Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin

Its been fun

I’ve cut way back on my blogging commitments lately and I have to say its been fun to play with different styles again. I think this photo would have looked better without the pup, but I couldn’t resist that he was sitting the same way as me. I don’t have a whole lot to say as I’ve been struggling with my health lately. I suppose I could have done a micro post for this photo, but I didn’t. *shrugs*

hair: DOUX – Ubert hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

TRIGGERED – Treasurer Glasses Gacha #RARE @ Kawaii Project
BUENO-Bella Necklace @ Kustom9
kunst ] – Kyle Cuffs @ Kustom9
MIWAS  / Rei Outfit @ Equal10
-MIWAS / Rei Jacket
-MIWAS / Rei Bra top
-MIWAS / Rei Denim shorts
-MIWAS / Rei Boots

pose: Bauhaus Movement – F*ck The Mainstream 12
The Tunnel – Sick Neon – The Bearded Guy

Kalospia – Luna’s Hanging Light @ C88

Mutresse-Sitting2-Chubby Puppies

MVT – Organic Acai take away

Posted in breathe, Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

Wild One

What sweet world is this? Honey on the vine
School kid dreams came true then passed in the night
I used to dream about people like you
Now I don’t know why?
I used to sing about people like you
Now I just get high
I get wild on you baby
I get wild and fucking crazy like you never knew
~ Lana Del Rey – Wild One

hair: barberyumyumL14 @ Anthem
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

BUENO-Bella Necklace @ Kustom9
RichB. Imo Earrings
RichB. Adham Bracelet

VINYL – Saucy Top @ Kustom9
SPIRIT – Milda skirt
[BREATHE]-Nozoka Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 35

scene:
KraftWork Outdoor Cinema
-KraftWork Outdoor Cinema . Futon Lounger
-KraftWork Outdoor Cinema . Screen
-KraftWork Outdoor Cinema . Extra Tree

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Legacy, Lelutka, vinyl

Just Empty

Sometimes, I just don’t care. I don’t know why. I suppose its a symptom of mental illness. I’m not sure which one. I guess I should ask my therapist. Maybe one day I will. Then again, I’ve been ill for a few days, so it could just be related to that. I just know that lately, I don’t feel sad or happy. I just feel nothingness. As if there’s a void in my soul. It’s not dark or light. It’s not black or white. It’s not blurry or clear. It’s gray and foggy, like creepy autumn morning. It’s just empty.

hair: [monso] Babi Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)

RichB. Thalion Earrings
RichB. Mad NoseChain
[ rD ] – Thrall Necklace @ FaMESHed X
Pixicat– Hailey Top @ Anthem
VINYL – Sticky Bun Leggings @ FaMESHed

pose: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 14

backdrop is a combination of two:
I Dont Care – Bad Decisions – The Bearded Guy
Rustico – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

Posted in breathe, DOUX, Events, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Appreciation or Appropriation?

So, this might be a sensitive subject and I genuinely come to the table from a place of complete love. I’m also rather ignorant about the subject and I guess one could blame that on white privilege. However, in no way, shape, or form is this meant to insult ANYONE. And because I don’t like to offend people like that, I tend avoid certain things. However, I’ve noticed that Asian culture seems to be fair game. Oddly enough, its not one that I’ve been especially drawn to…except for the food. Cuz, let’s be fair, most Asian cuisine is pretty damn delicious and yes, I would honestly try some of the “weird” stuff they serve in the street food vendors I’ve seen on TV.
I guess my question is…when does it go from appreciation to appropriation? And when did this become a thing? For instance, growing up I always wondered how sports teams got away with using some of the names they used, because even as a child, I felt it was rather racist. My parents had no good answer about that teams and always said that one day they would change. They were right and as far as I know, most of them have changed. (I don’t follow sports, so some may not have changed yet.) Also, as a child, my favorite costume for Halloween was being a “gypsy,” but recently I discovered that even that term is considered racist now. I had no idea. I just loved all the jewelry and the flowing skirts. I liked it a whole lot more than being a princess! Also, as a kid…cowboys and Indians was a normal thing to play as a kid. We didn’t see them as good guys and bad guys, we just saw cowboy hats & guns or feathers & arrows. I always wanted to an Indian, because I thought they were cooler. I never could get into Westerns or cowboys.
So, if we look back on my childhood, without knowing my heart and reasons….was I racist? Was I appropriating someone’s culture? Well, I know my heart has never been racist. I know my parents weren’t racist. My family actually did have friends of other races and yes, they did come to our house (before you ask). With that said, my father was in the U.S. Army, so I was exposed to different races and cultures from a very early age.
To me, skin color is the same as hair color…the darker your natural pigment, the harder it is to change it.
Feel free to comment anyway you like, but know this…ANY clear-cut racist or hateful remarks will be deleted. This is not about hate or racism, this is about me trying to better understand the world I live in.

breathe

hair:  DOUX – Jane Hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

.TeaBunny. + [CX] Shamisen Hairpins
*:..Silvery K..:*Japanese pipe(Lotus Silver)T
toksik – Propitious Qipao Dress
[BREATHE]-Toyumi Heels @ Epiphany (close Aug 12)

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Let The Beat Drop 26

Red Core – Asian Walls – The Bearded Guy

 

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Jian, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Before Love Came to Kill Us

I know nobody gets outta love alive
We either break up when we’re young
Or we say goodbye when we die
For a moment at least I know
You were mine and it was beautiful
But winter comes and roses don’t survive
It’s gettin’ late
And I should go
But I wanna hold ya
Like it’s June in the west end
Back when you were my best friend
Before love came to kill us
We’re not supposed to
But I can’t learn my lesson
I miss when you were my best friend
Before love came to kill us

Blueberry Bearded Guy

hair: DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
Blueberry – Solstice – Seashell Top
Addams // Be Free Belted Shorts

pose: BauhausMovement – Within Me 2

Borrachito Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Ex Machina Wine Bottles case

Serenity Style– Moonlight Romance- Wine Bottle
Serenity Style-Moonlight Romance Glass of Wine

JIAN Rascal Rats 2. Black Companion

Posted in Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo, Uber SL

Trying Something

Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*

demon

hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo

makeup: THIS IS WRONG Creep makeup
eyes: [Heaux] Grave Eyes
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9

toksik – Devil’s Manner Horns
*PKC* Danni Collar @ Kinky
Mug – Killer Nurse – #2 Test Subject RARE
AsteroidBox. Layla Bikini @ Equal10
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PRIYA” @ Uber

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black

background: The Asylum Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Blueberry, Collabor88, E.A.Studio, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Nothing Left to Say

If you could only save me
I’m drowning in the waters of my soul…
~ Imagine Dragons – Nothing Left to Say/Rocks

truth bauhaus movement blueberry diversion

hair: TRUTH Kitten
head: Genus Head – Classic Face
AG. Aurora Eyes Mint
skin: [theSkinnery] Macie (Genus)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

.:E.A.Studio:.  INSANITY PATCH EYE
Ascendant – Brighten Stars
Bauhaus – Kim Jewels @ Collabor88
Bauhaus – Kim Top @ Collabor88
Blueberry – Dynamite – Leggings On Steroids

Diversion – Main Girl Poses @ La Vie en Pose

 

Posted in Events, Fashion, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Sexy Time

Its that time again…yep, you guessed it…Whore Couture is back. Prepare yourselves, because naughty pictures will be everywhere. You’re welcome. Y’all know how much I love taking sexy pictures. Well, they’re sexy in my mind and I hope that others enjoy them. Just try to remember that just because the bloggers and photographers of SL are posting dirty pics….or the fashionistas are running around scantly dressed…you are NOT to grab any of us inappropriately, not even in an emote. Well, unless we belong to you…and as of recently, I am officially off the market. So you guys can look and enjoy the view anyway you want..*grins*…but keep your hands and emotes to yourself. Let’s show some respect, yeah? Feel free to compliment each other, but please don’t assume that because we shed our inhibitions on the grid that the person behind the avatar is anything like that in the real world….unless you really know better…that does not mean your opinions are facts.

asteroid box whore couture

Tableau Vivant // Falling hair Gacha – Evenfall
AsteroidBox. Keres Jacket
AsteroidBox. Emilia Skirt & Shoes @ Whore Couture

JIAN Lively Labs :: Black Companion Pup

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Let The Beat Drop set

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life

Baby, I’m sick inside

Baby I’m sick inside
I’m definitely out of my mind
I know there’s something not quite right
Disconnect, system override
You’re so brave from your side of the glass
And you, you can’t compute, you can’t do the math
And you’re, you’re playing god with your remote control
But I already know that there’s a flaw in my code and the
The truth is you silently study me
And there are consequences that you cannot see
And you ask yourself how did I unplug
But the simple truth is that I just don’t give a fuck

Forge belle

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK

Sintiklia – Hair Bethy
Kibitz – lacey choker
[The Forge] Kesha @ Belle

pose by Bauhaus Movement
[BH9] – Cyber City 2077 V2

Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

DoberMittens

I was so excited when I heard about these dobermans. Many many years ago, I stayed with a family that had several dobermans and upon my first visit, I was absolutely terrified. Mostly, because one of them would jump right over the fence and greet people at their cars. She was simply excited to see visitors. She turned out the be the sweetest dog ever, but man did she put the fear of god into people at the time. My experience with them has been nothing but positive so I named my main doberman, Mittens…short for DoberMittens. *grins*

blueberry rezz room

body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Tableau Vivant // Cinder hair
Bauhaus Movement – Emma Headpiece @ Hair Fair
Blueberry – Group Gift – Tank Top & Denim Skirt
#EMPIRE – Edelweiss

[REZZ ROOM] IMPERIAL DOBERMAN ANIMESH @ Man Cave