Posted in Bondi, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, vinyl

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

I’m the widow
On the tip-tippy-toppy of the highest high of low
And I’m the shadow
Of the first little flower on the brightest patch of snow

Happiness can be hard to find
I’m so slap silly happy
Everybody wants to take mine

Yeah, right
That sounds nice
Everything we ever wanted and more
Someday we’ll get paid
More than it was worth to sell our souls
Yeah, yeah, right

Yeah, I’m a rock star
I’m a queen resurrected, just as messed up as before
Twist the knife hard
Just makes it easier to tell you I don’t need you anymore 

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?
I’m reaching a new level of not giving a fuck

Life’s a game ’til you lose, then what?

DOUX – Cyanna hairstyle
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
Lilithe’// Omukade Tattoo

BONDI . The Rockstar Headphones
e.marie // Cherie Puff Earrings @ N21
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
:::ChicChica::: Chic Cola opened

VINYL – Waffles Wrap Top Boho Black TSS Jan 23, 2021
Cynful Keeper Flare Pants – FLF Jan 22, 2021

05_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_stretch (1Li)

pose: – space cadet – 2021 @ N21
MINIMAL – London Rooftop Scene

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

Sex and Candy

I smell sex and candy here
Who’s that lounging in my chair
Who’s that casting devious stares
In my direction

Sex and Candy

DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Fluffy Desire Set
{le fil casse} Maisie Socks

pose: Lyrium. Lollies Pose & Animation Set @ Equal10

Serenity Style- Giselle Winter Armchair

Serenity Style– Blue Winter Entry Set @ TLC
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Table
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Picture
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Roses Vases
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Books
Serenity Style- Blue Winter Cushions

KraftWork Clarrington Set . Table Lamp @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Rubber Plant @ Kustom9
KraftWork Clarrington Set . Basket 2 @ Kustom9

LEMME..Natural Dildo // Malachite
LEMME…Stimulate me!Dildo_ Mint

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

there’s no remedy for memory

Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell ’em when you find true love, it lives on
Ahh
That’s why I stay here
And there’s no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody
It won’t leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine
But I wish I was dead

there's no remedy for memory

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #1 @ Access
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DAY DREAM COLLECTION #6 @ Access

Cynful Fluffy Love Set @ Equal10
Cynful Fluffy Love – Bra
Cynful Fluffy Love – Panties
Cynful Fluffy Love – Robe

pose: FOXCITY. Lazy
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Nap Corner

{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5

Posted in Apple Fall, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

they are gods

“Owners of dogs will have noticed that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they will think you are god. Whereas owners of cats are compelled to realize that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they draw the conclusion that they are gods.”
― Christopher Hitchens, The Portable Atheist: Essential Readings for the Nonbeliever

they are gods

hair: Stealthic – Clarity
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

fleur. blanche sweater
Cynful Ebony’s Highwaist Leggings @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Elvira Series @ Dubai

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep
[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Animesh

The Loft & ARIA – Zoete Chaise

Apple Fall Mercantile Bookshelf – Double
Apple Fall Plaster Horse
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 12
Apple Fall Clay Cat – Jour
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1

KraftWork Lusitania by Annan Adored . Standing Plate 1

7 – Cat Burglar Painting

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin

Even when

“Listen to the people who love you. Believe that they are worth living for even when you don’t believe it. Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into the future. Be brave; be strong; take your pills. Exercise because it’s good for you even if every step weighs a thousand pounds. Eat when food itself disgusts you. Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason.”
― Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression

Even when

hair: Magika – December
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Nini’s Top + Armwarmers Set @ Equal10
Cynful Nini’s Skirt @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

(Milk Motion) Parisian Backyard

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Exhausting

This has not been a merry holiday season for me. It has been more of a medical season. First I was diagnosed with a genetic heart disease that puts me at risk for sudden death and now diabetes. I don’t know the details on the diabetes yet, I’ll find out more about that next week. Yay. -_- I am exhausted and we’re not even half way into the month yet.
When I took this picture I was thinking about how exhausting the holidays can be in general. I was inspired by the Christmas Fails Gacha colleciton at Tannenbaum, cuz that’s my kinda luck. However, after my appointment this morning, the only thing that’s really on my mind is my health. *sighs* I guess 2021 is literally going to be a new life for me. I have to change so many things about my life going forward.
As my sister has pointed out, I’m not going to war. So, there’s a silver lining. *laughs*

Exhausting

hair: tram J1201 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin

Cynful Hilly’s Cardigan Set @ C88
AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie – Legacy Panties

pose: Diversion – Light Me Up Poses @ Shiny Shabby

scene:
KraftWork Canopy Linen Bed . Basics

Atelier Burgundy . Privacy Panel . horizontal cedar

LEIJIN // OgHaus — Tafts Hanging Ivy

22769 – Christmas Fails @ Tannenbaum
22769 – Jolly Neon Sign – COMMON
22769 – Box of Ornaments – COMMON
22769 – Broken Ornament – COMMON
22769 – Unwrapped Present – COMMON
22769 – Tangeld Fairy Lights – COMMON


Posted in accessories, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lelutka, Maitreya

Secretly Desire

“Beware of those who criticize you when you deserve some praise for an achievement, for it is they who secretly desire to be worshiped.”
― Suzy Kassem, Rise Up and Salute the Sun: The Writings of Suzy Kassem

Secretly Desire

DOUX – Ubert hairstyle
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Frayed – Boujee Mask #1 @ Anthem
EarthStones Belly Bugs – Dragonfly
Cynful Kiki’s Tracksuit – Hoodie @ Equal10
Cynful Kiki’s Tracksuit – Sweatpants @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Soulfood Bento Pose Set
K&S – // SLC. Backdrop. materials. @ Anthem

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Adjusting to the Weather

I woke up this morning and was soooo cold. Like chilled to the bone cold. I immediately opened my curtains to let the warmth of the sun in and grabbed my favorite sweater. Here I sit all bundled up with my coffee…shivering…I look at my phone to check the temperature thinking it must be below freezing, right? WRONG. It’s 52°F/11°C. Mind you, we had the air conditioner on two days ago and its set to only come on when the temp is above 78°F/26°C. While its certainly a lot colder than two days ago, I’m sitting here laughing, because a month from now….52°F/11°C is going to seem quite warm.
Isn’t it funny how our bodies adjust so quickly? It really is quite fascinating when you think about it. I’m happy for the cooler temps, I’ll just be happier once my body adjusts.

Adjusting to the Weather

hair: DOUX – JLOW hairstyle @ Dubai
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

Cynful Cropped Bomberjacket – FLF Special Oct 30, 2020
VINYL – Donut Denim Shorts @ Uber
[Enchante’] – Mallory Boots

pose: Diversion – Cozy Fall
**comes with Blankets & Pillows**

Hangry – Donut Box – Chocolate {Rez}

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Dachshund Puppy Animesh

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

It all comes back to you

Do you believe in Heaven above?
Do you believe in love?
Don’t tell a lie, don’t be false or untrue
It all comes back to you
Open fire, on my burning heart
I’ve never been lucky in love
My defenses are down
A kiss or a frown
I can’t survive on my own
If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart
I’ll turn and run away
Everyday we’ve all been led astray
It’s hard to be lucky in love
It gets in your eyes, it’s making you cry
Don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do
You’re looking for love
Calling Heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now, right now

cynful magika foxcity damien bearded guy

hair: Magika – Lyric
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

Cynful Diamond Earrings
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets

*T.Whore* – Sexy Fur Stole White (no longer available)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
Cynful Sparkle Dress @ C88

pose: FOXCITY. Heatwave Bento Pose Set

Baby Crimsom – Pervert Side – The Bearded Guy
**I added decor & Damien**

 

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, Uber SL

The time’s not near, it’s here

When the world is laughing at itself, all she can do is cry
But when the world is scared and crying out, she laughs fearless inside
‘Cause she believes ’til she can see
Floating freely, breathing easy over stratospheres
Eternity throws glory, stars redeeming all the years
Do you believe and will you dream
Turning the pages
Open these cages
Quiet days we can hear this sound
Heaven’s throne in the earth come down
The decree’s out now
Never been so loud
Making way for the undoing
Of the death in everything
The decree’s out now
Never been so loud
The time’s not near, it’s here
A holy fear is here
It’s here

cynful doux rise

hair:  DOUX – Princess hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

[ rD ] – Yvoire Necklace @ Gems
SU!– Almond Nails
Cynful Scrunchie Dress @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rain Bento Pose Set

scene creating using:
[Bad Unicorn] All The Lights – Blackout Backdrops @ LeveL

{anc} colorful rain