Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, [BREATHE]

F.F.F.

Friends come and go, friends come and go
Go like the seasons
I never know, I never know what to believe in
And it’s getting old, it’s getting old
But no hard feelings
‘Cause friends come and go, friends come and go without a reason
And I, I’ve been in L.A. for way too long
Can’t get this air inside my lungs
It feels like I’m suffocatin’ from all the lack of the realness here
Is there anybody real out here?
Got my middle, middle up while I’m singing
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
I’ve had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
And I ain’t got the time, money on my mind (yeah)
I’ll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

F.F.F.

hair: DOUX – Lia hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

[ rD ] – Hydra Set @ TLC
(choker & earrings)
^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01/E01 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Savi Leather Top + Savi Leather Shorts @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Konoka Heels @ Epiphany

pose: Diversion – Disconnected – Pose Set

[Bad Unicorn] Meir Red Lounge Backdrop

Fancy Decor: Fuck Throw Pillow

-SU!- The Moon Cat Cushion #01

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’ve made it this far

the more I get to know myself
the less I understand myself
I don’t know how to let go
of this all weight I put on me
of who I am or where I’ll be
once I learn to let go
always set my sights on
diamonds in the future
remember when you wanted what you got right now
when I close my eyes
and I’m all alone with my mind
I get scared I’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but I’ve made it this far
yeah I made it this far
half way to falling apart
but I’ve made it this far

I’ve made it this far

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01 for lel Evo X Human Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Bella Tennis Necklace Set @ Kustom9
(necklace & hoop earrings)
[ kunst ] – Nose Plaster
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Hanging Phonecase-IDC @ C88
BUENO-Dranks-Strawberry @ Kustom9
[Eternus] Gianna Top
[Eternus] Gianna Dress

pose: Lyrium. Savi Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
[Bad Unicorn] Hail Monstera Backdrop @ Kustom9

Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Worthy of Gratitude

This past year is definitely one for the history books. I could easily tear it all down and rant about all the wretched events that have occurred. I’d rather count the blessings and rejoice in the lessons. We all know what we’ve lost and there’s nothing to gain by focusing on our losses. We need to regroup and gather all that hope we had at the beginning of this year. We need to take that hope and truly visualize a better year for all of us. We have to let go of the hate, the sorrow, and the misery and move forwards with love, joy, and faith.
It’s time for us to appreciate the people that uplift us. It’s time to reach out to those less fortunate. It’s time for us to embrace the lives we still get to live. It would be so easy for me to focus on my limitations and the restrictions in my life. Instead, I choose to embrace the freedoms and abilities that I often take for granted. Ok, I can’t be on my feet for more than ten minutes without experiencing some pretty intense pain, but I CAN be on my feet for ten minutes! I can walk from one room to the next. I can walk to my car. I have rooms. I have a car. Those are blessings. I appreciate them so much. I have haters that want to post lies about me. I also, have some of the most wonderful friends I could have ever hoped for in my life.
So, that’s it. In looking at the yuck this year has delivered….if I dig deep enough, I also find some pretty awesome advantages. If you take a good look at your own life, I bet you’ll find some remarkable things worthy of gratitude, too.

Worthy of Gratitude

hair: Stealthic – Fixated
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Dress @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Boots @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Santa Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: space cadet – pack 12 @ Harajuku

[Bad Unicorn] Cold World Backdrop @ FaMESHed

Sese – Christmas Tree Farm @ Arcade
-22.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Wrapper
-5.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Tree
-23.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree+Ornaments
-14.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Snow Tree Lights
-2.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Cage
-10.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Grove

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, Uber SL

The time’s not near, it’s here

When the world is laughing at itself, all she can do is cry
But when the world is scared and crying out, she laughs fearless inside
‘Cause she believes ’til she can see
Floating freely, breathing easy over stratospheres
Eternity throws glory, stars redeeming all the years
Do you believe and will you dream
Turning the pages
Open these cages
Quiet days we can hear this sound
Heaven’s throne in the earth come down
The decree’s out now
Never been so loud
Making way for the undoing
Of the death in everything
The decree’s out now
Never been so loud
The time’s not near, it’s here
A holy fear is here
It’s here

cynful doux rise

hair:  DOUX – Princess hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

[ rD ] – Yvoire Necklace @ Gems
SU!– Almond Nails
Cynful Scrunchie Dress @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rain Bento Pose Set

scene creating using:
[Bad Unicorn] All The Lights – Blackout Backdrops @ LeveL

{anc} colorful rain

Posted in Bad Unicorn, crate, Events, Home Decor, Kustom9, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, unKindness

Ingredients

I am such a sucker for decor and houses in SL. I took a break from blogging home decor for a few months a while back and I missed it so bad, I had to return. I’m far from being one of the top home decor bloggers, but I can promise you that it tears at my heart each time I build a scene and tear it down. However, once in a while I come across things that scream to me that they should be together. That is exactly what happened to me when I saw this kitchen set at 6 Republic and then saw this skybox from Toro. There are only a couple of days left in that event, so if you don’t make it, be sure to swing by Seraphim to see what you missed, then hit up the mainstores to collect the ingredients you’ll need for your dream home.crave kitchen

scene created in Toro. West Berlin Loft Skybox (*new* @ 6 Republic until Nov 20)

crate Hell’s Kitchen (*new* @ 6 Republic until Nov 20)
crate Hell’s Kitchen ~ Cabinets
crate Hell’s Kitchen ~ Accessories
crate Hell’s Kitchen ~ Fridge
crate Hell’s Kitchen ~ Oven
crate Hell’s Kitchen ~ Island
crate Hell’s Kitchen ~ Stool

crate Krusty Kitchen Shelf Full Set
crate Famila Ranch Set ~ Pinto Bean Cactus
crate Famila Ranch Set ~ Reclaimed Milk Jugs ~ Farmers Market

uK – Benvenuto Full Set (*new* @ Uber until Nov 22)
uK – Benvenuto Marbel Planter
uK – Benvenuto Round Vase
uK – Benvenuto Floor Runner
uK – Benvenuto Weave Basket 1
uK – Benvenuto Weave Basket 2
uK – Benvenuto Copper Chimes

Mithral * Lemon Lime Philodendron (Wood Pot) (*new* @ Kustom9)

Tentacio sandwich table (*new* @ Kustom9)

+Half-Deer+ Hot Chocolate Bar Cart – Bookstack

[Commoner] Brash Can / RX (Prozac)
[Commoner] Brash Can / RX (Ritalin)
[Commoner] Brash Can / RX (Vicodin) RARE
[Commoner] Brash Can / RX (Ambien)

[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Boxed Wine (Chardonnay)

[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’

tres blah– Hodgepodge – Dirty Dishes 1
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Refreshments

floorplan. hanging crate light

Sari-Sari – Sweet Stuff – Liquorice Jar

[LJ] Alpha Soupy – Oops!

(fd) Cat – 08 Stretching

*ionic* Fruit Shelf

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Codex, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

In My Head

So, if you relate the first bit of lyrics below, click the link and you can sing along, read along, or just listen to the rest of the song. I’m not much in the mood to talk about my feelings at the moment, but the song is a clue for those that care. I don’t really expect anyone to…so its another post with lyrics. It’s 4am and this is where I am in my head.

“I know it’s not the same
But I feel it any way
Tell me if that’s okay
No, I’ll be on my way
Should’ve known, now I feel insane
Am I insane?
I’ve waited way too long
Yeah, I know you’ve changed
You have a different face to me
I guess that I was wrong
I’m the one to blame
And that’s a shame, you see
Uhh-uh-uh, you’re in my head
And I keep on forgettin’
Uhh-uh-uh, you’re here instead
And it seems never ending
Uhh-uh-uh-uhh, I know, I know you’ve changed
You don’t feel the same
Uhh-uh-uh, you’re in my head…”
~Peter Manos – In My Head

thinking it over

wearing:
hair:  Magika  – Chapters
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

[  kunst  ] – Old Cigarette Holder (left)
[Aleutia] Denali Top (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)
[Aleutia] Denali Pants (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Moth set
***modified using AnyPose

scene:
Loft & Aria – Ashcroft Bed
Loft & Aria – Ashcroft Side Table
Loft & Aria – Ashcroft Table Lamp

[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Zanax RARE

[ kunst ] – Ashtray v3 / Marble #2

.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Lover

[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’

04 CODEX_DELUXE TOY 4

Ariskea [Ophelia] Big Plant

 

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Aphorism, Apple Fall, Bad Unicorn, Catwa, crate, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, {what next}

Hidden Treasure

Have you ever played one of those hidden clue games? There’s several on Facebook, plenty of apps for phones, etc. You find the hidden objects and progress through the story. The picture with the hidden objects usually reflect that particular part of the story. Well, when I initially started setting up this scene….I ended up chasing squirrels all over the internet. What started out as a squirrel’s Halloween party quickly turned into a hidden object picture. Except, you don’t have to find them, they are all listed below with slurls so that you can go grab your own fun Halloween and Autumn decor! Happy shopping!♥

hidden halloween

wearing:
hair:  #Besom~Pesha
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alice Applier

!APHORISM! Ariana Hoody (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Addams // Millie Wool Socks // N*30

FOXCITY. Legs for Days Bento Pose Set

scene: 
*alirium* DwarfForest [OldGold]
*alirium* DwarfForest [Ember]

[ keke ] tree with mattress . all seasons (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[ keke ] willow leaves for ground – maxi

NOMAD // Scattered Leaves

Apple Fall Pinecones & Hazelnuts

JIAN Red Squirrel Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-JIAN Red Squirrel Feeder Tree
-JIAN Red Squirrel (Wanderer)

[Bad Unicorn] ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ (*new* @ Arcade)
-[Bad Unicorn] Ghost Stand ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’
-[Bad Unicorn] Game Over Backpack ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’
-[Bad Unicorn] Tricked Treats Pumpkin (Arcade Exclusive)
-[Bad Unicorn] Dinosaur Mask ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ RARE
-[Bad Unicorn] GRRReen Hands

crate Jack O’Lantern Decor ~ Ironwood Hills Gift
crate Nightshade Cloak Rack

.BIRCH Pentagram Torches (*new* @ TLC)

{what next} Fall Harvest Wheelbarrow
{what next} Autumn Bicycle Decor

Dahlia – Newport – Distressed Trinket Box  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Copper ~ Ironwood Hills Gift

floorplan. vintage crate

hive // extra crates [dark]

SAYO – Vizcaya Garden Party Set – Candles & Leaves

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Bondi, CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Hunger Hurts

“Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cause I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
I got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love”
~ Fiona Apple – Paper Bag

Bondi candydoll

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Batty
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alice Applier

BONDI . VOODOO QUEEN CROWN (*new* @ Salem)
_CandyDoll_ Cara Dress (*new* @ Uber)

pose: FOXCITY. The Journey Bento Set
[Bad Unicorn] No Way Out Backdrop ‘Cute Meets Evil Set’ (*new* @ Arcade)

Posted in FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, {what next}

Fall Into Autumn

Oh get your dirty minds out of the gutter, I am not talking about some hot girl named Autumn. Yeah, I know my readers. *laughs* I’ve been working on this room for over a week. I kept adding to it, taking away, moving this, replacing that.  Finally, I got it the way I want it. I look at the room and wish I could sink down in that couch with a good book. It sorta dawned on me, that I have a beautiful living room with furniture that is less than a year old and superbly comfortable. It needs to cool off first, that room is almost all windows and its too bright…too hot in there. *hisses at the sun*

Fall Into Autumn

I used Fancy Decor: Faline Wall Panels (gold) to create the room.

[Ds] Chesterfield Wingback Daddy’s Adult Chair

Polar Bear. Cat Frame – Brown Wood

dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . potted palm

{what next} Autumn Picture Shelf 2

Fancy Decor: Prescott Collection (*new* @ Uber)
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Coffee Table
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Vase with Branches
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Shelf
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Accent Chair
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Decorative Box
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Vases
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Petite Vases
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Honey Jug
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Leaning Books with Urn
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Photo Frame
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Book Stack with Box
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Books with Bookends
-Fancy Decor: Prescott 19th Century Painting
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Rug
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Sofa – cream leather
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Side Table
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Decorative Bowl
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Book Stack
-Fancy Decor: Prescott Basket

Fancy Decor (*new* @ Salem)
-Fancy Decor: Putnam Console
-Fancy Decor: Pumpkin Spice Quote
-Fancy Decor: Pumpkin Spice Candle
-Fancy Decor: Potted Succulent
-Fancy Decor: Cactus Pumpkin Planter
-Fancy Decor: Succulent Pumpkin Planter

Fancy Decor in the Gacha Gallows @ Salem)
11 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Emerlad – plain)
06 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Onyx – jeweled)
05 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Midnight – plain)
03 Fancy Decor: Opulent Pumpkin Stand (medium)
02 Fancy Decor: Opulent Pumpkin Stand (tall)
01 Fancy Decor: Opulent Pumpkin Stand (short)

09 Fancy Decor: Gold Dots Pillow
13 Fancy Decor: Nope Pillow

uK – The Journey Leafy Planter (*new* @ FaMESHed)

tres blah– Hodgepodge – Snail Mail
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Globe (Classic)
[Bad Unicorn x Birch] Mary Janes ‘Noel’s Cookies’
.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Floral
ISPACHI – The Arrival – Between Two Squirrels

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Cynful, Dahlia, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Pose Fair, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, shopping

The Lucky Ones

I’m going through a really hard time in real life, one of the hardest ever. Yet, I don’t need a drug to escape, thought I won’t deny they help…they are not an option for everyone. That’s a topic for another time. I was just thinking how lucky I am to have this amazing community of like minded people from all over the world. I have so many wonderful friends I can turn to for times like these. That know my story, my situation, they’ve watched it unfold, they’ve shared my triumphs and my failures. The know me, they love me, and they truly do support me.
If you don’t have that in Second Life, I highly recommend you work on some friendships, because no matter how hard things get, I know I’m lucky to have them. We are the lucky ones, because we have each other. So, pardon my language for a minute while I do a quick shout out to the Cunts and the MF’n MF’rs.  Thank you. ♥

cynful dahlia and
“We are the lucky ones
And whatever comes
We are the lucky ones”
~ Kerli – The Lucky Ones

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Annie (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

Dahlia – Winifred – headpiece (*new* @ Salem)
.Swan. Bewitched Kitty Collar (*new* @ Salem)
**RE** Corvino Set (*new* @ Salem)
-**RE** Corvino Earrings
-**RE** Corvino Multistrand Necklace
03. Ascendant – Bridget B. [Finger Gems Black] RARE (*new* @ Salem)
08. Ascendant – Bridget B. [Bento Nails] (*new* @ Salem)
[Cynful] Gracey’s Shrug (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: ::WetCat:: ‘Natalie’ Pose Set Bento (*new* @ Pose Fair)
[Bad Unicorn] Imaginarium Backdrop