Today went really well I didn’t wake up in a panic spell It was fine, even though I fell Deeper and deeper in a manic hell Whoa, I’m living and I’m dreaming Trying to stay even, oh Whoa, I’m training for no reason Apologize, no feelings, oh No, I don’t need your help To make me sick, to make me ill I don’t need anybody else ‘Cause I can break my heart myself I don’t need your help Getting off of this carousel I don’t need anybody else ‘Cause I can break my heart myself
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Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.
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‘Course you love me, you don’t know me But I got news for you, I came broken Ego issues, my head is swollen I got a million chips on my shoulder But if you stay despite all I showed you Then maybe you don’t need freedom, freedom I guess I take it, heartbreaker A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it I guess I take it, heartbreaker A title, I can’t shake it, can’t fake it (yeah-yeah-yeah) Baby, I’d rather be hard to love Than easy to leave, you should believe me I’ll make you need me (whoo) I’d rather be hard to love Than easy to leave, you should believe me I’ll make you need me Go deep, baby, go deep I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave Go deep, baby, go deep I love it when your roots go deep so I know you won’t leave Go deep, baby I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real (whoo) I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real (Listen) I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real (woah-woah) I like being ugly, that way if they love me I know that they love me for real
the more I get to know myself the less I understand myself I don’t know how to let go of this all weight I put on me of who I am or where I’ll be once I learn to let go always set my sights on diamonds in the future remember when you wanted what you got right now when I close my eyes and I’m all alone with my mind I get scared I’m unprepared and will be for the rest of my life but I’ve made it this far yeah I made it this far half way to falling apart but I’ve made it this far
hair: DOUX – Karol hairstyle @ Kustom9 head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes (Arctic) @ Access body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Liv Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Kustom9 tattoo: [Addicted To Ink] Heather…
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In November of last year, Atelier Burgundy & Pitaya teamed up to create a bookstore gacha for Anthem. Fortunately for me, there was a fatpack option. Without any hesitation or even too close of a look, I snatched it up and sat on it for months. I knew a time would come that I would finally create a used bookstore. Well, here comes Anthem with a boho themed round for April and lucky little me, had access to Bueno’s set, as well as THOR’s. Now, get this…InsurreKtion recently invited me to join their blogging team as a VIP and there it was, sitting so pretty in Blogotex! A boho deco set!!! I knew this was it! I quickly rezzed all the things….the bookstore fatpack and all three of my boho sets. But wait, there’s more magic…Mikel Monk, the creator behind the Bueno brand, had named his couch, Kerouac!! Now, I realize there are tons of readers out there that have their own connection to Jack Kerouac, but for a while in college, I was absolutely obsessed. I even had a cat named, Jack Kerouac! I mean, clearly this was a sign, right?
I did my best to list everything in the credits, but as you can see from the photo, I used a ton of items to create my used bookstore. I was picturing one of those really cozy used book stores, that brings in a few treats first thing in the morning with a couple of canisters of coffee, but once those things are gone, that’s it for the day. They sell a variety of collectibles, new and used books, and encourage their customers to hang out.
I typed book and books into my inventory search and just started rezzing out everything. I didn’t bother trying to list every single collection, stack, and row of books, because that would have taken me all day. Let’s face it, I’d rather be reading! I did grab the names of some things, but if you really want to know a specific item in the photo, just let me know. I don’t think I’ll be tearing down this scene anytime soon. ☺
If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry ‘Cause I’m leaving soon Sorry, can’t save me now Sorry, I don’t know how Sorry, there’s no way out (sorry) But down, mm down Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek That’s what a year-long headache does to you I’m not okay, I feel so scattered Don’t say I’m all that matters Leave me Deja vu
hair: DOUX – Cookie hairstyle head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Ava Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair Glam Affair – New Body Line
I never miss a beat I’m lightning on my feet And that’s what they don’t see, mm, mm That’s what they don’t see, mm, mm I’m dancing on my own (Dancing on my own) I make the moves up as I go (Moves up as I go) And that’s what they don’t know, mm, mm That’s what they don’t know, mm, mm But I keep cruising Can’t stop, won’t stop grooving It’s like I got this music in my mind Saying it’s gonna be alright’ Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)
hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
“The crackling sounds of an old and tired bridge can best be understood by an old and tired person! Those who have carried the burden of life for so long are the ones who understand each other best!” ― Mehmet Murat İldan
hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
EVIE – NoSleep Sweater Addams // Zury Jeans with Gem Belt BUENO-Beebs Shoes @ Uber
Lovers with no single care at all Busy catching shadows off the wall Higher than the grass with ten feet When I’m with you, when I’m with you Laughing in the clouds, a perfect view Purple in your eyes like sweet taboo Linger in the air like ooh ooh When I’m with you, when I’m with you Let’s waste away together Let’s waste away forever Let’s waste away together Just you and me
hair: DOUX – Cara hairstyle @ LeveL head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
You say you want it, but You can’t get it in You got yourself a bad habit for it Oh, look at you, walking up and down a hall I say please, say please You say you want it, but You can’t get it in You got yourself a bad habit for it Oh, look at you, walking up and down a hall I say please Oh man, oh man, oh man You know I wish I had it all
hair: pr!tty – Aliya head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber (Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88 BUENO-Celine Top @ UBER