Will they understand? It’s the question of our lifetime Trying to find the right words But what if they don’t care? Never mind Dealt with it myself Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts Scared of what I might do Never mind No one seems to hear you till you’re loud Then they call you crazy Then they call you crazy Quietly I battle with myself Days are getting hazy Days are getting hazy No one seems to notice when you’re down Unless you are bleeding Unless you are bleeding But sometimes the worst wounds Are the ones you can’t see Are the ones you can’t see Never mind Do they understand? I’m begging for an ally Think I’m just confused Blow it off, it’s nothing new Never mind Little do they know The murder of my right brain It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping My world is turning black and white
I’m alone but I’m not lonely Comfortably indulging And tryna get to know me I’m just an outline of what I used to be Constantly evolving Steadily revolving I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me You don’t define me I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me ‘Cause I’m not hiding Anything Anything Made up of hope and meditation Love, imagination Water my creations Baby, it’s amazing All the days I’m facing Nothing seems to phase me
Drive through the street with your eyes closed Trip on the stick where the wind blows So out of reach but it looks close Don’t assume what you don’t Know You act real hot but you’re still cold You wanna be rich with a Lambo So out of reach but it looks so close Red light but you still go You can walk around the entire world But you still end up with what you started with first Spit out money and you offer out lures Get the girl but it wasn’t the cure
I have been sick af the last couple of days. A lot of my symptoms could easily be stress related…like IBD & Fibromyalgia. Both have been flaring up, which in turns affects other issues, like back pain and headaches. However, I’ve spent a good amount of time in bed, mostly because I have no choice, and I’m trying very hard to reduce my stress. Honestly, I don’t feel that stressed. I know I have a lot on my plate, but I don’t feel stressed. I feel like I have things under control. So, I’m not sure what’s going on. Perhaps it’s something else entirely. Perhaps it’s some sense of impending doom lingering in the back of my mind somewhere, because I still struggle with the concept of being content, happy, and actually loving myself. Thanks to not having insurance and living in the great U.S. of A…I’m just going to need to suffer through whatever it is. In the meantime, I’ll be doing my best to carry on.
hair: DOUX – Chi hairstyle head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed e.marie // Erika Bracelet (Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88 LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access Seniha. Kim Top @ FaMESHed Seniha. Kim Joggers @ FaMESHed
Why do I sabotage everything I love? It’s always beautiful until I fuck it up Tell myself I’m safe and lonely With nobody else to break my heart Even though I know you’d never I’m my own worst enemy and think you are Matches in my back pocket I’m the queen of burning bridges I will only let you down Why do I sabotage everything I love? It’s always beautiful until I fuck it up Why do I sabotage everything I love? The walls are closing in because I built them up Why can’t I let myself be happy? (Ooh) Why do I gotta get in my own way? (Ooh) My shoes are worn out, always runnin’ From the reasons that I really wanna stay
One of the challenges of being a blogger is trying to decide the best pose to show off an item. The new No Filter Outfit from Cynful is one of those outfits that looks amazing from all sides and the newest hair from Stealthic, Metropolis, is no different. I hope you all have plenty of lindens on hand, because I see some very pretty things that are just dying to be part of your teensy lil ole inventory. *giggles* If you read my blog, you’re a shopaholic like me and I know damn well you’re inventory isn’t teensy. I need to clean my up before I get locked out of sl for my inventory being too damn big. LOL Oh and y’all know I couldn’t write so little without adding at least SOME lyrics, right? Cuz music is life!!
A heart will swell before it’s hardened With the flick of the hair, it can make you old Another hole to dig my soul in I’ll leave anything bare that keeps me soul
Doing this photo was so fun, we both agree we are full of attitude, from the poses to the styling of our outfits. I’m pretty sure our superpower is shopping and it looks like we are headed off on a girl’s weekend to do just that! Between Maria and I, we were able to showcase the entire Spotlight pack by Blueberry, plus Maria was able to add a few other Blueberry items to demonstrate how well they can enhance one another. She’s brilliant like that. Definitely check out her version, there’s a link at the bottom of the credits. Her version is amazing! ♥
There’ll be no strings to bind your hands Not if my love can’t bind your heart And there’s no need to take a stand For it was I who chose to start I see no need to take me home I’m old enough to face the dawn Just call me angel of the morning, (angel) Just touch my cheek before you leave me, baby Just call me angel of the morning, (angel) Then slowly turn away Maybe the sun’s light will be dim And it won’t matter anyhow If morning’s echo says we’ve sinned Well, it was what I wanted now And if we’re victims of the night I won’t be blinded by the light Just call me angel of the morning,…
I never should have called ‘Cause I knew you’d leave me But I didn’t think you could do it so easily I never should have held your hand On that cold rainy night ‘Cause, further along, it would cause another fight Stranger, that’s all I see When I look into your eyes A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be Stranger, who knows all my secrets Can pull me apart and break my heart A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be
Wow! It has been quite a week. It has been so crazy! So, I inherited TLC! If you don’t know what that is…uhm, shame on you, but its one of the oldest shopping events on the grid. Anyway, I finally got it open and its an amazing round…of course, only a few things are featured in this post, cuz I took this picture days ago. Anyway, I’m hoping to get lots more pictures and posts done now. I’ll be featuring lots of goodies from TLC and Bloom in the next few days, so keep an eye out. In the meantime, y’all know I love me some Seniha…and this is her offering for Equal10, one of my favorite events!
hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair Glam Affair – New Body Line
Rainbow Sundae Morgan Earrings @ TLC Mui. Arrival of Spring – Mouth @ TLC (Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber Seniha. Martina Set @ Equal10 (shirt, shorts, & boots)