Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Pose Fair, Second Life, Uber SL

Wake Me Up

Avicii ~ Wake Me Up

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can’t tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I’m too young to understand
They say I’m caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don’t open up my eyes
Well that’s fine by me
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
I hope I get the chance to travel the world
And I don’t have any plans
I wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life’s a game made for everyone
And love is a prize
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
Wake Me Up
wearing:
hair:   *ARGRACE* CHIZURU
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
lipstick: Ascendant – Cotton Candy Lipstick
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)
_CandyDoll_ Ruby Swimwear (*new* @ Summerfest)
pose: + Mouni Poses + Pool Fun Single Poses (*new* @ Pose Fair)
scene:
Astralia – Water World (Pool)
Astralia – Water world (Pool towels)
Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Pose Fair, REWIND, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Snuff

words

Slipknot ~ Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can’t destroy what isn’t there
Deliver me into my fate
If I’m alone I cannot hate
I don’t deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn’t face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn’t hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren’t my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won’t listen to your shame
You ran away, you’re all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don’t ever let me know
If you still care don’t ever let me know
Snuff
wearing:
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)
Storybook – Enigma
_CandyDoll_ Adele Dress (*new* @ REWIND)
Izzie’s – Fishnet Stockings
Eudora3D Thar Boots
pose: Ana Boutique bento stand set (*new* @ Pose Fair)
Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Acetaminophen

It’s Friday, so I’m ready to party and let go! So, to get you all pumped and in the mood, I’m giving you one of my favorite songs. (For those that don’t know, acetaminophen is Tylenol.)

K Flay ~ Acetaminophen

It’s a cold world we’re living in
Feel myself giving in
Drink, drink, shot, shot
Acetaminophen is what i’ll be needing if i keep it up
Tomorrow morning but i’m warning you i could give a fuck
See i’m living on the edge of things til my mind is wrecked
Say you’ll give me all those better things
Breathing on my neck
Got drugs in my purse and stars in my eyes
Been thinking all this over and I’ve come to realize
You only like me when you’re drunk
All us girls we look the same
I’m just the flavor of the month
Tomorrow you’ll forget my name
You only like me when i’m drunk
All us girls we look the same
I’m just the flavor of the month
Tomorrow you’ll forget my name
It’s getting hot up in this room so
Let’s treat the party like it’s carryout, to go
What we’ll do who knows
Kudos, congratulations, my regards
You got me in your pocket now let’s hop inside your car
See i’m living on the edge of things til my mind is wrecked
Say you’ll give me all those better things
Breathing on my neck
Got drugs in my purse and stars in my eyes
Been thinking all this over and I’ve come to realize
You only like me when you’re drunk
All us girls we look the same
I’m just the flavor of the month
Tomorrow you’ll forget my name
You only like me when i’m drunk
All us girls we look the same
I’m just the flavor of the month
Tomorrow you’ll forget my name

Hold the elevator

wearing:
hair:  #Besom~Pythia
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily (*new* @ Kustom9)

_CandyDoll_ Aimee Dress (*new* @ Collabor88)
_CandyDoll_ Aimee Heels (*new* @ Collabor88)

pose by DelMay
Pseudo- From Up Here Elevator scene

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, RAMA, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I’m a Bad Girl

So, word has it that there’s a certain person out there roaming the grid with her panties all in a twist, riding up her crack simply because I exist. Once upon a time, someone did me wrong and this little birdy was unfortunate enough to hear me say a bad word. Lo and behold, this little birdy has decided that I should be released from all my SL jobs…blah blah blah….she’s been whining all over Facebook and to anyone that will listen. Unfortunately for her, I guess most people are all under some grand delusions about me. Was calling someone a bitch that serious? Does she even have a clue what happened to me to cause me to say such a thing? Well, no, of course not. However, I cleaned my side of the street and apologized to both the person I called the name and the upset little birdy for having to hear it and THAT was months ago. I’m big enough to admit my mistakes. I’m not perfect. Lord, someone smack me down right now, if I ever said I was…nope, more often than not I hate myself more than this silly little birdy ever could. Kinda sad she’s given me so much power over her life, I never asked for all that space in her empty little head. I mean, I’m guessing its pretty empty if she got all that room in there for me. Oh well, I suppose she can attend meetings with all my other haters, maybe she’ll meet some new friends that will take her mind off me. I think they’d get along quite nicely.
Well, what are you waiting for? Clearly I’m a bad girl, who is going to give me my spanking?

babygirl

wearing:
hair: #10 – Sintiklia – Baby girl – Hair Elin colors&pastels roots
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Kailee (*new* @ C88)

=Zenith=Vintage Tighten Gloves
_CandyDoll_ Doll Outfit (*new* @ Kinky)
_CandyDoll_ Candy Heels (*new* @ Kinky)

pose by Del May

#selfie_RAMA – Faux Fur Bed ‘Pink’ (*new* @ equal10)

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}

Is It Wrong?

I find myself tossing this subject around a lot in my head. People in SL and I guess in RL, too…they all seem to be in a hurry to find a special someone. Some think they are looking for THE special someone, but I’m not so sure. I think from time to time we find A special person that we mesh perfectly with and so it goes, until we grow apart, right? Cuz that’s what happens isn’t it? As I approach my 11yr RL anniversary, I find myself thinking about this a lot. He cheated on me a few years ago, we tried to work through it, but it just didn’t work out. We’re just not IN love anymore. We’re friends, but he’s moved out and we’re just kinda taking our time about the divorce. There are a lot of details being left out here, of course, but the divorce is imminent. He’s living with HER. He seems happy and mostly, I am happy for him. However, there were decisions made a few years into our marriage that are holding us both hostage now.
I’ve never seen an everlasting love in person. I’ve heard about them, but I’ve never witnessed one. Broken homes and families aren’t new. Both of my parents are in their 70s, both of them grew up in broken homes. Hell, my father never knew his father. He knew who he was, but had no interaction with him. I’m not so sure humans were designed to be monogamous. I sometimes think that’s just something society created for whatever reason, but if you look back in history…well, humans have always been a lustful species. So, if you find yourself in love…enjoy it while it last, but don’t spend so much time worrying about if or when it will end. Just assume it will….someday…even if its till death do you part….one of you will go first. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that we are capable of loving more than one person at a time. We’re just a greedy lot and don’t like to share. I get that…hell, I never had to share as an only child.
Meh, I’m just going to enjoy what’s left of my life the best way I can and I’m going to let myself fall in love or lust or whatever emotional holes I find myself tripping into, because its all of those feelings that remind me that I’m alive. Is it wrong that I’m just ready to live out the rest of my days as a free spirit?

Free
A funny little thing about love is that you’re blind for the time
And even when you think you had enough
You’re wanting more, it isn’t right but
You can’t stop

wearing:
hair: Lamb. Gossip (May FaMESHed Go)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings (*new* @ C88)
*AvaWay* GWEN Ribbon Corset CHOKER
_CandyDoll_ Yuki Top (*new* @ Mainstore)
{le fil casse} Yuna Skirt (*new* @ Mainstore)
_CandyDoll_ Yuki Heels (*new* @ Mainstore)

pose: Artis – Your chair (edited with AnyPose)

Posted in Bad Unicorn, CandyDoll, Events, FaMESHed, Gingerfish Poses, Jian, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Quasi, Second Life, TMD

Dear Bloggers…pt 2

Dear Bloggers,

Please stop treating what we do as a competition. It’s not a sport. There’s room for everyone.
Stop stabbing other bloggers in the back or trying to throw them under the bus. It rarely works out the way you hope it does and in the end, karma finds it’s way back to you.
Remember that none of us are perfect. Learn to forgive one another for misunderstandings and work together as a community.
Don’t bad mouth each other in front of their best friends.
Remember who helped you when you first started, know that as much as you run your mouths, so do the people you run and talk to.
Don’t bash a brand or even hint at bashing a brand in a public forum. You’re only making yourself look bad and you’re burning more than one bridge when you do that.
Stop taking everything so personally. The world doesn’t revolve around you.
Don’t be afraid to try new things.
There’s no need to suck up to designers and lie to them about the people that work for them. Designers are not idiots and you can damn well bet they know what they’re doing and who is who on their teams.
Accept feedback for what it is, constructive criticism, remember that it’s not your brand.
And last but not least, if YOU think this post is aimed at you….well, you might want to think about why you think that and just for the record, this isn’t actually aimed at one person specifically. This is just a list of what I thought was common sense behaviors, but apparently isn’t. Not sure why I bother doing these little schpeils, but I suppose I hope its going to make a difference. *shrugs* If you found anything useful, take it and use it. If not, leave it here and forget it. I really just want people to stop wasting their precious time on hate and negativity. So…happy shopping…happy blogging…happy living. ❤

Iconic

Sady is wearing:
hair: MINA – Sigrid (*new* @ FaMESHed)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER

_CandyDoll_ Selina Jump (*new* @ C88)
_CandyDoll_ Selina Heels (*new* @ C88)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Kiss My Sass stand (*new* @ eBento)

scene:
JIAN Ragdoll Cat Snoozing Chair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 05 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 19 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Grind City Poster (*new* @ 6Republic)
[Bad Unicorn] Messy Mondays Bed (*new* @ TMD)
Quasi – Grind City Rock Star Sign (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 08 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 13 (*new* @ 6Republic)
[Bad Unicorn] Smokers Stool ‘Messy Mondays’ (*new* @ TMD)
[Bad Unicorn] Leaning Lamp ‘Messy Mondays’ (*new* @ TMD)
Quasi – Grind City Guitar (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Grind City Night Stand (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha RARE (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 14 (*new* @ 6Republic)
[Bad Unicorn] Un-Starry Night ‘Messy Mondays’ (*new* @ TMD)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 15 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 07 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 04 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Grind City Dresser (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 02 (*new* @ 6Republic)
Quasi – Downtown Gacha – 11 (*new* @ 6Republic)
[Bad Unicorn] Railed Grail ‘Messy Mondays’ (*new* @ TMD)
[Bad Unicorn] Messy Mondays Rug *FATPACK EXLCUSIVE* (*new* @ TMD)
Quasi – Grind City Rug (*new* @ 6Republic)

Posted in CandyDoll, Events, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Red Shoe Diaries

If you’re familiar with the show and thought for one hot second that this was going to be some juicy confessional about my sex life in Second Life, consider this a belated April Fool’s Joke…*laughs* If you’re not familiar with the show, Google it. Then if you’re still interested, maybe check it out sometime. *grins* In the meanwhile, why not swing by Kinky and grab the shoes that inspired me to show them off this way. Can’t you picture these sexy stilettos on your pretty little feet?

Lexy 2

wearing:
_CandyDoll_ Lexy Heels (*new* @ Kinky)

pose created using AnyPose

Posted in CandyDoll, Events, Fashion, N21, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Men Are Like Shoes

I just really wanted to show of these shoes and I stumbled across a song by Shania Twain that’s really cute and compares men to shoes. Not going to paste the lyrics, but you can click here and they’ll pop up. The video is at the bottom and by clicking on the photo below you can go straight to flickr for a better view.

CD Shoes
Men are like shoes
A bit too confused
Yeah, there’s so many of ’em
I don’t know which ones to choose

shoes: _CandyDoll_ Lacosty Heels (*new* @ N21)

MINIMAL – Illuminate Backdrop #8
[Merak] – Retro High Chair(used a pose from the chair)
Foxes – LuxeBag Gift ❤

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Essenz, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Cursed

The lyrics of this song pretty much say it all. So, I’m just gonna let Jacob Lee explain it his way, but I will give you the lyrics this time. *smiles* So, right below are the lyrics and the video is beneath the details of this incredible scene that CandyDoll has created for Epiphany. There are a few more pieces and I’ve added a few from other places, but the over all feel of this scene wouldn’t be possible without the major components from CandyDoll’s Dolly Room Gacha.

Jacob Lee – Cursed

They tell me, it’s all in my mind
They don’t know, they’re yet to try
My thoughts are safer inside
I pray it hurts less this time
They tell me, it’s all in my head
They don’t know they have to check
What lies within is a mess
This pill could fix it, I guess

Don’t say, it’s all in my brain
‘Cause I can’t help being this way
I feel the changes they’ve made
Now I don’t feel the same
Leave my secrets alone
They aren’t for you to know
I hear the knock at my door
As they take me far from my home
They say, “It’s better this way”
But the voices, they tell me I’m sane
They think they’re cleansing my veins
As they hook me up in this place

They say it starts in my skull
Makes its way down through my blood
It’s been with me since I was young
But they can’t explain what it’s from
I think that I’ve had enough
I don’t know who I can trust
Leave my secrets alone
They aren’t for you to know
I hear the knock at my door
As they take me far from my home
They say, “It’s better this way”
But the voices, they tell me I’m sane
They think they’re cleansing my veins
As they hook me up in this place
Leave my secrets alone
They aren’t for you to know
I hear the knock at my door
As they make me vacate my bones

Cursed

wearing:
hair:  little bones. Relay (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
_CandyDoll_ Dolly Sleep Mask (*new* @ Epiphany)
(AMD) Leafy Armbands (*new* @ N21)
(Yummy) Festival Ring Set (*new* @ N21)
_CD_ Dolly Rose Top (*new* @ Epiphany)
_CD_ Dolly Rose Panties (*new* @ Epiphany)
Essenz – Bari (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)

pose by Infiniti

scene:
_CandyDoll_ Dolly Room Gatcha – (*new* @ Epiphany)
-_CandyDoll_ RARE – Dolly Room
-_CandyDoll_ RARE – Dolly Queen Bed
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Floor Pillow
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Wall Frame
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Suitcase
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Lamp
-_CandyDoll_ Doll PC
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Desk
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Macaron Plate
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Round Rose Rug

tb– Bon Voyage – Books
-tb- Bon Voyage – Vintage Camera
tres blah– Workspace – Tablet
-tres blah- Workspace – Pencil Holder
-tres blah- Pampered – Treat Yourself

+Half-Deer+ Fairy Curtain – Long

Posted in RAMA, Scandalize, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic

Sweet Surrender

It’s a song post, because this is a classic song that I remember from my early childhood. It also kinda fits the mood of the photo. You can read anything you want into this post, but you’re imagination is your responsibility. If you make assumptions, remember that YOU made them.

Bread – Sweet Surrender

Baby I’m through runnin’ it’s true
I’d be a fool to try to escape you
Maybe I’m beat but oh what a sweet surrender
You keep your rights, I’ll take your nights
No one can lose when we turn the lights out
Tastin’ defeat, lovin’ that sweet surrender
I’m givin’ up myself to you but I didn’t really lose at all
I gave the only love I’ve known and it never hurt me to fall
Now that it’s done, so glad you won
I know our lives have only begun now
No more retreat, only my sweet surrender

ready for dessert

wearing:
hair:  RAMA.SALON – Sarah Hair (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy
Scandalize. Dexi-TOP (*new* @ Tres Chic)
Scandalize. Babydoll.Thong.
SU!– Nylon Stockings BLACK
Essenz – Punta Cana

pose: . Infiniti . – Saucy

scene:
_CandyDoll_ Dolly Room Gatcha – (*new* @ Epiphany)
-_CandyDoll_ RARE – Dolly Room
-_CandyDoll_ RARE – Dolly Queen Bed
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Lamp
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Butterfly Frame
-_CandyDoll_ Dolly Yummy Plate