Posted in Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

let’s love tonight

When, when we came home
Worn to the bones
I told myself, “this could get rough”
And when, when I was off, which happened a lot
You came to me and said, “that’s enough”
Oh I know that this love is pain
But we can’t cut it from out these veins, no
So I’ll hit the lights and you lock the doors
We ain’t leaving this room ’til we bust the mold
Don’t walk away, don’t roll your eyes
They say love is pain,
well darling, let’s hurt tonight
When, when you came home
Worn to the bones
I told myself, “this could be rough”
Oh, I know you’re feeling insane
Tell me something that I can explain,
oh I’ll hit the lights and you lock the doors
Tell me all of the things that you couldn’t before
Don’t walk away, don’t roll your eyes
They say love is pain,
well darling, let’s hurt tonight
If this love is pain,
well darling, let’s hurt,
oh tonight
So you hit the lights and I’ll lock the doors
Let’s say all of the things that we couldn’t before
Won’t walk away, won’t roll my eyes
They say love is pain,
well darling, let’s hurt tonight
If this love is pain,
then honey let’s love tonight

let’s love tonight

hair: tram J1213 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

e.marie // Bailey Earrings – Silvers
Apl.Blossom June @ Cosmopolitan

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Simple Kind of Love

Serenity Style– The Garden Balcony Backdrop

{anc} ivy wall
Compulsion Plant 14

Mace’s hair is from Stealthic & his suit is from Deadwool

Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I don’t want to love no more

I learnt to grow old when I was younger
Scared of staying young
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured
That sat atop my tongue
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion
If they would just, listen up
But they won’t, now
I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor
Pour the ink, into the sink
And watch it drain from the shore
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone (I’m afraid to be alone)
To Be Alone
Looking in the mirror like
Maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind
Then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized
I thought I had a chosen my design
I thought I was broken all this time
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone

idtty empress

hair: TRUTH Alias
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

*LODE* Head Accessory – Royalty Wreath [black horse]
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #1 @ Kinky
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #6 @ Kinky

.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace

ChicModa // Carrie Dress @ FaMESHed

pose: – space cadet – modge podge set

The End Forest *RARE* – Sinister Night – The Bearded Guy

{anc} colorful rain (clearlysky) [wide] 1Li

Lyrium.Turning Pages – Flying Pages 2 Decor

KraftWork Once Upon a House . Scattered Papers

:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum REZZ

chicmoda sc

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, Uber SL

The time’s not near, it’s here

When the world is laughing at itself, all she can do is cry
But when the world is scared and crying out, she laughs fearless inside
‘Cause she believes ’til she can see
Floating freely, breathing easy over stratospheres
Eternity throws glory, stars redeeming all the years
Do you believe and will you dream
Turning the pages
Open these cages
Quiet days we can hear this sound
Heaven’s throne in the earth come down
The decree’s out now
Never been so loud
Making way for the undoing
Of the death in everything
The decree’s out now
Never been so loud
The time’s not near, it’s here
A holy fear is here
It’s here

cynful doux rise

hair:  DOUX – Princess hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

[ rD ] – Yvoire Necklace @ Gems
SU!– Almond Nails
Cynful Scrunchie Dress @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rain Bento Pose Set

scene creating using:
[Bad Unicorn] All The Lights – Blackout Backdrops @ LeveL

{anc} colorful rain

Posted in Bloom, Events, Home Decor, Kustom9, Landscaping, Prism Events, Second Life

Hold Fast

“Hold fast to dreams,
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird,
That cannot fly.”
― Langston Hughes

lagom kraftwork anc

{anc} dandelion fluff “daytime” @ Kustom9

-Garden- by anc dandelion @ Bloom

Lagom – Petalrain [ Pink ] @ Bloom
(also comes in blue, green, purple, red, and yellow)

KraftWork Garden Guardian Fountain . Stone @ Bloom
(also comes in Bronze and Marble)

Posted in Apple Fall, Events, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping

A Choice

“Attitude is a choice. Happiness is a choice. Optimism is a choice. Kindness is a choice. Giving is a choice. Respect is a choice. Whatever choice you make makes you. Choose wisely.”
― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart

Lagom bathroom

Elm. Eira Apartment

#10 Elm. Bathroom Decor Glass Jars
#9 Elm. Bathroom Decor Flower Vase
#15 Elm. Bathroom Decor Bathbomb Stand Silver

{anc} bubbles . pole 1prim /MC

Apple Fall Bathroom Lotions
Apple Fall Coral Lid Jar w/ Bath Bombs

Ariskea[Lavende] Bath Bomb RARE

[Con.] Hanging Fishing Float – Blue

dust bunny . hanging plants . spider planter
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . cotton ball container
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . qtip container
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . bath bombs
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Space Odyssey & Lagom – Romace Respite @ Equal10
22. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Cabinet Blue ]
18. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Hair Care Blue ]
17. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Bath Bombs ]
14. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Towel Rack ]
28. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Mirror ]
03. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Corner Tub Blue ADULT ] RARE
15. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Rose Petals ]
11. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Rug ]
16. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Bubble Bars ]
08. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Guest Towls White ]
25. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Privy Shelf Blue ]
26. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Privy ]
09. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Laundry Basket ]
10. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Scale ]
13. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Toilet Roll ]
12. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Tooth Brushes ]
04. S.O&L – Romace Respite [ Sink Blue ]

Tentacio – I haven’t gone to the bathroom

Posted in crate, Cynful, DOUX, Eudora3D, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Prism Events, Second Life

Fun Facts from Facebook

Now that is one finely alliterated title, right there! Yes, I did link the definition. *laughs* Ok, so I was reading a profile and saw something that I’ve seen dressed up in meme form and otherwise in a variety of places of the years. Naturally, the most common place I’ve seen it is on FaceBook. Now, y’all know I love taking the piss out of people who do the  “actually” comments, but once in a while…I come across things that make me think way too much. So, today, I’m going to have a little fun with this little golden classic. Ready? Ok, here we go…

“A pig’s orgasm lasts 30 minutes…O.o
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
“Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour
(Don’t try this at home, maybe at work.)
“The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male’s head off.
(Honey, I’m home. What the…?)
(30 minutes. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?)
“The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
“Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life…quality over quantity!)
“An ostrich’s eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)
“Starfish have no brains
(I know some people like that, too.)
“Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.

(What about that pig??, Do the dolphins know about the pig?)

I have my own questions. Who measured so many pig orgasms that they came to know this 30 minute rule to be an actual fact? Part of me wants their job, part of me can’t help think of all the repercussions of a job like that. Describing that job must be fun.

Banging your head….uhm, cute…no one that’s doing that is thinking about calories. I get it…joke…again…cute….filler, but cute.

So, I’m guessing male praying mantis don’t go about sending dick pics to random girls. Hmm…noted. *grins*

Hmmm, how many taste buds do humans have? Cats? Dogs? I mean, those last two licks their butts…and you’re worried about the bottom of the pond? Stop playing with dinner and dredge that in the cornmeal over there, will ya?

SOME lions…again, who studied this? Is this porn for people that are into beastiality?

Ostrich…yeah, that makes sense. Bird brained…*laughs*…I get it now. *looks at Davish & grins*

Starfish…uhm…gonna just leave this one alone, but yeah, I know people like this for sure!

I beg to differ. I’m pretty sure that dog humping your leg isn’t doing it for any other reason than he likes how the texture of your pants/leg hair feels against his lil red rocket. Plus, there are a lot of videos of rapey animals out there and masturbating monkeys…and I had a cat that liked humping my stuffed elephant (that quickly because HIS elephant…and his bitch.) So, I’m sorry, I don’t believe that last little factoid.

Dolphins know everything! *nods*

Welp, that was fun…for me at least…welcome to another scary corner in my brain. LOL

doux cynful eud3 serestyle crate prism

fashion:
hair:  DOUX – Melinda @ Belle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Lady Applier @ Belle
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK

Cynful Fuzzy Cardigan – Flf Special – Nov 29, 2019
Cynful Maya`s Knit Set @ FaMESHed (opens Dec 1)
Eudora3D Adele Boots @ Belle

decor:
pose is in the chair:
Serenity Style– Country Hanging Chair @ Belle

{anc} glass ornament. pod 9Li (3) LI: 2
{anc} glass ornament. pod shadow 1Li LI: 1
{anc} glass ornament. for tree (1) 1Li LI: 1

Apple Fall Apples w/ Ornamental Stand – Ceramic LI: 1
Apple Fall Ornamental Elephant – Silver LI: 1

crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Set @ Tannenbaum
crate Peace On Earth Stocking LI: 2
ace On Earth Sideboard Cookie Board LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Gift Box LI: 1
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Coffee Tray LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Gift Wrap LI: 2
crate Peace On Earth Sideboard Chalkboard w/ Wreath LI: 6

DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday @ Tannenbaum
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Pots LI: 1
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Lantern LI: 1
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Urn LI: 1
DISORDERLY. / Pastel Holiday / Step Ladder LI: 1

[ dynasty ] – Box of Ornaments – Grey OPENED LI: 1
[ dynasty ] – Box of Ornaments – Grey CLOSED LI: 1

05 Fancy Decor: Silver Bauble LI: 1
06 Fancy Decor: Striped Bauble (silver) LI: 1
Fancy Decor:Silver Wire tree w/ Fancy Decor: Glitter Baubles
18 Fancy Decor: Gilt Crystal Bauble C LI: 1
05 Fancy Decor: Gilt Cage Bauble LI: 1

floorplan. hanging chalkboard door / white LI: 1 @ Kustom9

Refuge – Charming Ornaments @ Tannenbaum
9. Refuge – Charming Ornament 3 C
10. Refuge – Charming Ornament 3 D
8. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 D
7. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 C
6. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 B
4. Refuge – Charming Ornament 1 C
5. Refuge – Charming Ornament 2 A
3. Refuge – Charming Ornament 1 D

andika[joy and Happiness Cake set] @ Tannenbaum
andika[Joy and Happiness]Cake/2i-Decor
andika[Joy and Happiness]cookie set 1

[DDD] Twinkling Ivy – Straight A

Snow White Cat – Sitting
Snow White Cat – Standing

(fd) Cat – 18 Peeking in Box RARE

:[P]:- Hannah Ornament @ Tannenbaum

 

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Second Life

Will she?

This picture is probably one of my favorite collaborations yet. First of all, it’s with Kess Crystal, who happens to be one of my absolute best friends. She has single handedly changed my life in so many ways since we’ve met. All of my closest friends have played a huge part in my holding it together, but Kess and I…well, I guess I’ve been closer to her the longest. Granted, its only a few months longer, but those months were spent together crying and laughing daily. Every morning, we had coffee together and each conversation started the same. As soon as I heard her voice, I’d say, “Good morning, Gorgeous.” From there, we’d have our coffee and we’d talk about how she was doing with her wretched break up. I watched her blog begin to blossom and the therapeutic value of it. Less than a year into our true friendship, I was smacked with the biggest betrayal my heart had felt since I was a child. Kess was there (as were others) and she watched as I acted out. She watched me fall apart and completely lose my shit.
When I mentioned that I might want to blog for the same therapeutic value that she had gotten from it, not only did she encourage me, but she mentored me. She helped me grow as a blogger and gave me tips. She helped me find my own blogger identity. Less than a month ago, she stepped up in the biggest way yet. It was like magic, so this photo is perfect for us….the magic, her as the teacher….her as the older one…*smirks*…okay, to be fair, she’s only 8 months older. The point is…SHE is the oldest! *grins* Now, I’ll know I did good if she cries after reading this. Will she?
So, all the details are below and a link to her blog, as well.

deaddollz collab
You’re the oldest, you be the teacher! I’ll be the cute, young student!

Sady (on the right):
hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Eerie Daughter @ Epiphany
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: [Glam Affair] Mary Applier [Genus ] 007 – 11 RARE @ Epiphany
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Birdy – Hocus Pocus – Spellbook – Gold RARE
Dead Dollz – WItchcraft Academy – Student Top @ Epiphany
Dead Dollz – WItchcraft Academy – Student Skirt @ Epiphany
Dead Dollz – WItchcraft Academy – Student Stocking @ Epiphany
: CULT : Salem Foot Straps @ Kustom9

pose: Diversion – Book Lover Poses @ Pose Fair

Kess (on the left):
Head – LeLutka – Korina
Skin  – Glam Affair – Lena
Piercings – [ kunst ] – Basil set
Hair – /TRUTH/ Elixir /
Dress – Dead Dollz – WItchcraft Academy – Teacher Gown RARE @ Epiphany

Pose – Diversion – My Poison

DRD – MM3 – Mystery Mansion
25 – DRD – MM3 – Broken Lamp B

22769 – Copper Cauldron – COMMON
22769 – The Chair of the Witch – RARE
22769 – The Workplace of the Witch – COMMON
22769 – Potion Bottles – COMMON
22769 – Row of Potions – COMMON
22769 – Spell Book – COMMON
22769 – Witch Hat – COMMON
22769 – Summoning Circle – COMMON

{anc} nebra beads [sungold] pole

Fancy Decor: Caged Candles – gold

+Half-Deer+ Requiem Moon – Witch Broom Decor

Soy. Wall decor [Insect Specimen +Dish]
Soy. Essentials of Witchcraft [Linked]
Soy. Table with Drawers (Aged Dark Wood)

Make sure you check out her version: Glamour Sauce “Summon Me”

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Felt a little off today

One day you opened up your eyes inside of you
Inside a world inside a universe you didn’t get to choose
You didn’t get to pick the rules or pick the past or set the pace
Or cast the cast and crew you didn’t get to pick your starting place
And though it was a race you didn’t understand
You simply lined up on the blocks and when the pistol popped you ran
And when you tripped and dropped you picked yourself up off the ground
And picked your scabs you knew you had to pick a plan to end what you began
As you got older there were days of cold surrender
Days of shrugged whatevers folded in with days of shocking splendor
But as time advanced the lovely days were covered up from view
By an advancing melancholy haze that hovered near the dew
Yet there were moments
There were these pure arresting moments when you stepped outside your head
Outside your pain outside control, outside the bullshit, out of body, out of rage
Outside the need to get it, get it, you will never get it, that’s okay
Have you felt a little off today
Had a lot to say
But wound up talking to yourself?
Have you hunted for a kindly ear
But couldn’t find one near
And wound up talking to yourself?
Had a little spot where you been going through a lot
Wanna shove it to the bottom but a trouble gonna bubble to the top
Then the bubble gonna pop and the hustle never ever gonna stop
Cause you get up in the morning get ahead then get to bed and then you do it all again until the moment that you drop
You need a plot, what you wanna witness with this life you got
You kicked and fought trynna get up in your skin and pick this lock
That ticking clock lets you know that bitch you got these situations witchu
Issues someone fit to quick should sit you should down to talk
Ever wonder who’s the crazy the one, people walking to work as if nothing is off
But if a person really got it they would be cracking a bottle on somebody’s head and looting from shops
Are there times you’re alone now when nobody’s home but you walk around muttering under your breath second shit saying goddammit goddammit goddammit just whispering soft
Do you ever get lost, deep in your thoughts, tripping when you think about the cost of seeing this through
When you tie your stomach into knots that you don’t know how to undo
But do you ever have another moment after that, when you can see
There’s no one way this has to be? Or maybe that’s just me

addams fabia

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Rose   @ Uber

FABIA– Mesh Hair < Siera> @ TLC
.::Supernatural::. Dandara Necklace Silver #3
.::Supernatural::. Dandara Necklace Silver #4
.::Supernatural::. Dandara Necklace Silver #6
Ascendant – Wow Effect Nails @ Level
Addams // Friday Tucked Top
Addams // Frida Ripped Jeans

..::THOR::.. Beer Bottle
+ WitchCraft + Litoids v.1

pose: {anc} Cardboard box [natural]
..::THOR::.. Wood Beer Box

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Cynful, Fashion, Foxcity, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life

Wolfpack

“I got a question for you
Expect me to behave
And then you try to art of war me with your mind games
Got your fake invitation into Pandora’s box
You’re mean because you’re scared
That there ain’t room for both of us
I got a message for you
I came with honesty
Next time you’re whispering my name
Like you don’t see me
Keep acting like you made it
Too scared I’ll come and take it
You feed your enemies and still you don’t, you don’t succeed

Girl, I know this game it can be a bit drained
But we still got each other (and I got your back)
All I’m saying it’s nice to have you in my corner
You’re my tribe, that’s why girl
You are my wolfpack”
~ Tala & Banks – Wolfpack

blue angel

basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

hair: Tableau Vivant // Vento hair
*LODE* Head Accessory – Fuchsia [white]
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust

#6 Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – White
Blueberry – Cori – Lace Dress
Blueberry – Cori – Thigh High Shoes

pose: FOXCITY. Late Night Bento Pose Set

JIAN :: Wolf

{anc} NO LIMITS // flock of flying doves. [soda-blue]

Persefona Floating Feathers Classic (white)

Posted in crate, Dahlia, Events, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

How do you know I’m mad?

“But I don’t want to go among mad people,” Alice remarked.
“Oh, you can’t help that,” said the Cat: “we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad.”
“How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice.
“You must be,” said the Cat, “or you wouldn’t have come here.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland

berry dreamy

KraftWork Old Brooklyn Carousel

Garden by anc “hydrangea” (light blue) @ Belle

{anc} cotton bunny. sugar
{anc} bubbles

Con & Dust Bunny . Coffee Station – Gold

crate Strawberry Tea Cart

Dahlia – Evelyn Set @ Belle
-Dahlia – Evelyn – Stone Pathway
-Dahlia – Evelyn – Birdbath
-Dahlia – Evelyn – Garden Gazing Ball

DISORDERLY. / June Berries @ Belle
-DISORDERLY. / June Berries / Black & Blueberry Pancakes
-DISORDERLY. / June Berries / Blueberry Bowl
-DISORDERLY. / June Berries / Blackberry Syrup Jar

dust bunny . quirky planters . snail
dust bunny . quirky planters . hedgehog
dust bunny . quirky planters 2 . kitty planter @ Uber

dust bunny . strawberry season
-dust bunny . strawberry season . strawberry plant
-dust bunny . strawberry season . bowl of berries
-dust bunny . strawberry season . cake

Kalopsia – Effie’s Table

Serenity Style– Evelyn Dream Set @ Belle
-Serenity Style- Evelyn Dream Wardrobe
-Serenity Style- Evelyn Chair V1
-Serenity Style- Evelyn Chair V2
-Serenity Style- Evelyn Dream Basin