Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka

I got so numb

Unlucky for you
I’m queen of the bored
And I’m like Cleopatra
I get what I want
I lean in but then I check right out
I don’t flinch because it doesn’t hurt
And what is god if it’s no one there
And there’s no proof that you ever cared about me
About me
I fuck with the fates
Because it’s so much fun
And I don’t feel a thing
Cause I got so numb
I lean in but then I check right out
I don’t flinch because it doesn’t hurt
And what is god if no one’s there
And what is god if there’s no proof
There ain’t no proof
You got no proof
I lean in but then I check right out
I don’t flinch because it doesn’t hurt
And there’s no proof that you ever cared about me

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
.miss chelsea. Ibis @ Uber
(shirt, bodysuit, jeans)

pose: FOXCITY. Lucid Bento Pose Set

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I got a list of names

I don’t like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn’t cool, no, I don’t like you
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me-

I got a list of names

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla hair
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

— PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA)
headband, eyeshadow, eyes, & lipstick

VOBE – Devi Set Choker
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VOBE – Devi Set Garter
Just BECAUSE Tatah Top
boots: UTOPIA@Design – “ASHLEY” @ Uber

  • TRIGGERED – Confidence Panties

pose: FOXCITY. Kittie Bento Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – January Group Gift 2021

Fapple- Bondage Chair


Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

I’m better by myself

Everything you do just wears me down
It’s getting old, I’m turned around
Feels like you’re just wasting me away
When you choose to terrorize me
And your confidence inside me dies
You suffocate me with the things you say
I’m better by myself
I’m better when there’s no you in my life
You’re no good for my health
You’re no good for my troubled state of mind

hair: DOUX – Seulgi hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
{le fil casse} Daphne Robe Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
{le fil casse} Daphne Ruffle Bra Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
{le fil casse} Daphne Ruffle Panty Legacy + Perky RARE @ Epiphany

pose: FOXCITY. Moody Bento Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – November Group Gift 2019

{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5 (2Li)

:::ChicChica::: Bottle of champagne

Astralia – Cat Succulent Plant

+Half-Deer+ Sakura Petals – Big Group – Pink

KraftWork Rounded Pouf

KraftWork Clarrington Set . Wooden Ladder Valentines Edition @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Rubber Plant @ Kustom9

KraftWork Macaron Clutter&Decor . Festive Tree @ Anthem Feb 3rd
KraftWork Macaron Clutter&Decor . Festive Trunk @ Anthem Feb 3rd

KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Hanging Chandelier Air @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Pallet Table Air @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Candle Lantern Air @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Flower Vase @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Snacks Tray @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Mini Candle Air @ Uber

1 KraftWork Foodie Love . Appetizer Tray RARE @ Epiphany
6 KraftWork Foodie Love . Cutlery Silver @ Epiphany
16 KraftWork Foodie Love . Cinnamon Ice Cream on Vanilla Mousse @ Epiphany

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, poses, Second Life

I Will Be Rising

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

I Will Be Rising

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: [theSkinnery] Teo (LelutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon

=Zenith=Off Shoulder Faux Fur Coat
Apl.Blossom Toya @ Cosmopolitan

pose: K&S – // Freya. Bento poses @ Access
backdrop: K&S – // Everlasting story. Backdrop @ Access

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Lelutka, Second Life

Life is Messy

Life is messy. There’s no doubt about that. Anyone with pets or children will attest to stepping in something questionable in the middle of the night. Nothing will throw off your day faster than cleaning up a mess like that first thing in the morning. Clearly, life isn’t perfect, but rather than compare our lives to those we see on our lovely screens…I think its better to embrace it.
I know my life isn’t what I had hoped it would be and I changed my ideas about my life several times over the course of my life. Not once did I envision my life to be what it is now. I jokingly said I’d be a fat old woman who hates kids and has a bunch of cats. I don’t even have that! I mean, I don’t LOVE kids, but I surely don’t hate them. Ok, I am fat, so I got that goal down easy enough. Wait, was that a goal….oh god, I manifested that shit! Fuck me. Well, ok, so what. I’m fat, I got a grocery list of health problems and no insurance. I’m still here. I have rather decent roof over my head. *looks down at my fat body* Uhm, clearly, I have plenty to eat. *laughs* I have two running cars. I have one tiny feline terrorist and the most perfect smartest dog in all da world. And I still have my wonderful, albeit crazy, Mom. I am freaking blessed! Sure, I struggle financially, but it sure could be worse. My condo and my cars are paid in full. That’s a true blessing.
As Thanksgiving (yes, its a U.S. holiday) comes sliding around the corner, I have a lot to be thankful for and I’m thankful that I do. Whether you celebrate this holiday or not, I think its a nice reminder to take some honest inventory of the blessings in our lives. It’s easy to forget those blessings as we go about our mundane daily routines. If you’re blessed enough to be reading this, it means you’ve been blessed with a little bit of time and the luxury of internet. While, I’m not so sure you need to be grateful for reading my ramblings, I’m pretty sure you’ve got your own plethora of blessings to behold. Oh…and don’t think I forgot you. I am very very grateful that you have taken that little bit of time from your life to read my words. More grateful than I can properly express, but Thank You.♥

Life is Messy

hair: Stealthic – Vigil
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: [theSkinnery] Teo (LelutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon

Mug – Fiona Tank @ Kustom9
Mug – Fiona Thong @ Kustom9

[Rezz Room] Box Pug Adult Animesh (Holdable) @ Kustom9

scene:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Refreshments
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Breakfast Clutter

Apple Fall Times Newspaper
Apple Fall ‘Elvira’ Plate w/ Egg, Avocado & Toast

+Half-Deer+ Cutie Clutter – Spilled Black Coffee

{vespertine} – woodland owly utensil jar.
{vespertine} – woodland cup hanger.

Second Spaces – Well-stocked Pantry – spices

Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Machine
Fancy Decor: Satie Cream & Sugar
Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Pods

Fancy Decor: Pour Over Coffee Maker @ C88
Fancy Decor: Kettle @ C88

dust bunny . kitchen clutter . dish drying rack . white
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . paper towels

Posted in Animals, Catwa, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Landscaping, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Just LION around

From the moment I saw these lions from Rezz Room, I knew exactly what type of photo I wanted to do. Lucky for me, I have some very patient friends that were more than willing to pose all pretty. What I was going for was one of those situations where models are doing an editorial spread and shoot on location. While they pose and look all aloof or bored, when deep down they are screaming inside because they are so close to the lions. The best part of this is that when Precious was posing, she didn’t even notice the lions until I showed her my raw shot. *dies laughing* I think she was too busy trying to look down my shirt! Meanwhile, we just dumped poor Damien in the back and told him to keep his hands to himself. *laughs* That’s probably why he’s shooting us the bird! *giggles* And Puss…well, she’s just my original toon that does as I tell her.

safari

Let’s start with the real stars of the photo:

[Rezz Room] Lion Male Adult Animesh (Companion) @ ManCave
[Rezz Room] Lioness Animesh (Companion) @ Uber
[Rezz Room] Lion Cub Animesh (Companion) @ Uber

left to right super quick credits:

Damien:
Modulus – Hugo Hair
LeLUTKA.Head.Skyler

Legal Insanity – Ronan ripped shirt
Legal Insanity – James ripped denims
EQUAL – Lee Sneakers

pose: Ana Poses – Bologna Men

Sady:
DOUX – Maddie Hairstyle @ Level
LeLUTKA Fleur Head
+Apocalyptic+ Snake seduction tattoo @ Dubai

.miss chelsea. Asha Top @ Anthem
amias – DAVIN pants gray @ Anthem
Mosquito’s Way – Olivia @ TLC

pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set

Precious:
tram J0513b hair
CATWA HEAD Catya

Kibitz – Corinne’s leashed collar
Pixicat– Maire Top

pose: FOXCITY. Legs for Days Bento Pose Set

Puss: 
DOUX – Cordelia Hairstyle
GENUS Project – Classic Face

EVANI – (13) Hanna top
EVANI – (14) Hanna shorts

pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set

scene created using:
(Milk Motion) road to nowhere – Desert Land
(Milk Motion) dry bushes

Skye Windswept Tree

[we’re CLOSED] grass field dry 03 – random

Serenity Style– Military 4×4 Camo RARE

Junk Food – Cooler (Black)

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Old Habits

I’m flyin’
I’m flyin’ high like a bird
But my fluttering wings can’t keep you from pullin’ me down
Your mama
Your mama says I’m a fool
And yeah, maybe that’s true ’cause I can’t stop thinkin’ ’bout you
I’m tryin’
I’m tryin’ not to forget my words
‘Cause when I’m around you, I tend not to changin’ my mind
I promised
I promised myself not to slip back into old habits
‘Cause heartbreak is savvy and love is a bitch

consent for belle

hair: DOUX – Jennie hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Anika Skin [ Lelutka ] @ UBER
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. Skully Arm Bands
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9
Secrets – Aurora Belly Chain

[ CONSENT ] Elvi Babydoll @ Belle

pose: .HG. Uranus

Stockholm&Lima: Always [Messy] Bed

.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Lover
.peaches. Be Mine – Condom Clutter
.peaches. Be Mine – Wine Bottle

Traveler-Night stand by Bazar

Loft & Aria – Juniper Lamp Blue

dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls.,

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Reign, Second Life, shopping, skin

Learning new tricks!

So, its my 2nd post with the new Fleur head from Lelutka…I’m still messing with the shape a bit as I try on different skins, but over all I’m super happy with the new head. There are so many changes swirling around me at the moment, not just the new head, but letting go of almost all of my decor sponsors was a huge deal for me. For almost five years, I’ve balanced both and blogged for some of my absolute favorite stores. Now, its time for this old dog to learn some new tricks! I’m having a lot of fun playing with different photography styles and angles….lighting, all that good stuff. And I don’t have anything specific to talk about this morning, so I’m just rambling. I probably should have done a song, instead. Oh well….it is what it is and it ain’t what it ain’t..lol.

doux lunar rezz room

hair: DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Song (LeLutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings @ ebento
RichB. Skully Arm Bands
.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’
Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9

Lunar – Yumi Top @ Equal10
Lunar – Miyu Pants & Panties @ Equal10
REIGN.- JORDYN PLATS

[Rezz Room] Box German Shepherd Puppy

pose: – space cadet – pack 10 @ SaNaRae

location: BKLYN

 

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Legal Insanity, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, skin, tattoo, Uber SL, vinyl

This is our world

See the tramp coming up the strip with the a hundred dollar smile
Sparks flying off her finger tips, driving a young cunt wild
Some nights, I’m wound so tight, like a storm about to break
Better stand in a doorway when everything starts to shake
You get restless, like a cat waking up at midnight
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Layer other like a street god, with a drop-dead attitude
Scenes looking like a shadow now, and I know I’m being fooled
Sometimes I’m wound so tight like a wave about crash
Hard times seem to multiply, but the joy runs out so fast
You get restless, like a kid crawling out of a bad dream
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Make way for the son of a rebel
He’s got two black eyes, and a bitter heart
And a bone hanging on a chain
These times, like dynamite
A head on history
Some fools gonna bed it all down
And don’t care about you and me
You get desperate, like a child in the eye of a nightmare
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Ooooover
Ouuur worrrld, ouuur tiiimes
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
~ Alannah Myles – Our World, Our Times

JB vinyl west end dami doux

left:
hair:  DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Senja Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings
*Just BECAUSE* Dannicka Sweater
VINYL – Peach Shorts

middle:
hair: Modulus – Hugo Hair
head: LeLUTKA.Head.Skyler.2.0
body: [BODY] Athletic Meshbody (Legacy)
skin: Clef de Peau – Erik
tattoo: Vegas – No Boundaries

[ kunst ] – Allegiant bracelet (L)
[ kunst ] – Harper bracelet #3 / Right (M)
RAWR! Damascus Bracelet
Legal Insanity – Adam bento rings

right:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL – Lemon Romper @ N21

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Unbreakable Bond @ Uber

please check out Damien’s blog for his view: The Crow’s Nest

Posted in Dahlia, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

How ’bout these notions

I hear the birds
When they’re singing
I hear the sirens
When they’re ringing
But I can’t take my mind off of you
A thousand words, pouring out
The distance of over there
Is moving on and out
You said it’d be alright
How ’bout these notions
Hmm, they’re deep as ocean
Calling out my name
Screaming out in vain
Singing hallelujah
Tell your mother, she don’t understand
Tell your mother, she’s not listening
Why don’t you tear my heart
The chain is made of string
I roll the dice
You seal the deal
That don’t matter
Cause pain will heal
I will follow you
Into the dark

Exile BnS Focus

hair:  Exile – Rosalie
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Heart mandala tattoo
Lowen – Angel Sunglasses
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #6
SU!– Almond Nails

Blossom&Seeds Bea @ Dubai

pose: Focus Poses – Life is Better on the Boat @ Access

Tentacio Fresh sweet. Notebook

hive // flor simple beach towel .

Dahlia – Malarkey – Margarita

[Commoner] THC Gummies / Beach Bliss

DEAD DOLL – Beach Tote