Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Feed the Fish

There’s a park in downtown Huntsville, AL where people often take their kids to feed the ducks. What they soon discover is that the ducks aren’t all that interested, but the fish sure will dive to the top of the water for bites of bread faster than anything. It’s actually quite amazing to watch the various sizes of fish flopping all around on top of one another trying to gulp down the bits of bread. The ducks hardly stand a chance. Though when the ducks are interested, they will leave the pond and approach you directly demanding their fair share with their menacing quacks. For the record, I find ducks and geese to be the evilest of all our feathered friends. So, I’d rather feed the fish anyway.

tvcx diversion

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Spooked hair
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
skin: DeeTaleZ Skin *Kacee* for GENUS HEADS
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Tattoo “Rise of Quetzalcoatl”_by GoK
[CX] Barrel Slingshot CXclusive (Group Gift)

Diversion – Unravel Me Poses @ The Liaison Collaborative

JIAN :: Koi

Posted in Catwa, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Claw Machines

Those claw machines work my nerves! They have the absolute cutest stuffed toys in them and I can’t work that damn claw to save my life. I will also never understand how so many damn kids get up in there to get stuck. Like, where are their parents?? Ya turn your back for 2 seconds and the little demons crawl up into a vending machine! I sure don’t wanna play it if a kid is the prize! *giggles*

aviglam doux asteroidbox

hair:  DOUX – Noah hairstyle
head: Catwa – Catya
AG. Transcendence Eyes Pack @ Belle
[Glam Affair] Gabrielle Applier [ Catwa ]
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

[CX] Bento Piercing Labret Ring
[CX] Bento Piercing Snakebites
AsteroidBox. Eliza Shirt @ Anthem

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Time @ The Liaison Collaborative

backdrop: Games – At Midnight – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Events, Fashion, GenusProject, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life

I could

It’s Monday. I’m on new meds. I’m still waking up. *sighs* I’m sitting here wondering what to write about, because everything on my mind is far too private to share. I could talk about the wonky weather. Meh. I could talk about the bruise on my hip in the shape of a paw print from my cat walking across me all night. I could write about my adventures in PhotoShop that really are not fascinating to anyone but me. *laughs* I could talk about how my mom farted in the bathtub so loudly last night that it sounded like a jackhammer was coming through the wall. I got so tickled with the idea that she was in there making a jacuzzi for herself. (That’s a movie reference for those of you that don’t get it.) *giggles* Alas, I’m just typing while I think and I’ve come to the conclusion that I just don’t have much to say this morning. So, I’m just gonna post this and hope you like the picture. *strikes a pose*

Moon TBG CX

hair:  Moon. Hair. // Smile @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears @ Kustom9
SU!– Best Of Red Lipstick Set -Genus @ Access
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Izzie’s – Aged Claw Scars
Insomnia Angel . Rose pickled blood pack

[CX] Osseous Species Collar – Onyx
[CX] Hinata – Black
Moon Elixir – Sabrina – Lara – Thong
[CX] LSD Fishnets – Black

pose: GingerFish Poses – Sugar Rum Cherry @ eBento
***right arm position alters by holding pose for blood pack**

Meow – Neon Drive – The Bearded Guy @ YungIcon

[Black Bantam] Hold Me Naked Sphynx ALL RARE

KraftWork Cat Lover Marquee Frame White Blink

Posted in DOUX, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Exposed

…just a piece of creative writing inspired by true events…

He left her there…exposed, vulnerable…her only binds..his words.

She could hear them, moving about…getting closer…getting warmer. She could only flinch in anticipation. That twitch…it startles them, too…

She could feel them…some closer than others…no words spoken

No fingers. No lips. No skin on skin.
No touching…no moving…beyond a wave of flinching

She grins…she knows now…they’ve been warned

He allows them to look at closely as they like
“You may enjoy the show I present, but you shall not touch what is mine.”

cx eudora

hair:  DOUX – Melinda
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: Maitreya
skin:  — PUMEC KATE – #10   @ Kustom9
lipstick: alaskametro<3 “Holly” lipstick @ Uber

a closer bite

Eudora3D BlindFold Black&Silver (Jezebel Set)
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
SU!– Face Piercing Set 01
21. [CX] Necronomic Mother – Collar – Mono/M/RARE
[Cubic Cherry]x[CX]- {Dooboo} Top Leather
[CX] Malum Undies
Eudora3D Josephine Heels&Cuffs

pose: Le Poppycock *Malediction* Tortured

Light Me – Booyah Backdrops – The Bearded Guy

…just an extra shot of the back…was random & candid

another bite

 

Posted in Bondi, Cynful, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum, Uber SL

To love

You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn…..

…..And now the chapter is closed and done
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
And now it’s goodbye, it’s goodbye for us
~ Selena Gomez – Lose You to Love Me

Normally, I don’t write anything in addition to song lyrics, but occasionally a song comes along that hits you so hard in the feels. I didn’t copy the full lyrics, because this is one of those songs that you can clearly understand every word when listening to it.  Most of my friends know how much I adore Selena Gomez, but I’ve never had any special connection to her music. But this song…wow. It just shows how we so often lose ourselves in a relationship…without even realizing it.
With every word, I feel like she crawled into my head…my heart…my soul and captured the very spirit of what I’ve been feeling these last few months regarding the end of my marriage in real life. I can honestly say that I’ve never grieved a relationship the way I’ve grieved this one and I hope I never do again. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever dealt with and if you know me, or read my blog regularly…well, you know it just doesn’t seem like the type of thing that would destroy me. I didn’t think so either.
I’m coming out of the other side now…and I am finally finding myself again…after all these years. I’m not playing victim or pointing fingers. I’m dealing with my life the best way I can right now. That’s more than I can say I was doing a year ago. I am finally able to love me again.

Goodbye, Paul.

bondi cynful GoK

 

hair: Tableau vivant // Holly hair @ Tannenbaum
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
SU!– Face Piercing Set 01
skin:  — PUMEC KATE – #10   @ Kustom9
lipstick: alaskametro<3 “Holly” lipstick @ Uber
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK

BONDI . Toy Soldier Cap @ Tannenbaum
[CX] Painful Silence
Cynful Fuzzy Cardigan (recently updated to fit Legacy)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
Cynful Pixie Dust
NANIKA – Claudia Garter Black Maitreya

Exposeur – Padded Room (Clean)
***includes poses***

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

There is only your reflection

All the while you waste away, you’re asking
“Did I really need another one to take me down?”
Everybody knows it’s something that you had to live with, darling
Nobody’s gonna tear you down now
There is nothing you keep, there is only your reflection
~ Manchester Orchestra – The Silence

cx refuge

hair:  pr!tty – Juno
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[CX]x[-TWC-] // Lumbar Puncture

FOXCITY. Night Sassy Bento Pose Set

Soul System – Jacked Backdrops – The Bearded Guy
Refuge – Vintage TV Mannequins @ 6 Republic

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Foxcity, GenusProject, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Ciao for now

She knew it was time for her to go. She knew what she was walking away from and she knew what she was walking towards. On her way down the long corridor, she stopped and looked back. She knew it wasn’t a good idea to look back, but she couldn’t go without hoping they would follow her. Alas, she stood alone, just as she had stood alone in her decision.

cx forge asteroid box

hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Fiona @ FaMESHed
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
[CX] Osseous Species Eyes
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[The Forge] Empusa Horns @ Uber
[CX] Osseous Species Collar
[The Forge] Natalie @ FaMESHed X
AsteroidBox. Hyla Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Show Off Pose Set
[CX] Crucifix Corridor

Posted in Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

You thought I was done

Oh, hello. Did y’all think that because October was over that I was done posting dark images? Are you new here? *giggles* I think I will always be all over the place. It’s one of the reasons I love my blog so much. I blog for an eclectic assortment of stores and I’d love to blog for more events, but I do so love the ones I have access to. Just another reason I love Second Life sooooo much. It’s so easy to dress for your mood. I’m not going to write a lot this morning. I’m recovering from a long busy weekend and finally some solid sleep.

more cx

Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Izzie’s – Face & Body Blood & Wounds
[ Conviction ] The Claws V.2 – Matte
[CX] Mucronate Top – Leather
[CX] Pantsu Codex
CX] Mucronate Chains
[CX] Fallen Filth Cuffs

FOXCITY. Cute But Psycho Bento Pose Set

//Naberius// Streetside Bookshop

[MF] devored bloody body

+Half-Deer+ Spilled Liquid – Large Puddle – Paint Set

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

You’re welcome!

Sometimes I feel so pulled in various directions that I don’t know if I’m coming or going. I don’t know if I’m being yanked away or anchored down. Of course, I mean those things figuratively, but it was fun to make it more literal in the photo. And would you look at that? I still found a way to show my tits! HA! You’re welcome, unless you’re a gay man…in which case…uhm…anyone can totally wear this hair! It’s unrigged AND resizable. You can wear the collar, too…and those ARE the two main items I’m showing off here…sooo, you’re welcome, too! HA!

tvcx

hair: Tableau Vivant // Handrew hair @ Uber
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
[Heaux] Starlit Eyes @ N21
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[CX] Vice Crew / Nose Bandage – Black @ Epiphany
[CX] Heavy Duty Collar – Rusty Filth
[CX] Immoral Support

pose by Del May

VARONIS – Sombre Skybox @ Kustom9

Posted in Events, Maitreya, Second Life

Experience Adventure

“Each of us must confront our own fears, must come face to face with them. How we handle our fears will determine where we go with the rest of our lives. To experience adventure or to be limited by the fear of it.”
― Judy Blume, Tiger Eyes

deaddollz cx

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Vampy Mama – Rare @ Epiphany
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
dirt: Izzie’s – Face & Body Dirt
dress: Dead Dollz – Emma Dress – Halloween Gift

pose by Ana Poses

[CX] x Insomnia Angel – “deadly end” door @ The Fantasy Collective
[CX] Cerb’s Trophy Board @ Eclipse

NOMAD // “Just Spidey”

[DDD] Dewdrop Cobweb