Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

When did my heart stop beating?

My feet are on the ground I swear
But I’m not moving anywhere
My lungs say that I’m breathing
But when did my heart stop beating?
I don’t know who I am
Or who I used to be before
You broke me in a thousand pieces
Now tell me, how am I to fix this?
Don’t you try and help me ’cause I know
I know
Only time can heal but it’s running out
Running outTell me how to feel, to feel okay
Tell me how to feel, to feel okay
‘Cause I don’t know
I’ve been feeling pretty low
Ever since the day you dug my heart’s grave

When did my heart stop beating?

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Maria Shirt @ Anthem
Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties
[BREATHE]-Tsukiko Heels RARE @ Arcade

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel 1-5 @ Orsy

BLACK NEST / Belladonna Bed

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, fri.day, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

It’s not THAT many cats, Jason

I was hanging out with my amazing friends, Maria & Jason, when I got my hands on these gorgeous new sphynx cats from Rezz Room. I was squealing with delight, because…well…CATS! Jason started laughing and then predicted that I would be doing a post with a lot of cats. Started calling me the cat lady. So, in order to prove him wrong, I limited myself to only three. See? I have some self control, Jason! *laughs*

I am so very blessed to have these two amazing people in my life. So, I want to make sure they know how much I appreciate them both. ♥

It’s not THAT many cats, Jason

hair: Tableau Vivant // Vale hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

(Yummy) Poppet Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Jackie Set @ Access
Seniha. Jackie Sweater
Seniha. Jackie Top
Seniha. Jackie Pants

friday – Esme Sneakers @ C88

[Rezz Room] Box Sphynx Cat Animesh @ Man Cave

pose: GP Smoke 13

MINIMAL – Natural Nude Backdrop III Curtains @ Kustom9

Concept} 07.Bring. Sofa Adult. RARE @ Kustom9

Pitaya – Cushion Collection Part I WHITE @ TLC
Pitaya – Cushion Collection Part I MUSTARD @ TLC
Pitaya – Cushion Collection Part I GREEN @ TLC

Ariskea [Belle] Forever Roses [Peach] @ TLC

Soul2Soul. Moritz Bronze Sculpture @ TLC
Soul2Soul. Moritz Books @ TLC
Soul2Soul. Moritz Coffee Table -Fatpack @ TLC
Soul2Soul. Moritz Bronze Wall Art (Bonus) @ TLC

Apple Fall Chamise Occasional Table – Aged Oak
Apple Fall Pampas Grass
Apple Fall Bohemian Coffee Press (Group Gift)
Apple Fall Latte Decor (Group Gift)

Posted in crate, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin

Tell Me

Tell me you love me, tell me you’re mine
Tell me, I know it, don’t need a sign
But I feel different know you don’t lie
But I want attention, commitment, intertwined
What are your dreams, give me the details all in-between
Just let me know ya, we can go far
Don’t turn your shoulder, get colder, keep me warm
Sweeter than love is the taste of all those promises
That pulls you in for good
Can’t get enough
Put your top moves on and run with it
Sweet talk that shit, so good

Tell Me

hair: TRUTH Serenity
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO)

(Yummy) Poppet Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Salma Body @ FaMESHedX
Eudora3D Nimueh @ FaMESHedX

pose: Gravity Poses – Smoke 5

backdrop: MINIMAL – Light Room Backdrop -3-

crate Tube Shelf – Blue
7 – crate Expression Floor Lamp
crate Pompous Pouf – Black
crate Dandelion Daybed Rug

Amataria – Home Decor “Cats”

Ariskea[Jardim] Hanging Wood Plant Decor

[ kunst ] – Glenfirstclass bottle
[ kunst ] – Scotch glass

Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Books

Posted in Animals, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I kinda dig it

I’ve always loved rooftop scenes in movies and tv shows. It always looks so cool with the way they make the roof of a building into something completely different. When I was growing up, my mother always had a lot of houseplants. She would struggle when we lived in apartments, because she wanted a yard where she could plant bushes and outdoor flowers. None of the buildings we ever lived in had a flat rooftop that my mom could use for gardening, but it was always something I wished she could have done. So, when I saw the Akina Garden Set from Serenity Style, I knew this was my chance to create a rooftop area that would be unlike anything else I’ve done. I had a lot of fun setting this all up to look like my avatar was getting photographed for her Instagram in her rooftop paradise. Who knows, maybe I’ll do more rooftop photography. I kinda dig it. *giggles* See what I did there? Yeah, I know, I’m punny. *sticks her tongue out*

I kinda dig it

hair: [monso] Billie Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

Just BECAUSE Wiwi Sweater @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Catie Skirt – FLF Exclusive Edition (Jan 29, 2021)
Eudora3D Monet Socks
Eudora3D Monet Heels

pose: FOXCITY. Mannequin Bento Pose Set

scene created on: MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

behind the Rooftop used as a skyline piece: .PALETO.Backdrop:.DON’T PANIC

other scene components:
[Rezz Room] English Bulldog Adult Bark
[Rezz Room] Grouchy Cat Yawning

Serenity Style– Akina Garden Set @ Uber
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Pots Shelves
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 2
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Small Tree
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 3
Serenity Style- Akina Garden Plant 1

Ayla. DIY Plant Stands – Book Plant Stand

Ariskea[Acai] Bohemian Pillow [Mustard]

(Luc.) Iced Tea [BENTO Server]

22769 – Garden Patio
22769 – Patio Pouf Table – COMMON
22769 – Shabby Patio Rug – COMMON
22769 – Patio Chair Creme – COMMON
22769 – Banana Tree – COMMON
22769 – Cubic Box Tree Pot – COMMON
22769 – Patio Fairy Lights – COMMON

22769 – Gardening Work
22769 – Seeding Bowl – COMMON
22769 – Bags of Soil – COMMON
22769 – Garden Wellies – COMMON
22769 – Workbench – COMMON
22769 – Shelf with Oil – COMMON
22769 – Box with Tools – COMMON
22769 – Box With Pots – COMMON
22769 – Watering Can – COMMON
22769 – Flowerpots – COMMON

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I got a list of names

I don’t like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn’t cool, no, I don’t like you
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me-

I got a list of names

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla hair
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

— PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA)
headband, eyeshadow, eyes, & lipstick

VOBE – Devi Set Choker
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VOBE – Devi Set Garter
Just BECAUSE Tatah Top
boots: UTOPIA@Design – “ASHLEY” @ Uber

  • TRIGGERED – Confidence Panties

pose: FOXCITY. Kittie Bento Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – January Group Gift 2021

Fapple- Bondage Chair


Posted in Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin

There’s no love for the wicked

I really want you to hate me
I really want you to find
That I am far from a lady
That I’m an animal inside
I really want you to hate me
I really want you to find
That I’m a pitiful girl
That I’m the phoniest alive
There’s no love for the wicked
There’s no love to survive
There’s no love can you listen
There’s no love and
I’m feeling high
I wanna die

There’s no love for the wicked

hair: CHAIN – Safari Hair
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber
(Yummy) The Dreamers Earrings
(Yummy) The Dreamers Necklace
Blueberry – Blessed Set
Blueberry – Blessed – Top
Blueberry – Blessed – Pleated Skirt
Blueberry – Blessed – Waist Wrapped Jacket
Blueberry – Blessed – Boots & Socks

pose: FOXCITY. Baby Bento Pose Set

Brown Room – The Lockers – The Bearded Guy @ Dubai

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

I wasn’t always like this

I’m a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can’t wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don’t really care, and I never will
That’s the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don’t really care, how much silence kills
That’s the way I am
No, I wasn’t born without a heart
I wasn’t always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn’t born with all these scars
And that’s what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no? (No, oh, oh)
I wasn’t born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I’d rather be heartless (Heartless)
Than have my heart in pieces

I wasn’t always like this

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
RKKN. Marley Bodysuit White @ Epiphany
RKKN. Marley Sweatpants V2 Sage @ Epiphany
[BREATHE]-Misasa Sneakers @ Epiphany

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Low Point

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2019

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin

I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet
I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I’ve trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors”
Come on, little lady, give us a smile”
No, I ain’t got nothin’ to smile about
I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for
A moment to say I don’t owe you a goddamn thing
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night
That I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night
No, I won’t smile, but I’ll show you my teeth
And I’ma let you speak if you just let me breathe
I’ve been polite, but won’t be caught dead
Lettin’ a man tell me what I should do in my bed
Keep my exes in check in my basement
‘Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you’re complacent
I could play nice or I could be a bully
I’m tired and angry, but somebody should be

I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

hair: DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

Seniha. Sinai Sweater @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Sinai Belt @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Sinai Skirt @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Nubia Boots&Socks

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Downtrodden
MINIMAL – Dark Background

Posted in Bueno, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Sundays

I don’t do this a lot, but y’all know me. I do what I want! So, today I want to tell you a little bit about Serasim. SeraSim is where Seraphim lives inworld. Their offices are there. It’s where they pretend to do work. *grins* Now, the thing is that SeraSim is not just offices. Ohhh no….they wouldn’t dare stop there. Nope. They have shops there and events! Yes, shopping events, but other stuff, too. So, first and foremost, I encourage you to go check it out. It is really well done…think Havana and a fancy shopping center merged. There are places for parties, live singers, etc. There are actual shops and….AND…they have some pretty nifty shopping events there.
For instance, you see the vagrant top in this picture? It goes perfectly with my new Cheri Jeans from Bueno! I only paid L$70 for this top! Can you believe that? IKR?!?! They have this cool thing at SeraSim called 70L SERASIM SUNDAY! They have carts all around the sim with these amazing deals. I got a badass school room backdrop for only L$70, too! Plus a wonderful couple’s pose from Vanity Poses! Seriously, you will be amazed at the deals!
I’ll be telling you more later on, but for now….get ready for some super savings on Sundays (and maybe a few days after)!

Sundays

hair: tram J1213 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Riona @ ACCESS

-[ vagrant ]- Ashley Hoody – Black
BUENO-Cheri Jeans @Kustom9
Ohemo – Chloe boots

pose: Ana Poses – Rome

Posted in DOUX, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Let me love you like a woman

We could get lost in the purple rain
Talk about the good old days
We could get high on some pink champagne
Baby, let me count the waves
Let me love you like a woman
Let me hold you like a baby
Let me shine like a diamond
Let me be who I’m meant to be
Talk to me in songs and poems
Don’t make me be bittersweet
Let me love you like a woman

Let me love you like a woman

hair: DOUX – Valentine hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

Seniha. Prudence Set @ FaMESHed X
**UTOPIA@Design** – “NATALIA”

pose: Diversion – Mirage Vol. 2 Poses @ Shiny Shabby
Diversion – Mirage Backdrop @ Shiny Shabby