Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

When did my heart stop beating?

My feet are on the ground I swear
But I’m not moving anywhere
My lungs say that I’m breathing
But when did my heart stop beating?
I don’t know who I am
Or who I used to be before
You broke me in a thousand pieces
Now tell me, how am I to fix this?
Don’t you try and help me ’cause I know
I know
Only time can heal but it’s running out
Running outTell me how to feel, to feel okay
Tell me how to feel, to feel okay
‘Cause I don’t know
I’ve been feeling pretty low
Ever since the day you dug my heart’s grave

When did my heart stop beating?

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Maria Shirt @ Anthem
Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties
[BREATHE]-Tsukiko Heels RARE @ Arcade

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel 1-5 @ Orsy

BLACK NEST / Belladonna Bed

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

It’s tied to all I’m worth

Freedom is a curse
That I don’t wanna break
I’m trapped inside a room
Where everything’s fading

It’s tied to all I’m worth
Like every conversation
And love is for the birds
When things are complicated

Somber as a ghost
I just want a home
Everyone is so far gone
We are all alone

It's tied to all I'm worth

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Siria hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9

Seniha. Suzzane Set @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Spring Glow Poses @ TLC

Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Uber SL

Old & Tired Bridge

“The crackling sounds of an old and tired bridge can best be understood by an old and tired person! Those who have carried the burden of life for so long are the ones who understand each other best!”
― Mehmet Murat İldan

Old & Tired Bridge

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)

EVIE – NoSleep Sweater
Addams // Zury Jeans with Gem Belt
BUENO-Beebs Shoes @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Rukaya Idle Stands Breathing Poses @ Equal10

backdrop: MINIMAL – Cliff Scene

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

Become or Retreat

There is an illusion about America, a myth about America to which we are clinging which has nothing to do with the lives we lead and I don’t believe that anybody in this country who has really thought about it or really almost anybody who has been brought up against it — and almost all of us have one way or another — this collision between one’s image of oneself and what one actually is is always very painful and there are two things you can do about it, you can meet the collision head-on and try and become what you really are or you can retreat and try to remain what you thought you were, which is a fantasy, in which you will certainly perish. -James Baldwin

Become or Retreat

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

[Aleutia] Faith Sweater
VINYL – Nirvana Shorts
[BREATHE]-Tatsuko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Secure The Bag set

backdrop: MINIMAL – The Prison @ Equal10

Posted in Animals, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I kinda dig it

I’ve always loved rooftop scenes in movies and tv shows. It always looks so cool with the way they make the roof of a building into something completely different. When I was growing up, my mother always had a lot of houseplants. She would struggle when we lived in apartments, because she wanted a yard where she could plant bushes and outdoor flowers. None of the buildings we ever lived in had a flat rooftop that my mom could use for gardening, but it was always something I wished she could have done. So, when I saw the Akina Garden Set from Serenity Style, I knew this was my chance to create a rooftop area that would be unlike anything else I’ve done. I had a lot of fun setting this all up to look like my avatar was getting photographed for her Instagram in her rooftop paradise. Who knows, maybe I’ll do more rooftop photography. I kinda dig it. *giggles* See what I did there? Yeah, I know, I’m punny. *sticks her tongue out*

I kinda dig it

hair: [monso] Billie Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

Just BECAUSE Wiwi Sweater @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Catie Skirt – FLF Exclusive Edition (Jan 29, 2021)
Eudora3D Monet Socks
Eudora3D Monet Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Mannequin Bento Pose Set

scene created on: MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

behind the Rooftop used as a skyline piece: .PALETO.Backdrop:.DON’T PANIC

other scene components:
[Rezz Room] English Bulldog Adult Bark
[Rezz Room] Grouchy Cat Yawning

Serenity Style– Akina Garden Set @ Uber
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Pots Shelves
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 2
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Small Tree
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 3
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 1

Ayla. DIY Plant Stands – Book Plant Stand

Ariskea[Acai] Bohemian Pillow [Mustard]

(Luc.) Iced Tea [BENTO Server]

22769 – Garden Patio
22769 – Patio Pouf Table – COMMON
22769 – Shabby Patio Rug – COMMON
22769 – Patio Chair Creme – COMMON
22769 – Banana Tree – COMMON
22769 – Cubic Box Tree Pot – COMMON
22769 – Patio Fairy Lights – COMMON

22769 – Gardening Work
22769 – Seeding Bowl – COMMON
22769 – Bags of Soil – COMMON
22769 – Garden Wellies – COMMON
22769 – Workbench – COMMON
22769 – Shelf with Oil – COMMON
22769 – Box with Tools – COMMON
22769 – Box With Pots – COMMON
22769 – Watering Can – COMMON
22769 – Flowerpots – COMMON

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

You got yourself a bad habit for it

You say you want it, but
You can’t get it in
You got yourself a bad habit for it
Oh, look at you, walking up and down a hall
I say please, say please
You say you want it, but
You can’t get it in
You got yourself a bad habit for it
Oh, look at you, walking up and down a hall
I say please
Oh man, oh man, oh man
You know I wish I had it all

You got yourself a bad habit for it

hair: pr!tty – Aliya
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
BUENO-Celine Top @ UBER

pose: PosEd – Bad Habit

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I got a list of names

I don’t like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn’t cool, no, I don’t like you
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me-

I got a list of names

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla hair
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

— PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA)
headband, eyeshadow, eyes, & lipstick

VOBE – Devi Set Choker
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VOBE – Devi Set Garter
Just BECAUSE Tatah Top
boots: UTOPIA@Design – “ASHLEY” @ Uber

  • TRIGGERED – Confidence Panties

pose: FOXCITY. Kittie Bento Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – January Group Gift 2021

Fapple- Bondage Chair


Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

I’m better by myself

Everything you do just wears me down
It’s getting old, I’m turned around
Feels like you’re just wasting me away
When you choose to terrorize me
And your confidence inside me dies
You suffocate me with the things you say
I’m better by myself
I’m better when there’s no you in my life
You’re no good for my health
You’re no good for my troubled state of mind

I’m better by myself

hair: DOUX – Seulgi hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
{le fil casse} Daphne Robe Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
{le fil casse} Daphne Ruffle Bra Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
{le fil casse} Daphne Ruffle Panty Legacy + Perky RARE @ Epiphany

pose: FOXCITY. Moody Bento Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – November Group Gift 2019

{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5 (2Li)

:::ChicChica::: Bottle of champagne

Astralia – Cat Succulent Plant

+Half-Deer+ Sakura Petals – Big Group – Pink

KraftWork Rounded Pouf

KraftWork Clarrington Set . Wooden Ladder Valentines Edition @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Rubber Plant @ Kustom9

KraftWork Macaron Clutter&Decor . Festive Tree @ Anthem Feb 3rd
KraftWork Macaron Clutter&Decor . Festive Trunk @ Anthem Feb 3rd

KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Hanging Chandelier Air @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Pallet Table Air @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Candle Lantern Air @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Flower Vase @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Snacks Tray @ Uber
KraftWork Romantic Soiree . Mini Candle Air @ Uber

1 KraftWork Foodie Love . Appetizer Tray RARE @ Epiphany
6 KraftWork Foodie Love . Cutlery Silver @ Epiphany
16 KraftWork Foodie Love . Cinnamon Ice Cream on Vanilla Mousse @ Epiphany

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

the thing about forever

This whole thing started so that fathers could sell daughters like property
But I never had a father, and I couldn’t be his daughter, so lucky me
The only thing I’m sellin’ are songs
But nobody buys those no more
Marriage is a contract ’cause they know that it’s another liability
You cut through my legs, through my heart just to get another piece of me (piece of me)
The only thing I’m servin’ are facts
But nobody wants those no moreHey
See, the thing about forever
Is that it’s a fucking lie
But I’ll love you for tonight
Say with time that it gets better
And that’s such a fucking lie
But I’ll love you for tonight, oh

the thing about forever

left:
TRUTH Unravel
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
#3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber
Seniha. Elnora Set @ Uber
Seniha. Elnora Top
Seniha. Elnora Belt
Seniha. Elnora Jeans

right:
DOUX – Olga hairstyle
LeLUTKA Ryn Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.3
Glam Affair – Lelutka Applier – Yuki

[Rezz Room] Leash American Bully

Apl.Blossom Mandy @ Uber
Apl.Blossom Mandy A
Apl.Blossom Mandy Skirt

poses: FOXCITY. Secure The Bag (Fatpack) Bento Pose Set @ Uber

MINIMAL – Kunstmuseen Green Leaves Corner
**part if the Berlin Corners Set**

animals:
[Rezz Room] Pug Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] American Bully Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh

KraftWork Carmel Porch Set @ FaMESHed Feb 1st
KraftWork Carmel Porch Set . Armchair
KraftWork Carmel Porch Set . Coffee Table
KraftWork Carmel Porch Set . Decor Clutter Tray
KraftWork Carmel Porch Set . Love Seat with Blanket
KraftWork Carmel Porch Set . Love Wood Frame
KraftWork Carmel Porch Set . Small Runner Rug Beige

plants:
dust bunny . hanging plants . spider planter
dust bunny . areca palm plant
dust bunny . potted bromeliad
dust bunny . potted sago palm
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl

They’re gonna watch me disappear into the sun

The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy
‘Til all of the tricks don’t work anymore
And then they are bored of me
I know that it’s exciting
Running through the night, but
Every perfect summer’s
Eating me alive until you’re gone
Better on my own
They say, “You’re a little much for me
You’re a liability
You’re a little much for me”
So they pull back, make other plans
I understand, I’m a liability
Get you wild, make you leave
I’m a little much for
E-a-na-na-na, everyone
They’re gonna watch me
Disappear into the sun
You’re all gonna watch me
Disappear into the sun

They're gonna watch me disappear into the sun

Tableau Vivant // Bray hair @ Uber
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VINYL – Juniper Bra @ Uber
VINYL – Juniper Shorts @ Uber

poses: FOXCITY. Juice Bento Pose Set

bridge: MINIMAL – March Group Gift 2020
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene