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This is our world

See the tramp coming up the strip with the a hundred dollar smile
Sparks flying off her finger tips, driving a young cunt wild
Some nights, I’m wound so tight, like a storm about to break
Better stand in a doorway when everything starts to shake
You get restless, like a cat waking up at midnight
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Layer other like a street god, with a drop-dead attitude
Scenes looking like a shadow now, and I know I’m being fooled
Sometimes I’m wound so tight like a wave about crash
Hard times seem to multiply, but the joy runs out so fast
You get restless, like a kid crawling out of a bad dream
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Make way for the son of a rebel
He’s got two black eyes, and a bitter heart
And a bone hanging on a chain
These times, like dynamite
A head on history
Some fools gonna bed it all down
And don’t care about you and me
You get desperate, like a child in the eye of a nightmare
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Ooooover
Ouuur worrrld, ouuur tiiimes
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
~ Alannah Myles – Our World, Our Times

JB vinyl west end dami doux

left:
hair:  DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Senja Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings
*Just BECAUSE* Dannicka Sweater
VINYL – Peach Shorts

middle:
hair: Modulus – Hugo Hair
head: LeLUTKA.Head.Skyler.2.0
body: [BODY] Athletic Meshbody (Legacy)
skin: Clef de Peau – Erik
tattoo: Vegas – No Boundaries

[ kunst ] – Allegiant bracelet (L)
[ kunst ] – Harper bracelet #3 / Right (M)
RAWR! Damascus Bracelet
Legal Insanity – Adam bento rings

right:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL – Lemon Romper @ N21

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Unbreakable Bond @ Uber

please check out Damien’s blog for his view: The Crow’s Nest

Posted in accessories, Cosmetics, DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, poses, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Closing this chapter

Well, so long, Genus. I’m not turning my back on you because of the dmca or any of that. I have a new head now and I will be featuring it soon. For now, I dedicate this post to the look I grew to love very much while wearing this head. I absolutely adore the look of the Genus heads, but the huds frustrate me to no end and I never can get the neck quite right with the legacy body. So, one final close up as I close the chapter on this look. I will always love the looks I achieved with Genus, but its time to embrace the new.

doux idtty rise gingerfish

hair:  DOUX – Dua hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

eyeshadow:  IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #4 @ Shiny Shabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #7 @ Shiny Shabby
SU!– Almond Nails

[ rD ] Omni Necklace @ Belle

pose: GingerFish Poses – Give Good Face

background: Ocean Lighs – Arcane Depths – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Bondi, Chic Moda, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Legacy, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo

Not Anymore

I’m having quite a bit of anxiety this morning. My mother and I are supposed to go get our hair cut today, but I’m in a great deal of pain. Plus, I’m so scared of the lackadaisical attitude that so many people have about the virus. The numbers are soaring in our area right now. I honestly don’t feel that she or I would survive given our kidney disease and other health issues. Once upon a time, I would have rushed out into the world hoping to get it and die. Not anymore. I finally want to live and I’m damn sure not ready to die for a freaking hair cut. I don’t want to go and I don’t want her to go either. The only alternative is for me to cut her hair myself and…well, I can trim my own without messing it up too much. I’m just not ready for some stranger to be in my personal bubble. I don’t think I can do it.

doux chicmoda lyrium

hair:  DOUX – Dua hairstyle @ Equal10
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
eyes: –SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Isla (Genus) toffee @ C88

upper tattoo: Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
lower tattoo: Apocalyptic – Butterfly creeper

BONDI . The Performer Sunglasses
.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’
SU!– Almond Nails
RichB. Halo Cuffs
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set

ChicModa // Sky Top @ FaMESHed
ChicModa // Haisley Skirt @ FaMESHed

pose: Lyrium. Leni Idle Stands Breathing Poses @ Equal10

.PALETO. Backdrop:. Duxbury @ Equal10

Posted in breathe, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Remembering Her

hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Sommer @ Summerfest
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace @ Belle
WHIMSY. Sadney.  @ Belle
[BREATHE]-Migiko Heels @ Belle

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – The Answer

background credits available in previous post: Treasures in the Attic

tv belle breathe

Posted in breathe, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Twice Upon a Time

hair: TRUTH Poetry
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Wolf Moon @ Men Only Monthly

KUNGLERS – Sidonia earrings @ Belle
Cynful Ariana Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Honami Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Cold Days

scene:
MINIMAL – Santorini Backdrop

DaD “Floral baggage” @ Summerfest

Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

[Rezz Room] Fennec Adult Animesh  @ Access

Posted in DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, vinyl, {le fil casse}

I have nothing left

I messed up. I messed up so big. I just had to say that my good mood was untouchable. I just had to put that out there and the universe said, “Challenge accepted.” Then the universe proceeded to take me on one helluva roller coaster ride. But instead of dipping down and back  up to level  out at the end….this ride went off the freaking tracks. I’m done. I’m not going to write about my life anymore. I’m not going to write anything. I can’t keep pretending that I’m okay and life is all rosey. I tried, because I knew people were tired of reading my whoa is me b.s. So, after today, there won’t be anything to read. Just pictures and credits. It may or may not cost me some blogging assignments & followers. I guess time will tell, but I have nothing left.

Mina LFC ayla diversion vinyl

left:
hair:  MINA – Ananda @ Summerfest
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

TRIGGERED – Paramour glasses @ Belle
[ rD ] San Croix Necklace @ Belle
{le fil casse} April Swim Set

pose: Diversion – Sunshower Set @ Belle

right
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head:  Genus Head – Classic Face
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL Bae Swimsuit

pose is in the lounger

Ayla. Beach Day @ Summerfest
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Parasol
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Lounger
Ayla. Beach Day – Basket

location: The Bay

Posted in Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Better Late Than Never

Every year there’s a Second Life challenge to do a yearbook photo and I’ve never participated. High school was not the best of times for me. I could have a do over, I know I would’ve done things very differently. I suppose that’s true for most of us. Anyway, whenever people do the yearbook photo challenge I can’t help but giggle, because I hated our senior yearbook photos. The first ice school I went to, gave an option to do the standard senior photo with the velvet crap draped off shoulder for girls/tuxedo for boys OR you could pay for the deluxe package to have outdoor shots that reflected your personal style. However, life happened and we moved. So, the high school I ended up graduating from didn’t offer that. They only did the standard velvet crap. That pretty much summed up my high school years. Today when I shot this picture, I giggled at how long it took me to finally take the kind of picture I always wanted for my real life senior yearbook photo. Better late than never, I suppose…even if its virtual.

stealthic vinyl space cadet heaux idtty

hair: Stealthic – Chiffon
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[Heaux] Kitten Eyes @ SaNaRae
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FRENCH KISS #2 @ Kinky 
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FRENCH KISS #6 @ Kinky

[ rD ] – Madurai Set @ Belle
***earrings & necklace***
VINYL – Salt Cami @ Uber
VINYL – Chica Denim Skirt @ Uber

pose: – space cadet – furutsu

Posted in Second Life

I need healing

Wish I could’ve found the words to say
Wish I could’ve given what you gave
‘Cause we could’ve loved, we could’ve been something
But not if I’m brokenAnd I know that you love me but I don’t think I’m ready
Found me in a bottle
Oh, I thought I needed someone I could run to
Oh, run to, oh
But I need healing
I need healing
~ Arlissa – Healing

heaux-idtty-diversion-lode-cosmic-dust

hair: tram J0513b hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe (LeLutkaEVO)

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Brighton Eyes @ N21

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ANGEL DUST #5
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ANGEL DUST #8

LODE Head Accessory – Pansy [blue] @ ShinyShabby
[Cosmic Dust]  – Dakota Dress @ Kustom9

pose: Diversion  – Blossom – Poses @ Belle

Posted in Second Life

Girl on Fire

She’s just a girl, and she’s on fire
Hotter than a fantasy, longer like a highway
She’s living in a world, and it’s on fire
Feeling the catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away
Oh, she got both feet on the ground
And she’s burning it down
Oh, she got her head in the clouds
And she’s not backing down
This girl is on fire
~ Alicia Keys – Girl on Fire


hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe (LeLutkaEVO)

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Darks FLF May 22, 2020

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELELUTKA YOU WISH COLLECTION #4 @ Fetish Fair
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA YOU WISH COLLECTION #9 @ Fetish Fair

[Aleutia] Anya Top @ Belle

pose: space cadet – nasa’s fake set