Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

What’ll be will be

What’ll be will be
What you say it always goes and in the end
In the end you always get what you want
Baby I try too much
I’m living without your love again
But I’ll never stop trying
Well let me know
If you would ever love me I can show
The way your body should be, should be touched
Should be held, let me watch your body melt into mine
Down the line

What'll be will be

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Dulce Jacket @ Equal10
Seniha. Dulce Thong @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. In Bloom Series @ Access

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’ve made it this far

the more I get to know myself
the less I understand myself
I don’t know how to let go
of this all weight I put on me
of who I am or where I’ll be
once I learn to let go
always set my sights on
diamonds in the future
remember when you wanted what you got right now
when I close my eyes
and I’m all alone with my mind
I get scared I’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but I’ve made it this far
yeah I made it this far
half way to falling apart
but I’ve made it this far

I’ve made it this far

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01 for lel Evo X Human Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Bella Tennis Necklace Set @ Kustom9
(necklace & hoop earrings)
[ kunst ] – Nose Plaster
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Hanging Phonecase-IDC @ C88
BUENO-Dranks-Strawberry @ Kustom9
[Eternus] Gianna Top
[Eternus] Gianna Dress

pose: Lyrium. Savi Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
[Bad Unicorn] Hail Monstera Backdrop @ Kustom9

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I’m old enough to face the dawn

There’ll be no strings to bind your hands
Not if my love can’t bind your heart
And there’s no need to take a stand
For it was I who chose to start
I see no need to take me home
I’m old enough to face the dawn
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Just touch my cheek before you leave me, baby
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Then slowly turn away
Maybe the sun’s light will be dim
And it won’t matter anyhow
If morning’s echo says we’ve sinned
Well, it was what I wanted now
And if we’re victims of the night
I won’t be blinded by the light
Just call me angel of the morning,…

I’m old enough to face the dawn

hair: Tableau Vivant // Aries hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
RIOT / Eden Set @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rituals @ C88
backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Ascended

Posted in Events, Exploration, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

No lyrics today

No lyrics today, I know, shocking. It’s ok, I’m sure they’ll be back in the next post. But today, I want to tell you about some things! First off, I want to tell you about this badass car! I’m obsessed with all the details. The hood opens, the trunk opens, as well as the doors. However, the interior is incredibly detailed. You have to see it for yourself and you really do want to check this out. If you’ve ever wanted a car in SL, I highly recommend you check out 777 Motors.

The next thing I want to tell you about is the sim! It’s called London for Ara and was done as a gift by my SL nephew, Trouble Dethly. He did this for his girlfriend/partner/wife…whatever they are…lol. What I know is that both of them are incredibly talented people and both have hearts of gold. He’s been kind enough to open the sim to the public, so check it out while you can. I’ve no idea how long he intends to keep it that way, but its a beautiful London setting with stores and parks and so much more. So, go buy a car, go shopping, and go exploring. Now you have weekend plans. You’re welcome.

No lyrics today

hair: tram K0310 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

cheezu. square glasses @ Kustom9
– TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
Demon Doll – Razor Baby Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9
MILOTA: Branven dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Hello Spring Poses @ TLC
location: London for Ara

car: [777] HORIZON @ Men Only

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Open up your fist and let me out

Everything I ever knew came from you
Everything I wanna be, that’s in me
That comes from me
Open up your fist and let me out
I was made to run around
And let me feel the air beneath my feet
Let me go
And I know not everybody gets a new life
And I know not everybody gets to start over again
But I do know what I’m doing with my new life
I’ll build it up, break it down, build it up
Build it up, break it down
Build it up, break it down
You can fly away too, that’s on you
But don’t tell me what I cannot do
I can tie on my shoes and put on my coat
I’m living a history, the one that I wrote

Open up your fist and let me out

hair: [monso] Kaine Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

cheezu. square glasses @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
Seniha. Ivet Hoodie Dress @ Access

pose: Gravity Poses – Against The Wall 1-5 @ POSEvent
location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Bloom, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Pale Girl Productions, Prism Events, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

It’s only up to me

Something deep down
Something deep down
Something deep down is
Tellin’ me “listen to your gut”
Your instincts, you should always trust
Calling you to run run to and not from
When they think they won won let ’em know what’s to come
‘Cause this time around
I’ma listen to that
Something deep down
Every now and then we lose ourselves going round the bend
Staying put ’cause I’m too afraid it will end
One step back gives me three steps forward
It’s your mistakes bring you closer
The sun will come up but will I, I, I?
It’s written in the stars but do they lie, lie, lie?
It’s only up to me to make it right, right, right
It’s only up to me to make it right, right, right

It's only up to me

hair: bonbon – zoey hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

ERSCH – Monie Earrings @ Bloom
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
alme. Mesh Nails – Shabby Spring Collection @ Bloom
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9
~Nerido~ Ksyu Shirt/Bra @ Bloom
MILOTA: Emmanuel shorts @ Kustom9

pose: Lyrium. Riana Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Dubai

Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden @ TLC
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Pavers Rgt Brownstone
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Square Lrg Brownstone
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Pennywort ground cover
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Low Brownstone A
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Low Brownstone B
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Square Brownstone b
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Low Brownstone A
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Square Brownstone A
-Soul2Soul. Jardin Patio Garden. Planter Long Brownstone A

URBAN JUNGLE IRREGULAR FENCE KIT @ TLC

B-Made Pizza Kiosk @ TLC
B-Made Donut Store

BALACLAVA!! Honey Vendor @ Bloom

Ariskea[Eve] BeeHive @ Bloom
Ariskea[Eve] Jacynthe Flowers [Blue] @ Bloom
Ariskea[Eve] Jacynthe Flowers [Violet] @ Bloom

Posted in Apple Fall, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

a beautiful conversation about life

I was hanging out with some of my favorite people last night and one of them made a comment about “lazy homeless” people. I quickly jumped on the defensive. As I have been homeless on a number of occasions in my 20s and there was nothing lazy about my situation. Of course, I encountered loads of other homeless people during those times. I had to explain that while there are some people that simply don’t want to be responsible members of society. However, the bulk of the homeless people I encountered were anything but lazy. As being homeless is not an easy way to live. People that live in shelters must abide by an excess of rules put in place to keep things as orderly as possible. There are curfews and requirements one must continuously make to continue their stay and many shelters have limitations on how long people can reside there. I don’t have specific numbers, but I’d dare say that the majority of homeless people have not chosen that lifestyle as their preferred method of existence. Plus there are far more living without shelter. That is NOT an easy way to live. Its beyond dangerous. Once a person is homeless, it is safe to say that getting back on your feet is ridiculously hard. As I pointed out to my friend, what is the first thing you do the morning of a job interview? Shower, right? If you have no home, you have no shower and probably don’t have much in the way of a clean nice outfit to wear.
Anyway, the point is, don’t be so quick to judge people in situations you can’t begin to understand. Turns out that one of the other people there had also experienced homelessness and was glad that I spoke up. Meanwhile, our uninformed friend was enlightened and apologized. I didn’t find the apology necessary, but it was appreciated. I was especially glad that we were all able to have such a beautiful conversation about life without hate or disgust. I won’t name them, because too many private matters were discussed and only my part of the story is mine to tell. I suspect they might read this and because they might I want to give them to know something. I love you and I’m so grateful for your friendship. I look forward to getting to know you even better in the years to come. ♥

Clearly that has nothing to do with the photo. So, I’d like to add that if you have not gotten the Spring Decocrate, this set from Serenity Style is worth getting it, just for this set. Even if you didn’t pre order it, its worth the price. Go grab yours. I have to pay full price, too, cuz I forgot to pre order…lol. You’ll also notice I’m wearing the new Lost Girl dress from Vinyl. This is the first dress Vinyl has released in ages and its so cute! AND it goes perfectly with these new wedges that Breathe released at the Arcade! So get out your wallets, its time to go shopping!!

a beautiful conversation about life

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ LEVEL
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

VINYL – Lost Girl Dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mizuko Wedges @ Arcade

pose: Ana Poses – Saturday Night 8 @ Arcade

Scarlet Creative Charlotte’s Corner House Boat or Cabin

outside: Serenity Style– Eggs Farm Backdrop @ Uber Hometown

Serenity Style-Spring Colors Breakfast Set for Decocrate Spring
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Table
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Tray [LINKED]
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Chairs (blue, pink, yellow, & green)

Serenity Style– Vintage Treasures – Doors
Serenity Style- Vintage Treasures – Bookshelf

..::THOR::.. Think Green Gacha Set @ Arcade
-..::THOR::.. Hanging Crate
-..::THOR::.. Organic Hanging Tote
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Table Fan – Mint
-..::THOR::.. Greenhouse Stool – Cream
-..::THOR::.. Owl & Books
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Watering Can – Mint

  1. Apple Fall Blanket Curio
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 7
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 8
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 10
    West Village Sculpted Turtle – Verdigris

Di’Cor Snail Figurine @ FaMESHed

dust bunny . quirky planters 2 . kitty planter
dust bunny . quirky planters 3 . rainbow planter

Ariskea[Marguerite] Pitcher Flowers – Pale @ Anthem

[Fetch] Spring Treats – Bun Mug RARE @ Arcade

MADRAS Ooty Turtle Tea Pot Seafoam

CHEZ MOI Sleepy Kitty @ Arcade
CHEZ MOI Plant Vase 1,2, & 3 @ Arcade

The Loft & ARIA – Branwyn Rug

tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

Is it hard knowing you’re wrong?

I heard from a friend of a friend
That you’ve been checking back in
‘Cause I said goodbye, moved overnight
And you haven’t heard much since then
Wondering how I’m doing now
It’s none of your business first of all
Wondering how I’m doing now
But if you’ve got to know, well sure
Well sure
You think I’d be lost
Think I’d be lost without you, lost
Is it hard knowing you’re wrong
See I got lots without you
Lots without you

Is it hard knowing you’re wrong?

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Water lily – Dropping @ Arcade
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
{le fil casse} Mei Collection @ Arcade
(top & panties-black)
[BREATHE]-Sasumi Heels @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Sphynx Animesh @ ManCave

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – Natural Nude Backdrop III Spiral @ Kustom9

  • TRIGGERED – Antidepressant Kit (Wine Bottle & glass)

..::THOR::.. Small Radio

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

When did my heart stop beating?

My feet are on the ground I swear
But I’m not moving anywhere
My lungs say that I’m breathing
But when did my heart stop beating?
I don’t know who I am
Or who I used to be before
You broke me in a thousand pieces
Now tell me, how am I to fix this?
Don’t you try and help me ’cause I know
I know
Only time can heal but it’s running out
Running outTell me how to feel, to feel okay
Tell me how to feel, to feel okay
‘Cause I don’t know
I’ve been feeling pretty low
Ever since the day you dug my heart’s grave

When did my heart stop beating?

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Maria Shirt @ Anthem
Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties
[BREATHE]-Tsukiko Heels RARE @ Arcade

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel 1-5 @ Orsy

BLACK NEST / Belladonna Bed

Posted in Animals, Bad Unicorn, Bueno, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

But I keep cruising

I never miss a beat
I’m lightning on my feet
And that’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
I’m dancing on my own (Dancing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
But I keep cruising
Can’t stop, won’t stop grooving
It’s like I got this music in my mind
Saying it’s gonna be alright’
Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

But I keep cruising

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9

#3 CHAIN – Olivia Necklace – Silver
Cynful Sky Shimmer Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Sasuki Heels @ Kinky

backdrop: MINIMAL – Red Rocks Scene

[Rezz Room] American Bully Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

BUENO -4×4- Barbie Group Gift
[Bueno x Bad Unicorn] Rose Gold – Unicooler @ TMD
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Suitcase-Pink
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Duffle Bag-Pink

Tentacio – explore the world

dust bunny . bon voyage . suitcase . pink