“The right thing to do is not always the easiest thing to do. There may be some struggles and difficulties but in the end, you will be happy that you did what was right. If you are ever unsure of what to do, close your eyes, take a deep breath, and be still. In the stillness, all answers appear.” Paul Taubman
hair: TRUTH Meadow body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88 Seniha. Cecil Dress @ Cosmopolitan CAKE WEDGES FLORAL COLLECTION :: LYBRA :: @ TLC
If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry ‘Cause I’m leaving soon Sorry, can’t save me now Sorry, I don’t know how Sorry, there’s no way out (sorry) But down, mm down Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek That’s what a year-long headache does to you I’m not okay, I feel so scattered Don’t say I’m all that matters Leave me Deja vu
hair: DOUX – Cookie hairstyle head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Ava Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair Glam Affair – New Body Line
I couldn’t sleep last night You were chasing the birds ’till the beast caught your eye I couldn’t sleep last night How you look like an angel It’s burnt in my mind I can’t feel anything the morning after you I can’t tell anyone the morning after you And I hope you sleep with a merry gold I hope you win it this time And I pray you don’t fear the animals I’ll save you, I promise this time
hair: TRUTH Calamity head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: PUMEC – Lillian
I have yet to understand why so many people want to tear each other down. Life is not a competition, no one gets out alive and nothing we acquire in this life is going with us when we leave. So, why would anyone make it their mission to seek and destroy others? What is there to gain in doing that? I mean, I know misery loves company, but why would anyone want to embrace that misery by sharing it with others or causing it? There’s nothing good to gain from that…absolutely nothing. The only thing I can imagine that allows people to behave like this is that they lack that part of the human psyche that most of us possess…that part that seeks happiness for ourselves, as well as other people. When someone lacks that empathy and compassion, they are left with a giant hole. That hole is what religious people like to call evil, but I don’t believe in evil. I believe that people are innately good….unless they are missing that inner light. They are lacking goodness. They might fake it….cuz that’s what sociopaths often do, but deep down…they just don’t have it in them be truly good. I cannot truly imagine what that must be like, but it sounds absolutely horrible. Sadly, its the only thing that makes sense to me as to why people truly want to tear one another down. I would much rather see us all root for each other and watch each other grow.
When, when we came home Worn to the bones I told myself, “this could get rough” And when, when I was off, which happened a lot You came to me and said, “that’s enough” Oh I know that this love is pain But we can’t cut it from out these veins, no So I’ll hit the lights and you lock the doors We ain’t leaving this room ’til we bust the mold Don’t walk away, don’t roll your eyes They say love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt tonight When, when you came home Worn to the bones I told myself, “this could be rough” Oh, I know you’re feeling insane Tell me something that I can explain, oh I’ll hit the lights and you lock the doors Tell me all of the things that you couldn’t before Don’t walk away, don’t roll your eyes They say love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt tonight If this love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt, oh tonight So you hit the lights and I’ll lock the doors Let’s say all of the things that we couldn’t before Won’t walk away, won’t roll my eyes They say love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt tonight If this love is pain, then honey let’s love tonight
You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I’m made of glass Like I’m made of paper Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
I got ahead of myself when taking this picture. I totally meant to change my hair. In editing it dawned on me that this scene was looking like one of those from a movie where the girl always looks on point. As people magically wake up with perfect hair and make up. Let’s not even talk about how pristine they are while working out, barely sweating at all, just a glistening…as if they have been sprayed with light iridescent oils. Well, this picture is in between and instead of reshooting, I figured I’d just have a laugh at my own mistake. I’ve gotten used to laughing at myself over the years, so this is nothing new.
Only give me love when I’m giving it back But you say you’ll never be my friend Always on the train, never on the track So I’m jumping before the crash And I know you’re just trying to scare me But you lost all of your effect You can bark like a dog, baring your teeth But I’m never going back again No, I’m never going back again Babe, it’s true I’m in love with what we were But not with you What’s left to prove? Tried so many damn times to cut you loose Now I’m way too far away to be hurt by you ~ Donna Missal – Hurt By You
I don’t wanna talk about it, there isn’t much to say I don’t have an excuse to why I won’t come to your party And I don’t want my picture taken, I’d hate it anyway No, I don’t wanna spoil your night, just go have fun without meI’m pushing food around my plate ‘Cause my father said I’m overweight Well, maybe he’d feel better If I just disappeared altogether and I Got so good at faking smiles I can do it for a little while Just don’t ask me if I’m okay ‘Cause I’m not okay, noIt’s hard to show you something invisible No tears, no scars, no bruises, It’s not physical It’s covered up and hidden tight Beneath the skin, inside the mind You wouldn’t even notice, you wouldn’t even know Invisible, invisible, invisible ~ Grace Davies – Invisible
I don’t have a lot to say, because I’m disappointed in people again. It never fails to surprise me how some people can be so low down and dirty. Every time I try to dip my toe into being social again, I remember why I keep to myself. So, rather than rant on about lies and pain and all the other garbage I’m feeling right now. I know this is just part of life and I’ll be okay. I’m just in the middle of a bunch of disappointment at the moment. So, for now, I’m going to keep this short and wish you all a great month. ♥