Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Dirty Mind

I know what you like
Get the champagne
Hands on your thighs
Wanna get your body high
Get low
Or no
I know you wanna fight
Set a new pace
Wanna do you right
Keep your back to the sky
Go slow
Or no

Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I and my dirty mind
We can stay high or no?
Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I could die a thousand times
We can stay high or no?
~ Boy Epic – Dirty Mind

Chemicoll Romance

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

hair: Lamb. Boyish
::TI:: Grunge Face straps
[ kunst ] – Slim Cigarette
: CULT : ROU RINGS SET
Ascendant – Spiked Nails

1. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Jacket (M) RARE @ The Epiphany
4. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Head Connecter (Black) @ The Epiphany
19. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Bottom Set (Black) M @ The Epiphany
25. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Tube Top ( Black ) M @ The Epiphany
34. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Backpack (Black) @ The Epiphany

pose by Bauhaus Movement

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Jian, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Raised by Tigers

When I initially created this post I was imagining some mighty warrior of legends to come, that had not only survived some type of apocalypse, but had lived amongst wild, rare tigers until they became united. I thought a girl that was perhaps raised by tigers, rather than the traditional story of being raised by wolves. Alas, I wrote none of it down, so I leave you to your own devices and imagination. What kind of story does this picture tell you? I’d love to know.

legend

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Elowen (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Izzie’s – Claw Wounds

.random.Matter. – Cermet Collar – Do Not Feed
[The Forge] Elryn Slayer VIP (*new* @ LootBox)
[The Forge] Elryn Dress (*new* @ LootBox)
[The Forge] Elryn Belt (*new* @ LootBox)
[The Forge] Elryn Boots (*new* @ LootBox)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

JIAN Tigers

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gos, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Should I Stay?

“I’m a good girl in the dark
I’ll rip right through your beating heart
Should I stay?
Or should I go?
Push it deep down, don’t let it show

Maybe I’m done?
Fade away like a memory
Maybe I’m done?
Lose yourself, feel the energy
Maybe I’m done?
Fade away like a memory
Maybe I’m done?
Lose yourself

I’ll be a bad girl, Valentine
I’ll burn into your dirty mind
Waiting is the hardest part
Fake it ’til I break you into little pieces
You will be my work of art
I’m caught in the physical
How long can I keep on hanging on?”
~ Meg Myers – Done

just right

wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Dawn (*new* @ Kustom9)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Ascendant – Flashback Nails (*new* @ Level)
[The Forge] Sofia (*new* @ Kustom9)
[Gos] So Chic Stilettos & Stockings (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

BUENO-Red Hall
[Kres] Queens Daybed

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Roots

“I thank you for all the lives you’ve led
I thank you for every word you said
I thank you for walking away
I thank you
I thank you for the promises you broke
For always watching, watching while I choke
I thank you for teaching me
Yes, I thank you for your hurting
I bite down a little harder
My blades a little sharper
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
Strike back a little harder
I scream a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I’m stronger than I ever knew
I’m strong because of you
I hit back a little louder
Fuck you a little harder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I thank you for the hole you dug in me
Filled it with cement, sunk me in your sea
Thank you for being so obscene
I thank you

I thank you for never facing me
Swimming in the mud, never coming clean
I thank you for nothing in between
Yes, I thank you for leaving
I bite down a little harder
My blades a little sharper
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
Strike back a little harder
I scream a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I’m stronger than I ever knew
I’m strong because of you
I hit back a little harder
Fuck you a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
You wanna know why I like the pain, you say?
There’s a sick part of me thankful for the hate, I
I stay positive and I, I push forward, ya see?
I, I gotta do the right thing for my family!
So I smile and I say that the world is just fine,
as these fucking parasites eat up my spine,
So I ask you once, and I ask you again
Where do your roots start
And where do your roots end?
I bite down a little harder
My blades a little sharper
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
Strike back a little harder
I scream a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I’m stronger than I ever knew
I’m strong because of you
I hit back a little louder
Fuck you a little harder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow…
~ In This Moment – Roots

cybersady

wearing:
hair: .Shi Hair : Ruach (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

[The Forge] Kera Arms (*new* @ Arcade)
[The Forge] Kera Bodysuit (*new* @ Arcade)
[The Forge] Kera Boots (*new* @ Arcade)
[The Forge] Vyper Katana

pose by Bauhaus Movement
Backdrop: SAYO Sin – Manic Reverie – Tunnel of Stars COMMON

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Dahlia, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Imitation

“Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery that mediocrity can pay to greatness.”
― Oscar Wilde

There sure are a lot of imitations going around the grid these days. I’m not pointing fingers at anyone in particular, but whether you’re a designer or photographer or blogger….whatever your creative outlet is….know that you cannot stop them from taking your ideas and trying to make them their own. It happens to the best of us. Keep your chins up and keep doing you. Besides, God don’t like ugly and karma is a bitch, between the two…I trust that thieves will suffer their own personal fate.

public bathrooms

wearing:
hair:  .ICONIC:TAMAR:
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Dahlia – Kori – Earrings (*new* @ A+)
Dahlia – Kori – Necklace (*new* @ A+)

Blueberry – Loli – Hoodie Top
Blueberry – Girls Night – Split Skirt
Blueberry – Fire Boots

pose by Bauhaus Movement

scene:
KraftWork Portobello Adult Public Toilet
+Half-Deer+ Spilled Liquid – Small Puddle – Water Set
Stockholm&Lima:Used Condom (Floor)
Stockholm&Lima:Used Condom Wrapper

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Love IS Blind

How many red flags do we ignore, because we THINK we’re in love? For whatever reason, we’ve set out sights on that person. Suddenly, all the signs that will be so crystal clear to us in the future are excusable.
There were so many signs when I first met my ex husband. He lied. Repeatedly. He lied about his job and I decided that he was just embarrassed by his actual position. He thought it would be more impressive if he had the same job as his friend that brought him into Second Life. I thought it was cute that he was worried about what I’d think. *rolls her eyes at herself* He lied about his living situation. He lived at home with his mother, but he told me he lived with a roommate. Again, I excused it as cute that he was worried about what I thought. That’s two lies before we even met in person. *sighs* He lied about sending me a package in the mail. Turns out, there never was a package. *hangs her head* I racked that up as a stupid lie, but no biggie. Just one of those lies should have been enough to turn my ass around and go the other direction.
He lied about several other things and yet…my dumbass still married him. Look where that got me! Now I’m not even sure he ever loved me. I think I was just an escape from a life he hated. *shrugs* It is what it is, but you can be damn sure I won’t be falling for that trap again!

love IS blind

wearing:
hair: [RA] Ary Hair – Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – Winter Flower
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Wicca’s Wardrobe – Elowen Necklace [Silver]
(Yummy) Art Deco Rings (*new* @ C88)

_CandyDoll_ Misty Dress (*new* @ C88)
Eudora3D Aerendyll (Enchantment)

pose by Bauhaus Movement combined with the pose in the hair hud
Helix – This is Sick Backdrops – The Bearded Guy (*new* @ Unik)

Posted in Catwa, Events, Gos, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Heart of Glass

“Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing only to find
Mucho mistrust, love’s gone behind
Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love’s gone behind
In between ‘what I find is pleasing’ and ‘I’m feeling fine’
Love is so confusing
There’s no peace of mind if I fear I’m losing you
It’s just no good, you teasing like you do”
~ Blondie – Heart of Glass

heartofglass

wearing:
hair:  Exile – Talia
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Astrid Eyes
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #20 [PUMEC] – MIA – JUNE (*new* @ Epiphany)
tattoo: Apocalyptic – Submission of love
Ascendant – Diamond Heart
Ascendant – Pretentious Nails (*new* @ ShinyShabby)
LYBRA . CARLA (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)
[Gos] Kate Thigh High Boots (*new* @ Uber)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

for information about the scene: A Journey

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Maitreya, Second Life, Uber SL

Kill & Chill

So, almost everyone knows that Netflix & Chill has lost it’s original meaning and turned into code for something comparable to a booty call. I personally still think of it is as me binge watching TV from the comfort of my bed with some good snacks! However, sometimes I’m irritated or anxious and sitting still watching television isn’t going to do the trick. Sure, I could take a xanax and calm down, but then I’d pass the fuck out. That’s too chill, especially when I’ve got so much on my plate. This past year I was introduced to Guild Wars 2 and I’ve got to say it has become the perfect escape for me. There are times that I am simply not feeling social, but going into another virtual world to kill monsters? Oh yes, please!!! Plus, its no big secret that I’m a lover of violence!
The minute I saw this fantastic form fitting bodysuit from Bueno, my mind immediately went to Kill Bill, as it is one of my favorite films of all time. I even did a term paper in college on Beatrice, but that’s a story for another time. It probably would have been more appropriate for this picture, but anyone that reads my blog regularly knows that I do what I want! *laughs*

kill and chill

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Bise hair  (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #20 [PUMEC] – MIA – JUNE (*new* @ Epiphany)
BUENO-BodySuit (*new* @ Uber)
[VALE KOER] HERMES KICKS

pose by Bauhaus Movement

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Second Life, shopping

No time to hate

“I got no time to hate people who hate me. I’m too busy loving the people who love me.” ~RuPaul

I have to admit that I’ve been binging on RuPaul’s DragRace All Stars and I swear those ladies are the fiercest of the fierce! They make me wish I could be a drag queen! Alas, I cannot, for I’m not only a woman, but I’ve got the grace of a crack head in a porcelain factory. Just another reason for me to love the outlet that Second Life provides me. Here I can dress up or dress down. I can be as sexy as I want to be and despite those that call this platform a game, those emotions…those feelings…they flow through me from this virtual world into the real world. I heard RuPaul say the quote above the other night and the very next day, someone special to me that I thought hated me came to me. We confronted the issues we’ve been having and we’ve decided to start clean. We need each other, because we both fight a lot of the same demons. I’m taking this gift (quote) from RuPaul and I’m going to apply it to my life. I will remember it and stop letting the negative energies of others enter my bubble.

jealous sea

wearing:
hair: #Besom~Josie
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: -SU!- Astrid Eyes
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Emmy (*new* @ C88)

(Yummy) Comfy Cozy Ring Set (*new* @ C88)
Ascendant – Midnight Call Nails (*new* @ Vanity)
_CandyDoll_ Zoey Bra
_CandyDoll_ Zoey Panties
_CandyDoll_ Zoey Socks

pose by BauHaus Movement
[Dollmart]Empress Chair

 

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Reverie, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

What I Am

Somethings never change. *laughs* So, I have boxes of notebooks and loose papers filled with words I’ve written, notes I’ve taken, letters, poems, short stories, essays…just anything and everything. So, I’ve been going through a lot of this stuff, realizing that I don’t need a lot of this crap and since I’m sort of starting over, why not declutter my life before I turn into a hoarder, right? I got really tickled as I was going through this one notebook. I remember I had sat down with my friends and stacks of note paper. We sat around drinking coffee, laughing, talking, and whenever one of us thought of a good topic for me to write about or a question for me to answer, we wrote it down, folded up the paper and dropped it in this shoebox. The goal was to take out a piece of paper at least once or twice a week, and respond to the topic, date it, and maybe, if I felt like it, I would share with them later on. I didn’t.

However, I came upon that notebook and found an entry dated the 2nd of February, 1999. So, twenty years ago, here’s what I wrote in response to a topic that said: My Worst Habits

I’d have to say that my worst habit would be smoking cigarettes. I’ve tried to quit several times. Apparently, I have not tired hard enough. I also cuss way too much. It’s not attractive, ladylike, or professional Its unnecessary and I need to quit that, too. I procrastinate too much. I smoke too much weed. It has affected my memory and it makes me lazy. I don’t think I’ll ever quit all together, but I surely need to ease up. I have a lot of bad habits and I need to make a list of the ones I want to change, and if need be, replace them with more positive ones.

Just to drive home the point of me sharing this…I still smoke, I still cuss too much, procrastination has become an art form, and I still smoke weed. Though not nearly as much as I did back then. I think back then, I smoked no less than a couple ounces a week. *shrugs* I had a good deal in place and that was my life. Those were some good times, but the real point is a line from one of my favorite songs ever, “What I am is what I am…”
If you don’t know Edie Brickell & New Bohemians….check it out. Yes, its older than most of my readers, but like all the best music…it is timeless.♥

little decisions

wearing:
hair:  .ICONIC.JEWEL. (*new* @ TLC)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
{le fil casse} Beverly Dress  (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

scene:
Nutmeg. Distressed Grand Piano Dark
Nutmeg. Vintage Metronome
DaD – Blowing Curtain B
{Reverie} Honey Pie Aged Books and Candles