Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Impossible to trust

When you make promises and break them, you are impossible to trust. It doesn’t matter whether its a personal or professional promise…if you say you’re going to do something and never say otherwise…then you don’t do it? You ruin any chances of me ever trusting you again. And word will get out that you’ve broken those promises. You think that the people you’ve hurt will never speak up? You’re wrong. We do speak up and we speak to each other. Don’t ever think that you’re so special or important or successful that you can just walk on people without consequences. Trust me, there is a karma out there waiting for you and you will NOT like it. There will come a time when you depend on someone and they are going to leave you hanging just like you left those whose hearts were broken right along with the promises you broke. You will sit there wondering why people treat you this way or that way, but deep down…you know damn well why. Good people do not just walk away from their responsibilities, their obligations, their commitments. They simply don’t…and I don’t care what you believe in, you best believe that all that nasty wasted energy you created with your lies will come back to you and it will not come with a warning. Your day will come and we will be watching.

kunglers lybra belle

hair:  DOUX –  Evangeline hairstyle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

*LODE* Head Accessory – Begonia [orange] RARE @ Shiny Shabby
KUNGLERS – Miray necklace @ Belle
LYBRA . OCTOBER @ Belle

pose: Diversion – Wicked Beauty Poses @ Belle
location: Author’s Point

 

Posted in Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Move Mountains

You’re broken down and tired
Of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can’t find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
And move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I’ll rise up
I’ll rise like the day
I’ll rise up
I’ll rise unafraid
I’ll rise up
And I’ll do it a thousand times again
And I’ll rise up
~ Andra Day – Rise Up

tram cynful

hair: tram G0819 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Kibitz – Carlia’s necklace
Cynful Fashionista Cropped Cardigan @ FaMESHed
Cynful Andrea’s Top
Cynful A Girl`s Leather Jeggings FLF Nov 1 2019

FOXCITY. Souffle Bento Pose Set
location: Author’s Point

Posted in Bondi, Catwa, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic

Ghost Stories

Is there anyone that isn’t haunted…by the ones we’ve loved and the ones we’ve lost? By the choices we’ve made…in a sense one could say that our entire lives are made up of one ghost story after another. Turning the page and letting go is one the hardest decisions that most of us will have to face, but we cannot let ourselves get stuck on the same page, reading the same paragraph over and over. We have to comprehend what is really happening and move forward.

Doux Addams

hair: DOUX – Santana @ TresChic
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v4.0
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria Applier [ Catwa ]
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)

BONDI . The Diva Choker @ Black Fair
Addams // Piper Button-Front Sweater
Addams // Piper Leather Pants
Addams // Piper Heeled Boots

pose in chair
location: Author’s Point

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life

Is anybody out there?

I know it hurts
It’s hard to breathe sometimes
These nights are long
You’ve lost the will to fight
Is anybody out there?
Can you lead me to the light
Is anybody out there?
Tell me it’ll all be alright

mina blueberry iconic

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria

MINA – Karen
*LODE* Head Accessory – Anna [yellow]
Blueberry – Iconic – Off Shoulder Top
Blueberry – Iconic – Shorts & Chain Belt

:LW: Bento poses – Let Me Down Slowly
location: Author’s Point

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, Uber SL

Surest Way to Lose Balance

“The surest way to lose balance is by comparing yourself to other people.”

So, that’s a quote from Orange is the New Black, Season 7. Naturally, I have binged the entire season. That line struck a real chord with me, because I’m constantly doing just that. I know why I do it. I was taught to do so by my parents. Now, this is not a case of me pointing my finger at either parent. I don’t think this was an intentionally malicious lesson. Regardless of why the lesson was pounded into my head, its been there for way too long. The funny thing is that I’ve always embraced being different. I remember fighting with my mother as a teenager and screaming, “I will never be the person you want me to be…I’m not wired that way!” That is a direct quote. I’m almost positive I said it daily for years. My mother wanted me to be super girly. She wanted me to be her little princess. I sometimes wonder if she had left me to discover my own style without trying to push that shit down my throat…well, its possible I would have come around to the very style I fought so vehemently against. I doubt it. I was given religious freedom and became an atheist. Then again, I feel that was more of an informed, educational decision. So comparing them is pretty pointless. Which brings me back to my original point…why are we always comparing ourselves to others? We need to stop. Pretty sure I’ll be revisiting this topic, but for now…I’ve wandered through the mine fields of my brain too long.

aleutia mina uber

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: ItGirls – Luccia @ Uber

MINA – Carian Sunhat @ Uber
Ascendant – R-E-V-E-N-G-E Nails @ ShinyShabby
[Aleutia] Honey Dress @ Uber

pose: GingerFish Poses  – Gypsy
location: Author’s Point

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life

Don’t waste it always doing what you’re told

“My friends always tell me I get carried away
Sometimes I spit when I talk cause I have so much to say
They don’t seem to hear me, but I guess it’s okay
It’s not their fault my mind is working overtime with no pay
They always say the same thing and it’s starting to get old
That my head can’t get sick, that it can’t catch a cold
I scratch and I pick, my insecurities poke,
My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes
Take a walk, clear your head, breath in, count to ten
Cause on the first page of life written in red
You’ll never make it here if you don’t learn how to bend
Don’t speak unless you’re spoken to, little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But a lady don’t get dirty
Someday you’ll learn to fill the empty space with empty faith
Everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt
I was frequently told violence was never the answer
But life doesn’t abide by the rules of a child
I don’t know how to fight, only taught how to surrender
There is a certain kind of darkness that does the reaping
It usually take you right before you are sleeping
Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in
Or the crack in your brain that want you to drop dead
I don’t remember what it’s like to see with clear vision
I awake every morning like the dead has arisen
I don’t have to think this body of mine is a prison
You don’t control me, I just got to find my lights switch
But the more that I look, the further it gets
Your the only thing about me that needs to be fixed
Cause on the first page of life written in fine print
Stop looking for light, live it instead
Don’t speak unless you’re spoken to, little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don’t get dirty
Someday you’ll learn to fill the empty space with empty faith
My mind is a mess, but I love it nonetheless
They told me to hush, but my words are all that’s left
So on the last page of life written in gold
Don’t waste it always doing what you’re told”

kuni addams

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

hair: KUNI – Angelina @ Equal10
[ kunst ] – Lucy earrings
[ kunst ] – Lucy choker
Ascendant – Smoothie Nails
Addams // Caroline Flare Shirt
Addams // Caroline Denim Shorts

pose: GingerFish Poses – Dancing with a Stranger @ eBento
location: Author’s Point