Posted in accessories, Animals, Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’m living and I’m dreaming

Today went really well
I didn’t wake up in a panic spell
It was fine, even though I fell
Deeper and deeper in a manic hell
Whoa, I’m living and I’m dreaming
Trying to stay even, oh
Whoa, I’m training for no reason
Apologize, no feelings, oh
No, I don’t need your help
To make me sick, to make me ill
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself
I don’t need your help
Getting off of this carousel
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself

I'm living and I'm dreaming

hair: DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Tentacio Fuck reality headpiece pink @ Kustom9
Tentacio Fuck reality tape pink @ Kustom9

(Yummy) Layered Rose Necklace @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
EQUAL – Rose Nails French @ Access
MVT – Rich bitch wallet – Rose @ Equal10
purse: [DDL] Fearless @ Access
Just BECAUSE Kyrene Dress – TSS May 8, 2021

[Rezz Room] Siberian Husky Adult Animesh

pose: Lyrium. Elena Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access

MINIMAL – La Venelle Scene

Serenity Style– Elisabeth spring bicycle [decor]
BUENO– Shining Scooter-Cream
[777] Motors MIA

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Doing my best

I have been sick af the last couple of days. A lot of my symptoms could easily be stress related…like IBD & Fibromyalgia. Both have been flaring up, which in turns affects other issues, like back pain and headaches. However, I’ve spent a good amount of time in bed, mostly because I have no choice, and I’m trying very hard to reduce my stress. Honestly, I don’t feel that stressed. I know I have a lot on my plate, but I don’t feel stressed. I feel like I have things under control. So, I’m not sure what’s going on. Perhaps it’s something else entirely. Perhaps it’s some sense of impending doom lingering in the back of my mind somewhere, because I still struggle with the concept of being content, happy, and actually loving myself. Thanks to not having insurance and living in the great U.S. of A…I’m just going to need to suffer through whatever it is. In the meantime, I’ll be doing my best to carry on.

Doing my best

hair: DOUX – Chi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
e.marie // Erika Bracelet
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Seniha. Kim Top @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Kim Joggers @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Cat Bengal Adult Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Hanging Lounger

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, poses

True love finally happens when you by yourself

‘Cause I’m my own soulmate (Yeah, yeah)
I know how to love me (Love me)
I know that I’m always gonna hold me down
Yeah, I’m my own soulmate (Yeah, yeah)
No, I’m never lonely (Lonely)
I know I’m a queen but I don’t need no crown
Look up in the mirror like damn she the one
One, one, one, one, one, one (The one)
Like damn she the one
One, one, one (The one)
That bitch in the mirror like yeah, I’m in love
Love, love, love, love, love, love (In love)
Like yeah, I’m in love
Love, love, love (In love)
Look up in the mirror like damn she the one
And she never tell me to exercise
We always get extra fries
And you know the sex is fire
And I gotta testify
I get flowers every Sunday
I’mma marry me one day
True love ain’t something you can buy yourself
True love finally happens when you by yourself
So if you by yourself, then go and buy yourself
Another round from the bottle on the higher shelf

**special thanks to my wifey, Ghoulie Waffles, for introducing me to this song**

https://www.flickr.com/photos/sadystikasabretooth/51173877361/in/dateposted/

hair: DOUX – Dana hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
:::ChicChica::: Wine glass @ C88
Lunar – Nite @ Equal10
** Bralette, garters, panties, & robe**

pose: Lyrium. Get Glam – Make-Up Set @ Equal10

Decor: ..::THOR::.. Lazy Days Gacha Set @ Anthem

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, [BREATHE]

F.F.F.

Friends come and go, friends come and go
Go like the seasons
I never know, I never know what to believe in
And it’s getting old, it’s getting old
But no hard feelings
‘Cause friends come and go, friends come and go without a reason
And I, I’ve been in L.A. for way too long
Can’t get this air inside my lungs
It feels like I’m suffocatin’ from all the lack of the realness here
Is there anybody real out here?
Got my middle, middle up while I’m singing
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
I’ve had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
And I ain’t got the time, money on my mind (yeah)
I’ll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

F.F.F.

hair: DOUX – Lia hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

[ rD ] – Hydra Set @ TLC
(choker & earrings)
^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01/E01 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Savi Leather Top + Savi Leather Shorts @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Konoka Heels @ Epiphany

pose: Diversion – Disconnected – Pose Set

[Bad Unicorn] Meir Red Lounge Backdrop

Fancy Decor: Fuck Throw Pillow

-SU!- The Moon Cat Cushion #01

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

What’ll be will be

What’ll be will be
What you say it always goes and in the end
In the end you always get what you want
Baby I try too much
I’m living without your love again
But I’ll never stop trying
Well let me know
If you would ever love me I can show
The way your body should be, should be touched
Should be held, let me watch your body melt into mine
Down the line

What'll be will be

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Dulce Jacket @ Equal10
Seniha. Dulce Thong @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. In Bloom Series @ Access

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there

Baby (Baby)
You’ve been so distant from me lately (Lately)
And lately (And lately)
Don’t even want to call you baby (Baby)
Saw us getting older (Older)
Burning toast in the toaster
My ambitions were too high (High)
Waiting up for you upstairs (Upstairs)
Why you act like I’m not there?
Baby, right now it feels like
It feels like you don’t care
Oh, why don’t you recognize I’m so rare?
Always there
You don’t do the same for me
That’s not fairI don’t have it all
I’m not claiming to
But I know that I’m special (Special)
Yeah
And I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there
To tell me I’m rare
To make me feel rare

I’ll bet there’s somebody else out there

hair: DOUX – Mishi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] Honey
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Fashionista Bikini – Flf Special April 16, 2021

pose: Lyrium. Eve Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Serenity Style– Sady Moon Dream Scene @ TLC

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’ve made it this far

the more I get to know myself
the less I understand myself
I don’t know how to let go
of this all weight I put on me
of who I am or where I’ll be
once I learn to let go
always set my sights on
diamonds in the future
remember when you wanted what you got right now
when I close my eyes
and I’m all alone with my mind
I get scared I’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but I’ve made it this far
yeah I made it this far
half way to falling apart
but I’ve made it this far

I’ve made it this far

hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9
tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01 for lel Evo X Human Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Bella Tennis Necklace Set @ Kustom9
(necklace & hoop earrings)
[ kunst ] – Nose Plaster
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
-SU!- Almond Nails
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Hanging Phonecase-IDC @ C88
BUENO-Dranks-Strawberry @ Kustom9
[Eternus] Gianna Top
[Eternus] Gianna Dress

pose: Lyrium. Savi Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
[Bad Unicorn] Hail Monstera Backdrop @ Kustom9

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Don’t fall away

Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters ’til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don’t you remember anything I said when I said
Don’t fall away and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away
And leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleedin’
Oh, hold me now,
I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go?
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors fakin’ lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don't fall away

hair: DOUX – Angeni hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
Apl.Blossom Shaquana @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Ninna Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
White Tunnel – Damn Night – The Bearded Guy

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, shopping, skin, Uber SL

There was a time

There was a time when I was alone
No where to go and no place to call home
My only friend was the man in the moon
And even sometimes he would go away too
Then one night, as I closed my eyes
I saw a shadow flying high
He came to me with the sweetest smile
Told me he wanted to talk for a while

There was a time

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

:::ChicChica::: Cigarette with ring holder
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
Seniha. Avril Top @ Uber
.miss chelsea. Bria Shorts @ Anthem

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Born To Be Real

DaD “Kite Fly with Me ” Green @ Anthem

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I’m gonna hit the ground running

Hit the ground
Hit the ground running
It’s a one way street
With an open end
And you never know
What lies ahead
But I always knew
That this was it
The signs were lit
Oh I always knew
I’m gonna hit the ground running
Hit the ground running
Only waiting for the marching drums
I’ll be ready when the morning comes
I’m gonna hit the ground running
Hit the ground running
Only waiting for the marching drums
I’ll be ready when the morning comes
I’m an overdrive
Go to play offense
And I won’t look back
There be no regrets

I’m gonna hit the ground running

hair: DOUX – Chill hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

TRIGGERED – GOD Complex Glasses @ Level
MOVEMENT- Magazine and Tea @ Level
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
Apl.Blossom Emma @ Uber
LF. – Furious Platform @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Hills Static & Breathing + Fingers Series

backdrop: Pitaya – Underground Stairs