You Should Be Sad

Let me start this off by saying
I really meant well from the start
Take a broken man right in my hands
And then put back all his parts

But you’re not half the man you think that you are
And you can’t fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars
I’m so glad I never ever had a baby with you
‘Cause you can’t love nothing unless there’s something in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry
I feel so sad
I tried to help you
It just made you mad
And I had no warning
About who you are
Just glad I made it out without breaking down
~ Halsey – You Should Be Sad

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Chickadee Tremor helped me with editing

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Devotion (can’t really see it, but it fits well under the hat FYI)
hat: **Guarded Cross** Cowboy Hat COBRA
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
top: amias – RAVA
shorts: AsteroidBox. Iris Shorts

pose: T E M P L A R//MUSTANG @ Belle

Nude Show – More Pleasure – The Bearded Guy @ Kinky

I got this need for you

Looking you over and you don’t know my name yet
But by the time you looked away, already knew I couldn’t fake it

I got this need for you, forming in my beating heart
I knew the meaning right away, we only yesterday were worlds apart

I think I may love you
If you give me some time
Maybe you’ll love me too

I got this thing for you
If you come closer I can whisper in your ear
And if you wanna walk away
I’ll tell you all the things I know you wanna hear
~ Banks – Warm Water

asteroid box refuge

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Julia @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
AsteroidBox. Isabelle Lingerie @ Frou Frou (opens Feb 10)

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Midnight Chat Laptop

scene:
Refuge – Sophie Bed

Di’Cor Renee Candelabra [Floor]

BackBone Kinky Toy Rack

PILOT – Adult Toy Box [Valentine]

Haunting Me

I was as pure as a river
But now I think I’m possessed
You put a fever inside me
And I’ve been cold since you left
I’ve got a boyfriend now and he’s made of gold
And you’ve got your own mistakes in a bed at home
I’m hoping you could save me now but you break and fold
You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold

‘Cause I’ve done some things that I can’t speak
And I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave
So won’t you take a breath and dive in deep
‘Cause I came here so you’d come for me

I’m begging you to keep on haunting
I’m begging you to keep on haunting me
I’m begging you to keep on haunting
I know you’re gonna keep on haunting me

We walk as tall as the skyline
And we have roots like the trees
But then your eyes start to wander
‘Cause they weren’t looking at me
You weren’t looking for me
~ Halsey – Haunting

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Sady is wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Natasha @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

TONE 2 – HD Sparkly Glossy Lips for HD LELU-EVOL
Cynful Upper Class Dress @ Collabor88

pose by Del May

How’s it feel?

Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (Keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own (Ooh)

I said I’d catch you if you fall (Fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck ’em all (All)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me

Tell me, how’s it feel sittin’ up there?
Feelin’ so high, but too far away to hold me
You know I’m the one who put you up there
Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely?
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Baby, I’m the one who put you up there
I don’t know why (Yeah, I don’t know why)
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I’m the one who put you up there
I don’t know why (I don’t know why, yeah, yeah)
~ Halsey – Without Me

ChicModa Doux Breathe LePoppycock RedFish

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Paula hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
tattoo: RedFish – Pacha tattoo @ The Liaison Collaborative

SU!– Heart Hoop Earrings
Cae :: Eternal :: Collar @ Kinky
(Yummy) Felicity Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Sugar Nails
ChicModa // Viola Dress @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Sakumi Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Le Poppycock *Bright Ideas* Prelude @ The Liaison Collaborative

for info about the background, see previous post: Impersonate a rattlesnake

The Bubbles

There’s no sign on the gate
And there’s mud on your face
Don’t you think it’s time we re-investigate this situation
Put some fruit on your plate

You’ve forgotten how it started
Close your eyes
Think of all the bubbles of love we made

And you’re down on your knees
It’s too late, oh don’t come crawlin’
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake, I see you fallin’

Got a buzz in my head
And my flowers are dead
Can’t figure out a way to rectify this situation
Don’t believe what you said
~ Natalie Imbruglia – Big Mistake

cynful vinyl avaway tram

Sady is wearing:
hair:  tram J0109 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

*AvaWay* ABBY Cat Ears
*AvaWay* MEOW Necklaces Set
Cynful Snuggle Cardigan – FLF Pack Jan 24, 2020
VINYL – Public Tube Top @ Uber
VINYL – Blunt Skirt & Belt @ Uber

pose: T E M P L A R // SPITFIRE @ LOOK

El Gato – Remember Milei – The Bearded Guy

Impersonate a rattlesnake

“People in bars are always claiming to be boxers, hoping thereby to ward off attack, like a black snake will vibrate its tail in leaves and try to impersonate a rattlesnake.”
― William S. Burroughs, And the Hippos Were Boiled in Their Tanks

KraftWork Bar

DaD “Hillside House” @ Uber

Di’Cor Rayon Statue

Mithral * Arrowhead Plant (White Pot)
Mithral * Wall Pipe Display (Silver)
Mithral * Anthurium Vittarifolium
Mithral * Anthurium Clarinervium
Mithral * Lemon Lime Philodendron

West Village Frederick Tufted Bench – Cream
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Apple Fall Wine Glasses

Architect. After hours Assenzio Bottle

Dahlia – Babylon Eclectic – Handbag – Black – RARE 2

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

06 Fancy Decor: Wine Decanter

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light

KraftWork Lemton’s Modular Bar @ Uber
-KraftWork Lemton’s Bar . BAR STOOL
-KraftWork Lemton’s Bar . FRONT BAR DOUBLE WHITE WOOD
-KraftWork Lemton’s Bar . FRONT COUNTER DOUBLE WHITE WOOD
-KraftWork Lemton’s Bar . FEET REST

[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky glass #2
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky bottles
[ kunst ] – Scotch glasses (x6)
[ kunst ] – Glenfirstclass bottles (a)
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky glasses x6
[ kunst ] – Scotch glass (b)
[ kunst ] – Scotch glass (a)
[ kunst ] – Nomada Whisky glass #1

Nutmeg. Disarray Bag w/ Papers Beige

White Cat – Standing

220ML – Alabama Style [Case w/ Cigar]
220ML – Alabama Style [Cigar Cutter]
220ML – Alabama Style [Peanuts]
220ML – Alabama Style [Sealed Bottle]

220ML – Bolanos Tequila – Lemon

*chronokit* WoodCarving Elephant

:::ChicChica::: Bottle of champagne

uK– Cast Iron Elephant

Echo – Avery – Roll Top Cabinet

Wait

Don’t treat me like some regular person
I’ve tried to see you but you show a different version
I believed the things you’d say
But how come you love me baby
And never change

How long does it take
To fix something I didn’t break
I’ve tried to rewind, revise
All of my pain and your mistakes

How long will my heart wait?
Wait
How long will my heart wait?
Wait

Don’t come and go as you please
I gave you chances while you were
On your knees
Competing for nothing
Just empty love, just empty love
Is it my fault for getting attatched
To someone who wasn’t intact?
~ VI -Wait

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Sady is wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Opium
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

Tattoo “Rise of Quetzalcoatl”_by GoK
Cynful Little Love Lingerie Set @ FaMESHed

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Vulnerable @ Belle