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more reasons than usual doesn’t hurt

It’s no secret that I love October. Between my birthday and Halloween, how could I not? Even if you’re not into the dark, bloody, scary side of Halloween, there are all sorts of cute bits out there to help you get in the mood. Plus its the perfect time of year to break out colors you might not otherwise wear, like purple and black…or orange…or just go a teensy bit goth. This is the perfect time to experiment with your look, cuz if you hate it or other people don’t react well, you can just say its a costume, right? There’s so much fun stuff out there right now, I can’t imagine not shopping during October. Let’s face it, most of us don’t need an excuse to shop, but having even more reasons than usual doesn’t hurt either. *winks*
Today is super busy for me, so I’m not writing a ton. I wish you all a wonderful weekend and an awesome October!!

more reasons than usual doesn’t hurt

foundation
hair: DOUX – Sam hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: GOREGLAM ‘Mondaiji’ Eyeshadow LEL EVO @ Access
lipstick: GOREGLAM ‘Lucid Dream’ Gloss @ Access

fashion
Orsini Jewelry VERA Earrings @ Access
-SU!- Almond Nailssere
Seniha. Alizon Set @ Access

pose: Lyrium. Ria Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

background
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Chic B&B

Loft & Aria – Bramble Entry @ C88

Serenity Style– Molly the pumpkin killer
Serenity Style– Charlie The Silly Clown

DISORDERLY. / Harvest Tables / Orange @ Kustom9

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Posted in accessories, bento, blogging, Bueno, Chic Moda, Collabor88, DOUX, Equal10, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin

Play With It

I want to say right up front that I am not an official Lelutka Blogger, so all the heads I have purchased myself, with the exception of two that were bought for me, by my beautiful sisters, Kess and Sassy. However, like many people on the grid I will use whatever resources I can to acquire things as quickly as possible. Thus, I acquired the new Gaia head and played with it straight away. To my immediate surprise, I discovered that this head came with THREE sets of ears. There’s the basic human ears that are already attached to the head. There are the standard elf ears that have become a fixture with the new Evo X line. However, the big surprise was that there was fox ears, too!!! WHAT?!?!? Now, I love me some cats and I am quite feline in nature. However, I rarely go full out neko anymore. These ears are quite tempting, but at my age…well, I just feel like they are a bit costumey for me. Yes, I made up a word. With that said, I have seen soooo many girls wearing these and they are sooo damn cute!! I’m not even sure that this head’s base features work for my personal look and preferences, but this head is definitely a game changer. If you are looking for a new look, something that isn’t quite like everyone else…I recommend that you at least demo this adorable new head. Play with it and experiment with different skins, cuz we all know that a skin can change everything. For instance, I’m wearing the new Sora skin from Glam Affair in this photo, but when I tried on some other skins it was a completely new look from this one. This also inspired me to go have a look at the Lelutka store for which heads I don’t own. What I discovered (yes, I’m slow) is that they have updated quite a few of their previous heads to Evo X. So, the next time you see me, I’ll be wearing Erin Evo X and it will look a lot more like Sady than this one. The moral of the story is…if this isn’t the head for you, try looking at some of the updated heads. You just don’t know what you might find until you try it out. This is the cheapest plastic surgery on the planet, so why not play with it and have some fun!?!?

Play With It

foundation
hair: DOUX – Blush hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Gaia Head @ E10
eyes: AG. Gaia Eyes – Neko Pack @ Equal10
head skin: [Glam Affair] Sora Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Izzie’s – Eye Scar

fashion
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
BUENO-Polo Shirt Dress @ Anthem
Just BECAUSE Velma Socks&Shoes @ FaMESHed

pose: Lyrium. Blair Breathing Stand Set + Spooky Notebook @ Equal10

background
Oubliette- Conjure Witches Cottage @ Darkness

ChicModa Decor // Webbed Coffin Shelf // BLACK

..::THOR::.. Ritual Set @ Arcade
-1 ..::THOR::.. Ritual Altar – dark – RARE
-3 ..::THOR::.. Evil Plant – dark
-5 ..::THOR::.. Herb Potion
-6 ..::THOR::.. Celestial Moon Essence
-7 ..::THOR::.. Astral Powder
-10 ..::THOR::.. Gem Owl – obsidian
-13 ..::THOR::.. Incense Burner + Sticks
-14 ..::THOR::.. Ouija Planchette
-15 ..::THOR::.. Pagan Skull
-16 ..::THOR::.. Incense Sticks Holder
-17 ..::THOR::.. Ritual Candle
-18 ..::THOR::.. Altar Pouf – Celestial

22769 – Witchcraft @ Arcade
-03 – 22769 – Skull and Candles – COMMON
-05 – 22769 – Cauldron with Books – COMMON

[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara Set @The Arcade
-7. [ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Mirror w Skull
-11. [ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Skull w Cigar Bone
-17. [ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Magical Book
-19. [ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Skull w Candle Bone
-21. [ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Candlestick (Black, Silver, White)

HEXtraordinary Bat Cat – Companion @ Arcade
HEXtraordinary Black Cat – Wanderer @ Arcade

Posted in accessories, Animals, bento, blogging, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, tattoo

Abracadabra

I heat up, I can’t cool down
You got me spinning
‘Round and ’round
‘Round and ’round and ’round it goes
Where it stops nobody knows
Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burning flame
Burning flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher
Abra abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abracadabra
Abracadabra

Abracadabra

foundation
hair: Magika – Morticia @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyese
head skin: [Glam Affair] Sora Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
tattoo: .: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly
WarPaint* Possession [LeL EvoX] – fresh scar @ Salem

fashion
.Tardfish. Undead Bird @ Salem
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
Orb Censor FATPACK + {egosumaii}
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
Seniha. Ethne Hat @ Satan Inc
Seniha. Ethne Set @ Satan Inc
(choker, dress, & boots)

[Rezz Room] Box Cerberus Animesh @ Neo Japan

background
Pitaya – Ritual Circle – White @ Salem

{anc} dandelion fluff “daytime”
{anc} starry starry night (clear)
{anc} flower paper lantern

Posted in accessories, bento, blogging, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

you have to face your demons

Human beings, we have dark sides; we have dark issues in our lives. To progress anywhere in life, you have to face your demons. ~John Noble

you have to face your demons

foundation
hair: Magika – Ash
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Halloween Eyes – 17 RARE @ Arcade
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Dazed. Rotten Lips & Eyebags – lel EVOX @ Salem

fashion
Tentacio Voodoo knife @ Satan Inc (gift)
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
AsteroidBox. Zoya Dress @ Anthem
[BREATHE]-Misoki Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Ana Poses – Magic 9 @ Arcade

background
Garmiani – Behold Day – The Bearded Guy

Raindale – Nightgrove spiderweb @ Arcade
Raindale – Nightgrove candles (black) @ Arcade

17 ..::THOR::.. Ritual Candle @ Arcade

BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Crow Frame @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Skull Black @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Skull Candle – Black @ Salem

KraftWork Spooky Candle . Dark

[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Rug Print1 @ Arcade
[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Candlestick @ Arcade

MH Dolores Topiary 1 @ Arcade

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there

Baby (Baby)
You’ve been so distant from me lately (Lately)
And lately (And lately)
Don’t even want to call you baby (Baby)
Saw us getting older (Older)
Burning toast in the toaster
My ambitions were too high (High)
Waiting up for you upstairs (Upstairs)
Why you act like I’m not there?
Baby, right now it feels like
It feels like you don’t care
Oh, why don’t you recognize I’m so rare?
Always there
You don’t do the same for me
That’s not fairI don’t have it all
I’m not claiming to
But I know that I’m special (Special)
Yeah
And I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there
To tell me I’m rare
To make me feel rare

I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there

hair: DOUX – Mishi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] Honey
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Fashionista Bikini – Flf Special April 16, 2021

pose: Lyrium. Eve Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Serenity Style– Sady Moon Dream Scene @ TLC

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’ve made it this far

the more I get to know myself
the less I understand myself
I don’t know how to let go
of this all weight I put on me
of who I am or where I’ll be
once I learn to let go
always set my sights on
diamonds in the future
remember when you wanted what you got right now
when I close my eyes
and I’m all alone with my mind
I get scared I’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but I’ve made it this far
yeah I made it this far
half way to falling apart
but I’ve made it this far

I’ve made it this far

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01 for lel Evo X Human Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Bella Tennis Necklace Set @ Kustom9
(necklace & hoop earrings)
[ kunst ] – Nose Plaster
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Hanging Phonecase-IDC @ C88
BUENO-Dranks-Strawberry @ Kustom9
[Eternus] Gianna Top
[Eternus] Gianna Dress

pose: Lyrium. Savi Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
[Bad Unicorn] Hail Monstera Backdrop @ Kustom9

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative

a glimpse into my BPD brain

Ok, so this is a bit off and has absolutely nothing to do with the photo, but since I am prone to sharing my real life or lackthereof here, I figure I might as well share this, too. However, this could be a trigger for some. If you are easily triggered by suicide topics, please have someone else read it first to determine whether or not you should. I’m doing this for me. These are my reasons: 1. to hold myself accountable 2. cuz I think the convo is cute 3. cuz it shows how quickly my state of mind changes
So, what I’m going to do is just copy a conversation between myself and my wifey, Ghoulina Waffles, cuz it pretty much sums things up. Please don’t go nuts and call for welfare checks, I’m fine and I have an appt with my therapist in the morning.

9:24am
Ghoulie: Hope your stint at XXXXXX went okay
Sady: girl, I couldn’t sleep before my shift
I just laid in bed for hours contemplating suicide
then after my shift, I passed the fuck out
and had a nightmare about a failed suicide attempt
Ghoulie: Jesus wammen
Sady: was a rad attempt fail tho
rofl
Ghoulie: you are not allowed to think of suicide when your wifey is this pretty https://flic.kr/p/2kENqCT
oh?
how’s that?
Sady: oooh, I tried to race my car into a busy intersection, but ended up launching my car over it instead, but also flipping it mid way so I was over the intersection upside down screaming “fuck yeah” out the window before turning right side up and crashing into a building
but in my dream, my car was so sturdy it protected me, so I just had a concussion some scratches and bruises
and a bunch of teenagers decided I was a worthy cause and all came to visit me
and then it was kinda over and a giant storm came and mom was passed out on the couch so I sat and watched this amazing storm outside
when it was over we went to target to buy candy
lmao
Ghoulie: WTF, so, you had an action film for a suicide attempt
Sady: ooh and at the store there were all these candy bar flavored pop tart bites….they were new and I was mad that they didn’t have a grab bag with all the flavors
especially since I didn’t want a whole bag of milky way pop tarts
lmao
Ghoulie: I like you, but you’re crazy (said with a gif)
Sady: note to self, do not use car in suicide attempt, cuz if it fails, you only killed your car
Ghoulie: No suicide attempts, okay?
Sady: we’ll see
Ghoulie: your body is already like evil hands rubbing together “Teeheehee we got this”
Sady: RIGHT???
Ghoulie: it’s like surprise suicide, you just can’t plan it
Sady: pretty much…lol

….then we trailed off to discuss our new Linden Labs stilt homes and other things

Again, I repeat, I’m fine now. I was just talking to one of my closest friends. She gets me on a level that most don’t and she knows when to take me seriously, when to worry, etc. She’s not worried and you shouldn’t be either. This is not a cry for help, but just a glimpse into my BPD brain. As my friend, Tracy Redangel, once said, “Depression lies.” I know this and I would not act on a suicidal impulse. Trust that I know myself far better than most and I will be discussing my thoughts with my new therapist tomorrow morning. Meanwhile, I have too much work to do and too many people counting on me to just up and dip out! I PROMISE.

a glimpse into my BPD brain

hair: [monso] Mabel Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

[ rD ] – Rayna Cuff & Earrings @ TLC
Rainbow Sundae Callie Bracelet @ TLC
MY BAGS by Mila Blauvelt My Naughty RED
hive // cold brew coffee to go .
Apl.Blossom Genesis @ TLC

pose: an lar [poses] The Sandra Series @ TLC

TROPIX // Time Music BackDrop 01 @ Access

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, skin, {le fil casse}

She was…

“She was perfect, pure maddening sex, and she knew it, and she played on it, dripped it, and allowed you to suffer for it.”
― Charles Bukowski, Factotum

Here’s a link to flickr for a better view, but its a moderate setting. So, you’ll need to have an account in oter to see it. 😉
https://www.flickr.com/photos/sadystikasabretooth/50968391828/in/photostream/

hair: DOUX – Venezia hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA NEXT PLEASE COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA NEXT PLEASE COLLECTION #6
{le fil casse} Sierra Mesh Set @ Kustom9

pose: Diversion – Serenity – Pose Set @ Shiny Shabby

backdrop: MINIMAL – Group Gift July 2019 v1

Posted in Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, vinyl

Get right to it

If you want it, we can get right to it
Mix some vodka with some OJ
Skip the mornin’ and let’s get right to it
Put your hands on my body
Me and my friends poppin’
No we don’t need no man to be gettin’ on down
Know how I like it
Like it
Don’t need no excuse to be going this ham
We’re bumping KC and the Sunshine Band
That’s the way I like it
Like it
Sippin’ so much Goose that you could call it geese
Sippin’ so much Goose that you could call it geese
Feel like I can fly when you are next to me
Feel like I can fly when you are next to me

Get right to it

left:
hair: DOUX – Tegan hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Ryn Head 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.3
skin: [Glam Affair] Yuki

VINYL – Love is Blind Top Pak TSS Leather Red

right:
hair: tram K0202 hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

ChicModa // Amanda Crop Cami & Bloomers

Ladybird. // Splatter worn by both

poses: – space cadet – paintin’ 1 set
**includes paint brushes, palette, & easel

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2020

Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter @ Equal10
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter I . Steel
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter IIb . Steel
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter IIa . Steel
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter III . Steel

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, fri.day, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

It’s not THAT many cats, Jason

I was hanging out with my amazing friends, Maria & Jason, when I got my hands on these gorgeous new sphynx cats from Rezz Room. I was squealing with delight, because…well…CATS! Jason started laughing and then predicted that I would be doing a post with a lot of cats. Started calling me the cat lady. So, in order to prove him wrong, I limited myself to only three. See? I have some self control, Jason! *laughs*

I am so very blessed to have these two amazing people in my life. So, I want to make sure they know how much I appreciate them both. ♥

It’s not THAT many cats, Jason

hair: Tableau Vivant // Vale hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

(Yummy) Poppet Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Jackie Set @ Access
Seniha. Jackie Sweater
Seniha. Jackie Top
Seniha. Jackie Pants

friday – Esme Sneakers @ C88

[Rezz Room] Box Sphynx Cat Animesh @ Man Cave

pose: GP Smoke 13

MINIMAL – Natural Nude Backdrop III Curtains @ Kustom9

Concept} 07.Bring. Sofa Adult. RARE @ Kustom9

Pitaya – Cushion Collection Part I WHITE @ TLC
Pitaya – Cushion Collection Part I MUSTARD @ TLC
Pitaya – Cushion Collection Part I GREEN @ TLC

Ariskea [Belle] Forever Roses [Peach] @ TLC

Soul2Soul. Moritz Bronze Sculpture @ TLC
Soul2Soul. Moritz Books @ TLC
Soul2Soul. Moritz Coffee Table -Fatpack @ TLC
Soul2Soul. Moritz Bronze Wall Art (Bonus) @ TLC

Apple Fall Chamise Occasional Table – Aged Oak
Apple Fall Pampas Grass
Apple Fall Bohemian Coffee Press (Group Gift)
Apple Fall Latte Decor (Group Gift)