Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Collabor88, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Home Decor, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, United Colors

The Classy Cougar

When I was younger, there was this woman, my mother’s age, that lived in my neighborhood that always fascinated me. At the time, I thought how much I’d like to be like her one day. Alas, that was not my destiny. She was beautiful and elegant, at least I thought so. Mind you, I was young and rather impressionable, not to mention naive. I just remember that she wore lingerie whenever you saw her at home. No, not pajamas, but beautiful lingerie, with long sheer, lace robes…some even had that furry stuff around the edges…and heels! Oh, she always had on heels to match. She was quite popular, as I’m sure you can imagine. How does the line in the song go…”She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends.” She definitely had those.
For a long time, I just watched her in admiration, imagining what life was like inside her apartment. I eventually met her and she was every bit as amazing in person. I went inside her apartment and it was amazing. The colors, the curtains…she had so many beautiful things. I got to know her over the coming months. I could probably write an entire book about her. Instead, I’m sharing a brief memory of a glamorous Nubian queen that I met once upon a time, because when setting up this photo I thought of her. Isn’t it funny the impressions that people sometimes leave on our lives?

Classy Cougar

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH / Gwen
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF

[Atomic] Dysfunctional Collar
: CULT : His Princess Rings/Silver
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS

UC_Enigma_bolero (*new* @ C88)
ChicModa // Toxie bra & panties (*new* @ FaMESHed)
***ArisArisB&W~Alus77~Gardial Clogs

pose: GingerFish Poses – Tristeza set (*new* @ ebento)

scene:
Fancy Decor: Bernard Collection (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Print
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Wall Shelf
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Tray
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Geodes
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Books
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Boxes
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Armchair – Gray
-Fancy Decor: Bernard Side Table

ARIA– Dido Vase With Lillies

tb– Bon Voyage – Clock Radio (Yellow)
-tb- Bon Voyage – Books
-tb- Bon Voyage – Vintage Camera
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Catch All

Ariskea[Kuva] Cute succulent (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
Ariskea[Kuva] Macrame Rug

.07 [ kunst ] – Canned plant

PILOT – Hanging Planter

*LODE* Decor – Snapdragon Vase Big [dark violet]

dust bunny . fiddle leaf tree

Posted in Artisan Fantasy, breathe, Cynful, E.A.Studio, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Maitreya, Mesh Body Addicts, RunAway Hair, Second Life, unKindness, Vanity Event

Best Part

The best part about being alone is that you really don’t have to answer to anybody. You do what you want. Justin Timberlake

I had a big long rant written out and then thought better of it. Instead, I’m just going to leave this with JT and go back to doing what I want, when I want.

warm

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Evelin Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
.:E.A.Studio:. BOX Ears Dragon Knight
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra”
tattoo: [White~Widow] Soorma (*new* @ Dubai Event)
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
: CULT : His Princess Rings/Silver (*new* @ Kinky)
::SG:: CrossNails.
[Cynful] Cyanna’s Romper (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Brenda Heels- (*new* @ MBA)

pose by Bauhaus Movement Fade to Black set

scene:
llorisen // chloe apartment skybox (*new* @ FaMESHed)
FD & Commoner: Slater Chaise – plain
15.erratic / lsm – magazine & news
Trompe Loeil – Paxton Log Coffee Table
*AF* Tulips in Log Planter – Yellow Sm

uK – Telluric Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-uK – Telluric Vase w/ Limbs
-uK – Telluric Pillow Bench
-uK – Telluric Throw Rug

Serenity Style– Retro Telephone AGED RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Eudora3D, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, N21, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

2am

“Two in the morning, I can’t control it
Lost in the moment, I just can’t get no sleep, eh
Two in the morning, everything’s frozen
I keep on falling and I just can’t get no sleep”
~Astrid, 2am

2am

wearing:
hair: [RA] Cinderella Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – 4 -POINT INDUSTRIAL
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

OSMIA – Nostalgia.Gacha.Earrings
[Atomic] Dysfunctional Collar (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
EarthStones Flaunt Nipple Piercings (*new* @ RLD)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set (*new* @ N21)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust

[Aleutia] Arina (*new* @ RLD)
#EMPIRE – Arcade Dec ’16 – Panties
Eudora3D Berlin Heels (*new* @ Kinky)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

Trompe Loeil – Corazon Patio Bar + Props (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Posted in breathe, Catwa, Chic Moda, Cosmopolitan, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Pose Fair, Second Life, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Running Toward the Fire

Bishop Briggs ~ The Fire

Gave me love, sweet love
Gave me love, sweet love
Heaven above, sent me love
But it wasn’t enough, no it wasn’t enough
‘Cause I’ve been a devil, I’ve been a saint
Somebody help me, I can’t change
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
Oh, I let my lover go, didn’t wanna be a liar
Ashes in the cold, now I’m running toward the fire
(Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward) the fire
Gave me love, gave me sick sick love
But it was me who got swallowed up
Not enough, dust to dust, pray for us
‘Cause I’ve been a devil, I’ve been a saint
Somebody help me, I can’t change
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
Oh, I let my lover go, didn’t wanna be a liar
Ashes in the cold, now I’m running toward the fire
(Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
Oh oh, gonna get burned, gonna get burned
Oh, oh, oh
Oh oh, gonna get burned, gonna get burned
Oh
Oh, I let my lover go, didn’t wanna be a liar
Ashes in the cold, now I’m running toward the fire
Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire
Oh, I’m running
Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire, oh

Running to the Fire

wearing:
hair:   TRUTH VIP Gwen
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

[Atomic] Dysfunctional Collar (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
ChicModa // Lala Top (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
{le fil casse} Jamie Skirt (*new* @ Blush)
[BREATHE]-Nikki Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Reasons Unknown II – Collection (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: FMD

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Second Life, shoes, shopping

In The Air Tonight

Cuz its one of my favorite bands, its nighttime, I like the original and the cover…and cuz its my blog and I do what I want….yeah….but for real, go listen, cuz Maria Brink? *swoons*

In This Moment – In The Air Tonight (Phil Collins Cover)

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
And I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well if you told me you were drowning, I would not lend a hand
I’ve seen your face before my friend, but I don’t know if you know who I am
Well I was there and I saw what you did, I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies
And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well I remember, I remember, don’t worry, how could I ever forget
It’s the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep your silence up, oh no you don’t fool me
Well the hurt doesn’t show, but the pain still grows
It’s no stranger to you and me
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
And I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord, oh Lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord, oh Lord, oh Lord

CD Dayonis

wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Ascension
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
=Zenith=Victoria lace glove (*new* @ C88)
_CandyDoll_ Dayanis
_CandyDoll_ Fate Boots

pose by Bauhaus Movement
[Cubic Cherry] {Ficceh} lovely corner DARK (*new* @ Seasons Story)

Posted in Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Nightmare

Yes, I’m on a song kick right now. I can’t know how long it will last, but for now music is speaking volumes more than I’m capable. So, hopefully you’ll discover some new songs or lyrics.

Nyxx – Nightmare

I wanted every part of you
Just you and no one else
You wanted me alone
But never to yourself

You say I’m crazy and I might be
But if you only knew
That there’s something inside me
With it’s sights set on you
It’s kicking, it’s screaming
You’re begging and pleading,
And there’s no escape from me

I am the nightmare
Like you’ve never known
I am the shadow
That follows you home
And I cannot wait baby
To get you alone
The things I’m gonna do to you
The things I’m gonna do to you

You led me to the edge and told me we could fly
You watched me fall into your hands, now I’m alive
You said you wanted me more
I savored every word, now
I thought it was real
But I was wrong

You say I’m crazy and I might be
But if you only knew
That there’s something inside me
With it’s sights set on you
It’s kicking, it’s screaming

I am the nightmare
Like you’ve never known
I am the shadow
That follows you home
And I cannot wait baby
To get you alone
The things I’m gonna do to you
The things I’m gonna do to you

In the deepest darkness–
I’m coming for you
Like a quick, cold hand–
I’m reaching for you
You’ll fear me, feel me–
Just like a chill
I was your black sheep baby–
Now I’m dressed to kill

woven

wearing:
hair: tram G1204 hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
::GB::Mini down jacket
.::Dead Dollz::. Basic Underwear (*new* @ TLC)
Blueberry – Tinker Set

FOXCITY. Loco Bento Pose Set (*new* @ K9)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Trapped (January Group Gift)

Posted in Events, Fashion, Scandalize, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Empty

Olivia O’Brien- Empty

I can’t handle these pressures
All I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I’m always trying my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy’s killing my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind
Too much going on at the same time
I wish it would stop and I’ve tried, but
Life just sucks then we all die

That’s just reality, yeah don’t lie to me
Yeah I’m fucked up but I don’t wanna be

I wonder if I’m good enough
But maybe I’ve just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I’m drownin’ up my sorrows
There’s rules I’ll never follow
Pretend there’s no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow

But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die

Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feeling so empty
I wish this shit wasn’t so tempting
But it’s hard to resist when there’s plenty
Of things I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go but I’m feeling so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts

That’s just reality, yeah don’t lie to me
Yeah I’m fucked up but I don’t wanna be

I wonder if I’m good enough
But maybe I’ve just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I’m drownin’ up my sorrows
There’s rules I’ll never follow
Pretend there’s no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow

But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die

My body’s shakin’
My head is achin’
It feels like my heart is breakin’
My body’s shakin’
My head is achin’
I can’t fix this mess I’m makin’

But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die

soft kitty

wearing:
hair: *ARGRACE* KOHAKU
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype
Sweet Thing. Neko Ears (Bento)
Sweet Thing. Fuwa Tail (Bento) 2.0
Astralia – Kitty chain ring
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
Scandalize. Priscila. (*new* @ ShinyShabby)
13. N-core VALKYRIE Fur Boots (Knee) WHITE (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: Foxcity Good Morning Set

Posted in Events, Fancy Decor, Gingerfish Poses, Home Decor, Phedora, Prism Events, RunAway Hair, Salem, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Witches’ Song

Alcohol has weakened my mind…I can’t think straight, so you get a song today, but its a beautiful song and I’m not sure how well its known…so maybe give it a listen.♥

Marianne Faithfull Witches’ Song

Shall I see you tonight, sister, bathed in magic greet?
Shall we meet on the hilltop where the two roads meet?
We will form the circle, hold our hands and chant
Let the great one know what it is we want
Danger is great joy, dark is bright as fire
Happy is our family, lonely is the ward
Sister, we are waiting on the rock and chain
Fly fast through the airwaves, meet with pride and truth
Danger is great joy, dark is bright as fire
Happy is our family, lonely is the ward
Father, we are waiting for you to appear
Do you feel the panic, can you see the fear?
Mother, we are waiting for you to give consent
If there’s to be a marriage, we need contempt
Danger is great joy, dark is bright as fire
Happy is our family, lonely is the ward

witchy woman

wearing:
hair: [RA] Wicca Hair (*new* @ Nightmare)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
*AvaWay* Jasmine_Bracelet & Ring
Scandalize. Loan (*new* @ Black Fair)
Phedora ~ klementin heels (*new* @ Black Fair)
SAYO – Seance Candles – Dark Magic (Prop Attachment) (*new* @ Salem)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Black Love (*new* @ Darkness Monthly)

scene:
*Drot* Old Attic_Skybox
22769 – The Chair of the Witch – RARE (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – The Workplace of the Witch – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Powder – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Candles – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Mirror Ball – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
Fancy Decor: Raven Canister (*new* @ Salem)
Fancy Decor: Snake Canister (*new* @ Salem)
Fancy Decor: Skull Canister (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Sloppy High Shelf – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Highdesk – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Spell Book – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Row of Potions – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – The Magic Mirror – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)
22769 – Azazels Head – COMMON (*new* @ Salem)

Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, Jian, Narcisse, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, shopping

Wicked Web

People are so often thoughtless when dealing with one another online. They forget that there is a real human being with emotions and feelings behind the screen. It’s not just in Second Life, its everywhere. The horrible things people say to celebrities on Twitter. Do people think that simply because they are famous they have no feelings? Would you walk up to them face to face and say those things? I have to wonder when someone suggests that anyone should be impaled or should kill themselves, simply because they disagree with what someone else did or said…how would that person feel if the tables were turned.
Imagine, you’re just living your life the best you can. You’re pursuing your dreams and pushing yourself to be more creative, to try new things, and suddenly you are bombarded with horrendous insults, death threats, and even suggestions of suicide? You’ve not hurt anyone. Seriously, your actions did absolutely no harm to a single soul. You merely made someone uncomfortable or made a change that temporarily inconvenienced someone’s plans. You upset the norm, but no physical, mental, or emotional harm was done AT ALL. Yet, you are buried under an onslaught of cruel and callous insults. How would that make you feel? I wish people would consider these things before tossing about comments and “feedback” filled with wretchedness and hate. Isn’t there enough of that in the world? Must we be so venomous to one another, simply because we’re somewhat anonymous behind a keyboard?
Its a wicked little web we weave when we carelessly seek to hurt people we don’t even know. Whether you believe in karma or not, no one is immune to a taste of their own medicine. Please, in the name of humanity, stop the toxicity, stop the hate.

the web

wearing:
hair:  .Atomic.. Hair // Witch Bitch  (*new* @ Salem)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Blueberry – Babe Top
Narcisse– Halloween Skater Skirt (*new* in Trick or Treat Box)

pose: FOXCITY. Good Morning Bento Set
scene:
*NW* Coffin Skybox (*new* @ Salem)
JIAN House Spider (*new* @ Salem)

Posted in Artisan Fantasy, Bound Box, CandyDoll, Drunk Panda, E.A.Studio, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, N21, Narcisse, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Let’s Go Play

“Let’s go play,” he said as he led her to the car.
“Oooh where are we going?” she asked, as she was always so curious.
He smirked, then blindfolded her and growled, “It’s a surprise, Kitten.”

When they arrived, he led her gently through what sounded like very heavy doors. She could hear ethereal music playing and delicious noises. She bit down on her bottom lip wondering where on earth he’d taken her. As he removed the blindfold and her eyes adjusted to the dim lighting, her face beamed with a smile as she pounced on him and whispered in his ear, “Oh yes, Daddy, let’s play!”

when Daddy takes you the club

Josh is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Hysteria
hairbase: [Hipster Style] Rhys Hairbase BROWN
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
ears: .:E.A.Studio:.  Ears Falling Star
beard: VYC – Neat Scruff Beard HD *GIFT*
body: Slink Physique Male Mesh Body
-VA-M-VISTA BENTO PROHAND SLINK MALE
piercing: 3.::GB:: Lip piercing (Catwa Daniel) Black (Studded)
DAPPA  – Sorcery Tattoo
[ kunst ] – Devon bracelet
RIOT  / Andrew Tank Top – Prussian
ED. Unknown Pant Black

Sady is wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Carrie Hair (*new* @ September FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
Narcisse– Victoria 2in1 Bodysuit
_CandyDoll_ Fate Boots

pose: Drunk Panda-AlwaysHere (*new* @ Limit8)
scene:
anxiety %equinox (*new* @ N21)
*AF* Capturado Cross Blk 1
*AF* Capturado Utility Shelf
tease me – 2 color – red (Bound Box Update Group Gift!)