Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

Become or Retreat

There is an illusion about America, a myth about America to which we are clinging which has nothing to do with the lives we lead and I don’t believe that anybody in this country who has really thought about it or really almost anybody who has been brought up against it — and almost all of us have one way or another — this collision between one’s image of oneself and what one actually is is always very painful and there are two things you can do about it, you can meet the collision head-on and try and become what you really are or you can retreat and try to remain what you thought you were, which is a fantasy, in which you will certainly perish. -James Baldwin

Become or Retreat

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

[Aleutia] Faith Sweater
VINYL – Nirvana Shorts
[BREATHE]-Tatsuko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Secure The Bag set

backdrop: MINIMAL – The Prison @ Equal10

Posted in Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, vinyl

Get right to it

If you want it, we can get right to it
Mix some vodka with some OJ
Skip the mornin’ and let’s get right to it
Put your hands on my body
Me and my friends poppin’
No we don’t need no man to be gettin’ on down
Know how I like it
Like it
Don’t need no excuse to be going this ham
We’re bumping KC and the Sunshine Band
That’s the way I like it
Like it
Sippin’ so much Goose that you could call it geese
Sippin’ so much Goose that you could call it geese
Feel like I can fly when you are next to me
Feel like I can fly when you are next to me

Get right to it

left:
hair: DOUX – Tegan hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Ryn Head 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.3
skin: [Glam Affair] Yuki

VINYL – Love is Blind Top Pak TSS Leather Red

right:
hair: tram K0202 hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

ChicModa // Amanda Crop Cami & Bloomers

Ladybird. // Splatter worn by both

poses: – space cadet – paintin’ 1 set
**includes paint brushes, palette, & easel

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2020

Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter @ Equal10
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter I . Steel
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter IIb . Steel
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter IIa . Steel
Atelier Burgundy . Wall Art Clutter III . Steel

Posted in Avenge, Cynful, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, vinyl, [BREATHE]

My 80s Look

This past weekend, I left my blogging haven aka my platform, and I went to two parties at Burrow Company! Yep, two!! I was in a great mood and for good reason. There were two 80s themed parties. Okay, the first one was a DJ set by my gorgeous, talented friend, Phen (who also happens to be a blogger). She played songs from 1980 and it was so much fun! The best part is that I was totally ready for Harlow’s big 80s party later that night, so I was able to rock my Madonna look at both parties. (If you clicked Madonna’s name there, you’ll see my inspiration.) I knew other people would do lots of bright colors, but that’s not really how I remember the 80s. So, I wanted to go for one of Madonna’s edgier looks.

I knew I had everything I needed in my inventory and I’m rather proud of how it turned out. I mean, its not an exact replica, but that’s not as fun as using a pic for inspiration, anyway. So, all the details are below and in honor of my friends, Harvey & Harlow Holiday, I’ve added a little song at the end. *grins*

Both parties were a blast and I can’t recommend a better place to hang out to chill, to explore, to take photos, but they also have some pretty epic events (big & small)…so while I’m giving this massive shoutout to Burrow Company, I want to make sure my readers know that there’s a huge Valentine’s Masquerade Ball. Click the link for details and I hope to see you there.♥

my 80s look

hair: tram G0728 hair / FATPACK+HeadbandHUD UltraRARE
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

LeLutka Accessory Lol Bee Bop 1.2
RichB. Adham Bracelet
RichB. Rosary Cuff
RichB. FlowerCross Earrings
[Avenge] Rosary necklace double
MG – Necklace – Knotted Shimmer Pearls
MG – Necklace – Pearls – Colour Mixing Necklaces
Lunar – Rumi Jacket
Cynful Corset Satin Chain Top
VINYL – Chickory Pants
[BREATHE]-Mayoi Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Indulge Bento Pose Set

.PALETO. Backdrop:.Memphis

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl

They’re gonna watch me disappear into the sun

The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy
‘Til all of the tricks don’t work anymore
And then they are bored of me
I know that it’s exciting
Running through the night, but
Every perfect summer’s
Eating me alive until you’re gone
Better on my own
They say, “You’re a little much for me
You’re a liability
You’re a little much for me”
So they pull back, make other plans
I understand, I’m a liability
Get you wild, make you leave
I’m a little much for
E-a-na-na-na, everyone
They’re gonna watch me
Disappear into the sun
You’re all gonna watch me
Disappear into the sun

They're gonna watch me disappear into the sun

Tableau Vivant // Bray hair @ Uber
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VINYL – Juniper Bra @ Uber
VINYL – Juniper Shorts @ Uber

poses: FOXCITY. Juice Bento Pose Set

bridge: MINIMAL – March Group Gift 2020
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

Posted in Bondi, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, vinyl

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

I’m the widow
On the tip-tippy-toppy of the highest high of low
And I’m the shadow
Of the first little flower on the brightest patch of snow

Happiness can be hard to find
I’m so slap silly happy
Everybody wants to take mine

Yeah, right
That sounds nice
Everything we ever wanted and more
Someday we’ll get paid
More than it was worth to sell our souls
Yeah, yeah, right

Yeah, I’m a rock star
I’m a queen resurrected, just as messed up as before
Twist the knife hard
Just makes it easier to tell you I don’t need you anymore 

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?
I’m reaching a new level of not giving a fuck

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

DOUX – Cyanna hairstyle
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
Lilithe’// Omukade Tattoo

BONDI . The Rockstar Headphones
e.marie // Cherie Puff Earrings @ N21
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
:::ChicChica::: Chic Cola opened

VINYL – Waffles Wrap Top Boho Black TSS Jan 23, 2021
Cynful Keeper Flare Pants – FLF Jan 22, 2021

05_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_stretch (1Li)

pose: – space cadet – 2021 @ N21
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

Posted in Bueno, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Mostly Anxious

Today is going to be an exceptionally busy day for me. I have to go out into the cold world. Yes, I mean, literally cold. I need to vote and run some errands. Ugh, I so hate leaving my house. Meanwhile, at home…inworld…its that time again and I need to get TLC open and ready for our dedicated shoppers. I’m excited about this round and hope to do some pictures of some of the amazing designs our creators have exhibited this round. I don’t have a ton to talk about right now. I’m most feeling really anxious about going out today and facing the voting lines.

Mostly Anxious

DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Hangry – Street Food Gacha – Soda – Blush {7} @ Kustom9
-Pixicat- Aria Sweater @ FaMESHed
VINYL – Blunt Skirt & Belt
BUENO-Sun Boots @ Anthem

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Adult White Animesh (Companion)

Sweet Art -Emma Bento Poses @ Kawaii Project
ninety – lets go [ Backdrop ]

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Adjusting to the Weather

I woke up this morning and was soooo cold. Like chilled to the bone cold. I immediately opened my curtains to let the warmth of the sun in and grabbed my favorite sweater. Here I sit all bundled up with my coffee…shivering…I look at my phone to check the temperature thinking it must be below freezing, right? WRONG. It’s 52°F/11°C. Mind you, we had the air conditioner on two days ago and its set to only come on when the temp is above 78°F/26°C. While its certainly a lot colder than two days ago, I’m sitting here laughing, because a month from now….52°F/11°C is going to seem quite warm.
Isn’t it funny how our bodies adjust so quickly? It really is quite fascinating when you think about it. I’m happy for the cooler temps, I’ll just be happier once my body adjusts.

Adjusting to the Weather

hair: DOUX – JLOW hairstyle @ Dubai
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Cynful Cropped Bomberjacket – FLF Special Oct 30, 2020
VINYL – Donut Denim Shorts @ Uber
[Enchante’] – Mallory Boots

pose: Diversion – Cozy Fall
**comes with Blankets & Pillows**

Hangry – Donut Box – Chocolate {Rez}

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Dachshund Puppy Animesh

Posted in breathe, Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

Wild One

What sweet world is this? Honey on the vine
School kid dreams came true then passed in the night
I used to dream about people like you
Now I don’t know why?
I used to sing about people like you
Now I just get high
I get wild on you baby
I get wild and fucking crazy like you never knew
~ Lana Del Rey – Wild One

hair: barberyumyumL14 @ Anthem
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

BUENO-Bella Necklace @ Kustom9
RichB. Imo Earrings
RichB. Adham Bracelet

VINYL – Saucy Top @ Kustom9
SPIRIT – Milda skirt
[BREATHE]-Nozoka Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 35

scene:
KraftWork Outdoor Cinema
-KraftWork Outdoor Cinema . Futon Lounger
-KraftWork Outdoor Cinema . Screen
-KraftWork Outdoor Cinema . Extra Tree

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Legacy, Lelutka, vinyl

Just Empty

Sometimes, I just don’t care. I don’t know why. I suppose its a symptom of mental illness. I’m not sure which one. I guess I should ask my therapist. Maybe one day I will. Then again, I’ve been ill for a few days, so it could just be related to that. I just know that lately, I don’t feel sad or happy. I just feel nothingness. As if there’s a void in my soul. It’s not dark or light. It’s not black or white. It’s not blurry or clear. It’s gray and foggy, like creepy autumn morning. It’s just empty.

hair: [monso] Babi Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)

RichB. Thalion Earrings
RichB. Mad NoseChain
[ rD ] – Thrall Necklace @ FaMESHed X
Pixicat– Hailey Top @ Anthem
VINYL – Sticky Bun Leggings @ FaMESHed

pose: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 14

backdrop is a combination of two:
I Dont Care – Bad Decisions – The Bearded Guy
Rustico – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, skin, vinyl

Ain’t no rental

Independent, athletic
I been sweating, doing calisthenics
Booty vicious, mind yo business
I been working, working on my fitness
I’ve been lifting heavy metal
See this ass? Ain’t no rental
Take it down low like just stretching
Pick it back up like I’m flexing
Woo, tryna get it, working on my fitness
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I step up on the catwalk
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I got that ass that don’t stop
That ass that don’t stop, that ass don’t stop
And think about how I’m gonna feel when I take it all off

Vinyl rkkn

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Nany hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

VINYL – Wasabi Crop @ Equal10
RKKN. Thea’s Boxers

pose: Lyrium. Mina Static & Breathing Pose Series @ Dubai

Vesturario – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

.:revival:. bathroom towel