Posted in Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Hotter than Hell

He calls me the devil
I make him wanna sin
Every time I knock, he can’t help but let me in
Must be homesick for the real
I’m the realest it gets
You probably still adore me
With my hands around your neck
Can you feel the warmth, yeah
‘Cause my kiss goes down you like some sweet alcohol
Where I’m coming from, yeah
Is a darker side of me that makes you feel so numb
‘Cause we’re hot like hell
Does it burn when I’m not there?
When you’re by yourself
Am I the answer to your prayers
I’m giving you the pleasure of heaven
And I’ll give it to you

limerance cx asteroid box blueberry anaposes bearded

Sady is wearing:
hair:  #18 {Limerence} Willow hair-All Naturals RARE
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

[CX] The Altar Horns @ Anthem
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
AsteroidBox. Paige Top @ Anthem
Blueberry – Catch Me – Bunny Set – Panties

pose: Ana Poses – Rome

Love CIrcle – DeepBreath – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Feet on the Ground

Sometimes with all the craziness that’s going on around me, I just need to look down and remember to keep my feet on the ground. I know it sounds silly, but as I practice mindfulness sometimes it helps to have that visual. Just to see this is where I am right now. I’m not in the past where things are over and done. I’m not in a future that I cannot see or accurately predict. I am right here, right now, and I need to focus on just that.

asteroidbox rezzroom

AsteroidBox. Rory Boots @ Neo Japan

[Rezz Room] Bearded Dragon Animesh @ Man Cave

The Desert Backdrop – The Bearded Guy @ Dubai Event

Posted in Animals, Events, Legacy, Lelutka, Pose Fair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Just take one

Something I see a lot and still don’t understand is when people that announce they are taking a break from social media. Like they’re doing us a service, which to be fair, they might be..lol. Are we supposed to beg them to stay? “I’ll be lost without your memes!” I mean, take a break…I think we all need to do that from time to time, but is it truly necessary to make a thing of it? I don’t know. I guess it comes from growing up without internet and cell phones, but if I want to take a break, I’m just going to take one.

tram asteroidbox breathe rezzroom diversion

wearing:
hair:  tram J0116a hair
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber
-7P-Ivy Tattoo @ TLC

-SU!- Almond Nails @ Anthem
Yasum*Legacy*Doro Top*
AsteroidBox. Catie Skirt @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Mayume Heels

[Rezz Room] Chimpanzee Baby Animesh @ HullabaZoo

Diversion – Leaning – Pose set @ Pose Fair

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Private Concert

When I saw these poses from Diversion for the latest round of The Liaison Collaborative I was so excited. I knew immediately that I would be wearing a big tee shirt and singing into the hairbrush in a bedroom very soon. As this is something I have done in real life since I was a kid. I’m sure most of us have. Giving my pets and stuffed animals a private concert regularly was one of my favorite past times…ok, it still is. Don’t judge me.

asteroidbox diversion

wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Adaline @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

Ascendant – So Cute Nails
AsteroidBox. Alicia T-Shirt @ Anthem

pose: Diversion – Out Loud – Pose set @ TLC

background info available in previous post: Withdraw From the Cares

Posted in Animals, Bueno, crate, Dahlia, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Lamb, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Linger

So, a few days ago or so, I did a post titled, Sady’s Soundtrack. In this post, I provided a link to a YouTube playlist of mine and offered my readers a chance to ask me about any of the songs and why they are so special to me. Well, I didn’t really figure anyone would ask, but my friend, Troy, did shoot me an IM on Facebook and asked about the song Linger by The Cranberries. I was immediately falling back into memories of days lying on my bed, staring out the window listening to this on my headphones. He would stand in the doorway and watch me singing.
You see, I was living in a Three Quarter House at the time, that’s kind of like a half way house, but with more independence and less rules. This house was also co-ed. His room was down the hall and naturally we were not supposed to be dating. There were hella good reasons for that, but I was in my twenties and you couldn’t tell me anything. *still can’t* He was such a bad boy. He was older by a couple of years and he looked just like Tupac. (Everyone said so.) He was smart and funny. He was also bad news…they all warned me, but again, I wouldn’t listen. The funny thing is when I first fell in love with that song, we had just met. Little did I know that was some serious foreshadowing come to life. For an entire year of my life, he had me wrapped around his finger and very much made a fool of me.

lamb asteroid box little fox crate

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Lover
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

AsteroidBox. Mya Bodysuit @ Whore Couture
Little Fox – Piper leather boots @ Kinky

pose: FOXCITY. Night Sassy Bento Pose Set

scene: 

Basement – Groove Night – The Bearded Guy

Di’Cor Handbag Clutter

BUENO-Journals Clutter-If Not Now When

crate Octagon Wall Shelf
crate Barclay Bed Aqua

Dahlia – Conjure – Candle – Black
Dahlia – Lazy Days – Vintage Clock – Copper .06
Dahlia – Conjure – Dried Herbs – Roses
Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Silver – 1
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Teal
Dahlia – Jardin – Roses in Brown Tin
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroon Box
Dahlia – Lazy Days – Bundled Kitty – Brown – 03. RARE
Dahlia – Amore – Gem Chocolates – White
Dahlia – Lazy Days – Lashes Pillow – Blush 30
Dahlia – Lazy Days – Hot Water Bottle – Grey 14

dust bunny . areca palm plant

Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White

MH Rosebud Dresser

18.erratic / lsm – clothing clutter – woman

Eudora3D Suitcase + Props Browns @ Uber
Eudora3D Vintage Trunk + Props Browns @ Uber

CELESTE – Glitter Square 4m – Static

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic, vinyl

I remember when I lost my mind

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space

And when you’re out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn’t because I didn’t know enough
I just knew too much

Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly
~ Crazy (Gnarls Barkley) – Angela Ricci

ateroidbox reign rezzroom vinyl diversion

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Eternity
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ginny (Lelutka)

AsteroidBox. Esme Shirt @ Kustom9
VINYL – Nirvana Shorts @ TresChic
: CULT : Kitten Garter @ FaMESHed X
REIGN.- MOLLY LACE UP HEELS @ Equal10

[Rezz Room] German Shepherd Adult Animesh @ Access

pose: Diversion – Morning Sun Poses @ Belle
location: BKLYN

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Mondays Aren’t So Bad

Monday mornings are something that most people dread and complain about. A few years ago, I changed my mind about them. My sister, Kess, has always loved Mondays and it was her perspective that changed my mind, as well. You see, Mondays are the start to a whole new week. That means a fresh start, a fresh list of things to do…and if there’s things not finished from the week before? Welp, its a chance to tackle those things, too! I’m writing this on a Monday morning (not sure when I’ll actually post it) and I’ve already been knocking things off my list right and left. It feels so good to be so productive…even the sun is shining. While, most days I hiss at the sun, today it feels pretty damn good! So, for all those people that hate on Mondays, just change your perspective and you’ll see that Mondays aren’t so bad, afterall.

asteroid box doux reign rezzroom

wearing:
hair:  DOUX –  Marcela hairstyle @ Level
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Avril Skin – Lelutka @ Cupid Inc.

AsteroidBox. Nina Suit @ Collabor88
REIGN.- LESLIE CHUNKY HEELS @ Collabor88

[Rezz Room] Pack European Cat Baby @ Equal10

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Loving Art @ The Liaison Collaborative

location: BKLYN

 

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

My Therapy

I initially began this blogging journey of mine as a form of therapy. Now I’m in actual therapy. As my therapy progresses, I’m getting to some pretty hardcore subject matter. Poking demons that I’ve struggled to shut down for most of my life. Things I couldn’t begin to get raw about in such a public format. As I work on myself more and more each week in my real life, I find my tolerance for some of the mental games that take place in Second Life getting smaller and smaller. I watch as other people completely melt down over things that seem so ridiculous, but I know that those people are feeling something so real. It absolutely breaks my heart to see people walking around with so much rage, hate, and misery. It’s truly sad to know that there are people out there that genuinely find joy in the faults of other people. I find it completely heart wrenching that some individuals find comfort in pointing out the flaws of other people. I am by no means perfect, but one thing I have never done is tell lies about people to make them look bad. I have never spread vicious rumors hoping to destroy someone else’s happiness. The world is ugly enough and I feel that it is up to us to be as positive as we can, to celebrate the success of others, to embrace the hopes of one another, to remove ourselves from situations that make us unhappy, so that we can truly share and promote that positive energy. I truly hope that anyone out there that is wasting their energy on hatred will find some inner peace so that they can find happiness. Just imagine a world full of happy people…isn’t it beautiful?

asteroid box doux gabriel little fox ana poses

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Marie hairstyle @ Collabor88
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

AsteroidBox. Crystal Collar @ ROMP
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set @ Cupid Inc
::GB::Snood short sweter @ Collabor88
Little Fox – Harness leggings @ Anthem

pose by Ana Poses

Posted in Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

You Should Be Sad

Let me start this off by saying
I really meant well from the start
Take a broken man right in my hands
And then put back all his parts

But you’re not half the man you think that you are
And you can’t fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars
I’m so glad I never ever had a baby with you
‘Cause you can’t love nothing unless there’s something in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry
I feel so sad
I tried to help you
It just made you mad
And I had no warning
About who you are
Just glad I made it out without breaking down
~ Halsey – You Should Be Sad

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Chickadee Tremor helped me with editing

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Devotion (can’t really see it, but it fits well under the hat FYI)
hat: **Guarded Cross** Cowboy Hat COBRA
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
top: amias – RAVA
shorts: AsteroidBox. Iris Shorts

pose: T E M P L A R//MUSTANG @ Belle

Nude Show – More Pleasure – The Bearded Guy @ Kinky

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

I got this need for you

Looking you over and you don’t know my name yet
But by the time you looked away, already knew I couldn’t fake it

I got this need for you, forming in my beating heart
I knew the meaning right away, we only yesterday were worlds apart

I think I may love you
If you give me some time
Maybe you’ll love me too

I got this thing for you
If you come closer I can whisper in your ear
And if you wanna walk away
I’ll tell you all the things I know you wanna hear
~ Banks – Warm Water

asteroid box refuge

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Julia @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
AsteroidBox. Isabelle Lingerie @ Frou Frou (opens Feb 10)

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Midnight Chat Laptop

scene:
Refuge – Sophie Bed

Di’Cor Renee Candelabra [Floor]

BackBone Kinky Toy Rack

PILOT – Adult Toy Box [Valentine]