Posted in Events, Kustom9, Second Life, shopping

Figures

Figures
I gave you ride or die and you gave me games
Love figures
I know I’m crying cause you just won’t change
Love figures
I gave it all and you gave me shit
Love figures
I wish I could do exactly what you did

I wish I could hurt you back
Love, what would you do if you couldn’t get me back
You’re the one who’s gonna lose
Something so special, something so real
Tell me, boy, how in the fuck would you feel?
If you couldn’t get me back
That’s what I wish that I could do to you, you
To you, you

Figures
I’m the bad guy cause I can’t learn to trust
Love figures
You say sorry once and you think it’s enough
I got a lineup of girls and a lineup of guys
Begging for me just to give ’em a try
Figures
I’m willing to stay
Cause I’m sick for your love

I wish I could hurt you back
Love, what would you do if you couldn’t get me back
You’re the one who’s gonna lose
Something so special, something so real
Tell me, boy, how in the fuck would you feel?
If you couldn’t get me back
That’s what I wish that I could do to you, you
To you, you

Figures
~ Jessie Reyez – Figures

nutmeg loft

MudHoney Larson Fireplace (behind the bed)

Loft & Aria – Azibo Bed
Loft & Aria – Azibo Rug

Astralia – Valentine Teddy Bear

Nutmeg. Home Clutter Complete Set @ Kustom9
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Floor Lamp
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Basket
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Rolled Up Rugs
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Books Bonus Item

13. Nutmeg. Sketches of you set
Nutmeg. Winter Brunch Accent Stool w/Packages
Nutmeg. Old Gilded Crown
10. Nutmeg. Dandy Ashtray Black
Nutmeg. Seashore Mug Candle
Nutmeg. Summer’s End Peonies

Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Collabor88, Events, GenusProject, Kustom9, Prism Events, Second Life, Tannenbaum

Cherish one another, please.

I’ve spent the majority of my adult Christmases alone. This year won’t be very different. It’s not a great feeling and its one I wish no one ever had to feel. It can be absolute hell for some and the darkest of hours for others. I’m not suggesting that anyone hover over their friends, but please…if each of us take a moment to reach out and wish each other a good day…offer a shoulder if needed or able…a silly little joke…something personal. Not just a generic, “hey, how are you?” Ask something that requires them to think of an answer, not give you that auto pilot reply, “I’m fine.” If we all do this for one another, we will remind one another that we matter….all of us matter. Be kind and grateful to one another and for one another. There are no guarantees that they will still be part of our lives next year. Cherish one another, please.

prism barley blueberr tableau

hair:  Tableau Vivant // Avril hair  @ Collabor88  (Nov)
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
skin:  — PUMEC #RARE 2 – KATE – MAY   @ Kustom9

Astralia Clothing – Xmas Flamingo Sweater FLF Nov 29, 2019
Blueberry – Power Play – Jeans
Blueberry – Power Play – Boots

pose in:
Xmas Ladder Tree (Adult) CHEZ MOI LI: 12 @ Tannenbaum
w/Xmas Gifts CHEZ MOI LI: 1

22769 – Dear Santa LI: 1

Ariskea[December] Star Wreath LI: 3

hive // fir tree . a LI: 3
hive // fir tree . b LI: 4
hive // fir tree A . snowy LI: 4

[Merak] – Christel’s Daybed PG LI: 15 @ Tannenbaum

PLAAKA SquirrelNutCracker

[Rezz Room] Pomeranian Snowman Animesh @ Tannenbaum

Barley – Raleigh Complete Set @ Belle
Barley – Raleigh Candle Holder – Black
Barley – Raleigh Accents
Barley – Raleigh Wall Centerpiece – Black
Barley – Raleigh Cannister
Barley – Raleigh Side Table 1
Barley – Raleigh Presents
Barley – Raleigh Candlesticks
Barley – Raleigh Home Sweet Home Pillow

Junk Food – I Believe Snowglobe @ Tannenbaum

Yokai – Plush Christmas @ Tannenbaum
2.Yokai – Plush Christmas – Santa Teddy Bear (red)
1.Yokai – Plush Christmas – Plush Christmas Gift RARE
13.Yokai – Plush Christmas – Candy Teddy Bear (green)

Yokai – Glowing Teddy Deer (Frost) @ Collabor88  (Nov)

*HEXtraordinary* Sitting Krampus Plushie- Chocolate @ Tannenbaum

 

 

Posted in Bondi, Events, Foxcity, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, TMD, Vanity Event

Heart Shaped Glasses

“Don’t break
Don’t break my heart
And I won’t break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high”
~ Marilyn Manson – Heart Shaped Glasses

heart shaped glasses
As if I could blog these glasses and not think of that song…lol.

wearing:
hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Lera> (*new* @ TLC)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

BONDI . The Mad Cupid Sunglasses (*new* @ Vanity)
Fortuna – jewelry set Angela (*new* @ Unik)
Astralia – Kitty chain ring
Ascendant – Flirt Nails (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Yasum*Belinda* (*new* @ Unik)

pose: FOXCITY. Glitz Bento Pose Set
ninety – Odaiba Backdrop (*new* @ TMD)

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping

Ain’t Gonna Drown

“Train’s coming but I’m stuck on this road
Moon’s rising and my blood is growing cold
Preacher man can’t save a soul like mine
Miracles are just too damn hard to find
Ain’t gonna drown in the water”

ain't gonna drown

wearing:
hair:  MINA Hair – Cienna (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Osanna Eyes (new @ LEVEL)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

Astralia – Kitty chain rings
Ascendant  – Flirt Nails (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Mug – Aura Shirt (*new* @ Belle)
Pseudo- Teddy Panty (*new* @ Belle)

pose: FOXCITY. Back to Baesics Bento Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, crate, Dahlia, Home Decor, Jian, Second Life

Her Night Before Christmas

It was the night before Christmas
all the presents were wrapped
She laid her head down,
for a five minute nap…zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Ok, that’s my Christmas poem, you’re welcome!

Most of you know that I’m not particularly enjoying the holiday season this year. In fact, this year I kinda hate it. However, that does not mean I can’t be happy for those that are loving it. So, to all my readers, friends, and anyone else that stumbles across these words. I hope that your life is filled with all the love & laughter you deserve. ♥

the night before xmas

wearing:
hair:  *ARGRACE* KOHAKU
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

(Yummy) Ouija Ring Set
UC_Kyra_dancer_dress (*new* @ Dubai)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

scene:
JIAN Christmas Tree 2017 Decorated

O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Gift Boxes VIP BOX
Astralia – Unicorns Christmas (Gift Boxes)

Dahlia – Decorative Folk Christmas Tree – Iron (group gift)
Dahlia – Santa Milk & Cookies (group gift)

crate Wrap It Up ~ Suitcase Kit (*new* for Naughty or Nice)
crate Wrap It Up ~ Floor Clutter (*new* for Naughty or Nice)

*HEXtraordinary* Vintage Ceramic Christmas Tree Light – Green

Posted in Collabor88, Cosmopolitan, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Second Life, SHADES, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Every Leaf is a Flower

“Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower.” ~Albert Camus

I love the changing of the leaves in fall. I live in a condo that has a lovely entrance and the avenue that comes down into our neighborhood is lined with the most colorful trees. Every fall, we are blessed with brilliant reds, bright golds, bold oranges…and not just on the trees, but on the ground and whisking around the cars as we generate a gentle wind. The crisp air tingles exposed flesh just enough to make you appreciate your sweater. As the world shifts from greens to the warmest of earth tones, we see the shift of decor in homes, yards, and stores. It makes me crave hot chocolate and caramel apples. I love how creative people get with their pumpkins, too. Reserving them for Autumn rather than mutilating them to make some jagged scene or face for Halloween. This is the coziest of all the seasons to me and though the shift in weather causes me to ache and hurt more physically than usual, I could never hate it.

My Favorite Season

scene created in (Milk Motion) elegant penthouse

Fancy Decor: Rameau set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Mirror
-Fancy Decor: Rameau High-Back Settee
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Side Table
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Bowl of Roses (dark red)
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Print A
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Print B
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Print C
-Fancy Decor: Rameau Print D

Fancy Decor: Russell set (*new* @ Collabor88)
-Fancy Decor: Watson Rug
-Fancy Decor: Russell Floorlamp
-Fancy Decor: Russell Sectional Sofa
-Fancy Decor: Russell Magazine Stack
-Fancy Decor: Russell Coffee Table
-Fancy Decor: Russell Geosphere
-Fancy Decor: Grass Planter
-Fancy Decor: Russell Geosculpt
-Fancy Decor: Russell Magazine Basket A
-Fancy Decor: Russell Magazine Basket B
-Fancy Decor: Russell Vase
-Fancy Decor: Russell Jug Vase

02 Fancy Decor: Suede Ottoman
Fancy Decor: Autumn Centerpiece
Fancy Decor: Gold Pumpkin
08 Fancy Deccor: Opulent Pumpkin (Pearl – jeweled)
11 Fancy Decor: Warden Pumpkin
Fancy Decor: Succulent Pumpkin Planter
Fancy Decor: Cactus Pumpkin Planter

SHADES – Thanksgiving Leaf Wreath (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)

Can’t Even — Golden Vase with Twigs

[Commoner] Sassy Sentiments / #blessed

The Loft – Morgan Accent Pillow
The Loft – Morgan Stone Candle
The Loft – Lotus Holder
The Loft – Nolan Floor Lamp
Loft & Aria – Dixie Frames
The Loft – Andreas Olive Branch Lantern
The Loft – Andreas Gold Tree

Serenity Style– Unforgettable time Topiary

Astralia – Suitcase Record Player

PILOT – Fido [Carbon]

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – gold
striped mocha – hanging lotuses – black

KraftWork Seasonal Wall System Simple (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)

[ zerkalo ] Dark Elegance – Cloche w/Pumpkin

 

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Gos, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, TMD, Vanity Event

The Fighter

I’m on a music kick at the moment and I’ve been dealing with more pain than usual….so, I’m letting the music speak for me.

In This Moment – The Fighter

I don’t need you to save me
I don’t need you to cure me
I don’t need you and your antidote for I am my disease
I don’t need you to free me
I don’t need you to help me
I don’t need you to lead me through the light
I will always fall and rise again
Your venomous heroine
‘Cause I am a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will fall and rise above
And in your hate I find love
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face
I will not fall from grace
I’ll walk into the fire, baby
All my life
I was afraid to die
And now I come alive inside these flames
You don’t want me to love you
You don’t want me to need you
You don’t want to look at me for you will turn to stone
You don’t want me to hurt you
You don’t want me to bite you
You don’t want me or my aching soul
For I will only fall and rise again
Your venomous heroine
I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will fall and rise above
And in your hate I find love
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face
I will not fall from grace
I’ll walk into the fire, baby.
All my life
I was afraid to die
But now I come alive inside these flames!
I don’t need you to save me
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face,
I will not fall from grace,
I’ll walk into the fire, baby
All my life
I was afraid to die
But now I come alive inside these
Alive inside these
Alive inside these
the fighter
wearing:
hair:   *Besom Hair~ Pixie *Essentials* #8
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 17 (Catwa) RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Astralia – Scorpion ring
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
LYBRA . VIPER FATPACK (*new* @ FrouFrou)
.:Avanti:. Classique Nylons – Black
[Gos] JAdore Pumps (*new* @ C88)
pose: FOXCITY. Leaning (Stand) VOL2 Bento Pose Set
[Bad Unicorn] ‘Blue’ Bowie Backdrop (*new* @ TMD)
Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Vanity Event

F*cking Trust

It’s another song day, sorry…not sorry?

Kat Dahlia ~ Fucking Trust

You know everything about this train
The wheels movin’ already, and that steam is blowin’ so heavy
Standin’ at the station like a bank with a claim
Pockets empty but ready, cause’ my words are stamped and indebted
This is so sweet, you were on the other side of the street, with no seeds
With no trees, ain’t’ got no green
Dug a hole into my garden, took a piece of every root that I started
Cause’ I wasn’t guarded. Put my trust in the lust of a dream that you wanted
The witness, the witness, is unjust
(Well there goes my fuckin’ trust)
A surface, the purpose, contentious
(Well there goes my fuckin’ trust)
The witness, the witness, is unjust
(Well there goes my fuckin’ trust.)
Dug a hole into my garden, took a piece of every root that I started
Cause’ I wasn’t guarded, cause I wasn’t guarded
You knew everything about this train
These wheels have never been on a track
You took my hand and led me down your path
Its gone too far to start turnin’ back
You tryna’ say we better than that
When the ink went dry with that pen I signed
You stabbed it in my back
Sick to the stomach, and im sick to the brain
You got a piece of every single word I say
But baby whos to blame?, I bought into the game
Now you got all to gain
This ones for you, the vine with the
This ones for you, the vine with the
This ones for you, the vine with the thorns
And now my gardens all yours
And now my gardens all yours

windy days

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Demon huntress (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – 4 -POINT INDUSTRIAL
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Ascendant – Susie Tone 06 (*new* @ Vanity Event)
DAPPA – Laced Tattoo. (*new* @ Vanity Event)

:::NOIR::: Isabela Choker (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Astralia – Scorpion rings

LYBRA . MINDY (*new* @ Kinky)
: CULT : Morane Boots/Black

pose by DelMay
MINIMAL – Bionic Building *10*

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Pose Fair, Second Life, Uber SL

Wake Me Up

Avicii ~ Wake Me Up

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can’t tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I’m too young to understand
They say I’m caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don’t open up my eyes
Well that’s fine by me
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
I hope I get the chance to travel the world
And I don’t have any plans
I wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life’s a game made for everyone
And love is a prize
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
Wake Me Up
wearing:
hair:   *ARGRACE* CHIZURU
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
lipstick: Ascendant – Cotton Candy Lipstick
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)
_CandyDoll_ Ruby Swimwear (*new* @ Summerfest)
pose: + Mouni Poses + Pool Fun Single Poses (*new* @ Pose Fair)
scene:
Astralia – Water World (Pool)
Astralia – Water world (Pool towels)
Posted in Catwa, Events, Maitreya, REWIND, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

What I Want

I attached a song to this post, because it has this crazy beat and uses one of my tag lines repeatedly, “I do what I want!” I really do what I want for the most part. Sure, there are limitations on what I can do because of money or whatever, but if it’s within my power, yeah, I really do what I want. I’ve finally figured out that relationships are not for me. It’s not that I don’t believe in love. I do. I just feel like I’ve had more than my share and now its time for me to let go of any fairy tale ideas I might have once had. I’m not pointing fingers at my ex-lovers, by any means. I just know that I’m a picky little bitch and I’m just done with committing myself to people romantically.
You see, I have a tendency to try and people please. A couple of years ago, I got in a relationship with an ex, just so a close friend of mine would no longer see me as a threat. However, recently it has occurred to me, that if someone finds me to be a threat to them in some way…that is THEIR problem, not mine. I’ve never stepped on the toes of my friends, not intentionally anyway. And I can assure you, the minute I knew I was even close to stepping on toes, I backed off. I’m not the kind of friend that stabs my friends in the back. Ever since my return to SL in 2014, I’ve been accused of things I’ve not done…simply because I made friends with the wrong person at the wrong time…or worse yet, they heard a rumor that was started by a small group of silly girls and assumed it was true without ever getting to know me. Now, I’m done bending over backwards trying to prove the rumors wrong. I’m not tip toeing around invisible glass to avoid upsetting anyone’s fragile ego, especially in the name of friendship. The way I see it, if you think I’m such a horrible person why bother trying to be my friend at all? Why bother pretending?
Clearly, they don’t know me at all and should probably find friends they CAN trust, even though I suspect that’s not entirely possible, since I’ve done nothing to lose said trust to begin with. Meh, I got my feelings hurt for a minute and now I’m rambling, but here’s the deal: Look closely at the menu, do the pictures EVER look the like the food you actually get served? Nah, they don’t. While you all sort out who you trust and who you don’t? I’ll be over here doing what I want and one thing I don’t want is people that call me a friend but make judgments and talk shit behind my back, rather than dealing with their own problems.

BOOM POW

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Hibiki Mesh Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily (*new* @ Kustom9)
EF: POP Earrings (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
{le fil casse} Cindy Dress (*new* @ REWIND)
Eudora3D Marina Wedges&Stockings (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Sits VOL1 set
Astralia – Vintage backgrounds (Fast Food)