Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Only took you ’bout a minute

You don’t know what you have till it’s gone
Best I ever had to the worst, still makes me mad
From moving way too fast to moving on
Whispers of the past, like scars that ever last

And then you send me that shit
Why’d you send me that message?
Won’t you show some respect
To that chick you tryna mess with
Baby, don’t you remember
Only took you ’bout a minute
To go make a bad decision

Only took you ’bout a minute

hair: DOUX – Amaya hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Seniha. Stella Set @ Uber

pose: – Sweet Art – Cozy Xmas Poses @ Equal10

.PALETO.Backdrop:. DUBOIS @ Equal10

Serenity Style– Dreamland Church wreath

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

I can and I will

Well, this year isn’t over yet and its just gonna keep dumping on some of us right until the bitter end. I just want to crawl into a hole and hide sometimes. Not just from this year, but from the world in general. There’s just so much happening around me and its a bit overwhelming. The diabetes thing is sooooo hard this late in life. I’m a creature of habit. Granted most of my habits are not good ones. Don’t you judge me! *winks* I guess for once in my life I am making resolutions, but not because I really want to. I have to! Time to work on that vision board, I reckon. *laughs* Y’all forget that I really am a Southern girl at heart. I’m doing my best to not get too stressed over all of this. Lots and lots of people live with diabetes and I will, too! I can do this. I will do this!

I can and I will

hair: Stealthic – Always
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Kibitz – Rainne’s necklace @ Equal10

Apl.Blossom Viviana @ TLC
[BREATHE]-Tamari Heels @ C88

pose: Diversion – Santa Baby Poses @ Access

location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

It hurts so loud

Sometimes it feels like the world is crashing down
Nobody can hear the pain
But it hurts so loud
But maybe loneliness brings us closer to ourselves
And pushes us to learn to love from the inside out

It hurts so loud

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Lunar – Lamu Top @ Equal10
Lunar – Lamu Bra @ Equal10
Lunar – Lamu Panties @ Equal10

pose: space cadet  – pack 13
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Exhausting

This has not been a merry holiday season for me. It has been more of a medical season. First I was diagnosed with a genetic heart disease that puts me at risk for sudden death and now diabetes. I don’t know the details on the diabetes yet, I’ll find out more about that next week. Yay. -_- I am exhausted and we’re not even half way into the month yet.
When I took this picture I was thinking about how exhausting the holidays can be in general. I was inspired by the Christmas Fails Gacha colleciton at Tannenbaum, cuz that’s my kinda luck. However, after my appointment this morning, the only thing that’s really on my mind is my health. *sighs* I guess 2021 is literally going to be a new life for me. I have to change so many things about my life going forward.
As my sister has pointed out, I’m not going to war. So, there’s a silver lining. *laughs*

Exhausting

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin

Cynful Hilly’s Cardigan Set @ C88
AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie – Legacy Panties

pose: Diversion – Light Me Up Poses @ Shiny Shabby

scene:
KraftWork Canopy Linen Bed . Basics

Atelier Burgundy . Privacy Panel . horizontal cedar

LEIJIN // OgHaus — Tafts Hanging Ivy

22769 – Christmas Fails @ Tannenbaum
22769 – Jolly Neon Sign – COMMON
22769 – Box of Ornaments – COMMON
22769 – Broken Ornament – COMMON
22769 – Unwrapped Present – COMMON
22769 – Tangeld Fairy Lights – COMMON


Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Collabor88, Cosmetics, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

If the dog allows it

It never snows in LA
You’d never know it was a holiday
I don’t believe that Jesus Christ was born to save me
That’s an awful lot of pressure for a baby
But here we are again, with family or friends
Some extra time to spend and I’m not mad about it
Don’t waste a dime on me, just want your company
Beside a Christmas tree, if the dog allows it
Finneas – Another Year

If the dog allows it

hair: [monso] Yaska Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
ears: — PUMEC – / Mesh Ears\ – Dance of evil genius

cat ears, eyes, eyeshadow, & lipstick: — PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA) @ Santa Inc
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
ChicModa // Fiona Top & Pants

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Reindeer Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: Diversion – Holiday Chill Poses @ The Liaison Collaborative

scene:
Architect. Kronos Fireplace

Apple Fall Happy Santa Figure (Icy)

ACORN Let It Snow Blocks



Posted in Bad Unicorn, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

You Can’t Tell

You can’t tell what someone has been through in real life just by looking at them. You sure as hell can’t do that in Second Life. Yet, for some reason, people in SL tend to judge one another so much more harshly than they judge others in real life. We scream about body shame, micro aggressions, and other issues in SL. We gather our friends and point fingers, we blast them on social media, but how often do we do that in real life? Do we gather our neighbors to ostracize someone else in the neighborhood? Do we chase down cars leaving stores that have offended us? No, you don’t, I don’t…no one really does. I just don’t understand why being behind a keyboard makes some people so rude. Yes, I understand that there’s a certain degree of anonymity, but to me that’s even more reason to be kind. We have no idea who we are dealing with on the other side. Not really. Even with profiles full of information and clues, we can not tell what someone else is dealing with or what their life has been like or why they choose this virtual existence. I think it is pretty fair to say that everyone has been through a lot this past year. So, let’s go into this next year with more kindness and compassion. Please.

You Can't Tell

hair: DOUX – Ines hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

ears: — PUMEC – / Mesh Ears\ – Dance of evil genius
nails: Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin

[ILAYA] Ylva Dress and Svea Scarf @ Uber

Serenity Style– Magical Christmas- Cute Fawn RARE @ Tannenbaum

pose: space cadet – fireflies

[Bad Unicorn] Cold World Backdrop – Falling Snow @ FaMESHed

Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Worthy of Gratitude

This past year is definitely one for the history books. I could easily tear it all down and rant about all the wretched events that have occurred. I’d rather count the blessings and rejoice in the lessons. We all know what we’ve lost and there’s nothing to gain by focusing on our losses. We need to regroup and gather all that hope we had at the beginning of this year. We need to take that hope and truly visualize a better year for all of us. We have to let go of the hate, the sorrow, and the misery and move forwards with love, joy, and faith.
It’s time for us to appreciate the people that uplift us. It’s time to reach out to those less fortunate. It’s time for us to embrace the lives we still get to live. It would be so easy for me to focus on my limitations and the restrictions in my life. Instead, I choose to embrace the freedoms and abilities that I often take for granted. Ok, I can’t be on my feet for more than ten minutes without experiencing some pretty intense pain, but I CAN be on my feet for ten minutes! I can walk from one room to the next. I can walk to my car. I have rooms. I have a car. Those are blessings. I appreciate them so much. I have haters that want to post lies about me. I also, have some of the most wonderful friends I could have ever hoped for in my life.
So, that’s it. In looking at the yuck this year has delivered….if I dig deep enough, I also find some pretty awesome advantages. If you take a good look at your own life, I bet you’ll find some remarkable things worthy of gratitude, too.

Worthy of Gratitude

hair: Stealthic – Fixated
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Dress @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Boots @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Santa Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: space cadet – pack 12 @ Harajuku

[Bad Unicorn] Cold World Backdrop @ FaMESHed

Sese – Christmas Tree Farm @ Arcade
-22.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Wrapper
-5.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Tree
-23.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree+Ornaments
-14.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Snow Tree Lights
-2.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Cage
-10.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Grove

Posted in Apple Fall, Blueberry, crate, DOUX, Fashion, Home Decor, Jian, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Sady Stuff!

The moment I saw this sweater, I had to message Annie, “I’m just going to pretend this sweater is named after me!” Annie quickly assured me that it was indeed named after me. I’m honored to have such a beautiful piece named after me. I love how the lines kinda shift around the boobs, like its stretching. It is perfect….the shading, the wrinkles….how the sleeves come down over the wrists as if I’ve been pulling at them and no pokes on the shoulders from being on a hanger in my closet instead of folded on a shelf. *laughs* Seriously, this is one of the most realistic sweaters I’ve seen in SL, like this sweater has been worn….I pushed up the sleeves to do dishes, then I tugged them down over my hands when I took the dog out. For me, this sweater tells a story,
To top off the sweater, Katya named a pose set after me! It’s a perfect set of poses for blogging, too. So, I’ll be using them all eventually. For now, I’m just using one of them to pose pretty in front of this scene composed mostly from two of THOR’s lastest gacha sets.
I’m not going to pretend that I’m not excited over having such awesome creations named after me. It’s an honor anytime a designer names something after you and I am genuinely chuffed. (Can’t tell I have British friends, can you?)

Sady Stuff!

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Just BECAUSE Sady Sweater @ Uber
Blueberry – Power Play – Jeans
[BREATHE]-Tamito Wedges @ Arcade

pose: an lar [poses] The Sady Series @ The Liaison Collaborative

scene:
..::THOR::.. Homemade Gacha Set – Arcade
..::THOR::.. Spices Grinder LI:1
..::THOR::.. Pot of Mulled Wine LI:3
..::THOR::.. Fryng Pans LI:1
..::THOR::.. Decorative Chair LI:4
..::THOR::.. Homemade Mulled Wine RARE LI:8
..::THOR::.. Old Cooking Stove LI:3
..::THOR::.. Old Kitchen Cabinet lower LI:2
..::THOR::.. Stacked Copper Casseroles LI:1

..::THOR::.. Countryside Gacha Set
..::THOR::.. Box of Cutting Boards LI:2
..::THOR::.. Ceramic Milk Jar – Terracotta LI:1
..::THOR::.. Countryside Centerpiece LI:7
..::THOR::.. Countryside Shelf – Rare LI:7
..::THOR::.. Countryside Sink – RARE 1 LI:4
..::THOR::.. Folk Pot – Orange LI:1
..::THOR::.. Folk Pot – White LI:1
..::THOR::.. Forgotten Clutters LI:3
..::THOR::.. Small Plant – Nut LI:1
..::THOR::.. Small Plant – Vanilla LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Breadbox LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Kitchen Scale – Yellow LI:2
..::THOR::.. Vintage Pitcher – Copper LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Pitcher – Enamel LI:1
.::THOR::.. Ceramic Milk Jar – Vanilla LI:1

Apple Fall Hetton Barn Conversion LI:76

JIAN Countryside Collies :: Companion Pup Tri LI:7
JIAN Countryside Collies :: Family Rug LI:1

Nutmeg. Garden Junk Broom LI:5

Soy. Wooden Beaded Curtain [Long-TypeA] LI:3

[Commoner] Pallet Wall Art / “Perfect for One Another” LI:1

crate Green Gardener Mop Bucket Tree LI:4

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter LI:3
dust bunny . homemade soup . bag of groceries . pattern a LI:4
dust bunny . homemade soup . prep board LI:2
dust bunny . pasta love . grocery basket LI:1

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light LI:3
hive // macrame hanging plant . white LI:2

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant LI:3
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant LI:3

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls., LI:5

Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Tunnel Vision

We are told over and over again as adults to not settle. As a result we create these lists of things we want from our jobs, our lovers, our homes, our children, and so on. We stay so steadfast on the track of not settling that we rarely open our eyes to possibilities along the way, because sometimes our list, our visual picture of what we want is so specific that we develop tunnel vision. It’s easy to forget that what we wanted when we made that list may have changed over time. Just think how many times you got what you thought you wanted and it was a major disappointment. Sometimes the things we want aren’t actually good for us and what we really need is sitting right in front of us the entire time. I just think it’s important that we don’t lock ourselves down to ideas we created long ago that really might not even work with our current lives. Just something to think about as we approach a new year.

Tunnel Vision

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM @ Kustom9

.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace
BUENO-Jaime Jacket @ UBER
ROULY :: Panic Distressed Jeans
[BREATHE]-Mitsuto Wedges @ Arcade

pose: CORPUS – Random Series S4

Serenity Style-La vita e bella patio fountain

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shopping

White Christmas

I’m dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the tree tops glisten
And children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow, the snow

White Christmas

hair: TRUTH / Serenity
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM @ Kustom9

FAKEICON / mary gems collar
FAKEICON / glace hand gems
T.Whore – Sexy Fur Stole White MESH (no longer avail)
Apl,Blossom Katalina II @ Dubai

pose: FOXCITY. Good Morning Bento Set