Posted in Bueno, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Not my wish for them

People never want to address being on that secrets website. Understandably, they don’t want to give their hater(s) more power or attention. Yet, sometimes I kinda like being on there, because when I am, all the people that love me come remind me how much they love me. That’s a pretty special gift and I appreciate each of them for that.
I am so blessed to be surrounded by some of the truest hearts on this planet. The ones that truly love me are far more genuine about their love for me than those sad souls that hate me here and there. When they are so focused on their dislike of me, they are missing out on all the good things in their life. Not my wish for them…or anyone else for that matter, but that is the choice they make.
I also find it amusing that the things posted there are rarely secrets, at all. They are usually just opinions from uninformed people with little else to do than complain about those around them. I’d suggest a hobby, but I think their hate probably is as close to that as they come. As for the most recent post? Well, I can’t take that personally. I was rather shocked that I won the award, too! I’m not a hoe though. I mean, honestly, I suck at gardening! If they meant the other kind, well…I’m not that either and they really should learn to spell, along with some grammar. *laughs*

Not my wish for them

Credits:

tram J1016 hair @ Uber
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
[Glam Affair] Lelutka Applier – Arlet @ Uber

^^Swallow^^ Urban Ears
BUENO-Bella Necklace-LEGACY-Gold

.miss chelsea. Cari Cardi @ Uber
.miss chelsea. Cari Jeans  @ Uber
[Gos] Zara Chained Mules

[Rezz Room] European Cat Baby Animesh

pose: Amitie Autumn Hanging Chair @ Uber

Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin

Its been fun

I’ve cut way back on my blogging commitments lately and I have to say its been fun to play with different styles again. I think this photo would have looked better without the pup, but I couldn’t resist that he was sitting the same way as me. I don’t have a whole lot to say as I’ve been struggling with my health lately. I suppose I could have done a micro post for this photo, but I didn’t. *shrugs*

hair: DOUX – Ubert hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

TRIGGERED – Treasurer Glasses Gacha #RARE @ Kawaii Project
BUENO-Bella Necklace @ Kustom9
kunst ] – Kyle Cuffs @ Kustom9
MIWAS  / Rei Outfit @ Equal10
-MIWAS / Rei Jacket
-MIWAS / Rei Bra top
-MIWAS / Rei Denim shorts
-MIWAS / Rei Boots

pose: Bauhaus Movement – F*ck The Mainstream 12
The Tunnel – Sick Neon – The Bearded Guy

Kalospia – Luna’s Hanging Light @ C88

Mutresse-Sitting2-Chubby Puppies

MVT – Organic Acai take away

Posted in breathe, Collabor88, Cosmopolitan, crate, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, unKindness

Invisible

I don’t wanna talk about it, there isn’t much to say
I don’t have an excuse to why I won’t come to your party
And I don’t want my picture taken, I’d hate it anyway
No, I don’t wanna spoil your night, just go have fun without meI’m pushing food around my plate
‘Cause my father said I’m overweight
Well, maybe he’d feel better
If I just disappeared altogether and I
Got so good at faking smiles
I can do it for a little while
Just don’t ask me if I’m okay
‘Cause I’m not okay, noIt’s hard to show you something invisible
No tears, no scars, no bruises, It’s not physical
It’s covered up and hidden tight
Beneath the skin, inside the mind
You wouldn’t even notice, you wouldn’t even know
Invisible, invisible, invisible
~ Grace Davies – Invisible

WEARING:
hair: MIWAS  – Hair #Maria
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

e.marie // Kandi Puff Earrings
dress: Blossom&Seeds Narda @ Cosmopolitan
shoes: [BREATHE]-Miyuwa Heels @ C88

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Dachshund Puppy Animesh @ Equal10

Lyrium. Yuna Idle Stands Breathing Poses @ Equal10

SCENE:
Campito – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

crate Patio Plant Cart Set @ Equal10
crate Patio Plant Cart – Beige Green
crate Patio Plant Cart – Box Plants
crate Patio Plant Cart – Hat & Throw
crate Patio Plant Cart – Pot & Cloth
crate Patio Plant Cart – Egg Head Pearl Plant
crate Patio Plant Cart – Bonsai Palm

crate Cabo Bar Set @ Anthem
crate Cabo Bar
crate Cabo Bar Citrus Basket
crate Cabo Bar Mint Plant
crate Cabo Bar Pom Pom Garland
crate Cabo Bar Citrus Sangria Dispenser

andika[End of summer sweets]A/dispenser @ Equal10

Ariskea [Sunrise] Succulent Ceramic hangers

Mithral * Mojito Syngonium @ Equal10
Mithral * Albo Syngonium @ Equal10

dust bunny . paradise plants . @ FaMESHed
dust bunny . paradise plants . fan palm
dust bunny . paradise plants . pineapple plant
dust bunny . paradise plants . monstera tree . with lights

uK – Infinity Fountain Ivory @ Uber

7 – Cat Burglar Painting

Posted in Collabor88, Cosmetics, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, skin

Sparkle and Shine

People are like stained – glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within. ~ Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

hair: MINA – Lupine @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ALL IN COLLECTION #3 @ Fetish Fair
lipsticks: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ALL IN COLLECTION #8 @ Fetish Fair

AsteroidBox. Bailey Earrings @ Equal10
AsteroidBox. Bailey Collar @ Equal10

Go On – The Future – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, skin, vinyl

Ain’t no rental

Independent, athletic
I been sweating, doing calisthenics
Booty vicious, mind yo business
I been working, working on my fitness
I’ve been lifting heavy metal
See this ass? Ain’t no rental
Take it down low like just stretching
Pick it back up like I’m flexing
Woo, tryna get it, working on my fitness
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I step up on the catwalk
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I got that ass that don’t stop
That ass that don’t stop, that ass don’t stop
And think about how I’m gonna feel when I take it all off

Vinyl rkkn

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Nany hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

VINYL – Wasabi Crop @ Equal10
RKKN. Thea’s Boxers

pose: Lyrium. Mina Static & Breathing Pose Series @ Dubai

Vesturario – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

.:revival:. bathroom towel

Posted in Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo, Uber SL

Trying Something

Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*

demon

hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo

makeup: THIS IS WRONG Creep makeup
eyes: [Heaux] Grave Eyes
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9

toksik – Devil’s Manner Horns
*PKC* Danni Collar @ Kinky
Mug – Killer Nurse – #2 Test Subject RARE
AsteroidBox. Layla Bikini @ Equal10
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PRIYA” @ Uber

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black

background: The Asylum Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Apple Fall, breathe, Bueno, Collabor88, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Paw to the Jaw

I love my cat. I really do, but I’m starting to understand why people prefer dogs. I woke up this morning to a paw to the jaw. Yep, that’s right, he walked on my face. My reaction was a slinging arm which resulted in a cat flung across the bed, followed by a soft murr. This was not a wounded cat sound. Trust me, I’ve heard plenty of those noises. Step on a cat’s tail just once and  you’ll never forget it. No, just three little gentle murrs. I couldn’t go back to sleep at this point. I had to get up and find out if he was okay. I’m not a monster, ya know? He’s fine. Once he saw that I was awake, his attitude suddenly changed. I swear that he looked at me and in his little meow language said, “Oh, you’re up! Feed me?”
Needless to say, I fed the little bastard and now he’s lying comfortably on his perch, licking himself. I’m pretty sure he’s quite proud of himself this morning. *looks out the window* FFS, the sun isn’t even up yet. I suspect there’s a nap in my future.

bossom elm

hair: Magika – Sunrise
head:  LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Anika Skin @ Uber

Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet
Blossom&Seeds Shannon @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mitsune Heels @ Uber

pose is in the mat

scene:
.peaches. Wanderlust – Books

Apple Fall Aspidistra in Wicker Planter

Ariskea [Sunrise] Succulent Ceramic hangers
Ariskea[Julia] Peonies Basket [Rose] @ FaMESHed

BUENO-Laptop Hustle

Dahlia – Himalayan Salt Lamp – Natural – Coral

Elm. Marley Standing Desk @ Collabor88
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Book Stack
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Bullet Journal
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cacti Candle
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cactus Candle #1
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cactus Candle #2
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Diffuser
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Doughnut Snack
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Lamp
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Mesh Board [White]
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Speakers
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Stapler
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Stool [White Top]
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Succulent Pot
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Washi Tape
Elm. Marley Standing Desk [White Top]
Elm. Marley Standing Mat

Foxwood – Lilly – Puppy Basket – pink

Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Collection. @ Equal10
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Ashtray.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Bud Vase.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Catch-All.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Edibles.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Herbal Tea.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Make-up Clutter.

LEMME…Natural Girl Collection @ Equal10
LEMME…Enlightened Sexuality + Dildo
LEMME…Natural Girl // RARE
LEMME…Something to hang // Memphis
LEMME…Yin Yang Inciense holder stick
LEMME..Natural Dildo // Rose Quartz

MudHoney Classic Photo Room 5

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . pink medinilla plant

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Reign, Second Life, shopping, skin

Learning new tricks!

So, its my 2nd post with the new Fleur head from Lelutka…I’m still messing with the shape a bit as I try on different skins, but over all I’m super happy with the new head. There are so many changes swirling around me at the moment, not just the new head, but letting go of almost all of my decor sponsors was a huge deal for me. For almost five years, I’ve balanced both and blogged for some of my absolute favorite stores. Now, its time for this old dog to learn some new tricks! I’m having a lot of fun playing with different photography styles and angles….lighting, all that good stuff. And I don’t have anything specific to talk about this morning, so I’m just rambling. I probably should have done a song, instead. Oh well….it is what it is and it ain’t what it ain’t..lol.

doux lunar rezz room

hair: DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Song (LeLutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings @ ebento
RichB. Skully Arm Bands
.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’
Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9

Lunar – Yumi Top @ Equal10
Lunar – Miyu Pants & Panties @ Equal10
REIGN.- JORDYN PLATS

[Rezz Room] Box German Shepherd Puppy

pose: – space cadet – pack 10 @ SaNaRae

location: BKLYN

 

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Legal Insanity, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, skin, tattoo, Uber SL, vinyl

This is our world

See the tramp coming up the strip with the a hundred dollar smile
Sparks flying off her finger tips, driving a young cunt wild
Some nights, I’m wound so tight, like a storm about to break
Better stand in a doorway when everything starts to shake
You get restless, like a cat waking up at midnight
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Layer other like a street god, with a drop-dead attitude
Scenes looking like a shadow now, and I know I’m being fooled
Sometimes I’m wound so tight like a wave about crash
Hard times seem to multiply, but the joy runs out so fast
You get restless, like a kid crawling out of a bad dream
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Make way for the son of a rebel
He’s got two black eyes, and a bitter heart
And a bone hanging on a chain
These times, like dynamite
A head on history
Some fools gonna bed it all down
And don’t care about you and me
You get desperate, like a child in the eye of a nightmare
Hungry, never quite satisfied
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
This is our world, and these are our times
Ooooover
Ouuur worrrld, ouuur tiiimes
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
Our world, our times
~ Alannah Myles – Our World, Our Times

JB vinyl west end dami doux

left:
hair:  DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Senja Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings
*Just BECAUSE* Dannicka Sweater
VINYL – Peach Shorts

middle:
hair: Modulus – Hugo Hair
head: LeLUTKA.Head.Skyler.2.0
body: [BODY] Athletic Meshbody (Legacy)
skin: Clef de Peau – Erik
tattoo: Vegas – No Boundaries

[ kunst ] – Allegiant bracelet (L)
[ kunst ] – Harper bracelet #3 / Right (M)
RAWR! Damascus Bracelet
Legal Insanity – Adam bento rings

right:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL – Lemon Romper @ N21

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Unbreakable Bond @ Uber

please check out Damien’s blog for his view: The Crow’s Nest

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life, shopping, skin

So much going on

So, this week has been a lot. I’ve had some really crappy things happen in RL that I won’t talk about right now, because…reasons. On the upside, my big slister, Kess Crystal….erhm…Kess MASSIMO,  got married yesterday and I couldn’t be happier for her. I’m not sure I would ever find any man she dated truly worthy of her, but she is happy and I’ve not seen her love a man this hard in a very long time. He makes her laugh more than he makes her cry. Which says a lot, cuz even I can make her cry. WHAT? I meant happy tears, damnit! I’m not THAT mean to my sisters….sheesh. Anyway, they had a private ceremony yesterday and it was truly beautiful. And anyone that knows me, knows how much I loathe weddings. So, when I say it was beautiful, I mean it. I would say it was the second most beautiful wedding I’ve attended on the grid. The prettiest was when Posh married Just D. THAT wedding was more my style, so naturally I favor that one. It was almost what I would want if I was forced into having a wedding of my own. Yes, I said FORCED. OMG, I cannot stay on track…ok, so love is in the air, ok? OK! I’m happy for my sisters, one got married and I’m pretty sure my other one is falling in love. Let’s just hope my little sister doesn’t drag me into a wedding, too.
Meanwhile, I’m showing off some of the amazing finds from Kustom9 with a backdrop you can grab at Access. I used to associate Luas with lingerie, but they’re doing some really cute clothes these days and for the Legacy body, too! So be sure to check them out! And Paleto is new to me, but they are coming in hot with some amazing backdrops. So, if you love photography, this is definitely a store to check out. And while this photo isn’t really close enough for you appreciate the details of things like lashes & lipstick…I listed them, because I was wearing them and they are gorgeous. I swear, there is so much goodness out there right now…if not for blogger packs, I’d be in debt up to my eyeballs!

k9

hair: Foxy – Verano Hair @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
eyes:  {S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Isla (Genus) toffee @ C88

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
. MILA . Bad Girl Lipstick GENUS [Peach]

Luas Dani Bomber @ Kustom9
Luas Dani Top @ Kustom9
Luas Dani Skirt  @ Kustom9

pose: FOXCITY. Poise Bento Pose Set @ Kustom9

background: .PALETO. Backdrop:. Ed. Mohawk @ Access