Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Exhausting

This has not been a merry holiday season for me. It has been more of a medical season. First I was diagnosed with a genetic heart disease that puts me at risk for sudden death and now diabetes. I don’t know the details on the diabetes yet, I’ll find out more about that next week. Yay. -_- I am exhausted and we’re not even half way into the month yet.
When I took this picture I was thinking about how exhausting the holidays can be in general. I was inspired by the Christmas Fails Gacha colleciton at Tannenbaum, cuz that’s my kinda luck. However, after my appointment this morning, the only thing that’s really on my mind is my health. *sighs* I guess 2021 is literally going to be a new life for me. I have to change so many things about my life going forward.
As my sister has pointed out, I’m not going to war. So, there’s a silver lining. *laughs*

Exhausting

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin

Cynful Hilly’s Cardigan Set @ C88
AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie – Legacy Panties

pose: Diversion – Light Me Up Poses @ Shiny Shabby

scene:
KraftWork Canopy Linen Bed . Basics

Atelier Burgundy . Privacy Panel . horizontal cedar

LEIJIN // OgHaus — Tafts Hanging Ivy

22769 – Christmas Fails @ Tannenbaum
22769 – Jolly Neon Sign – COMMON
22769 – Box of Ornaments – COMMON
22769 – Broken Ornament – COMMON
22769 – Unwrapped Present – COMMON
22769 – Tangeld Fairy Lights – COMMON


Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, N21, poses, {le fil casse}

I need it digital

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen
I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans
I know it’s complicated ’cause everyone that I’ve dated
Says they hate it ’cause they don’t know what to do with me, do with me
Know that my identity’s always gettin’ the best of me
I’m the worst of my enemies and I don’t really know what to do with me
Yeah, I don’t really know what to do with me

I need it digital

hair: DOUX – Ines hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA RARE 1 -BOM @ Kustom9

AsteroidBox. Caelum Collar *updated*
{le fil casse} Mitchell Dress @ Access
=Zenith=Margrey Boots @ N21

Ana Poses – Port Moresby @ Shiny Shabby
::WetCat::”Disturbed” Backdrop

Posted in Collabor88, Cosmetics, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, skin

Sparkle and Shine

People are like stained – glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within. ~ Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

hair: MINA – Lupine @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ALL IN COLLECTION #3 @ Fetish Fair
lipsticks: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ALL IN COLLECTION #8 @ Fetish Fair

AsteroidBox. Bailey Earrings @ Equal10
AsteroidBox. Bailey Collar @ Equal10

Go On – The Future – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Shameless

Don’t speak, no, don’t try
It’s been a secret for the longest time
Don’t run (oh), no, don’t hide
Been running from it for the longest time
So many mornings, I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, they’re taking me out of my mind
Right now, I’m shameless
Screamin’ my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you’re shameless
Write it on my neck, why don’t ya?
And I won’t erase it
I need you more than I want to
I need you more than I want to

asteroid box famx

hair: TRUTH Solstice
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie @ FaMESHed X
(Luc.) Whisky Cocktail BENTO accessory @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Pampered Bento Pose Set @ C88

MK Red – Vibrate Night – The Bearded Guy

[ILAYA] Logan Lounger

Kalospia – Luna’s Hanging Light @ C88

dust bunny . areca palm plant

Posted in Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo, Uber SL

Trying Something

Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*

demon

hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo

makeup: THIS IS WRONG Creep makeup
eyes: [Heaux] Grave Eyes
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9

toksik – Devil’s Manner Horns
*PKC* Danni Collar @ Kinky
Mug – Killer Nurse – #2 Test Subject RARE
AsteroidBox. Layla Bikini @ Equal10
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PRIYA” @ Uber

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black

background: The Asylum Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Bueno, Catwa, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Nothing new

Boy, boy, boys, boy

Stealin’ kisses from your misses
Does it make you freak out?
Got you fussing, got you worried
Scared to let your guard down

Boys, boys

Tell the neighbours I’m not sorry
If I’m breaking walls down
Building your girl’s second story
Ripping all your floors out

Saw your face, heard your name
Gotta get with you
Girls like girls like boys do
Nothing new
~ Hayley Kiyoko – Girls Like Girls

space cadet ab vinyl

Precious is wearing:
hair: Foxy – Cupid.
head:  CATWA HEAD Catya
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody
skin: Deetalez Maya European tone with freckles

^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
Kibitz – Corinne’s leashed collar
BUENO-Kitty Cat-Backpack

Blueberry – FLF – 1/17 – Knotted Top
Blueberry – Authentic – Ripped Jeans
Blueberry – Authentic – Sneakers

Sady is wearing: 
hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
[Heaux] Dolly Eyes

#11 CHAIN – Hoop Earrings – Silver @ Epiphany
.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
SU!– Almond Nails
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set
(Yummy) Spring Splendor Rings

AsteroidBox. Sienna Jacket @ Kustom9
VINYL – Biscuit Joggers @ Kustom9
[COMPLEX] RETRO LOW @ Kustom9

pose:space cadet – deep @ flourish

scene:
.PALETO. Backdrop:. Duxbury Cute @ Equal10

[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

:::ChicChica::: Bubble Tea @ Equal10

Junk Food – Hot Wings @ Epiphany
Junk Food – Noodles White @ Epiphany
Junk Food – Chopsticks @ Epiphany

[Since1975]-Skateboard

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping

Say So

Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment
I’d let you had I known it, why don’t you say so?
Didn’t even notice, no punches left to roll with
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so
Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment
I’d let you had I known it, why don’t you say so?
Didn’t even notice, no punches left to roll with
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so
~ Doja Cat – Say So

doux asteroidbox diversion

hair: #2 DOUX – Summer Night Hairstyle RARE
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

7P-Ivy Tattoo
RichB. Imo Earrings
AsteroidBox. Jasmie Corset @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Seaside Poses @ Access

Posted in Collabor88, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Are We Too Late?

We never seen a day no, never held a hand no
Found a way to feel the same
I’ve never flown for hours to make one city ours
And checked the weather where you were
I may never leave you now
‘Cause I have finally seen you now
I may never leave you now
‘Cause I’ve been waiting on your eyes to set in mine
I go ahead and fly away
I drive away my thoughts and get to you somehow
Go ahead and fly again
‘Cause everything I see you already are to me, already are to me
The world is raging out there
The wars are going nowhere, now I just want to heal you there
It might seem innocent, out of nowhere
Somehow I check the weather again
I may never leave you now, ’cause I have finally seen you now
I may never leave you now
‘Cause I’ve been waiting on your eyes to set in mine
I go ahead and fly away
I’ll drive away my thoughts and get to you somehow
Go ahead and fly again
‘Cause everything I see you already are to me, already are
I move from a corner to stand on the water
But my, are we too late? Are we too late? Are we too late?
Are we too late?
~ Tom Leeb – Are We Too Late?

tram asteroid box ana poses

hair: tram J0524 hair @ Collabor88
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES –  LELUTKA BREAK UP COLLECTION #1 @ eBento
lipstick: IDTTY FACES –  LELUTKA BREAK UP COLLECTION #8 @ eBento

AsteroidBox. Eve T-Shirt @ N21

pose: Ana Poses – Tabriz 7 @ Arcade

for background information please see: Flower of Life

 

Posted in breathe, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Here She Comes Again

Here she comes again
Troubles on her brow
Here she comes again
With worries she can’t hide
Who can stop the rain
Pouring down inside?
Who can keep her sane
Give her peace of mind?
Here she comes again
Covered up in black
Such a pretty face
Such sorrow in her eyes
Do you wanna know
What’s killing her inside?
Do you dare to walk
Through alleys of her mind?

doux asteroid box breathe diversion

hair: DOUX – Lana hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

AsteroidBox. Charli Skirt @ Anthem
[BREATHE]-Tokika Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Watch Me @ Pose Fair Market

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL

Be Kind

Wanna believe, wanna believe
That you don’t have a bad bone in your body
But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That even when you’re stone cold, you’re sorry
Tell me why you gotta be so out of your mind, yeah
I know you’re chokin’ on your fears
Already told you I’m right here
I will stay by your side every night
I don’t know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
~ Marshmello & Halsey – Be Kind

doux asteroidbox space cadet

hair:  DOUX – Laquisha hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Shara (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber
Tattoo “Dragon of the Rising Sun”_by GoK

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FILTHY RICH COLLECTION #5
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FILTHY RICH COLLECTION #8

RichB. Imo Earrings
TETRA – Luna necklace @ C88
RichB. Skully Arm Bands
RichB. Halo Cuffs
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set @ C88
SU!– Almond Nails
AsteroidBox. Mina Outfit @ Equal10

pose: – space cadet – nasa’s fake set

K&S – // Telephone booth. Photobooth