Posted in FaMESHed, Fashion, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shopping

Kill For You

I’m crazy busy these days and I really just didn’t have time to write something all deep and eloquent. So, I’m resorting to a song that I love and I feel like it fits the photo. Enjoy!♥

Skylar Grey – Kill For You ft. Eminem

You gon’ make me a believer
Even if that shit ain’t true
You will make me commit murder
Baby, I’d kill for you

In my eyes
Even if you are wrong, you are right
Even if it’s a terrible crime
It’s alright, cause I got your back, and I know you got mine
I belong to the church of your name
Sing a song, cause I worship the ground you walk on
If I pray for you, I know you’ll be there

You gon’ make me a believer
Even if that shit ain’t true
You will make me commit murder
Baby, I’d kill for you

In my bed I believe every word that you’ve said
Just a kiss and you make me forget
All the bad, the battles we’ve lost, the bodies we hid
You don’t know, just how far I’d be willing to go
You put the cracks into my moral code
So you can count on me to always be there

You gon’ make me a believer
Even if that shit ain’t true
You will make me commit murder
Baby, I’d kill for you

Oh, Lord, forgive my weary hands
And for what they may do
I’ll carry out his evil plans
If he wants me to

[Eminem:]
In your dream, you’re drowning, I just waltz in and save you
I’m your alternate escape route, the altar you pray to
Your ultimate savior, your behavior is altered
Ain’t your fault cause I made you, brainwashed and persuade you
Gibraltar, your faith’ll never falter or waver
When you cause any danger I’m your guardian angel
Nobody can tell you shit, you’ve already made your mind
Just follow me, babe, you won’t be sorry you stayed, you
Always ride, whatever the plan is
To the end, even if I led us into an ambush
Even if we robbed the First National and cops caught us redhanded
They’re coming at us, and we’re trapped wit’ our backs up
Against the wall, and it’s too tall
You catapult me or hold the ladder for me
Stay back to get captured, take the fall
You make it all worth it
Baby doll, you’re perfect
The way you are, accidents happen
All I know is you love me, that’s really all that matters
And any who cross our paths are just collateral damage
At your side, got your lateral, back, your front, diagonal
Backwards, blackbirds, we attack like animals
When they threaten what we have it’s a natural reaction
You lay a bitch flat on her back in a second flat for me
Who tries to take your man from you
It’s blasphemy, another casualty, you’ll go whatever route
Whatever you have to do, you blast for me, I never doubt, that

You gon’ make me a believer
Even if that shit ain’t true
You will make me commit murder
Baby, I’d kill for you

cute but psycho
You will make me commit murder
Baby, I’d kill for you

wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Lena
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
!Rebel Hope – Angelina Mesh Bodysuit (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Cute But Psycho Bento Pose Set
background: anxiety %cellardoor

Posted in Chic Moda, Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, Rebel Hope, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Take a Backseat

Ya know, anyone with a Facebook account whether its RL or SL sees far more than their share of drama, add the aspect of life on the grid and its going to be ten times worse, but here’s the thing. If you don’t want to be caught up in it, then stay out of it. Sure, you can grab some popcorn and watch it all unfold like a bad episode of some Real Housewives of Hell, but don’t you have better things to do with your time? I know I do. Sure, I’ve read stuff on friend’s walls and wondered who is that about….and I’ve had people come running to me with gossip, but do you see me running off at the mouth to anyone outside of the cunts (Kess, Tracy, & Grace)? No, you don’t. You also don’t see the four of us mixed up in everyone’s drama. Sure, we’ve each had a bit of our own here and there, but the more power you give rumors and lies, the stronger they become…the bigger the story gets…the more people get involved. Look, if someone calls you a whore and you’re insulted by it…well, you’re being silly. Either you are a whore or you’re not. If you are, why you mad? They didn’t lie. If you’re not a whore, then why you mad? You gonna be mad if they call you a chair? Are you a chair? Right. So, take a backseat, let the drama llamas drive…and enjoy the scenery and the ride. Let someone else navigate through all that bullshit.

**BTW, before y’all get started…this is not aimed at anyone in particular, its just another day in the second life.**

classic

 

wearing:
hair: TRUTH Apple (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
EF: Papillon Earrings
Scandalize. Sweet FUR. (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
ChicModa // Lynn Skirt (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
!Rebel Hope – Maddie Mesh Shoes (*new* @ Shoetopia)

pose created with AnyPose
[Con.] Wax On/Wax Off Convertible – Grey

Posted in Animals, E.A.Studio, Events, Fashion, Jian, Rebel Hope, Second Life, Seven Emporium, shopping, Tres Chic

No Place For You

It was the end of summer and she had decided to take a walk down to the Charcuterie for some of Peter’s famous sausages. They would be perfect with the apples she had picked that morning. As she walked along the dirt road she came across the most adorable little piglet, she scooped him up just as she approached Peter’s place. The little pig was so cute as she squealed in her face.
She smiled lovingly at her new pet, “I shall call you Wilbur, but you have to promise not to bring home any friends named Charlotte!” As she approached the door for Peter’s it dawned on her that she should take her new pet home first, “This is no place for you, Wilbur! No place at all!”

this is not the place for you

wearing:
hair: +Spellbound+ Shahrazad
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
.:E.A:. Studio Ears Gunner (*new* @ Tres Chic)
EF: Sequoia Necklace (September FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Raylin Mesh Wrap Dress
JIAN Playtime Piglet (*new* @ Arcade)

Pose: FOXCITY. Mens – Play Ball Bento Pose Set (edited with AnyPose)
scene:
Exposeur   – Rusty’s Farmhouse – Pink/White
7 – Peter’s Charcuterie
7 – Rear Deliveries Only (Sept 22 FLF)

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shoes, shopping

The Tantrum

“Get dressed! We’re going to be late for our dinner reservations!” he barked from the doorway.
She promptly threw herself down on the ottoman, feet in the air…she kicked and screamed, “I don’t have anything to wear!!!” She knew this tantrum would get her a spanking and that would lead to other things that she would enjoy a whole lot more than dinner. She wasn’t hungry anyway, plus she really didn’t want to take off her new heels!

tantrum

wearing:
hair: .Entwined. Mia (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

!Rebel Hope – Grace Mesh Lace Lingerie (*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Kess Mesh Platform Heels  (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: Foxcity Wild&Free set

scene:
~BAZAR~Glam-Closet FEMALE
~BAZAR~Glam Ottoman
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Bra
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Floor Thong
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
+Half-Deer+ Favorite Sweater Clutter – ALL – Floor A
+Half-Deer+ Favorite Sweater Clutter – ALL – Floor B
18.erratic / lsm – clothing clutter – woman

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Jian, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Training Day

Mr. Snortle loved training day, because it meant he got his favorite treats. She loved the one on one time they spent together. It was always a good day. That one day a week, she dedicated to Mr. Snortle…Snorts for short. This particular day was perfect. The temperature was nice, there was even a nice cool breeze blowing the leaves and trees about. They had spent quite a bit of time outside that morning. She had taken him on a picnic. She laughed so much when he took off after that squirrel. “Just like his momma,” she thought to herself.
She’d even managed to pick up some fresh sunflowers for herself a friend. They were a special flower, as they reminded him of his father. He was coming over for dinner later and she thought they would be a nice surprise. Snorts just adored him, too. Today was going to be a good day, start to finish. What Snorts didn’t realize was that her friend was going to help give him a bath and as much as he loved playing in water, bath time was not his favorite activity. It sure amused her though. Plus she was going to change her sheets later and take a long hot bath herself. Surely, Mr. Snortle would appreciate that wonderful feeling of clean sheets after a bath, right?

training day

wearing:
hair: [e] Janiah (*new* @ FaMESHed)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

!Rebel Hope – Delecate Mesh Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Sady Mesh Shoes (*new* @ FaMESHed)
JIAN Fun Frenchies 14. Brindle Companion (*new* @ Gacha Garden)

pose by Foxcity (edited with AnyPose)

scene:
Apple Fall Hetton Barn Conversion
LISP – Vintage Summer Rugs – Lemon
Sway’s [Agwe] Sofa . pattern / Adult
{-Maru Kado-} Sunflower (wear/group)
=Zenith=Spring Picnic Rattan Basket B (Milk)
{-Maru Kado-} Sunflower (wear/single)
Sway’s [Agwe] Vase with Monstera leaves

Posted in Events, Fashion, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Some Mainstore Stuff!

This is just a quick post to tell you about a couple of things. One are these super sexy shoes from Rebel Hope called Libby Heels. This particular color are free if you are part of the Rebel Hope Designs Inc update group! You can simply copy this and paste it into local: secondlife:///app/group/60f14761-28ce-d9b2-3995-4eff9feae91d/about
Then go to the store and grab the shoes, but hey go ahead and stay in the group, because she offers special group gifts quite regularly. Also, there’s a photo contest going on and you can find all the information you need about that, but clicking here. There’s only a few days left to enter. So, if you’re interested, go ahead and get on that!

Okay, I told you all about what’s going on with Rebel Hope in the mainstore, right? Did you know there’s a relatively new site out there that has been established to tell you about mainstores across the grid? Well, let me give you the link, you’ll simply be amazed at what you’ll find. I know we all love events, but sometimes they can be hard to get into and not all of our favorite stores in all of our favorite events, right? You can read more about it here or just go check it out:  mainstoresl.com

Alright, so that’s my little informative post for ya…get out there and enjoy shopping

these shoes

shoes: !Rebel Hope – Libby Mesh Heels Group Gift

pose by Foxcity
ninety – #places Sweet RARE (*new* @ Epiphany)

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Final Destination

Alright, so this story has absolutely nothing to do with the picture, but as I struggled with what to write about I was also looking for something to watch on Netflix. That’s when I remembered the first time I saw the movie Final Destination. Now for those of you that have not seen it, let me give you a brief little spoiler free description provided for us by IMDB: “After a teenager has a terrifying vision of him and his friends dying in a plane crash, he prevents the accident only to have Death hunt them down, one by one.”

So, the first time I saw this movie, I was living alone and I had gotten a copy of it from a friend. Okay, it was a bootleg copy and it was a very long time ago…so not the point of the story. Please don’t judge me too harshly. So, I popped it into my computer and turned off all the lights, because that’s the only proper way to watch a horror movie, right? Now I should probably point out something for those that haven’t seen it…when people die in this movie is it very bizarre circumstances…the kind of stuff that would be on that show Curious and Unusual Deaths. Okay, so its dark…I’ve watched the movie…I’m alone. The movie ends, I’ve jumped out of my skin more than I expected and its time to get ready for bed.
I’m not afraid of the dark, obviously. I know my way around my own 760sq ft one bedroom apartment. After all, I was a property manager for the apartment complex, I’ve shown this very apartment many times before. So, I get up and make my way to the hallway, forgetting that I had left the vacuum cleaner in the dining room, but plugged into an outlet in the living room. I tripped and crashed into a wall in the hall…I feel something graze my face and realize its a shelf I have on the wall, that looks like an open window. Holy shit, that could have put my eye out! Whew! That was weird. I make it around the corner to the bathroom, turn on the light…I’m not taking any chances after the hallway. So, I’m brushing my teeth when my black cat, Jasper, comes into the bathroom and starts doing circle eights between my feet. I lose my balance and almost impale myself with the toothbrush! WTF!?!?! That’s it, I’m going to bed!
I manage to change clothes without incident and I climb into bed. I notice the wind is blowing outside and I think to myself, “Oh a storm would be nice. I love sleeping to the sound of rain.” However, it was just a really windy night and my sliding glass window is rattling something fierce. Did I mention the window was directly over my bed? Yeah, so I’m thinking…the hallway…the toothbrush….oh hell no! I get up, I move my bed to the middle of the room. Away from anything that could fall off the wall and kill me. Now, I can relax, right? WRONG!
I’m laying in my bed, listening to the wind on the window, smiling to myself for being so smart and moving away from the window. Then I seem to have developed super sonic hearing, because I’m hearing the ceiling fan wobble with each rotation. Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick….oh god, that’s going to fall right onto me…its right over my bed! ACK! Nope, the bedroom is NOT safe! I grab my comforter and my pillow and head back to the living room…no worries, I was turning on all the lights all the way there. Slowly inching my way back as I turn them off again.
So, I’m all settled in on the couch against a blank wall. Nothing to trip me nearby (I put the vacuum away) and the path to the bathroom is clear. Got it. I can hear the wind on the living room window which is a safe distance away and I’m loving the peacefulness of it all. I’m finally going to relax and get some sleep. Suddenly, out of nowhere something heavy lands on my stomach…I scream…he hisses. Goddamnit, Jasper! Yeah, I didn’t sleep that night.

RH

wearing:
hair
: :::Phoenix::: Linda  (*new* @ Hair Fair 2017)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: Glam Affair – Kibi – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – America (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
EF: Oleander Earrings (*new* @ FaMESHed)
EF: Oleander Necklace  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Janelle Mesh Top (*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Tracy Mesh Skort  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Gladiator Mesh Beach Sandals (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by an lar [poses]
scene:
DRD – Garden Party – Fence Three – REWARD
15 – DRD – Garden Party – Wallflower Chair – Two c/m
15 – DRD – Garden Party – Wallflower Side Table – One c/m
15 – DRD – Garden Party – Wallflower Chair – One c/m
14 – DRD – Garden Party – Wallflowers – C c/m

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Rebel Hope, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping

You Don’t Know Me

“You don’t know me when I don’t know you
you don’t know me when I don’t know you”
Pleasantville Wentworth (You Don’t Know Me)

I have to admit when I first heard this song it was while watching Wentworth on Netflix and while I highly recommend the show, I have to admit that this song is just as mesmerizing. I had to find it. This proved easier said than done, because the apparently it is simply the theme song. At least that’s the only version I could find. It reminds me of how guarded I can be. How people only know what I want them to know about me and while I’m pretty much an open book, I have my secrets. Despite how well some know me, they will never really know me, just as I can never really know another.
I was going to write about being stoned and how great being high can feel, but the truth is that getting high for me is more than a recreation…its an escape. It allows me to escape pain and all the crap that clouds my truest self. When I smoke marijuana (or partake in edibles) I am lifted above the facades and masks that I put on to pretend I’m normal. Deep down I’m anything but normal and I have some pretty strange views of the world around me. There’s another line in the song that I really connect with that reminds me of time that I spent behind bars. That’s right, I’ve been to jail and almost went to prison. Perhaps I’ll tell my readers that story some day.

“one two three four never tell them what you saw
five six seven eight stay in line don’t be late
nine ten eleven twive now i know a place called hell”

stoned af

wearing:
hair
: *Besom~Sandy (*new* @ Uber)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
!Rebel Hope – Cheri Mesh Top
!Rebel Hope – Roxy Mesh Leggings

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Sits VOL1
scene: DRD CS – The Joint Coffee Shop

Posted in Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Pale Girl Productions, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shopping

Summer Breeze

“Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind”
~Summer Breeze – Seals & Croft

This is one of those songs that takes me back to childhood summers in Alabama. As a child I didn’t notice the heat so much, I just knew its warm and the sun is shining, and that meant I could go outside to play. I loved playing outside as a kid. Its not something I see many kids doing where I live unless they’re at the pool. In some ways its kinda sad to see the kids of today more glued to little blue screens than focused on playing tag or hide-n-seek, but I would imagine some of the mothers rest a little easier knowing exactly where their children are, rather than worrying about them getting snatched up or climbing and falling off a scaffold that the workers left behind while working on their apartment building.  *laughs* Yeah, I might have climbed a four story scaffold as a kid, luckily none of us fell, but if our mothers had know what we were doing. *giggles*
From time to time I do see boys outside tossing around a football and because there’s a park next to my neighborhood I can hear the cheers and whistles of soccer (football is you live outside the U.S.) games on occasion. Perhaps its because of where I live that I don’t see a lot of children outside playing, but when I think back to my childhood I’m ever so grateful to have memories of chasing lightening bugs as the sun began to set, because lets face it…we all knew that when those street lights came on, it was time to get our little butts in the house.

I don’t spend nearly as much time outside these days as I did as a child, but again, I’m grateful for the memories of my own. My childhood wasn’t all great, but I truly have some amazing memories worth a visit from time to time and there’s nothing like a summer breeze stirring up the jasmines in my garden to take me back. I hope that summer treats you all well and that you can revisit some of your own beautiful memories. ♥

rh fameshed_001

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Summer Hairplay – Alize – Pack 3 RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: RedFish – Precious Tattoo (*new* @ Kinky)
makeup (brows/lipstick): A R T E – 40’s MakeUp Pack [Catwa, bento] (*new* @ Vintage Fair)
nail polish on maitreya nailsHello Dave – Nail Appliers – Baroque Pinup 1 (*new* @ Vintage Fair)

MINIMAL – Chiara Glasses -Silver-(*new* @ FaMESHed)
!Rebel Hope – Jasmina Mesh Bikini (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Formal VOL1-7 (Slim gown)

location: aloha beach

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Kustom9, Lapointe & Bastchild, Rebel Hope, Second Life, Uber SL

A Day at the Beach

Around this time last year, I was fortunate enough to meet some long time Second Life friends in the real world. It was an amazing weekend and over far too quickly and if I remember correctly, I think I even stayed a day longer than I originally planned. Mind you, Nikole kept my ass stoned from the time I got there until I left. Along with partaking in some pretty fine ass weed, Blondie’s RL took us all to a Japanese Steak house for dinner, where not only did Nik eat my yumyum (a really delicious sauce), but we found our official drink for the weekend. It was called A Day at the Beach and looks very much like the sky behind me. We had a grand weekend with that drink, by the pool…oh the stories and jokes…and the sunburn!
I’m so glad I can enjoy all the beaches and pools in SL without having to worry about getting a sunburn. Even with especially high SPF sunscreen, my RL self will still burn if I’m in the sun for more than an hour.

day at the beach

wearing:
hair:  tram G0511 hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skinGlam Affair – Polly – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kustom9)

L&B Swear Lilly Wrap Top (*new* @ Uber)
!Rebel Hope – Mesh Sarong

pose by Foxcity

location: Banana Bay