Posted in Lelutka, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, Uber SL

Delicate or Depraved?

Would you look at that? I found a way to make a happy, positive picture. I almost look like a Disney princess. I said ALMOST! Don’t get carried away. Y’all know I don’t do Disney or the princess thing. However, I do love hydrangas and I love this pose from Luane’s World. I felt it was the perfect way to show off this sexy silky number from Lybra. So say what you want about how pretty and delicate this photo is, you gotta know that under this pink silk lies the soul of something dark and depraved. *grins*

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Sady is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Intrepid
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber
DAPPA – Evie Tattoo.

LYBRA . JESSIE @ Uber

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Where Flowers Bloom @ Belle

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, shopping, vinyl

Gag me with a spoon??

I’m slowing getting myself back on track. I’m trying really hard to battle my depression with everything I’ve got. My inner demons will not win and in the infamous words of ever valley girl in history, I say to them, “Totally gag me with a spoon!” As I sit here laughing at that phrase, I have to wonder how THAT became such a popular saying. Like first who was wanting to be gagged and why a spoon. I mean there are so many better options. Did she want to be gagged at the back of her throat, like when you’re trying to make yourself puke? Is a spoon easier than your finger? I mean, I guess it would be…I wonder if that works. I just don’t keep a spoon handy in the bathroom, so…not something I would’ve ever tried. If that’s not the kinda gag, she wanted…why not opt for a ball gag or some other version of similar type gags? Well, clearly, I’m getting back on track of going off track…cuz this is not where I was going when I started writing. Oh well, y’all should be used to it by now.

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TRUTH Shadow VIP
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.
VINYL – Border Kawaii @ N21
22. [CX] Wild Hazard Leg Harness – Silver (B) // Maitreya
[CX] Conjuration Set – Silver

pose made with AnyPose
E.V.E Cyber Flower {Mural-Rust Metal}

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life

The Best of Yourself

“Be careful when you cast out your demons that you don’t throw away the best of yourself.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche

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eXxEsS Mesh Hair : ALESIA
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.
[The Forge] Cathy @ Belle
1. [CX] Necronomic Mother – Horns
[CX] Mucronate Mask – Black @ Kustom9
[CX] Soul Grips
15. [CX] Wild Hazard Leg Harness – Black (A) // Maitreya
22. [CX] Wild Hazard Leg Harness – Silver (B) // Maitreya
[CX] Bone Tail Black
[CX] Chine’s Constraint
[CX] Conjuration Set – Silver
[CX] Heretic Nails
[CX] Kunai Anklet

FOXCITY. Rain Bento Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

And this is more than I can handle

War in my mind
There’s a war in my mind
Seek and ye shall find
That it’s hollering all the time
There’s a war in my mind

Black in my soul
It’s all black in my soul
No diamond in the coal
I reap just what I sow
It’s all black in my soul

It’s ugly when I cry
I’m crying all the time in my mind
Where it builds and it climbs
And this is more than I can handle
Give me something strong to fill the hole
I make love to the war in my soul

Blood on the wall
I threw my blood on the wall
Hiding in the hall
‘Cause I know it’s all my fault
I threw my blood on the wall

And it’s ugly when I try
So I’m trying all the time in my mind
It builds and it climbs
And this is more than I can handle
Shadow box another piece of sky
While I make love to the war in my mind

War in my mind
I got war in my mind
A lot of war in my mind
~ Beth Hart – War in My Mind

summer storms

Basics:
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

DOUX – Heidi hairstyle
Ascendant – Shake It Nails @ Access
AsteroidBox. Dark Parasol – Plain @ The Epiphany
AsteroidBox. Dark Satchel
AsteroidBox. Dark Summer Dress
15. dark *{( konpeitou )}* Lunatic*Dream – Tabi laced lace
19. dark*{( konpeitou )}* Lunatic*Dream – bondage ribbon garter

pose: FOXCITY. Taxi Bento Pose Set
location: Small Town Green

Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Dirty Mind

I know what you like
Get the champagne
Hands on your thighs
Wanna get your body high
Get low
Or no
I know you wanna fight
Set a new pace
Wanna do you right
Keep your back to the sky
Go slow
Or no

Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I and my dirty mind
We can stay high or no?
Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I could die a thousand times
We can stay high or no?
~ Boy Epic – Dirty Mind

Chemicoll Romance

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

hair: Lamb. Boyish
::TI:: Grunge Face straps
[ kunst ] – Slim Cigarette
: CULT : ROU RINGS SET
Ascendant – Spiked Nails

1. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Jacket (M) RARE @ The Epiphany
4. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Head Connecter (Black) @ The Epiphany
19. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Bottom Set (Black) M @ The Epiphany
25. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Tube Top ( Black ) M @ The Epiphany
34. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Backpack (Black) @ The Epiphany

pose by Bauhaus Movement

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life

It can control you

It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It’s too close for comfort
Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in Disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in Disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

**CC** – Beautiful Bokeh
**CC** – Glamour Glitter
KUNI – Camii @ Access
[The Forge] Aurora Top @ The Epiphany
[The Forge] Aurora Pants @ The Epiphany

[Dollmart]Empress Chair
:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Fluids Halo @ The Epiphany

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Undertow

“Two times in
I’ve been struck dumb by a voice that
Speaks, from deep beneath peerless water that’s
Twice as clear as heaven
Twice as loud as reason
Deep and rich like silt on a riverbed
Just as never-ending
Current’s mouth below me
Opens up around me
Suggests and beckons all while swallowing
Surrounds and drowns, and wipes me away
But I’m so comfortable
So comfortable”
~ Tool – Undertow

pulled under

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Brave Waves Hairstyle  @ The Epiphany
6. Dead Dollz – My Boho Summer – Bikini Bra -White @ The Epiphany
12. Dead Dollz – My Boho Summer – Bikini Thong -White @ The Epiphany
18. Dead Dollz – My Boho Summer – Sandals – White @ The Epiphany
:moon amore: Liquid Soul/ Fluids Halo -Water @ The Epiphany

pose by Del May

Posted in Animals, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Counterfeit Composure

“Don’t you dare surrender
Don’t leave me here without you
‘Cause I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection
The way you look us over
Your counterfeit composure
Pushing again and again and sinking lower and lower
The world is on our shoulders
Do you really know the weight of the words you say?
You want a little of it
You just can’t let go of it
You’ve got an ego to feed
Too late to rise above it
Don’t look now but the little girl’s got a grenade
I’m gonna lift you up into the light you deserve
I’m gonna take you down to the real world so you can watch it burn”

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

Foxy – Steel Hair @ Kustom9
earrings: [CX] Bound Gear Black
ANTINATURAL[+] Lost Saints / Overshoulder Snake / BLACK
AsteroidBox. Idalia Skirt & Top @ Kustom9

pose: FOXCITY. Rider Bento Pose Set
location: Small Town Green

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Mischief is a Hobby, Right?

According to the Merriam-Webster online dictionary, a hobby is a pursuit outside one’s regular occupation engaged in especially for relaxation. My mother, for instance, has gardening and reading. I like to read, too, but gardening? No. I don’t like being outside. I don’t like bugs and I’m terrible with plants. Inside Second Life, I think my hobbies would be blogging and mischief. Few things make me smile like causing trouble. Not serious, drama filled trouble. Just being a smart ass or class clown, so to speak. That makes it a hobby, right? In real life, I’d say I don’t have a lot of hobbies outside of gaming and Second Life. I really love painting, but I’m not great at it and eventually I get sick of looking at my own work hanging on the walls. Plus, Mr Mayhem, my cat, seems to be quite the art critic. He hates my work and is constantly knocking it off the walls. He destroyed the one painting I had that I genuinely loved.
I know there are several knitters in SL. I wish I could knit, but my hands would never allow for that. I can’t paint anymore and even typing incites a good deal of pain after a while. I’m curious what other hobbies people in SL have outside of Second Life.

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wearing:
hair:  RAMA.SALON – Amelia Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
tattoo: DAPPA – Antora Tattoo. (*new* @ TLC)

[ rD ] – Alight Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-[ rD ] Alight Earrings
-[ rD ] Alight Necklace
-[ rD ] Alight Ring
Dead Dollz – Sierra Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Focus On Me Set
location:  The Forty Thieves Presents: Lothlorien(will be gone after April 30th)

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, vinyl

The Crazy Ones

“Oh, it’s the crazy ones, the crazy ones
We’ll never forget at all
Cause it’s the crazy ones, the crazy ones
Who make our life such a beautiful mess
Woo, even the worst times were the best times
The best times ever, woo
Even the bad days were the good days
I’ll always remember, woo
And I’ll always keep a part of you
A part of me forever”
~ Paloma Faith – The Crazy Ones
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I’ll never forget you.

wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Intrepid
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
tattoo: DAPPA – Antora Tattoo. (*new* @ TLC)

.4 [ kunst ] – Septum Keeper (left)
EarthStones Wanderlust Compass Ladies Necklace (*new* @ TLC)
VINYL – Carol Henley
**show with FP bonus graphic option**

pose: [evoLove] – Journey set