Posted in Bondi, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Second Life, shopping, Vanity Event

So Distant

“Somebody get me a hammer
Wanna break all the clocks and the mirrors
And go back to a time that was different
A time when I didn’t feel like there was something missing
Now my body and mind are so distant
Don’t know how to escape from this prison
How can I free my mind?
Cause I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
Ooh, ooh, ooh
I can’t breathe
How can I live in the moment
When my thoughts never feel like my own and
Don’t know how to admit that I’m broke
How can I be alright?
Cause I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe”

snapshot_013

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Prudence hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

BONDI . The CyberCat Headphones @ Vanity
amias – CORALIE collar pack @ Flourish
[The Forge] Amanda @ Belle

FOXCITY. Cozy Bento Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Vanity Event

Oceans

“I feel worthless,
Maybe I should open the drawer,
Burn the pages,
Write poems with the ash on the floor,
Pour the ink, into the sink,
& Watch it drain from the shore…
I don’t want love no more,
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been
searching for,
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most,
Now I’m afraid to be alone…
I learnt to grow old when I was younger,
Scared of staying young,
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured,
That sat atop my tongue,
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion,
If they would just, listen up…
But they won’t, now…”

beautiful planet

wearing:
hair: [RA] Pia Hair – (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

: CULT : His Princess Rings/Gold
Ascendant – My Garden Nails  (*new* @ Vanity)

TETRA – Lifeline Jacket (*new* @ C88)
TETRA – Lifeline Skirt (*new* @ C88)

pose: GingerFish Poses – eBENTO March 2019
location: Baja Tides

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Vanity Event

Hurt I Can’t Shake

“If teardrops could be bottled
There’d be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
If “I love you” was a promise
Would you break it, if you’re honest
Tell the mirror what you know she’s heard before
I don’t wanna be you anymore
Hands, hands getting cold
Losing feeling’s getting old
Was I made from a broken mold?
Hurt, I can’t shake
We’ve made every mistake
Only you know the way that I break”

who me

wearing:
hair: Doe: Penny  (*new* @ Belle)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ Sweetheart Lash
AG. Angelic Eyes Pack  (*new* @ Belle)
Mug – Olivia Ears (*new* @ Belle)
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Kibitz – Thick diamond choker (*new* @ Belle)
Kibitz – Tiny heart diamond necklace (*new* @ Belle)
Ascendant – My Garden Nails  (*new* @ Vanity)

pose: :: Focus Poses Rocker Girl

Posted in Bondi, Events, Foxcity, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, TMD, Vanity Event

Heart Shaped Glasses

“Don’t break
Don’t break my heart
And I won’t break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high”
~ Marilyn Manson – Heart Shaped Glasses

heart shaped glasses
As if I could blog these glasses and not think of that song…lol.

wearing:
hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Lera> (*new* @ TLC)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

BONDI . The Mad Cupid Sunglasses (*new* @ Vanity)
Fortuna – jewelry set Angela (*new* @ Unik)
Astralia – Kitty chain ring
Ascendant – Flirt Nails (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Yasum*Belinda* (*new* @ Unik)

pose: FOXCITY. Glitz Bento Pose Set
ninety – Odaiba Backdrop (*new* @ TMD)

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Vanity Event

Had Some Drinks

“I’ve been around, brought you down, it’s true
I had some drinks and said some things to you
If I said too much, I know you’re mine to lose
I had some drinks and said some things to you
I think too much, I’m outta touch, it’s true
Don’t give a fuck, yeah actually I do
If I said too much, I know you’re mine to lose
Don’t give a fuck, yeah actually I do”

red red wine

wearing:
hair: {Limerence} Ashanti hair (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia (*new* @ Cupid Inc)
Ascendant – Secret Rendezvous Nails (*new* @ Vanity)
[Cynful] Unwrap Me Lingerie Set (*new* @ Cupid Inc)

pose created with AnyPose

background & props:
anxiety %petrichor loft skybox [dark]
Fancy Decor: Merlot Wine Glass
Fancy Decor: Jacques Scented Candle
~BAZAR~ Paris – Wine bottle spilled

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Gos, Jian, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tannenbaum, Vanity Event

Tiffany’s Challenge

Alright, so the other day, I challenged my readers to challenge me in a post so adequately titled: Challenge to Challenge. The first to offer up a challenge was my ever so sweet girl, Tiffany Parkin. She wants me to compare a sextant and a football. Well, I had to look up sextant, because I had no clue what it was. I must admit, I was quite disappointed to find out that it actually has nothing at all to do with sex. *sighs* That Tiffany is such a tease!
So, to start off, these two things have one thing in common right off the bat. I know nothing about either one. I now know that one is used for celestial navigation or something like that…the other, well, is the ball with which American football is played and looks nothing like a ball in my opinion. I guess the next thing they have in common is stars. Although one deals with the stars in the sky, the other often produces the celebrity type.  Pretty sure you could bore me to death talking about either one of them, as well. So, there you have it….I did my best. *shakes her head and mutters about Tiffany being a sadist*

You call that a challenge

wearing:
hair:  Clawtooth: Merry and Bright (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Dahlia – Orion – Sunglasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
SU!– Piercing Set 07
(Yummy) Ouija Ring Set
Ascendant – Million Bento Nails (*new* @ Vanity)

[Cynful] Snuggle Cardigan (*new* @ FaMESHed)
VINYL – Trapt Neon / Leather Dress (*new* @ LeveL)
[Gos] Frenchie Knit Boots (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: FOXCITY. The Journey Bento Set

scene:
.:Joplino:. Backdrop Comfy Place

JIAN Kringle’s Kittens *EPP* Gift Box Kitten (*new* @ Epiphany)

JIAN Poinsettia Garland Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-JIAN Poinsettia Garland :: Wreathe
-JIAN Poinsettia Garland :: Basket

Posted in Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Jian, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Vanity Event, vinyl

Zoiks!

So, my regular readers know that I love recreating fairy tale characters with my own little Sady twist, but apparently I am no where near alone on this. In fact, there are hundreds of people that do this in real life, not just here in Second Life. I recently found out that there is practically an entire world of cartoon fetishes out there. Perhaps I’m not labeling that correctly and that’s okay. I’m not trying to be all properly informative today. I did, however, come across an entire Reddit page of sexy Velmas. Now, far be it for me to judge, cuz hey…seems harmless enough. Needless to say, I saw a challenge to be had and it was readily accepted. Just so happens, I recently was hired as the manager of Aleutia and they have this adorable skirt with a windy option…and not so long ago, Jian delivered ‘dorable Danes via gacha. How could I NOT create my own version of Velma and Scooby???

Velma fetish

wearing:
hair:  Magika [01] Things
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber

BONDI . The Artist Sunglasses (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Vinyl – Scars Turtleneck/Bra
[Aleutia] Keiko Skirt
Eudora3D Jane Pumps & Socks (*new* @ FaMESHed)

JIAN ‘dorable Danes 2. Adult Companion RARE

pose: FOXCITY. Late Night Bento Pose Set
Exposeur – Sewer

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Bondi, Catwa, Chic Moda, Essenz, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, ULTRA, Vanity Event

Kind Strangers

If your car has to break down in the middle of nowhere it never hurts to have a sexy mechanic working on your car.

On a more serious note, never let it be said that there are not some perfectly kind strangers in SL willing to help out another stranger for a few minutes. I had originally gone to this sim, thinking that I would take a photo in a diner or something along those lines. Then I say the classic mustang and a very nice looking avatar posed as if he were working on it. Sadly, his entire profile was in Portuguese, so to Google translator I went. One thing was certain, he was happily taken and didn’t like girls who disrespected that. Noted. In English (he can translate, too, right) I told him that I wasn’t flirting but would he mind staying put for a blog photo I wanted to do. He kindly obliged and the moment I was done, he poofed away. No friendships made, no advances from either of us, no more conversation….just two photographers passing in the light. *giggles*

So, I owe a huge thank you to  Hendrick Kos (SirAatrox) for being so kind to a complete stranger. It’s people like him that restore just a teensy bit of my faith in human kind.

can you fix it

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Reyane
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier [ Catwa ] 007 (*new* @ Au Lovely)
BONDI . The Wanderer Sunglasses (*new* @ ULTRA)
Cae :: Gianna :: Necklace
Cae :: Gianna :: Bracelets
*PerveTTe* Bond [Arm Chain] [Silver] (*new* @ RLD)
ChicModa // Emma Tank Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
ChicModa // Emma Denim Skirt (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Essenz – Varadero (*new* @ Vanity Event)
pose by Foxcity
location: Route66
Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Foxcity, Lamb, Second Life, shopping, Vanity Event

No One

Just this….cuz…reasons.

Mothica – No One

You curl my name with your lip
I take a drink, I hate it
I tell you what you want to hear, so I
Can catch my breath and step away
Think about what to say to you
While you come unglued
I don’t know how to make it clear
I’ve tried it out all these years
But it doesn’t seem to go through
Til now

Here I go, hear what I’m saying
What I want to say, what I want to say
All this time, you thought I would be your girl
I’m sorry, I belong to no one, no one
I belong to no one, no one
I’m not known to hold on, hold on too long

There you go, take it back
You didn’t mean this and you didn’t mean that
What were you thinking when you thought you could touch me last night?
I know you don’t think it’s wrong if you don’t break the skin
But if I want to touch, I’ll ask for it, oh oh oh, until I
Can catch my breath and step away
Think about what to say to you
While you come unglued
I don’t know how to make it clear
I’ve tried it out all these years
But it doesn’t seem to go through
Til now

Here I go, hear what I’m saying
What I want to say, what I want to say
All this time, you thought I would be your girl
I’m sorry, I belong to no one, no one
I belong to no one, no one
I’m not known to hold on, hold on too long

There you go, take it back
You didn’t mean this and you didn’t mean that
What were you thinking when you thought you could touch me
I know you don’t think it’s wrong if you don’t break the skin
But if I want to touch, I’ll ask for it, oh oh oh

Here I go, hear what I’m saying
What I want to say, what I want to say
All this time, you thought I would be your girl
I’m sorry, I belong to no one, no one
I belong to no one, no one
I’m not known to hold on, hold on too long

No One

wearing:
hair:   Lamb. Halo
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier [ Catwa ] 007 (*new* @ Au Lovely)
ELLURE – “VIIAN” Flower Earrings (*new* @ Vanity Event)
(Yummy) Dark Magic Ring Set
_CandyDoll_ Aida Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Aids Shorts (*new* @ FaMESHed)
pose: FOXCITY. Selfie VOL2 Bento Pose Set
MINIMAL – Sequoia Room (*new* @ C88)
Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Gos, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, TMD, Vanity Event

The Fighter

I’m on a music kick at the moment and I’ve been dealing with more pain than usual….so, I’m letting the music speak for me.

In This Moment – The Fighter

I don’t need you to save me
I don’t need you to cure me
I don’t need you and your antidote for I am my disease
I don’t need you to free me
I don’t need you to help me
I don’t need you to lead me through the light
I will always fall and rise again
Your venomous heroine
‘Cause I am a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will fall and rise above
And in your hate I find love
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face
I will not fall from grace
I’ll walk into the fire, baby
All my life
I was afraid to die
And now I come alive inside these flames
You don’t want me to love you
You don’t want me to need you
You don’t want to look at me for you will turn to stone
You don’t want me to hurt you
You don’t want me to bite you
You don’t want me or my aching soul
For I will only fall and rise again
Your venomous heroine
I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will fall and rise above
And in your hate I find love
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face
I will not fall from grace
I’ll walk into the fire, baby.
All my life
I was afraid to die
But now I come alive inside these flames!
I don’t need you to save me
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face,
I will not fall from grace,
I’ll walk into the fire, baby
All my life
I was afraid to die
But now I come alive inside these
Alive inside these
Alive inside these
the fighter
wearing:
hair:   *Besom Hair~ Pixie *Essentials* #8
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 17 (Catwa) RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Astralia – Scorpion ring
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
LYBRA . VIPER FATPACK (*new* @ FrouFrou)
.:Avanti:. Classique Nylons – Black
[Gos] JAdore Pumps (*new* @ C88)
pose: FOXCITY. Leaning (Stand) VOL2 Bento Pose Set
[Bad Unicorn] ‘Blue’ Bowie Backdrop (*new* @ TMD)