My feet are on the ground I swear But I’m not moving anywhere My lungs say that I’m breathing But when did my heart stop beating? I don’t know who I am Or who I used to be before You broke me in a thousand pieces Now tell me, how am I to fix this? Don’t you try and help me ’cause I know I know Only time can heal but it’s running out Running outTell me how to feel, to feel okay Tell me how to feel, to feel okay ‘Cause I don’t know I’ve been feeling pretty low Ever since the day you dug my heart’s grave
hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ Level head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9 tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber AsteroidBox. Maria Shirt @ Anthem Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties [BREATHE]-Tsukiko Heels RARE @ Arcade
I was hanging out with my amazing friends, Maria & Jason, when I got my hands on these gorgeous new sphynx cats from Rezz Room. I was squealing with delight, because…well…CATS! Jason started laughing and then predicted that I would be doing a post with a lot of cats. Started calling me the cat lady. So, in order to prove him wrong, I limited myself to only three. See? I have some self control, Jason! *laughs*
I am so very blessed to have these two amazing people in my life. So, I want to make sure they know how much I appreciate them both. ♥
hair: Tableau Vivant // Vale hair @ Kustom9 head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: PUMEC – Lillian
(Yummy) Poppet Ring Collection @ C88 Seniha. Jackie Set @ Access Seniha. Jackie Sweater Seniha. Jackie Top Seniha. Jackie Pants friday – Esme Sneakers @ C88
Soul2Soul. Moritz Bronze Sculpture @ TLC Soul2Soul. Moritz Books @ TLC Soul2Soul. Moritz Coffee Table -Fatpack @ TLC Soul2Soul. Moritz Bronze Wall Art (Bonus) @ TLC
Apple Fall Chamise Occasional Table – Aged Oak Apple Fall Pampas Grass Apple Fall Bohemian Coffee Press (Group Gift) Apple Fall Latte Decor (Group Gift)
Tell me you love me, tell me you’re mine Tell me, I know it, don’t need a sign But I feel different know you don’t lie But I want attention, commitment, intertwined What are your dreams, give me the details all in-between Just let me know ya, we can go far Don’t turn your shoulder, get colder, keep me warm Sweeter than love is the taste of all those promises That pulls you in for good Can’t get enough Put your top moves on and run with it Sweet talk that shit, so good
hair: TRUTH Serenity head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO)
I’ve always loved rooftop scenes in movies and tv shows. It always looks so cool with the way they make the roof of a building into something completely different. When I was growing up, my mother always had a lot of houseplants. She would struggle when we lived in apartments, because she wanted a yard where she could plant bushes and outdoor flowers. None of the buildings we ever lived in had a flat rooftop that my mom could use for gardening, but it was always something I wished she could have done. So, when I saw the Akina Garden Set from Serenity Style, I knew this was my chance to create a rooftop area that would be unlike anything else I’ve done. I had a lot of fun setting this all up to look like my avatar was getting photographed for her Instagram in her rooftop paradise. Who knows, maybe I’ll do more rooftop photography. I kinda dig it. *giggles* See what I did there? Yeah, I know, I’m punny. *sticks her tongue out*
hair: [monso] Billie Hair @ FaMESHed head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
22769 – Garden Patio 22769 – Patio Pouf Table – COMMON 22769 – Shabby Patio Rug – COMMON 22769 – Patio Chair Creme – COMMON 22769 – Banana Tree – COMMON 22769 – Cubic Box Tree Pot – COMMON 22769 – Patio Fairy Lights – COMMON
22769 – Gardening Work 22769 – Seeding Bowl – COMMON 22769 – Bags of Soil – COMMON 22769 – Garden Wellies – COMMON 22769 – Workbench – COMMON 22769 – Shelf with Oil – COMMON 22769 – Box with Tools – COMMON 22769 – Box With Pots – COMMON 22769 – Watering Can – COMMON 22769 – Flowerpots – COMMON
I don’t like your perfect crime How you laugh when you lie You said the gun was mine Isn’t cool, no, I don’t like you But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined I check it once, then I check it twice, oh! Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me-
hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla hair head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber
I really want you to hate me I really want you to find That I am far from a lady That I’m an animal inside I really want you to hate me I really want you to find That I’m a pitiful girl That I’m the phoniest alive There’s no love for the wicked There’s no love to survive There’s no love can you listen There’s no love and I’m feeling high I wanna die
hair: CHAIN – Safari Hair head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber (Yummy) The Dreamers Earrings (Yummy) The Dreamers Necklace Blueberry – Blessed Set Blueberry – Blessed – Top Blueberry – Blessed – Pleated Skirt Blueberry – Blessed – Waist Wrapped Jacket Blueberry – Blessed – Boots & Socks
I’m a nightmare, I know what you mean by that I can’t wake up from all these scary dreams I have I don’t really care, and I never will That’s the way I am, such a bitter pill I don’t really care, how much silence kills That’s the way I am No, I wasn’t born without a heart I wasn’t always like this, no Watched you break me, no Now you blame me No, I wasn’t born with all these scars And that’s what made me like this, no Can you blame me, no? (No, oh, oh) I wasn’t born like this Hurt people, hurt people I’d rather be heartless (Heartless) Than have my heart in pieces
I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet I’ve trusted lies and trusted men Broke down and put myself back together again Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors” Come on, little lady, give us a smile” No, I ain’t got nothin’ to smile about I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for A moment to say I don’t owe you a goddamn thing I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night That I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night No, I won’t smile, but I’ll show you my teeth And I’ma let you speak if you just let me breathe I’ve been polite, but won’t be caught dead Lettin’ a man tell me what I should do in my bed Keep my exes in check in my basement ‘Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you’re complacent I could play nice or I could be a bully I’m tired and angry, but somebody should be
hair: DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9
I don’t do this a lot, but y’all know me. I do what I want! So, today I want to tell you a little bit about Serasim. SeraSim is where Seraphim lives inworld. Their offices are there. It’s where they pretend to do work. *grins* Now, the thing is that SeraSim is not just offices. Ohhh no….they wouldn’t dare stop there. Nope. They have shops there and events! Yes, shopping events, but other stuff, too. So, first and foremost, I encourage you to go check it out. It is really well done…think Havana and a fancy shopping center merged. There are places for parties, live singers, etc. There are actual shops and….AND…they have some pretty nifty shopping events there. For instance, you see the vagrant top in this picture? It goes perfectly with my new Cheri Jeans from Bueno! I only paid L$70 for this top! Can you believe that? IKR?!?! They have this cool thing at SeraSim called 70L SERASIM SUNDAY! They have carts all around the sim with these amazing deals. I got a badass school room backdrop for only L$70, too! Plus a wonderful couple’s pose from Vanity Poses! Seriously, you will be amazed at the deals! I’ll be telling you more later on, but for now….get ready for some super savings on Sundays (and maybe a few days after)!
We could get lost in the purple rain Talk about the good old days We could get high on some pink champagne Baby, let me count the waves Let me love you like a woman Let me hold you like a baby Let me shine like a diamond Let me be who I’m meant to be Talk to me in songs and poems Don’t make me be bittersweet Let me love you like a woman