Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, Maitreya

Better Things

Welp, I made it on that dreadful website again. *shakes my head* The things they say bother me far less than the idea that someone is wasting so much of their precious time focusing on some silly form of fixated hate. Whoever is posting about me, clearly doesn’t really know me, so they can say whatever they want on that silly site. That’s why they have to post anonymously, right? It’s ok if they don’t like my blog and my photos. I’m fully aware of my limitations as an SL photographer. I’ve never claimed to be some sort of expert. I do what I like. I always have and always will, as far as photography is concerned. If others like it…YAY! If they don’t…well, I understand.
I’m not quite sure where they got the man stealing idea, but that definitely isn’t me. I have NEVER done that in Second Life. Earlier this year, I broke one of my cardinal rules, sorta twice, by dating guys that had dated friends of mine in the past. However, both of my friends were aware and gave their blessings. It didn’t work out, but no one ran away from me….though, to be fair, they probably should have. *laughs* I probably am a tad bit psycho. *evil grin* I’m okay with that. I lost my RL husband to a much younger and much prettier woman. The pain that delivered is far more than any I would ever wish on someone else. So, stealing a man isn’t my style. Besides, why would I want one that can be so easily stolen in the first place?
Alas, if this person so filled with hatred for me….if they really knew me, they probably wouldn’t waste so much of their time on me. Though, by the looks of things, they probably never will, cuz I tend to surround myself with loving individuals who support each others’ endeavors. My friends and I don’t tear each other down. Nor do we look for ways to tear others down.
Once again, I must say that I do not wish this person any ill will. In fact, I’d prefer they find some happiness in their lives and fill their hearts with love instead of whatever petty jealousy or hate that consumes them. If I somehow inadvertently hurt this person, I highly doubt that is was my intention. Perhaps they do have justified reasons to dislike me, but until they are courageous enough to step out of the cowardly anonymous shadows…I cannot honestly know. Nor can I apologize. Perhaps they are the psychotic ones and have no valid reason at all. Until they come forward, I’ll just have to do what I do best…shrug it off and keep on moving forward. I have better things to focus my attention on. ♥

Better Things

[monso] Ahri2 Hair @ C88
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
Glam Affair – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

BUENO-One Love Necklace @ C88
Decoy – Kathleen Cropped Sweater @ C88
BUENO-Julia Jeans for Sat Sale Nov 7, 2020

pose: space cadet – fresh hot tea @ C88
***(come with color change cup)

location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in accessories, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lelutka, Maitreya

Secretly Desire

“Beware of those who criticize you when you deserve some praise for an achievement, for it is they who secretly desire to be worshiped.”
― Suzy Kassem, Rise Up and Salute the Sun: The Writings of Suzy Kassem

Secretly Desire

DOUX – Ubert hairstyle
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Frayed – Boujee Mask #1 @ Anthem
EarthStones Belly Bugs – Dragonfly
Cynful Kiki’s Tracksuit – Hoodie @ Equal10
Cynful Kiki’s Tracksuit – Sweatpants @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Soulfood Bento Pose Set
K&S – // SLC. Backdrop. materials. @ Anthem

Posted in FaMESHed, Fashion, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I’m just enjoying life…

I opened my sim to the public yesterday and I cannot begin to tell you how sweet people have been when visiting. I surely hope it stays that way. People have been both generous and kind. And I’ve managed to scare a few with some little hidden gems I have around the sim. *giggles* It truly is wonderful to see people visiting the sim. It makes me feel good that they want to see it and experience it for themselves.
None of that really has anything to do with this picture, but I did take it on the sim….in one of the three houses that are currently there….for now. I will be changing the sim all the time. I already want to tear down one of the houses and do something else. *laughs* For now, I’m just enjoying life…as you can see. There are lots of changes on my horizon and I’m excited about each and every one of them.

I'm just enjoying life...

hair: TRUTH VIP Forever
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Just BECAUSE Rissa Dress @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Mihoyo Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Ana Poses – Serenity
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Events, Exploration, Jian, Lelutka, Maitreya, poses, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

She’s Singing

It’s 5am and my 74yr old mother is dancing through the house singing Beyonce’s “Single Ladies.” I don’t even think she realizes what she’s singing, but she’s doing a well enough job that I recognize the song. I just pulled up the song on YouTube and she comes running in asking how did I know she had that song stuck in her head. *cracks up* Well, Mom, you tend to think out loud…so its not that hard to know what you’re thinking. God, I love this woman!

She's Singing

hair: Stealthic – Cordova
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Blueberry – HBIC – Top
Blueberry – HBIC – Shorts
Blueberry – HBIC – Shoes & Socks

JIAN Bichon Frise Companion

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Courage @ The Liaison Collaborative
(includes stick & golder retriever)

location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Events, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Politically Correct

“The wolf said, “You know, my dear, it isn’t safe for a little girl to walk through these woods alone.”

Red Riding Hood said, “I find your sexist remark offensive in the extreme, but I will ignore it because of your traditional status as an outcast from society, the stress of which has caused you to develop your own, entirely valid, worldview. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I must be on my way.”
― James Finn Garner, Politically Correct Bedtime Stories

Politically Correct

Tableau Vivant \ Grim[m]Tales – Red Riding Hood @ Uber
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set
-SU!- Almond Nails

pose: Diversion – Cozy Fall @ La Vie en Pose

Serenity Style-Carson woodshed

KraftWork Bin Storage

JIAN Grey Wolf

Posted in Blueberry, breathe, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, [BREATHE]

Busy Days

The last few days have been busy busy busy, as are the first few days of every month. *laughs* This is nothing new. However, yesterday I had to leave the house and that’s always an anxiety attack. Luckily, I wasn’t in the voting line too long. My mother used to work the polls and she knew the best time for us to go. She picked the absolute best time, too. There wasn’t much of a line when we got there, but as we left there was a line going quite a ways down the sidewalk outside. It was really odd seeing so much security surrounding the premises, but I suppose it was good to err on the side of caution. I’ll admit that I was a bit nervous as I live in a very very red state and I am quite blue. And that’s the extent of what I will discuss about politics. I won’t unfriend those that disagree with me, as I feel we all have our reasons for feeling the way we do. I have family that is red and while I don’t agree with them, I can still love them….from a distance. *grins*

Busy Days

DOUX – Tegan hairstyle
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

AsteroidBox. Lexi Shirt @ Kustom9
Blueberry – HBIC – Skirt
[BREATHE]-Rineko Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: space cadet – pack 11 @ Harajuku
K&S – // SLC. Backdrop. @ Anthem

Posted in Bueno, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Mostly Anxious

Today is going to be an exceptionally busy day for me. I have to go out into the cold world. Yes, I mean, literally cold. I need to vote and run some errands. Ugh, I so hate leaving my house. Meanwhile, at home…inworld…its that time again and I need to get TLC open and ready for our dedicated shoppers. I’m excited about this round and hope to do some pictures of some of the amazing designs our creators have exhibited this round. I don’t have a ton to talk about right now. I’m most feeling really anxious about going out today and facing the voting lines.

Mostly Anxious

DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Hangry – Street Food Gacha – Soda – Blush {7} @ Kustom9
-Pixicat- Aria Sweater @ FaMESHed
VINYL – Blunt Skirt & Belt
BUENO-Sun Boots @ Anthem

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Adult White Animesh (Companion)

Sweet Art -Emma Bento Poses @ Kawaii Project
ninety – lets go [ Backdrop ]

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Kustom9, Legacy, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, tattoo, vinyl

Here Comes the Sun

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been clear

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
It’s all right
It’s all right

~ The Beatles – Here Comes the Sun

vinyl cynful

left:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

[ bubble ] Kitty Glasses
VINYL – Torte Bikini Pak

right:
hair:  Opale . Sony Hair @ Access
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree navel piercing (Legacy) @ Kustom9

Cynful Sun Kissed Bikini @ C88

poses: Amitie Poolside Chic @ Equal10

 

 

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, vinyl, {le fil casse}

I have nothing left

I messed up. I messed up so big. I just had to say that my good mood was untouchable. I just had to put that out there and the universe said, “Challenge accepted.” Then the universe proceeded to take me on one helluva roller coaster ride. But instead of dipping down and back  up to level  out at the end….this ride went off the freaking tracks. I’m done. I’m not going to write about my life anymore. I’m not going to write anything. I can’t keep pretending that I’m okay and life is all rosey. I tried, because I knew people were tired of reading my whoa is me b.s. So, after today, there won’t be anything to read. Just pictures and credits. It may or may not cost me some blogging assignments & followers. I guess time will tell, but I have nothing left.

Mina LFC ayla diversion vinyl

left:
hair:  MINA – Ananda @ Summerfest
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

TRIGGERED – Paramour glasses @ Belle
[ rD ] San Croix Necklace @ Belle
{le fil casse} April Swim Set

pose: Diversion – Sunshower Set @ Belle

right
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head:  Genus Head – Classic Face
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

VINYL Bae Swimsuit

pose is in the lounger

Ayla. Beach Day @ Summerfest
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Parasol
Ayla. Beach Day – Beach Lounger
Ayla. Beach Day – Basket

location: The Bay

Posted in crate, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Mina Hair, N21, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, vinyl

Empty Hearts

Oh, glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And
My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring color to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Lie within
Numb my skin
Like a rock I float
Sweat and conversations seep into my bones
Four walls are not enough
I’ll take a dip into the
Unknown, unknown

miu vinyl crate tlc

left
hair: MINA – Gwen @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

imbue. plastic heart earrings – pride  Part of the SL Pride mainstore event!
(Yummy) OM Layered Necklace

top: Miu – Eva tank @ FaMESHed
shorts: Miu – Vickie shorts @ FaMESHed

right
hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Valery> @ TLC
head: Genus Head – Classic Face
body: Maitreya
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

[ bubble ] Kitty Glasses @ TLC
[ rD ] Linosa Earrings @ TLC
[ rD ] Linosa Necklace @ TLC

top: VINYL – Custard Top @ FaMESHed
shorts: VINYL – Seven Booty Shorts @ N21

pose: Lyrium. Girls Dual Pose 11 @ Pose Fair Market

scene:
Lyrium. Seashore Scene @ Pose Fair Market

crate Beachcomber Bar @ TLC