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Rough Week

It’s been a rough week full of tough decisions and its only Thursday! I’ve missed my last two group therapy appointments and I’m in serious need of some one on one with my therapist, luckily I have an appointment tomorrow. I’ve been avoiding someone close to me, because their lifestyle is toxic to me and despite the fact that I’ve asked repeatedly for some boundaries to be in place, this person refuses to show me even a modicum of respect.
It is absolutely heartbreaking to think that I might be losing a friend that I’ve grown to love so very much, but at the end of the day I must take care of myself. I’ve spent the last four years living in this dark hole of a life and as I try my hardest to pull myself out…I cannot allow anyone to hinder my growth. On the other hand, a true friend wouldn’t be so blatantly disrespectful, would they?
I mean, if I don’t set boundaries for myself and the people I allow in my life, I will only be putting myself back into that little people pleasing box, running around on auto pilot that has put me so far into the darkness I’m so desperately trying to escape. I want to enjoy what’s left of my life and I can’t do that if I continue to permit someone to consistently disrespect me. We tell each other all the time not to let our lovers do it, but we rarely approach the subject of friends. Sadly, that’s where I am right now and its a bridge I have avoided crossing for the better part of the past six months. *sighs*

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Sady:
hair: TRUTH Kitten
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
.random.Matter. – Miroh Human Ears @ Kustom9
body: Maitreya
skin: [Glam Affair] Hanna Applier [ Genus ] @ Uber

BUENO-Mercy Shades @ Anthem
Kibitz – Wandie’s necklace @ Kustom9
Ascendant – Temptress Nails @ Kinky
ChicModa // Noelle Sweater @ FaMESHEd
Legal Insanity – Gioia flared pants

Derrek:
hair: Modulus – Miles Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [Signature] Gianni Body
suit: [Deadwool] Hart

pose: Ardent Poses – Content

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Possession

“Listen as the wind blows
From across the great divide
Voices trapped in yearning
Memories trapped in time
The night is my companion
And solitude my guide
Would I spend forever here
And not be satisfied
And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d, wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear
Through this world I’ve stumbled
So many times betrayed,
Trying to find an honest word,
To find the truth enslaved,
Oh you speak to me in riddles and
You speak to me in rhymes
My body aches to breathe your breath,
Your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d, wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander,
It’s morning that I dread,
Another day of knowing of
The path I fear to tread,
Oh, into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride,
Nothing stands between us here
And I won’t be denied
And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d, wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear
I’ll hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes”

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Sady is wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Titania
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Cynful One Sleeve Knot Top @ C88
Blueberry – Sammy Jeans
Blueberry – Sammy Boots

Cruel is wearing:
hair: Dura-B89-Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [Signature] Gianni Body

::GB:: Henley shirt
COLD ASH HOLLOWAY Ripped Jeans
COLD ASH CHELSEA Boots

pose: Ardent Poses – I’m Here @ Flourish

scene:
Sunshine – Rampage Backdrops – The Bearded Guy @ Unik

SAYO – Crystalline Pendant Lamp @ Uber

crate Upcycled Wall Shelf – Pastel @ Belle
crate Upcycled Pouf – Pastel @ Belle

Foxwood ~ Delilah ~ Spaniel Resting

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