Posted in Access, accessories, bento, blogging, Cosmetics, Equal10, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, RAMA, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL

This is Halloween

Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn’t you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night
This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat ’til the neighbors gonna die of fright
It’s our town, everybody scream
In this town of Halloween

This is Halloween

foundation
hair: RAMA.SALON – Alexis Hair @ Equal10

head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: -SU!- Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo-
lipstick: -SU!- Outlaw Lipstick -Lelutka Evo-

fashion
PKC Anna Septum
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection
-SU!- Almond Nails
MOVEMENT- Jelly basket @ Access
SEKA’s Pin Top @ Access
AsteroidBox. Evlin Pants @ Equal10
[Dazzling] Camilla combat boots @ Kustom9

pose: Kirin – Ayaka Pose Pack

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Architect. Gladys Townhouse @ Access

YOKAI – BOO Balloons @ Access

{YD} Jack Lamp’s Hand – Jack @ Access
{YD} Jack Lamp’s Hand – Bob @ Access

CHEZ MOI Inflatable Ghosts @ Access

22769 – PorchPumkins @ Arcade
-2. 22769 – Black And White Pumpkins – COMMON
-4. 22769 – Googly Eyes – COMMON
-7. 22769 – Pumpkin Cat – COMMON
-10. 22769 – Witch Hat Pumpkin – COMMON

Posted in accessories, bento, blogging, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

you have to face your demons

Human beings, we have dark sides; we have dark issues in our lives. To progress anywhere in life, you have to face your demons. ~John Noble

you have to face your demons

foundation
hair: Magika – Ash
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Halloween Eyes – 17 RARE @ Arcade
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Dazed. Rotten Lips & Eyebags – lel EVOX @ Salem

fashion
Tentacio Voodoo knife @ Satan Inc (gift)
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
AsteroidBox. Zoya Dress @ Anthem
[BREATHE]-Misoki Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Ana Poses – Magic 9 @ Arcade

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Garmiani – Behold Day – The Bearded Guy

Raindale – Nightgrove spiderweb @ Arcade
Raindale – Nightgrove candles (black) @ Arcade

17 ..::THOR::.. Ritual Candle @ Arcade

BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Crow Frame @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Skull Black @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Skull Candle – Black @ Salem

KraftWork Spooky Candle . Dark

[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Rug Print1 @ Arcade
[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Candlestick @ Arcade

MH Dolores Topiary 1 @ Arcade

Posted in bento, blogging, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, vinyl

I’m slippin’ into dangerous ways

Dark space
I’m slippin’ into dangerous ways
Looking for a familiar face
Not too far from home
And it’s all
It’s all, all too much
When you can’t see the shiny under the rust
So you hide away, shelter from the rain
And I’ve been getting tired of all these patterns
I see it written on the wall
And I’ve been walking through my own disaster
Thinking it’s time to move on

I’m slippin’ into dangerous ways

foundation
hair: DOUX – Shai hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
[ rD ] – Magicae Libri Necklace @ TLC
AsteroidBox. Jodie Shirt @ Kustom9
VINYL – Stupid Deep Skirt @ N21

pose: Diversion – Raincheck

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Diversion – Raincheck Photobox

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Don’t say anything just go away

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you
I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do
Just don’t deny it
Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it
And that’s just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don’t care, I don’t care
Just go and leave this all behind
‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That’s all they do
I’m getting buried in this place
I got no room, you’re in my face
Don’t say anything just go away

Don’t say anything just go away

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

AsteroidBox. Cara Dress @ Equal10
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights
[BREATHE]-Miiya Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Amitie Room Cola Woman Co. @ Equal10
Junk Food – Snack Vending Machine

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

When did my heart stop beating?

My feet are on the ground I swear
But I’m not moving anywhere
My lungs say that I’m breathing
But when did my heart stop beating?
I don’t know who I am
Or who I used to be before
You broke me in a thousand pieces
Now tell me, how am I to fix this?
Don’t you try and help me ’cause I know
I know
Only time can heal but it’s running out
Running outTell me how to feel, to feel okay
Tell me how to feel, to feel okay
‘Cause I don’t know
I’ve been feeling pretty low
Ever since the day you dug my heart’s grave

When did my heart stop beating?

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Maria Shirt @ Anthem
Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties
[BREATHE]-Tsukiko Heels RARE @ Arcade

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel 1-5 @ Orsy

BLACK NEST / Belladonna Bed

Posted in Animals, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I kinda dig it

I’ve always loved rooftop scenes in movies and tv shows. It always looks so cool with the way they make the roof of a building into something completely different. When I was growing up, my mother always had a lot of houseplants. She would struggle when we lived in apartments, because she wanted a yard where she could plant bushes and outdoor flowers. None of the buildings we ever lived in had a flat rooftop that my mom could use for gardening, but it was always something I wished she could have done. So, when I saw the Akina Garden Set from Serenity Style, I knew this was my chance to create a rooftop area that would be unlike anything else I’ve done. I had a lot of fun setting this all up to look like my avatar was getting photographed for her Instagram in her rooftop paradise. Who knows, maybe I’ll do more rooftop photography. I kinda dig it. *giggles* See what I did there? Yeah, I know, I’m punny. *sticks her tongue out*

I kinda dig it

hair: [monso] Billie Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

Just BECAUSE Wiwi Sweater @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Catie Skirt – FLF Exclusive Edition (Jan 29, 2021)
Eudora3D Monet Socks
Eudora3D Monet Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Mannequin Bento Pose Set

scene created on: MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

behind the Rooftop used as a skyline piece: .PALETO.Backdrop:.DON’T PANIC

other scene components:
[Rezz Room] English Bulldog Adult Bark
[Rezz Room] Grouchy Cat Yawning

Serenity Style– Akina Garden Set @ Uber
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Pots Shelves
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 2
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Small Tree
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 3
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 1

Ayla. DIY Plant Stands – Book Plant Stand

Ariskea[Acai] Bohemian Pillow [Mustard]

(Luc.) Iced Tea [BENTO Server]

22769 – Garden Patio
22769 – Patio Pouf Table – COMMON
22769 – Shabby Patio Rug – COMMON
22769 – Patio Chair Creme – COMMON
22769 – Banana Tree – COMMON
22769 – Cubic Box Tree Pot – COMMON
22769 – Patio Fairy Lights – COMMON

22769 – Gardening Work
22769 – Seeding Bowl – COMMON
22769 – Bags of Soil – COMMON
22769 – Garden Wellies – COMMON
22769 – Workbench – COMMON
22769 – Shelf with Oil – COMMON
22769 – Box with Tools – COMMON
22769 – Box With Pots – COMMON
22769 – Watering Can – COMMON
22769 – Flowerpots – COMMON

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Exhausting

This has not been a merry holiday season for me. It has been more of a medical season. First I was diagnosed with a genetic heart disease that puts me at risk for sudden death and now diabetes. I don’t know the details on the diabetes yet, I’ll find out more about that next week. Yay. -_- I am exhausted and we’re not even half way into the month yet.
When I took this picture I was thinking about how exhausting the holidays can be in general. I was inspired by the Christmas Fails Gacha colleciton at Tannenbaum, cuz that’s my kinda luck. However, after my appointment this morning, the only thing that’s really on my mind is my health. *sighs* I guess 2021 is literally going to be a new life for me. I have to change so many things about my life going forward.
As my sister has pointed out, I’m not going to war. So, there’s a silver lining. *laughs*

Exhausting

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin

Cynful Hilly’s Cardigan Set @ C88
AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie – Legacy Panties

pose: Diversion – Light Me Up Poses @ Shiny Shabby

scene:
KraftWork Canopy Linen Bed . Basics

Atelier Burgundy . Privacy Panel . horizontal cedar

LEIJIN // OgHaus — Tafts Hanging Ivy

22769 – Christmas Fails @ Tannenbaum
22769 – Jolly Neon Sign – COMMON
22769 – Box of Ornaments – COMMON
22769 – Broken Ornament – COMMON
22769 – Unwrapped Present – COMMON
22769 – Tangeld Fairy Lights – COMMON


Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, N21, poses, {le fil casse}

I need it digital

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen
I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans
I know it’s complicated ’cause everyone that I’ve dated
Says they hate it ’cause they don’t know what to do with me, do with me
Know that my identity’s always gettin’ the best of me
I’m the worst of my enemies and I don’t really know what to do with me
Yeah, I don’t really know what to do with me

I need it digital

hair: DOUX – Ines hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA RARE 1 -BOM @ Kustom9

AsteroidBox. Caelum Collar *updated*
{le fil casse} Mitchell Dress @ Access
=Zenith=Margrey Boots @ N21

Ana Poses – Port Moresby @ Shiny Shabby
::WetCat::”Disturbed” Backdrop

Posted in Collabor88, Cosmetics, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, skin

Sparkle and Shine

People are like stained – glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within. ~ Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

hair: MINA – Lupine @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ALL IN COLLECTION #3 @ Fetish Fair
lipsticks: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ALL IN COLLECTION #8 @ Fetish Fair

AsteroidBox. Bailey Earrings @ Equal10
AsteroidBox. Bailey Collar @ Equal10

Go On – The Future – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Shameless

Don’t speak, no, don’t try
It’s been a secret for the longest time
Don’t run (oh), no, don’t hide
Been running from it for the longest time
So many mornings, I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, they’re taking me out of my mind
Right now, I’m shameless
Screamin’ my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you’re shameless
Write it on my neck, why don’t ya?
And I won’t erase it
I need you more than I want to
I need you more than I want to

asteroid box famx

hair: TRUTH Solstice
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie @ FaMESHed X
(Luc.) Whisky Cocktail BENTO accessory @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Pampered Bento Pose Set @ C88

MK Red – Vibrate Night – The Bearded Guy

[ILAYA] Logan Lounger

Kalospia – Luna’s Hanging Light @ C88

dust bunny . areca palm plant