses includes Phone Box 

(Milk Motion) La trattoria alley

dust bunny . fresh fruit stand . full set

[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

Posted in breathe, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Twice Upon a Time

hair: TRUTH Poetry
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Wolf Moon @ Men Only Monthly

KUNGLERS – Sidonia earrings @ Belle
Cynful Ariana Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Honami Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Cold Days

scene:
MINIMAL – Santorini Backdrop

DaD “Floral baggage” @ Summerfest

Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

[Rezz Room] Fennec Adult Animesh  @ Access

Posted in DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, vinyl, {le fil casse}

I have nothing left

I messed up. I messed up so big. I just had to say that my good mood was untouchable. I just had to put that out there and the universe said, “Challenge accepted.” Then the universe proceeded to take me on one helluva roller coaster ride. But instead of dipping down and back  up to level  out at the end….this ride went off the freaking tracks. I’m done. I’m not going to write about my life anymore. I’m not going to write anything. I can’t keep pretending that I’m okay and life is all rosey. I tried, because I knew people were tired of reading my whoa is me b.s. So, after today, there won’t be anything to read. Just pictures and credits. It may or may not cost me some blogging assignments & followers. I guess time will tell, but I have nothing left.

Mina LFC ayla diversion vinyl

left:
hair:  MINA – Ananda @ Summerfest
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

TRIGGERED – Paramour glasses @ Belle
[ rD ] San Croix Necklace @ Belle
{le fil casse} April Swim Set

pose: Diversion – Sunshower Set @ Belle

right
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head:  Genus Head – Classic Face
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL Bae Swimsuit

pose is in the lounger

Ayla. Beach Day @ Summerfest
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Parasol
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Lounger
Ayla. Beach Day – Basket

location: The Bay

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping

Say So

Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment
I’d let you had I known it, why don’t you say so?
Didn’t even notice, no punches left to roll with
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so
Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment
I’d let you had I known it, why don’t you say so?
Didn’t even notice, no punches left to roll with
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so
~ Doja Cat – Say So

doux asteroidbox diversion

hair: #2 DOUX – Summer Night Hairstyle RARE
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

7P-Ivy Tattoo
RichB. Imo Earrings
AsteroidBox. Jasmie Corset @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Seaside Poses @ Access

Posted in Animals, Bueno, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life

A Little Bit Off

I’m a little bit off today, something down inside me’s different
Woke up a little off today, I can tell that something’s wrong
I’m a little thrown off today, there’s something going on inside me
I’m a little bit off today, a little bit off today
(I’m a little bit off today, a little bit off)
See, I’m a little bit off today, I cannot put my finger on it
Got up a little off today, just to play that same old song
I don’t really wanna try today, I see nothing in my reflection
I’m a little bit dry today, feel like I could die today
~ Five Finger Death Punch – A Little Bit Off

doux rkkn bueno thor rezz diversion

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

e.marie // Caliope Bracelet @ Kustom9
RKKN. Camila T-Shirt @ Kustom9
RKKN. Camila Jumpsuit @ Kustom9
: CULT : Tessa Feet Jewels @ Kustom9

pose: Diversion – Ponder Poses @ Access

BUENO-Segura Sofa @ N21

[Rezz Room] Pug Adult Animesh @ Kustom9

..::THOR::.. Early Summer Gacha Set  @ Kustom9
..::THOR::.. Picnic Blanket
..::THOR::.. Pillow Acanthus
..::THOR::.. Pillow Birds
..::THOR::.. Old Crate Table
..::THOR::.. Nectarines
..::THOR::.. Summer Goodies – RARE
..::THOR::.. Wooden Boat – RARE

Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

IDTTY

If you love cosmetics in Second Life, the way I do, then by now you’ve seen the absolutely beautiful eyeshadows and lipsticks that IDTTY has been making over the years. One of the happiest cosmetic days for me was the day that she started creating for Lelutka Evolution, because I had been wearing her cosmetics for quite some time on my Genus and Catwa heads. For months, I drooled over new releases that simply didn’t work with my newly beloved Lelutka heads. Finally it happened and I was elated. Then she did a blogger search. OMG, was it possible? I hadn’t really done a lot of cosmetic blogging in the past, as closeups have always done my head in…pun intended. LOL. I decided it was worth a shot, because if there’s a cosmetic store out there that I can fully stand behind it is without a doubt, IDTTY! I didn’t have my hopes set too high. Like I said, I hadn’t really blogged a lot of cosmetics. However, I wasn’t going to get it if I didn’t try and try I did. AND….I GOT IT!! I was so excited! So that’s why you’re seeing so many more close ups and I really do encourage everyone to give it a go. She creates for Genus, Catwa, and Lelutka Evo now…so honestly, unless you’re wearing some obscure head (and that’s ok) you should be able to find the perfect cosmetic combos and they are worth every single penny.

tableau idtty diversion

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ BunB*tch [Add-on+HB] @ Collabor88
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LUSCIOUS DESIRE COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LUSCIOUS DESIRE COLLECTION #10

*AvaWay* EMILY Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Strawberry Season @ TLC
(comes with a strawberry, but I didn’t use it)

[Black Bantam] Chocolate Dipped Strawberry @ Kustom9