Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

What’ll be will be

What’ll be will be
What you say it always goes and in the end
In the end you always get what you want
Baby I try too much
I’m living without your love again
But I’ll never stop trying
Well let me know
If you would ever love me I can show
The way your body should be, should be touched
Should be held, let me watch your body melt into mine
Down the line

What'll be will be

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Dulce Jacket @ Equal10
Seniha. Dulce Thong @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. In Bloom Series @ Access

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

It won’t kill me

Don’t say that I should know better
No shame, messed up, broken mirror
Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear
Hm

Walking downtown, smiling stranger
Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya
I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya
Hm

Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again
Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again
Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control
Just so you know. And I, and I go again

Dark night, bright light, self-destruction
Blow my phone up, your obsession
I don’t need another lesson
Hm

It won’t kill me
Treading lightly
Please don’t hate me
Smarter than you think

It won't kill me

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9
Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants

pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10
**altered cuz of the things I’m holding**

Posted in Bueno, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I’d rather be hard to love

‘Course you love me, you don’t know me
But I got news for you, I came broken
Ego issues, my head is swollen
I got a million chips on my shoulder
But if you stay despite all I showed you
Then maybe you don’t need freedom, freedom
I guess I take it, heartbreaker
A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it
I guess I take it, heartbreaker
A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it (yeah-yeah-yeah)
Baby, I’d rather be hard to love
Than easy to leave, you should believe me
I’ll make you need me (whoo)
I’d rather be hard to love
Than easy to leave, you should believe me
I’ll make you need me
Go deep, baby, go deep
I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave
Go deep, baby, go deep
I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave
Go deep, baby
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real (whoo)
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real (Listen)
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real (woah-woah)
I like being ugly, that way if they love me
I know that they love me for real

I’d rather be hard to love

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 06 @ Kustom9
hair: Tableau Vivant – Windy ponytail Add-on @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
BUENO-Buenitos Dranks @ Kustom9

Lunar – Miki Top updated w/new colors
Lunar – Miki Track Pants updated w/new colors

pose: Ana Poses – Sit AO 1

[NikotiN] Lumberjack Ashtray (V.5)
..::THOR::.. Retro Radio Coral

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there

Baby (Baby)
You’ve been so distant from me lately (Lately)
And lately (And lately)
Don’t even want to call you baby (Baby)
Saw us getting older (Older)
Burning toast in the toaster
My ambitions were too high (High)
Waiting up for you upstairs (Upstairs)
Why you act like I’m not there?
Baby, right now it feels like
It feels like you don’t care
Oh, why don’t you recognize I’m so rare?
Always there
You don’t do the same for me
That’s not fairI don’t have it all
I’m not claiming to
But I know that I’m special (Special)
Yeah
And I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there
To tell me I’m rare
To make me feel rare

I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there

hair: DOUX – Mishi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] Honey
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Fashionista Bikini – Flf Special April 16, 2021

pose: Lyrium. Eve Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Serenity Style– Sady Moon Dream Scene @ TLC

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’ve made it this far

the more I get to know myself
the less I understand myself
I don’t know how to let go
of this all weight I put on me
of who I am or where I’ll be
once I learn to let go
always set my sights on
diamonds in the future
remember when you wanted what you got right now
when I close my eyes
and I’m all alone with my mind
I get scared I’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but I’ve made it this far
yeah I made it this far
half way to falling apart
but I’ve made it this far

I’ve made it this far

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01 for lel Evo X Human Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Bella Tennis Necklace Set @ Kustom9
(necklace & hoop earrings)
[ kunst ] – Nose Plaster
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Hanging Phonecase-IDC @ C88
BUENO-Dranks-Strawberry @ Kustom9
[Eternus] Gianna Top
[Eternus] Gianna Dress

pose: Lyrium. Savi Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
[Bad Unicorn] Hail Monstera Backdrop @ Kustom9

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Don’t say anything just go away

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you
I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do
Just don’t deny it
Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it
And that’s just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don’t care, I don’t care
Just go and leave this all behind
‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That’s all they do
I’m getting buried in this place
I got no room, you’re in my face
Don’t say anything just go away

Don’t say anything just go away

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

AsteroidBox. Cara Dress @ Equal10
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights
[BREATHE]-Miiya Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Amitie Room Cola Woman Co. @ Equal10
Junk Food – Snack Vending Machine

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Don’t fall away

Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters ’til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don’t you remember anything I said when I said
Don’t fall away and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away
And leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleedin’
Oh, hold me now,
I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go?
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors fakin’ lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don't fall away

hair: DOUX – Angeni hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
Apl.Blossom Shaquana @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Ninna Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
White Tunnel – Damn Night – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, unKindness, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone

Neon lights glisten off the streets
The moonlight swallowed up by breathing electricity
Salvation hovers in the sky
Dream of a life inside while we escape just to survive
Let go, take flight
Dreams begin to reignite
So clear, so bright
We’re glowing in the dead of night
Plug in, online
The data stream linking our minds
Circuits entwined
We’ll dream of Neo-Tokyo tonight
We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone
The only world we’ve known, these empty streets we walk alone
Salvation blocking out the Sun
Beneath its shadow cast I dream with my Aphelion

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Hitaisho @ Neo Japan
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Ghoul – Aina Cyber Shrug
{le fil casse} Axiom Dragon Spine @ Kinky
[Neurolab Inc.] Sensiva Pussy Guard
[BREATHE]-Mizusu Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

KraftWork Cyber Pod Unit . Blue Neon

outside: [BH9] – Cyber City 2077 V1

uk – Lady Boss Conference Laptop
(I added a different picture)

andika[cyber sweets]B/Dispenser/2Li

[Rezz Room] CYBER GREYHOUND ANIMESH

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, [BREATHE]

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

Your eyes, so crisp, so green
Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet
You got hips like Jagger and two left feet
And I wonder if you’d like to meet
Your voice is velvet through a telephone
You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home
Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone
And I wonder if you’d take it slow
Oh, we’re dancin’ in my livin’ room
And up come my fists
And I say I’m only playing, but
The truth is this
That I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss
And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist
And I said
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong
And I hope
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms
But I think it’s finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

MOVEMENT- Her wallet @ Level
Hangry – Daisy Ice Cream
NANIKA – Barbara Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Natsuzu Heels @ C88

pose too altered to credit

location: Meadow Estates

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Is that what our dreams have become?

And how far is halfway there?
I didn’t see you on the trail
Did almost become good enough?
Should a good life be so hard won?
Is that what our dreams have become?
Sometimes when you’re shooting an arrow
It can fly across the sky so proud
I would go all the way to the sun
If I didn’t have to come back down

Is that what our dreams have become?

hair: TRUTH Flirt
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

(Yummy) The Dreamers Necklace
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty . right hold
LaGyo_Suprema Phone
Seniha. Astrid Set @ FaMESHed
***top & skirt***
[BREATHE]-Mitsuho Heels @ Kinky

pose too altered to credit

[777] Stevie @ Pretty Fair