Posted in Bueno, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I’d rather be hard to love

‘Course you love me, you don’t know me
But I got news for you, I came broken
Ego issues, my head is swollen
I got a million chips on my shoulder
But if you stay despite all I showed you
Then maybe you don’t need freedom, freedom
I guess I take it, heartbreaker
A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it
I guess I take it, heartbreaker
A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it (yeah-yeah-yeah)
Baby, I’d rather be hard to love
Than easy to leave, you should believe me
I’ll make you need me (whoo)
I’d rather be hard to love
Than easy to leave, you should believe me
I’ll make you need me
Go deep, baby, go deep
I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave
Go deep, baby, go deep
I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave
Go deep, baby
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real (whoo)
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real (Listen)
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real (woah-woah)
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real

I’d rather be hard to love

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 06 @ Kustom9
hair: Tableau Vivant – Windy ponytail Add-on @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
BUENO-Buenitos Dranks @ Kustom9

Lunar – Miki Top updated w/new colors
Lunar – Miki Track Pants updated w/new colors

pose: Ana Poses – Sit AO 1

[NikotiN] Lumberjack Ashtray (V.5)
..::THOR::.. Retro Radio Coral

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I feel right at home

I’ve been havin’ dreams
Jumpin’ on a trampoline
Flippin’ in the air
I never land, just float there
As I’m looking up
Suddenly the sky erupts
Flames alight the trees
Spread to fallin’ leaves
Now they’re right upon me
Wait if I’m on fire
How am I so deep in love?
When I dream of dying
I never feel so loved
I’ve been having dreams
Splashin’ in a summer stream
Trip and I fall in
I wanted it to happen
My body turns to ice
Crushin’ weight of paradise
Solid block of gold
Lying in the cold
I feel right at home

I feel right at home

hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
[Glam Affair ] Rika Freckles (A) 50%

(Yummy) Layered Crystal Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
JustBECAUSE DeeDee Top @ Uber
JustBECAUSE Cassie Pants @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Miroki Heels @ Kinky

pose: Ana Poses – Amata @ Shiny Shabby

backdrop: MINIMAL – Spell Corner

Potted Wall Hanger by Galland Homes (Group Gift)

[InsurreKtion] Spring Cleaning Sale Set @ TLC
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Blackboard
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Enamelware junk
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Console
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Demijohns
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Chair
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Urn
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Urn with antlers
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Antlers
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Rugs
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Stool
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Ladder

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Bench Light
Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

dust bunny . fresh fruit stand . cash box

Posted in Apple Fall, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

a beautiful conversation about life

I was hanging out with some of my favorite people last night and one of them made a comment about “lazy homeless” people. I quickly jumped on the defensive. As I have been homeless on a number of occasions in my 20s and there was nothing lazy about my situation. Of course, I encountered loads of other homeless people during those times. I had to explain that while there are some people that simply don’t want to be responsible members of society. However, the bulk of the homeless people I encountered were anything but lazy. As being homeless is not an easy way to live. People that live in shelters must abide by an excess of rules put in place to keep things as orderly as possible. There are curfews and requirements one must continuously make to continue their stay and many shelters have limitations on how long people can reside there. I don’t have specific numbers, but I’d dare say that the majority of homeless people have not chosen that lifestyle as their preferred method of existence. Plus there are far more living without shelter. That is NOT an easy way to live. Its beyond dangerous. Once a person is homeless, it is safe to say that getting back on your feet is ridiculously hard. As I pointed out to my friend, what is the first thing you do the morning of a job interview? Shower, right? If you have no home, you have no shower and probably don’t have much in the way of a clean nice outfit to wear.
Anyway, the point is, don’t be so quick to judge people in situations you can’t begin to understand. Turns out that one of the other people there had also experienced homelessness and was glad that I spoke up. Meanwhile, our uninformed friend was enlightened and apologized. I didn’t find the apology necessary, but it was appreciated. I was especially glad that we were all able to have such a beautiful conversation about life without hate or disgust. I won’t name them, because too many private matters were discussed and only my part of the story is mine to tell. I suspect they might read this and because they might I want to give them to know something. I love you and I’m so grateful for your friendship. I look forward to getting to know you even better in the years to come. ♥

Clearly that has nothing to do with the photo. So, I’d like to add that if you have not gotten the Spring Decocrate, this set from Serenity Style is worth getting it, just for this set. Even if you didn’t pre order it, its worth the price. Go grab yours. I have to pay full price, too, cuz I forgot to pre order…lol. You’ll also notice I’m wearing the new Lost Girl dress from Vinyl. This is the first dress Vinyl has released in ages and its so cute! AND it goes perfectly with these new wedges that Breathe released at the Arcade! So get out your wallets, its time to go shopping!!

a beautiful conversation about life

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ LEVEL
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

VINYL – Lost Girl Dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mizuko Wedges @ Arcade

pose: Ana Poses – Saturday Night 8 @ Arcade

Scarlet Creative Charlotte’s Corner House Boat or Cabin

outside: Serenity Style– Eggs Farm Backdrop @ Uber Hometown

Serenity Style-Spring Colors Breakfast Set for Decocrate Spring
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Table
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Tray [LINKED]
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Chairs (blue, pink, yellow, & green)

Serenity Style– Vintage Treasures – Doors
Serenity Style- Vintage Treasures – Bookshelf

..::THOR::.. Think Green Gacha Set @ Arcade
-..::THOR::.. Hanging Crate
-..::THOR::.. Organic Hanging Tote
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Table Fan – Mint
-..::THOR::.. Greenhouse Stool – Cream
-..::THOR::.. Owl & Books
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Watering Can – Mint

  1. Apple Fall Blanket Curio
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 7
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 8
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 10
    West Village Sculpted Turtle – Verdigris

Di’Cor Snail Figurine @ FaMESHed

dust bunny . quirky planters 2 . kitty planter
dust bunny . quirky planters 3 . rainbow planter

Ariskea[Marguerite] Pitcher Flowers – Pale @ Anthem

[Fetch] Spring Treats – Bun Mug RARE @ Arcade

MADRAS Ooty Turtle Tea Pot Seafoam

CHEZ MOI Sleepy Kitty @ Arcade
CHEZ MOI Plant Vase 1,2, & 3 @ Arcade

The Loft & ARIA – Branwyn Rug

tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls

Posted in Bueno, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Sundays

I don’t do this a lot, but y’all know me. I do what I want! So, today I want to tell you a little bit about Serasim. SeraSim is where Seraphim lives inworld. Their offices are there. It’s where they pretend to do work. *grins* Now, the thing is that SeraSim is not just offices. Ohhh no….they wouldn’t dare stop there. Nope. They have shops there and events! Yes, shopping events, but other stuff, too. So, first and foremost, I encourage you to go check it out. It is really well done…think Havana and a fancy shopping center merged. There are places for parties, live singers, etc. There are actual shops and….AND…they have some pretty nifty shopping events there.
For instance, you see the vagrant top in this picture? It goes perfectly with my new Cheri Jeans from Bueno! I only paid L$70 for this top! Can you believe that? IKR?!?! They have this cool thing at SeraSim called 70L SERASIM SUNDAY! They have carts all around the sim with these amazing deals. I got a badass school room backdrop for only L$70, too! Plus a wonderful couple’s pose from Vanity Poses! Seriously, you will be amazed at the deals!
I’ll be telling you more later on, but for now….get ready for some super savings on Sundays (and maybe a few days after)!

Sundays

hair: tram J1213 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Riona @ ACCESS

-[ vagrant ]- Ashley Hoody – Black
BUENO-Cheri Jeans @Kustom9
Ohemo – Chloe boots

pose: Ana Poses – Rome

Posted in Collabor88, FaMESHed, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, {le fil casse}

What dirty dishes?

This is how you get out of trouble for not doing the dishes. *grins* You just stand real pretty in something distracting and offer some treats. Now, what significant other could possibly be upset about a few dishes in the sink when they can have hot cocoa, churros, and this? None with a pulse, I can tell you that! *giggles*

What dirty dishes?

hair: TRUTH Brazen
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
^^Swallow^^ Princess Belly Piercing @ Kustom9

{le fil casse} Laverne Bralette
{le fil casse} Laverne Shorts

pose: Ana Poses – Her September

scene:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen
DaD “Rustic Frames
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Morning Start
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Dirty Dishes
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . spice rack . black
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . paper towels
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . dish drying rack . white
Hangry – White Glazed Churros @ Kustom9
Hangry – Jolly Hot Cocoa – White @ Kustom9

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, N21, poses, {le fil casse}

I need it digital

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen
I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans
I know it’s complicated ’cause everyone that I’ve dated
Says they hate it ’cause they don’t know what to do with me, do with me
Know that my identity’s always gettin’ the best of me
I’m the worst of my enemies and I don’t really know what to do with me
Yeah, I don’t really know what to do with me

I need it digital

hair: DOUX – Ines hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA RARE 1 -BOM @ Kustom9

AsteroidBox. Caelum Collar *updated*
{le fil casse} Mitchell Dress @ Access
=Zenith=Margrey Boots @ N21

Ana Poses – Port Moresby @ Shiny Shabby
::WetCat::”Disturbed” Backdrop

Posted in Events, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

You’re still the only one

So we’ve put an end to it this time.
I’m no longer yours and you’re no longer mine.
You said this hill looks far too steep
If I’m not even sure it’s me you wanna keep.
And it’s been ten days without you in my reach,
And the only time I’ve touched you is in my sleep.

But time has changed nothing at all –
You’re still the only one that feels like home.
I’ve tried cutting the ropes and
I let you go but you’re still the only one
That feels like home.
~ Missy Higgins – Ten Days

lfc reign

wearing:
hair: Wasabi // Zuika Mesh Hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

eyeshadow:  –SU!– Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo-
lipstick: -SU!- Outlaw Lipstick -Lelutka Evo-
nails: -SU!- Almond Nails

{le fil casse} Rowena Top
{le fil casse} Rowena Skirt
REIGN.- JORDYN PLATS @ Equal10

pose: Ana Poses – Tirana

scene:

The drink I’m holding is from No59 Beverage cart GIN FatPack & is called: Gin Glas A PermaWear

Dahlia – Stassi – Jade Plant – White @ Access

tarte. dock cushion – lace

:Fanatik Architecture: ROCKS 2018

tropical plants from Studio Skye

 

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Assumptions

“And if you insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character, I’ll advise you only this: assume you will always be wrong.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

miu reign

hair:   no.match_ ~ NO_REALITY
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

=Zenith=Punk Straps Embellished Hoodie
Miu – Piper biker shorts @ Access
Miu – Piper fanny bag @ Access
REIGN.- DISICK SLIDES @ C88

pose: Ana Poses – Yerevan

Apokaliptico Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in breathe, Chic Moda, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

How I Go Through Life

It’s no secret that I love Doux hair. I’m pretty sure I blog every hair I have of theirs (99% of the store) at least twice and no, I’m not one of their official bloggers. I dream of being one someday, but in the meantime, I shall blog them on my own dime. I love it THAT much. Over time, they have created multiple hairs that I felt fit me well, but none have grabbed me quite the way this one does. I mean, I’m a hair whore, so I’m sure I’ll be wearing the latest and greatest from other favorite hair designers, as well. However, this Carla hair is just sooooooo me, that I’m sure to be showing it off in all the style options, not to mention a variety of colors! I rarely write about the items themselves, but this is my blog and I shall write about whatever I want, whenever I want…*laughs*…I mean, that’s pretty much how I go through life, isn’t it?

doux chicmoda breathe ana poses

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

CHAIN – Baddie Necklace Set @ TLC
ChicModa // June Romper @ Fameshed
[BREATHE]-Kimiso Heels @ Collabor88

pose: Ana Poses – Tabriz 1 @ Arcade

Serenity Style– El Saler Beach Rocks Set @ TLC

 

Posted in Collabor88, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Are We Too Late?

We never seen a day no, never held a hand no
Found a way to feel the same
I’ve never flown for hours to make one city ours
And checked the weather where you were
I may never leave you now
‘Cause I have finally seen you now
I may never leave you now
‘Cause I’ve been waiting on your eyes to set in mine
I go ahead and fly away
I drive away my thoughts and get to you somehow
Go ahead and fly again
‘Cause everything I see you already are to me, already are to me
The world is raging out there
The wars are going nowhere, now I just want to heal you there
It might seem innocent, out of nowhere
Somehow I check the weather again
I may never leave you now, ’cause I have finally seen you now
I may never leave you now
‘Cause I’ve been waiting on your eyes to set in mine
I go ahead and fly away
I’ll drive away my thoughts and get to you somehow
Go ahead and fly again
‘Cause everything I see you already are to me, already are
I move from a corner to stand on the water
But my, are we too late? Are we too late? Are we too late?
Are we too late?
~ Tom Leeb – Are We Too Late?

tram asteroid box ana poses

hair: tram J0524 hair @ Collabor88
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES –  LELUTKA BREAK UP COLLECTION #1 @ eBento
lipstick: IDTTY FACES –  LELUTKA BREAK UP COLLECTION #8 @ eBento

AsteroidBox. Eve T-Shirt @ N21

pose: Ana Poses – Tabriz 7 @ Arcade

for background information please see: Flower of Life