Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Dealt with it myself

Will they understand?
It’s the question of our lifetime
Trying to find the right words
But what if they don’t care?
Never mind
Dealt with it myself
Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts
Scared of what I might do
Never mind
No one seems to hear you till you’re loud
Then they call you crazy
Then they call you crazy
Quietly I battle with myself
Days are getting hazy
Days are getting hazy
No one seems to notice when you’re down
Unless you are bleeding
Unless you are bleeding
But sometimes the worst wounds
Are the ones you can’t see
Are the ones you can’t see
Never mind
Do they understand?
I’m begging for an ally
Think I’m just confused
Blow it off, it’s nothing new
Never mind
Little do they know
The murder of my right brain
It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping
My world is turning black and white

Dealt with it myself

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Addams // Mackenzi Crop Top
amias – DAVIN pants
[BREATHE]-Tamako Heels @ Kinky

taikou / plastic bag (drinks)

pose: Le Poppycock-Adventure calls

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Confidently Lost

I’m alone but I’m not lonely
Comfortably indulging
And tryna get to know me
I’m just an outline of what I used to be
Constantly evolving
Steadily revolving
I am confidently lost
I don’t need you to find me
You don’t define me
I am confidently lost
I don’t need you to find me
‘Cause I’m not hiding
Anything
Anything
Made up of hope and meditation
Love, imagination
Water my creations
Baby, it’s amazing
All the days I’m facing
Nothing seems to phase me

Confidently Lost

hair: tram K0328 hair
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Seniha. Margot Set @ Equal10

pose: Diversion – Spring Glow Poses

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Lybra

But it wasn’t the cure

Drive through the street with your eyes closed
Trip on the stick where the wind blows
So out of reach but it looks close
Don’t assume what you don’t
Know
You act real hot but you’re still cold
You wanna be rich with a Lambo
So out of reach but it looks so close
Red light but you still go
You can walk around the entire world
But you still end up with what you started with first
Spit out money and you offer out lures
Get the girl but it wasn’t the cure

But it wasn’t the cure

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 09 @ C88
hair: Tableau Vivant – Blush Add-on @ Kinky
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Apl.Blossom Sarah @ Cake Day
boots: TANIA SOLID COLLECTION :: LYBRA :: @ C88

MOVEMENT – Toiletry bag for Her – 2
MVT – That’s my bag – Black

pose: FOXCITY. Lux Travel (Classic)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – ClubBLACK

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Doing my best

I have been sick af the last couple of days. A lot of my symptoms could easily be stress related…like IBD & Fibromyalgia. Both have been flaring up, which in turns affects other issues, like back pain and headaches. However, I’ve spent a good amount of time in bed, mostly because I have no choice, and I’m trying very hard to reduce my stress. Honestly, I don’t feel that stressed. I know I have a lot on my plate, but I don’t feel stressed. I feel like I have things under control. So, I’m not sure what’s going on. Perhaps it’s something else entirely. Perhaps it’s some sense of impending doom lingering in the back of my mind somewhere, because I still struggle with the concept of being content, happy, and actually loving myself. Thanks to not having insurance and living in the great U.S. of A…I’m just going to need to suffer through whatever it is. In the meantime, I’ll be doing my best to carry on.

Doing my best

hair: DOUX – Chi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
e.marie // Erika Bracelet
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Seniha. Kim Top @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Kim Joggers @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Cat Bengal Adult Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Hanging Lounger

Posted in Cynful, Dahlia, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

The walls are closing in

Why do I sabotage everything I love?
It’s always beautiful until I fuck it up
Tell myself I’m safe and lonely
With nobody else to break my heart
Even though I know you’d never
I’m my own worst enemy and think you are
Matches in my back pocket
I’m the queen of burning bridges
I will only let you down
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
It’s always beautiful until I fuck it up
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
The walls are closing in because I built them up
Why can’t I let myself be happy? (Ooh)
Why do I gotta get in my own way? (Ooh)
My shoes are worn out, always runnin’
From the reasons that I really wanna stay

The walls are closing in

hairbase: Tableau Vivant \ leLutka EvoX Hairbase 03
hair: Tableau Vivant – Wrap-up ponytail Add-on
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)

Cynful Fishnet Set @ Inithium
Eudora3D Stormy Heels & stockings @ FaMESHed X

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – City Life

[IK] Wicker World @ TLC
-[IK] Wicker World – Screen
-[IK] Wicker World – Armchair
-[IK] Wicker World – Table
-[IK] Wicker World – Tea Set

hive // hanging bougainvillea plant . pink @ Anthem

Dahlia – Liona – Cat Planter @ Kustom9
Dahlia – Liona – Llama Planter – Right – Green leaves @ Kustom9

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Another hole to dig my soul in

One of the challenges of being a blogger is trying to decide the best pose to show off an item. The new No Filter Outfit from Cynful is one of those outfits that looks amazing from all sides and the newest hair from Stealthic, Metropolis, is no different. I hope you all have plenty of lindens on hand, because I see some very pretty things that are just dying to be part of your teensy lil ole inventory. *giggles* If you read my blog, you’re a shopaholic like me and I know damn well you’re inventory isn’t teensy. I need to clean my up before I get locked out of sl for my inventory being too damn big. LOL
Oh and y’all know I couldn’t write so little without adding at least SOME lyrics, right? Cuz music is life!!

A heart will swell before it’s hardened
With the flick of the hair, it can make you old
Another hole to dig my soul in
I’ll leave anything bare that keeps me soul

Another hole to dig my soul in

hair: Stealthic – Metropolis @ Anthem
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Cynful No Filter Outfit @ C88

pose: FOXCITY. Delicate Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lobby

Posted in Blueberry, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Superpower

Doing this photo was so fun, we both agree we are full of attitude, from the poses to the styling of our outfits. I’m pretty sure our superpower is shopping and it looks like we are headed off on a girl’s weekend to do just that! Between Maria and I, we were able to showcase the entire Spotlight pack by Blueberry, plus Maria was able to add a few other Blueberry items to demonstrate how well they can enhance one another. She’s brilliant like that. Definitely check out her version, there’s a link at the bottom of the credits. Her version is amazing! ♥

Superpower

hair: [monso] Choi Hair @ Neo Japan
head: LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
[Glam Affair ] Rika Freckles (A) 50%

(Yummy) Layered Crystal Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
MOWIE – “Jovie” Bag Style 1
Blueberry – Spotlight – Leather Jacket
Blueberry – Spotlight – High Waist Jeans
Blueberry – Spotlight – Ankle Boots

pose: FOXCITY. Secure The Bag (Fatpack) Bento Pose Set

For Maria’s credits, please head on over to her blog here.

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I’m old enough to face the dawn

There’ll be no strings to bind your hands
Not if my love can’t bind your heart
And there’s no need to take a stand
For it was I who chose to start
I see no need to take me home
I’m old enough to face the dawn
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Just touch my cheek before you leave me, baby
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Then slowly turn away
Maybe the sun’s light will be dim
And it won’t matter anyhow
If morning’s echo says we’ve sinned
Well, it was what I wanted now
And if we’re victims of the night
I won’t be blinded by the light
Just call me angel of the morning,…

I’m old enough to face the dawn

hair: Tableau Vivant // Aries hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
RIOT / Eden Set @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rituals @ C88
backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Ascended

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Pale Girl Productions, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, Uber SL

I knew you’d leave me

I never should have called
‘Cause I knew you’d leave me
But I didn’t think you could do it so easily
I never should have held your hand
On that cold rainy night
‘Cause, further along, it would cause another fight
Stranger, that’s all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be

https://www.flickr.com/photos/sadystikasabretooth/51083713346/in/dateposted/
(moderate photo…you’ll need a flickr account to see it close up)

hair: [monso] Choi Hair @ Neo Japan
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER

::: MOMOCHUU :: Heart Tears
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
Lunar – Mumu – FULLSET
(sweater, top, shorts, & socks)

pose: FOXCITY. Chilling Set

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

NOMAD // Amore Loveletters

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, Uber SL

It has been so crazy

Wow! It has been quite a week. It has been so crazy! So, I inherited TLC! If you don’t know what that is…uhm, shame on you, but its one of the oldest shopping events on the grid. Anyway, I finally got it open and its an amazing round…of course, only a few things are featured in this post, cuz I took this picture days ago. Anyway, I’m hoping to get lots more pictures and posts done now. I’ll be featuring lots of goodies from TLC and Bloom in the next few days, so keep an eye out. In the meantime, y’all know I love me some Seniha…and this is her offering for Equal10, one of my favorite events!

It has been so crazy

hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line

Rainbow Sundae Morgan Earrings @ TLC
Mui. Arrival of Spring – Mouth @ TLC
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
Seniha. Martina Set @ Equal10
(shirt, shorts, & boots)

pose: FOXCITY. Rituals
backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

Ariskea [Elley] Woodly Hammock