Posted in Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

Collected the Pieces

“I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet
I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I’ve trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors”
~ Halsey – Nightmare

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wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Malin”  @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Wicca’s Originals @ Cyber Punk Fair
-Wicca’s Originals – Specter Eyepatch
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Arms)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Hands)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Bodysuit)
-Wicca’s Originals – Nyx (Boots)

pose: Diversion – On The Edge Poses
location: Insilico – Blue Ant

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, E.A.Studio, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Fall Over

“You got my heart beating
Beating, beating, beating, beating, beating
You got my mind to fall over
Fall over, fall over, fall over, fall over
Fall over, fall over
I gave up my, my pride, why?
Why, lay over
My motion says why
You got my heart beating
Beating, beating, beating, beating, beating
You got my mind to fall over
Fall over, fall over, fall over, fall over
Fall over, fall over
I gave up my, my pride, why?
Why, lay over
My motion says why
Why, lay over
My motion says why”

changed my mind

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair @ TLC
.:E.A.Studio:.BOX Horns Syrax
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
:Conviction: Viscous Eyes
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust

=Zenith=Leather Belt Gloves
Ascendant – Dracarys Nails
[The Forge] Hanna Top & Shorts @ FaMESHed
.:villena:. – Fishnet Black
: CULT : BABE BOOTS @ FaMESHed

pose: FOXCITY. Rider Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Neon City VOL2

Posted in Animals, Death Row Designs, Fashion, Home Decor, Narcisse, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum, The Liaison Collaborative

Rx (Medicate)

Theory of a Deadman – Rx (Medicate)

Wake up to a cloudy day
Dark rolls in and it starts to rain
Staring out to the cage-like walls
Time goes by and the shadows crawl
Crushin’ candy crushin’ pills
Got no job, mom pays my bills
Textin’ ex’s get my fill
Sweatin’ bullets, Netflix-chills
World’s out there singin’ the blues
Twenty more dead on the evening news
Think to myself “really, what’s the use?”
I’m just like you, I was born to lose

Why oh why can’t you just fix me?
When all I want’s to feel numb
But the medication’s all gone
Why oh why does God hate me?
When all I want’s to get high
And forget this so-called life

I am so frickin’ bored
Nothin’ to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)
I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)

Can’t wait to feel better than I ever will
Attack that shit like a kid on Benadryl
Chase it down with a hopeful smile
Hate myself, if I can go for miles
They say family’s all you need
Someone to trust can help you breathe
Inhale that drug, but you start to choke
You follow the outs of an inside joke

Why oh why can’t you just fix me?
When all I want’s to feel numb
But the medication’s all gone
Why oh why does God hate me?
Cause I’ve seen enough of it, heard enough of it, felt enough of it
Had enough of it!

I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)
I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate

Medicate
Medicate
Medicate
Medicate

Superman is a hero
But only when his mind is clear though
He needs that fix like the rest of us
So he’s got no fear when he saves that bus
All the stars in the Hollywood Hills
Snapchat live while they pop them pills
All those flavors of the rainbow
Too bad that shit don’t work though

Your friends are high right now
Your parents are high right now
That hot chick’s high right now
That cop is high right now
The president’s high right now
Your priest is high right now
Everyone’s high as fuck right now
And no one’s ever coming down

I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)
I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate

Medicate
Medicate
Medicate
Medicate

I medicate

Rx

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Khatia”
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
NARCISSE– Noelle Romper (*new* @ TLC)
erratic / eva – knee socks plain

pose: Foxcity Cute But Psycho set

Scene:
DRD– My Miserable Holiday Set (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Carpet
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Chair
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Table
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Tree
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Wood Basket
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Wood Stove

DRD – AE – Post Apocalyptic Holiday – Tree
DRD – Forgotten Attic – Chair – Stripe

dust bunny & O.M.E.N . Puppy Basket Bed

[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Zanax RARE

[NikotiN] Dealer Kitchen – Tray Metal
[NikotiN] Dealer Kitchen – Consumer Kit
[NikotiN] Grinder

Kalopsia – Lace Curtains

Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Jian, Lybra, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, United Colors

Crazy Cat Lady

One of the many aspects of Second Life that I adore is that you can be an animal hoarder and not be judged. You can have as many cats, dogs, cows, horses, pigs, hamsters, birds, whatever as you want and your house doesn’t stink. They don’t make a mess and no one reports you to the authorities for running a puppy mill! See? It’s perfectly fine for me to be a crazy cat lady in SL and still be hot as hell!

crazy cat lady

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Adelia” (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[White~Widow] Invictus II – Cat (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZY HEADPHONES (November PocketGacha)
UC_innocence_dress (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZYCATS TIGHTS (November PocketGacha)
LYBRA . COZYCATS HEELS  (November PocketGacha)

pose: Foxcity. Dance Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Lucid Dreaming – Black
+Half-Deer+ Catface Rug
LYBRA . Cozy Couch Black (November PocketGacha)
tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow
JIAN Kitten Collection :: *FaMESHED Bonus* Sitting Kitten
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Gacha Garden Birthday Present
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Snail Plant RARE
JIAN Kitten Scratching Post

Posted in Bueno, Events, RedMint, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Facing Her Fear

The water was so cold! She slid her body in feet first….slowly lowering her legs into the frigid pool. She hadn’t been swimming since she was a child and almost drown, but she had to get over that. She had to face her fear. She loved the water, so being afraid of getting in beyond the depths of a bathtub was something she was determined to do. This was the year. After all, how was she going to host a pool party if she couldn’t even get in her own pool.
Yes, she had a pool that she had never swam in. She thought by getting the gorgeous pool with waterfalls and plants installed…well, she thought she would swim. Instead, her nieces used it every other weekend. No more, she was going to do this. She could and she would. She sat there, frozen and shivering with water to her upper thighs. Her arms shaking, “Just let go!” She repeated to herself over and over until her arms gave out and she was in the water. She flailed about for what seemed like an hour, but was honestly more like a minute. Grabbing at the edge of the pool, she got her head above the water and smiled to herself. “I didn’t drown,” she thought.
She inched her way around to the shallow end of the pool until she could stand up and waded about with the water chest high. She noticed that the parts of her that were under water, were warmer than those above and she went a little deeper…until the water was neck high. She remembered her swimming lessons as a kid and slowly lifted her feet, swinging her arms to and fro, “I’m treading water!”
Alright, she was going to be fine. Swimming, check, Overcoming her fear of water, check. Now…about those airplanes….

red mint and bueno

wearing:
hair=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Sylvai” (*new* @ Uber)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
(r)M, AD(o.02) // Posture Collar
BUENO-Net Bikini (*new* @ Uber)

pose by Del May
Trompe Loeil – Zohra Oasis

Posted in Exploration, Fashion, Second Life

Sady and the City

A great city is that which has the greatest men and women. Walt Whitman

I realize I have already blogged about Elysium City of Templemore, but if you’ve been there you understand my enthusiasm and if you haven’t you should go soon. After only one visit you will surely share my excitement. As my dear friend, Grace Sixpence, so eloquently put it, “OMG! Everytime I’m here, I discover something new!” The same has been true for me. There is so much to see and explore, you could spend hours there and still discover something new. As if the scenery isn’t enough to draw you in…they present some of the absolute best live musicians on the grid quite regularly. A great way to keep up with what’s going on is to like the official Elysium City of Templemore Facebook page.

Sady and the City (back)

After shopping at Shiny Shabby, I knew exactly where I wanted to take my photos to present some of my latest finds. What I didn’t know is that I’d run into some of my good friends that were already there exploring or that I’d discover two new spots to shoot my photos. Okay, I actually discovered four, but only used two for this post. *giggles*

Sady and the City

I could gush on and on about this location, but I really want to encourage you to go check it out for yourself. Its truly beautiful and I am so grateful for all the hard work that went into it. I’m especially grateful that the owners have such a generous spirit and are willing to share this amazing paradise. It proves the quote by Walt Whitman, because this city is truly founded and fueled by great people.

=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Veranica” Blondes (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
CATWA HEAD Dyana
IKON Odyssey Eyes – Apex
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Prodigy Ink–7P-Paradise Tattoo
Izzie’s – Celestial Midi Rings
::Dead Dollz::. Imma – Black (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
#EMPIRE – Shasta (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

poses: oOo Studio
location: Elysium City of Templemore

Posted in Fashion, Home Decor, Second Life

Sweet Dreams

“How do people go to sleep? I’m afraid I’ve lost the knack.”
Dorothy Parker

Far too many of us in Second Life are familiar with sleepless nights. Whether its insomnia, anxiety, love, drama, or simply the fact that you have the next day off and are excited about sleeping late and BOOM your body decides today it shall rise early and wide awake far too early for even your normal alarm to go off. That’s what happened to my dear friend, Grace. She didn’t need to get up early. She certainly wasn’t planning on it. In fact, she was quite giddy about being able to sleep in the next day. Less than three hours later, I see her poking, liking, and commenting on Facebook. I knew immediately sleep had escaped her.

sweet dreamsNaturally, I logged back in to see if she was around and wouldn’t you know? For about the 50th time, we were wearing the same outfit. Different colors, but the same outfit. Immediately a pillow fight came to mind. Both of us should have been in bed dreaming, but here we were laughing about sharing a non sleeping brain. Soooo, why not hop on the bed and have a pillow fight. Perhaps someone will enjoy the images and have some sweet dreams because of it. If not, well, we had a good laugh and what a fantastic way to show off this super sexy outfits. I mean, c’mon…look at her ASS! *fans herself*

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Seriously, these shorts will make even the flattest of asses look good, not that she and I would know, but LOOK IT! *smacks dat ass* The way I see it, if sleep eludes you, go have some fun, get up and do something. Laying there whimpering and begging for sleep that isn’t going to happen? BORING! LOL…I wouldn’t wish a sleepless night on most people, so here’s hoping you all enjoy the sweetest of dreams the next time you go. ❤

Grace is wearing:
Blues – Aislinn Hair (*new* @ Dreamful)
CATWA HEAD Alice
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
**RE** Zaria Bracelets
_CandyDoll_ Dana Shirt (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Dana Shorts (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Sady is wearing:
=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Elora”
CATWA HEAD Dyana
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
_CandyDoll_Dana Shirt (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Dana Shorts (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: .click. Pillow Fight! 3
bed: BAZAR Stockholm-Bed

Posted in Fashion, Second Life

Grow

Once upon a time a very long time ago, I was going through a rough time and it was an especially rainy spring. So much rain fell that spring that my city dealt with floods, which is very rare for where I live. I was complaining about my life and the rain, when a dear friend of mine spoke up and said, “Rain makes things grow.”

Spring Showers

I’ve never forgotten her words that day and how true they have proven to be throughout my life. The garden outside my house always looks happier and more colorful after rain water. And in my life…it seems that whenever I come out on the other side of hard times, I’m stronger and happier than before. This isn’t a blanket statement, obviously its not going to apply to every situation in life, but no matter what troubles come our way we must grow in order to overcome them and survive them. So, as you face the hard times that are bound to come your way at some point or another, hold onto the hope that you will grow from this and gain strength. ❤

CATWA HEAD Dyana
=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Sahara” (*new* @ Uber)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
7mad;Ravens Bobbi Turquoise Set (necklace & earrings)
#EVANI-Chloe BLUE (*new* @ Uber)

photo shot @ Saint-Pete City

Posted in Fashion, Second Life

My Happy Place

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Everyone needs a happy place, whether its a real place, a virtual place, or just somewhere you go mentally. About four years ago, a friend of mine took me to Hazardous and it has been my favorite place on the grid ever since. Its not a fancy place, but its peaceful and beautiful. Sometimes I think it seems strange that I can feel so renewed or calm, simply by visiting this virtual place on my computer. Sitting there with the combination of their music and the ambiance.
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There are a few places across the grid that allow me to recharge my mental and spiritual batteries. Each one delivering its own unique energy. Hands down, Hazardous remains my favorite, but its a place I tend to go alone or with someone special.
happy place

=DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Paraty”
CATWA HEAD Dyana
IKON Odyssey Eyes – Apex
.DirtyStories. Lorelia Headchain
LUXE. Choi Lip Ring (*new* @ N21)
LUXE. Triangles Necklace Gold
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
(fd) Summer Princess Shirt Dress – Cream (*new* @ Uber)
Wimey: Purest Branch Cuff Gold
Kibitz – Rosie rings – gold
fri. – Olivia.Sandals (Dust)

poses by !bang
photos taken @ Hazardous