Posted in Catwa, Death Row Designs, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

I’ll Be Ok

“We live in the rain, a sea of change
You can’t keep anything you take
Lovely face of lives we chase
Is but dust for wind to take
When all is gone, the only loss
To not have loved at every cost
When you can say, and I can say
We loved with every step we take, I’ll be okay
How do you love when your heart is broken?
How do you speak when you feel outspoken?
I can forgive and be forgiven
By learning to heal with a heart wide open”

something to think about

wearing:
hair: no.match_ ~ NO_WATER (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

SpookShow – Abyss Hoops (*new* @ Eclipse)
DRD – Chunky Rings (*new* @ Eclipse)
Ascendant – Shattered Glass Nails (*new* @ Access)

Dead Dollz – Jolie Sweater (*new* @ Belle)
RKKN. Avalon LoosePants Camo3

pose: FOXCITY. Milk Bath Bento Pose Set
[Schultz Bros.] Alleyway + Garage Skybox

Posted in Bondi, Collabor88, Death Row Designs, Events, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping

That 70’s Look

This was such a fun scene for me to set up. While I know this will truly date myself, its not like I try to hide my age. One of the reasons this was so much fun was that I was able to dig into my childhood memories. Afterall, I grew up in the 70s and we moved around a lot. Finding pieces to build around a fondue set really took me back, because my mom was so excited when she got her first fondue pot that I think we had it twice a week for a couple of months. I don’t have any deep inspirational words of wisdom or a funny story today, just a smile on my face as I remember some of the happier times from my past.

fondue

Fancy Decor: Couperin (at Collabor88 until March 6th)
-Fancy Decor: Couperin Table
-Fancy Decor: Couperin Chairs
-Fancy Decor: Couperin Fondue Set
-Fancy Decor: Couperin Fondue Skewers

DRD gg rug 60s

BONDI . Trunk Bar XL (February Builder’s Box)

:::ChicChica::: TakeAway

floorplan. kitchen phone / black

SAYO – Medusa Mirror – Copper

dust bunny & O.M.E.N . Puppy Basket Bed – Pup
dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . hanging plants . spider planter
dust bunny . harvest feast . cranberry punch pitcher
dust bunny . harvest feast . filling
dust bunny . spicy fiesta . chips & guac
dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . fiddle leaf tree
dust bunny . dreamy outing . essentials bag

hive // macrame hanging plant . stone

[ARIA] Savannah Roman Blinds

.:revival:. rattan pillow basket

Ariskea[Hustler] Gold Lamp
Ariskea[Latte!] Lights & Frame

MudHoney Rosalee Chair

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, Landscaping, Second Life, shopping

Shenanigans

It’s Friday!! Might not be the end of the road, but its the end of the week and now the shenanigans can begin. “What shenanigans?” you ask. Well, it could be Grace getting so drunk she butt dials a frenemy or it could be Tracy eating an entire bag of chocolate in one sitting, then blaming the dog or it could be Kess grinding on Artem in some random public place or it could be Sady bouncing off the walls. Regardless of what shenanigans may occur, there is surely going to be shenanigans. Now, I wonder just how many more times I can say shenanigans in this post without being ridiculous…oh wait, saying shenanigans over and over is its own little shenanigan, isn’t it? Now the word is stuck in your head, too. You’re welcome. *grins*

end of the road

[Kres] Apoxwagon (*new* @ Eclipse Event)

DRD – Building Remains – Dirt (*new* @ Eclipse Event)
DRD – Abandoned Truck – Shelter

Posted in Apple Fall, Bueno, Death Row Designs, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping, Silence, unKindness, {what next}

The Foyer

The foyer of a home is like the catch all, when you come in the door and have to bolt for the bathroom. I don’t know about you, but it never fails that I’ve got my arms full and that’s the exact moment that I need to pee! I was so excited about these sets from Silence. Although they were designed for a hallway, I could not help myself. I had to use them to decorate the foyer in my new skybox. I added some clutter to reflect that moment right after I get home from a day of running errands and shopping. Drops my bags on the floor, except the tacos and coffee….those are precious and can’t be trusted on the floor with the cats around. *giggles* It might have a fancy name like the foyer, but I think mine should be called the rush in and catch it room.

the foyer

scene created in Onsu ~ “Maple” Skybox ~ w/ Environment

Silence. – Whittaker Hallway
-Silence. – Whittaker Rug
-Silence. – Whittaker Dresser
-Silence. – Whittaker Frame
-Silence. – Whittaker Gold Accessories
-Silence. – Whittaker Mirror

Silence. – Whittaker Accessory Set (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
-Silence. – Whittake Bench w/Pillows
-Silence. – Whittaker Canvas Art
-Silence. – Whittaker End Table
-Silence. – Whittaker Table Lamp

{what next} Wall Hanging Plant #1
{what next} Wall Hanging Plant #2
{what next} Wall Hanging Plant #3

Ariskea & Unkindness [Solace] Romarin Plant
Ariskea & Unkindness [Solace] Candle 4

BAZAR – Stockholm-Paper bag (decor)

tres blah– Hodgepodge – What’s in My Bag RARE
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Catch All

DRD – RK – Free Bonus – Bag of Groceries

BUENO– Taco Bag Deco

MudHoney Larson Wreath

MudHoney Liza Heels – Black

(fd) Cat – 08 Stretching
(fd) Cat – 02 Sleeping Curled

Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf

dust bunny . coat rack

Posted in Catwa, crate, Death Row Designs, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Jian, Kustom9, Lamb, Lybra, Maitreya, Prism Events, Quasi, Salem, Second Life, shopping, ULTRA

Guarantees in Life

There are few guarantees in life, but one thing is for sure. You will get hurt. You will find yourself in some of the darkest places imaginable right in your own head. You will eventually die. And no matter who you are if you have tits bigger than a B cup and you sleep in a tank top, you will wake up with one tit out. It never fails.

waking the dead

wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Meow
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
eyes & shadow: [ Conviction ] Living Dead Doll
face & partial body applier: S.E CATWA + OMEGA RIDE OF THE DEAD MASK APPLY 01 (*new* @ Kustom9) ***includes Diamonds and black crown attachment-not shown

LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
: CULT : Dark Side Rings

*Vanilla Bae* Holly Shirt & Cardi: (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES
**UTOPIA@Design** – “XILA” (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Bad Kitty Bento Pose Set

scene:
JIAN Spoiled Rotties 12. Skeleton Pup Companion (*new* @ Epiphany)

Quasi – Dripping with Sin – 3D Painting

crate Travelor’s Trolley (*new* @ Blueprint)

Rounded Bed (Adult) CHEZ MOI (*new* @ ULTRA)

[La Baguette] Voodoo doll (deco) (*new* @ Salem)
:::ChicaChica::: Holy blood Cocktail tray REZZ (*new* @ Salem)

drd phantom broken mirror

Fapple– Always Prepared- Side Table
Fapple– BDSM Tool Box

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – black

Posted in Avenge, Catwa, Death Row Designs, Events, Fashion, Kaithleen's, Maitreya, Mesh Body Addicts, Mesh Body Addicts Fair, Second Life, shopping

See the Reason

“See the mirror in your eyes
See the truth behind the lies
Your lies are haunting me
See the reason in your eyes
Giving answer to the why
Your eyes are haunting me”
~Armin van Buuren feat. Sharon den Adel – In and Out of Love

red hot

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Mya hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
SU!– Xanthe Lip Gloss
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra”

[Avenge] Floreal sunglasses (*new* @ Dubai Event)
[Avenge] Sweet Flowers earrings (*new* @ Dubai Event)
[Avenge] Sweet Flowers necklace (*new* @ Dubai Event)
DRD – Gypsy Bangles
: CULT : His Princess Rings/Gold (*new* @ Kinky)
Ascendant – Wish Coffin Bento Nails 05 (*new* @ MBA)
Kaithleen’s Olga Lace Top (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose: [La Baguette] Fiona poses (*new* @ Blush)

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Culprit, Death Row Designs, Events, Fashion, Jian, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Second Life, Uber SL, unKindness, Vanity Event

Muddy Water

I’ve been on a bit of an LP kick as of late. Her voice and her mannerisms just do something to me.  So, when I took this photo, I immediately thought of this song. If you’re not familiar with LP and enjoy this song, I urge you to listen to more.

LP – Muddy Waters

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
We are kneeling at the river’s edge and tempting
All the steps to follow closer right behind
Is it only when you feel a part is empty
That it’s gnawing at the corners of your mind
I will ask you for mercy
I will come to you blind
What you’ll see is the worst me
Not the last of my kind
Ooh
In the muddy water we’re falling
Ooh
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Holds me down
Hold me now
Sold me out
In the muddy waters we’re falling
It is not clear why we choose the fire pathway
Where we end is not the way that we had planned
All the spirits gather ’round like it’s our last day
To get across you know we’ll have to raise the sand
Ooh, I will ask you for mercy
I will come to you blind
What you’ll see is the worst me
I’m not the last of my kind
Ooh
In the muddy water we’re falling
Ooh
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Holds me down
Hold me now
Sold me out
In the muddy waters we’re falling
Ooh
Don’t fail me now
Put your arms around me and pull me out
Ooh
I know I’m found
With your arms around me, oh save me now
Ooh
Oh, oh
Ooh, in the muddy water we’re falling
Ooh
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Holds me down
Hold me now
Sold me out
In the muddy water we’re falling
muddy water
wearing:
hair:  Exile – Aina – Naturals (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra” Eastern (*new*)
Pseudo- #718 Tank Dress Olive (*new* @ Vanity Event)
pose: Valor Poses – Scarlett 2 (*new* @ Pose Fair)
scene:
JIAN Summer River House (*new* @ Uber)
JIAN Firefly Grasses :: Sparkle Jar (Dream)
JIAN Firefly Grasses :: Sparkle Jar (Plain)
uK – Dystopia Ivy Sloped
uK – Raven Creek Hillbilly Jug
:CP: Southern Porch Rocking Chair w/blanket (PG)
Culprit Mojave Trunk
Culprit Mojave Succulent
Culprit Mojave Bedside Table
NOMAD // Sepia Peonies 01
Serenity Style- Scooter Retro Lamp Rust RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
DRD MM couch
Posted in Catwa, Death Row Designs, Events, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic

Not For Rent

Whether its an sl rumor, some fake ass hater written post on slsecrets, or a full on Facebook attack, we could all learn something from the celebrities in Hollywood. Stop feeding the trolls. These cyber bullies can only take up space in our heads if we let them and I don’t know about you, but there are no vacancies in mine. The space in my head is not for rent and I’m damn sure not going to let someone take up residence there for free. The only power these wretched people have over you is the power you give them. They feed off your fury, your misery, and your pain. Take that away from them and they will surely starve. They crave that reaction. They crave the attention. No more. Turn on that no vacancies sign and tell these people that space in your mind is not for rent. You’ll be amazed at how quickly they go away.

ready to go

wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Cherry
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Ears Silence BLACK
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER

Scandalize.Hanna.TOP (*new* @ TresChic)
Scandalize.Hanna.JEANS (*new* @ TresChic)
Scandalize.HannaHeels (*new* @ TresChic)

pose created using AnyPose

secne:
[MF] Beautiful suitcase closed
DRD – Boho Backyard – Hewett Chair – Two

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Death Row Designs, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Sick Like Me

I posted a meme yesterday that read, “Do you ever have one of those days, where you just want to get drunk, go bat shit crazy and set the world on fire?” Well, yesterday was that day for me. I’m already bat shit crazy, but I drank an entire bottle of wine on an empty stomach. As I suffered through one of the longest and hardest anxiety attacks I’ve had in quite a while, I fantasized about setting the world on fire, stabbing a few people while I watched them bleed out slowly, finding the Louise to my inner Thelma and going out in a blaze of glory. Instead I fell asleep with a cigarette in my hand while watching women in prison make their life look a lot better than men’s prison.
This morning, I find myself blasting In This Moment and remembering why I love this band so much. Recognizing so much of myself in their lyrics. So, here it is…are you sick like me?

In This Moment – Sick Like Me

Is it sick of me
To need control of you?
Is it sick to make
You beg the way I do?
Is it sick of me
To want you crawling on your knees?
Is it sick to say
I want you biting down on me
Are you sick like me?
Am I beautiful
As I tear you to pieces?
Am I beautiful?
Even at my ugliest, you always say
I’m beautiful
As you tear me to pieces
You are beautiful
Even at your ugliest, I always say
You’re beautiful and sick like me
Is it sick of me
To feed the animal in you?
Is it sick to say
I tease the hunter like I do?
Is it sick of me
To watch the wicked way you thrill?
Is it sick to say
I live to break your will
Are you sick like me?
Am I beautiful
As I tear you to pieces?
Am I beautiful?
Even at my ugliest, you always say
I’m beautiful
As you tear me to pieces
You are beautiful
Even at your ugliest, I always say
You’re beautiful and sick like me
Am I beautiful
As I tear you to pieces?
I am beautiful
Even at my ugliest, you always say
I’m beautiful
As I tear you to pieces
Am I beautiful
Even at my ugliest, you always say
You’re beautiful
As I tear you to pieces?
You are beautiful
Even at you ugliest, I always say
You’re beautiful and sick like me

unfinished business

wearing:
hair: #Besom~Gypsy Love
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings (*new* @ C88)

LYBRA . BRIT BLOUSE (*new* @ FaMESHed)
LYBRA . BRIT SKIRT (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: M-1 Kara Poses Blogger Pack
DRD – Suicide Booth

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, RAMA, Second Life, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

Options

One of the greatest gifts we have is the power of choice. If you ever saw the movie, Dangerous Minds, you probably remember the classroom scene where that topic was discussed. You may not have a choice about the gun pointed at your head, but you can choose how you react/respond. So, when adversity comes your way, you have a choice on how to proceed. There are always options. They might not be options we like. They might not be options you like, but there are always options.
The thing is, when you make you’re forced to make tough decisions where none of the choices are exactly ideal, particularly if you reach out to friends for advice on said options. I think in cases like that, its best to sort it out on your own. Not everything you do requires a second opinion, especially when your dilemma involves doing things that feel right to you, but most certainly will not be understood by others. Occasionally, you just have to do what’s right for you, despite what others may think. So, whatever your quandary may be, think carefully on the outcome of your options before seeking the opinions of others.

options

wearing:
hair: RAMA.SALON – Diana Hair (*new* @ Blush)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Mindy

neve top – surge (*new* @ FaMESHed)
neve short – sass (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Setsu Heels (April PocketGacha)

pose in DRD – Boho Backyard – Athena Couch
location: Rustic Retreat