Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

That’s when they’ll disappear

Can you hear them?
They talk about us
Telling lies
Well, that’s no surprise
Can you see them?
See right through them
They have no shield
No secrets to reveal
Doesn’t matter what they say
In the jealous games people play
Hey, hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
There’s a weapon
That we must use
In our defense
Si-lence
When you look at them
Look right through them
That’s when they’ll disappear
That’s when we’ll be feared

That's when they'll disappear

DOUX – Seulgi hairstyle @ Dubai
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

.miss chelsea. Jani Tee @ Anthem
.miss chelsea. Jani Skirt @ Anthem

pose: Le Poppycock-One of Those Days

Posted in Bondi, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, vinyl

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

I’m the widow
On the tip-tippy-toppy of the highest high of low
And I’m the shadow
Of the first little flower on the brightest patch of snow

Happiness can be hard to find
I’m so slap silly happy
Everybody wants to take mine

Yeah, right
That sounds nice
Everything we ever wanted and more
Someday we’ll get paid
More than it was worth to sell our souls
Yeah, yeah, right

Yeah, I’m a rock star
I’m a queen resurrected, just as messed up as before
Twist the knife hard
Just makes it easier to tell you I don’t need you anymore 

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?
I’m reaching a new level of not giving a fuck

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

DOUX – Cyanna hairstyle
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
Lilithe’// Omukade Tattoo

BONDI . The Rockstar Headphones
e.marie // Cherie Puff Earrings @ N21
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
:::ChicChica::: Chic Cola opened

VINYL – Waffles Wrap Top Boho Black TSS Jan 23, 2021
Cynful Keeper Flare Pants – FLF Jan 22, 2021

05_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_stretch (1Li)

pose: – space cadet – 2021 @ N21
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Fake Bitch

I’m so fucking happy all time 
Also, I’m really good at telling lies 
My friends they always call me for advice 
But they don’t know 
I’ve been crying 
For the past seven nights
This happens every single time I’m drinking 
Like I can finally hear the thoughts
I’m thinking
And it’s oh so clear 
Make a bee line to the bathroom and
I look into the mirror saying 
Fake bitch, fake bitch 
Running from her problems
But she makes it look so good when she ignores them 
And she puts them on a shelf 
And she whispers to herself 
It’s okay, bitch 
Don’t ever change, bitch 
La la la la la 

Fake Bitch

Magika – Amy
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
cheezu. hara outer @ Kustom9
Mug – Emma Skirt @ Kustom9
[BREATHE]-Mitsusa Flats @ Epiphany

MOVEMENT- I have plans My notebook – 2

location: Serasim

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

Sex and Candy

I smell sex and candy here
Who’s that lounging in my chair
Who’s that casting devious stares
In my direction

Sex and Candy

DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Fluffy Desire Set
{le fil casse} Maisie Socks

pose: Lyrium. Lollies Pose & Animation Set @ Equal10

Serenity Style- Giselle Winter Armchair

Serenity Style– Blue Winter Entry Set @ TLC
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Table
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Picture
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Roses Vases
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Books
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Cushions

KraftWork Clarrington Set . Table Lamp @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Rubber Plant @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Basket 2 @ Kustom9

LEMME..Natural Dildo // Malachite
LEMME…Stimulate me!Dildo_ Mint

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place

Through these city nightmares you’d walk with me
And we’d talk of it with idealistic assurance
That it wouldn’t tear us apart
We’d keep our heads above the blackened water
But there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place
And you’re gone now
Through a grimy window that I can’t keep clean
Through billowing smoke that’s swallowed the sun
You’re nowhere to be seen
Do you think our desires still burn
I guess it was desires that tore us apart
There has to be passion
A passion for living, surviving
And that means detachment
Every-body has a weapon to fight you with
To beat you with when you are down
There were too many defence between us
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
That like these urban nightmares
We’d blacken each other skies

there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place

hair: Tableau Vivant // Soiree @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO) peach @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Melanie Set @ Orly
Seniha. Melanie Top
Seniha. Melanie Pants

pose: Lyrium. Jullie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
location: BKLYN

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

there’s no remedy for memory

Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell ’em when you find true love, it lives on
Ahh
That’s why I stay here
And there’s no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody
It won’t leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine
But I wish I was dead

there's no remedy for memory

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #1 @ Access
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #6 @ Access

Cynful Fluffy Love Set @ Equal10
Cynful Fluffy Love – Bra
Cynful Fluffy Love – Panties
Cynful Fluffy Love – Robe

pose: FOXCITY. Lazy
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Nap Corner

{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Silence is violence and defeat

Too bad some people like to sleep
Talking the American dream
I woke up late at night to see
Nightmares on every city street
Somethings that made me wanna scream
Can’t wake you, make you wanna see
Silence is violence and defeat
But you just stay quiet in the sheets, quiet in the sheets
Traps songs in the frat house
Trump sign in the window
How can we be free in the future if the kids don’t
Conquer the addiction
Start to make revisions?
Maybe most of all
We should learn to fucking listen

Silence is violence and defeat

hair: [monso] Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

ChicModa // Tina Sweater
-[ vagrant ]- Julia Shorts 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

pose: Vanity Poses – Opora Bento 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

MINIMAL – Fountain Scene

dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia

HEXtraordinary Steampunk Newspaper Vending Machine

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh (Companion)

by Tentacio:
comic books
comic game
Comic bag
raspberry drink

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life

Let’s root for each other and watch each other grow.

I have yet to understand why so many people want to tear each other down. Life is not a competition, no one gets out alive and nothing we acquire in this life is going with us when we leave. So, why would anyone make it their mission to seek and destroy others? What is there to gain in doing that? I mean, I know misery loves company, but why would anyone want to embrace that misery by sharing it with others or causing it? There’s nothing good to gain from that…absolutely nothing. The only thing I can imagine that allows people to behave like this is that they lack that part of the human psyche that most of us possess…that part that seeks happiness for ourselves, as well as other people. When someone lacks that empathy and compassion, they are left with a giant hole. That hole is what religious people like to call evil, but I don’t believe in evil. I believe that people are innately good….unless they are missing that inner light. They are lacking goodness. They might fake it….cuz that’s what sociopaths often do, but deep down…they just don’t have it in them be truly good. I cannot truly imagine what that must be like, but it sounds absolutely horrible. Sadly, its the only thing that makes sense to me as to why people truly want to tear one another down. I would much rather see us all root for each other and watch each other grow.

Let's root for each other and watch each other grow.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
.random.Matter. – Caithe Collar @ Kustom9
REIGN.- HEART COIN PURSE
Apl.Blossom Bel @ Cosmopolitan
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights

pose: Lyrium. Ariel Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

MINIMAL – Ancien Elevator Backdrop

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

MADRAS Divya Hanging Candle Size

Second Spaces checkout at 11 trolley

Artisan Fantasy Glamping 7 – Stacked Suitcases

Serenity Style– French Bulldog Suitcase (Rez) RARE

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Be happy that you have a lot to lose.

You never really know where tidbits of inspiration will come from….or wisdom, for that matter. Year ago, I was complaining about days and days of rain. My friend smiled and said, “Rain makes things grow.” I have never forgotten those words or that moment. This morning, I was watching a sitcom and this lady was freaking out because she was worried about this and worried about that. She was taking an inventory of all the things she had lost over the years. Of course, someone told her to look at everything she has to be grateful for. Someone else came along and told her, “Be happy that you have a lot to lose.”
This got to me, cuz I took a look around at all that I have and easily it could be lost. I decided to give my gratitude list a make over to include all the things I’d hate to lose and be happy that I have so very much to lose. I think it would do a lot of people some good to look at things this way. So, instead of focusing on the shit that’s gone wrong or the things you’ve already lost…let’s be happy that you have more to lose and work on being grateful for what we still have. ♥

Be happy that you have a lot to lose.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
-SU!- Poison Sunglasses V.2
AvaWay LETTER Necklaces
Apl.Blossom Doll Sweater @ FaMESHed
MILOTA: Eurydica shorts
MILOTA: Eurydica trinket

pose: RUSSKAYA – HALLUCINATE

Killing Me Softly RARE – Behold Day – The Bearded Guy

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin

I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet
I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I’ve trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors”
Come on, little lady, give us a smile”
No, I ain’t got nothin’ to smile about
I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for
A moment to say I don’t owe you a goddamn thing
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night
That I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night
No, I won’t smile, but I’ll show you my teeth
And I’ma let you speak if you just let me breathe
I’ve been polite, but won’t be caught dead
Lettin’ a man tell me what I should do in my bed
Keep my exes in check in my basement
‘Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you’re complacent
I could play nice or I could be a bully
I’m tired and angry, but somebody should be

I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

hair: DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

Seniha. Sinai Sweater @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Sinai Belt @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Sinai Skirt @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Nubia Boots&Socks

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Downtrodden
MINIMAL – Dark Background