Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Don’t say anything just go away

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you
I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do
Just don’t deny it
Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it
And that’s just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don’t care, I don’t care
Just go and leave this all behind
‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That’s all they do
I’m getting buried in this place
I got no room, you’re in my face
Don’t say anything just go away

Don’t say anything just go away

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

AsteroidBox. Cara Dress @ Equal10
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights
[BREATHE]-Miiya Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Amitie Room Cola Woman Co. @ Equal10
Junk Food – Snack Vending Machine

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, unKindness, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone

Neon lights glisten off the streets
The moonlight swallowed up by breathing electricity
Salvation hovers in the sky
Dream of a life inside while we escape just to survive
Let go, take flight
Dreams begin to reignite
So clear, so bright
We’re glowing in the dead of night
Plug in, online
The data stream linking our minds
Circuits entwined
We’ll dream of Neo-Tokyo tonight
We’re made of flesh, circuit and bone
The only world we’ve known, these empty streets we walk alone
Salvation blocking out the Sun
Beneath its shadow cast I dream with my Aphelion

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Hitaisho @ Neo Japan
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Ghoul – Aina Cyber Shrug
{le fil casse} Axiom Dragon Spine @ Kinky
[Neurolab Inc.] Sensiva Pussy Guard
[BREATHE]-Mizusu Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

KraftWork Cyber Pod Unit . Blue Neon

outside: [BH9] – Cyber City 2077 V1

uk – Lady Boss Conference Laptop
(I added a different picture)

andika[cyber sweets]B/Dispenser/2Li

[Rezz Room] CYBER GREYHOUND ANIMESH

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, [BREATHE]

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

Your eyes, so crisp, so green
Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet
You got hips like Jagger and two left feet
And I wonder if you’d like to meet
Your voice is velvet through a telephone
You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home
Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone
And I wonder if you’d take it slow
Oh, we’re dancin’ in my livin’ room
And up come my fists
And I say I’m only playing, but
The truth is this
That I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss
And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist
And I said
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong
And I hope
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms
But I think it’s finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

MOVEMENT- Her wallet @ Level
Hangry – Daisy Ice Cream
NANIKA – Barbara Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Natsuzu Heels @ C88

pose too altered to credit

location: Meadow Estates

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Is that what our dreams have become?

And how far is halfway there?
I didn’t see you on the trail
Did almost become good enough?
Should a good life be so hard won?
Is that what our dreams have become?
Sometimes when you’re shooting an arrow
It can fly across the sky so proud
I would go all the way to the sun
If I didn’t have to come back down

Is that what our dreams have become?

hair: TRUTH Flirt
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

(Yummy) The Dreamers Necklace
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty . right hold
LaGyo_Suprema Phone
Seniha. Astrid Set @ FaMESHed
***top & skirt***
[BREATHE]-Mitsuho Heels @ Kinky

pose too altered to credit

[777] Stevie @ Pretty Fair

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I feel right at home

I’ve been havin’ dreams
Jumpin’ on a trampoline
Flippin’ in the air
I never land, just float there
As I’m looking up
Suddenly the sky erupts
Flames alight the trees
Spread to fallin’ leaves
Now they’re right upon me
Wait if I’m on fire
How am I so deep in love?
When I dream of dying
I never feel so loved
I’ve been having dreams
Splashin’ in a summer stream
Trip and I fall in
I wanted it to happen
My body turns to ice
Crushin’ weight of paradise
Solid block of gold
Lying in the cold
I feel right at home

I feel right at home

hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
[Glam Affair ] Rika Freckles (A) 50%

(Yummy) Layered Crystal Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
JustBECAUSE DeeDee Top @ Uber
JustBECAUSE Cassie Pants @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Miroki Heels @ Kinky

pose: Ana Poses – Amata @ Shiny Shabby

backdrop: MINIMAL – Spell Corner

Potted Wall Hanger by Galland Homes (Group Gift)

[InsurreKtion] Spring Cleaning Sale Set @ TLC
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Blackboard
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Enamelware junk
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Console
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Demijohns
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Chair
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Urn
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Urn with antlers
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Antlers
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Rugs
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Stool
-[IK] Spring Cleaning Sale – Ladder

Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Bench Light
Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

dust bunny . fresh fruit stand . cash box

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I’m old enough to face the dawn

There’ll be no strings to bind your hands
Not if my love can’t bind your heart
And there’s no need to take a stand
For it was I who chose to start
I see no need to take me home
I’m old enough to face the dawn
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Just touch my cheek before you leave me, baby
Just call me angel of the morning, (angel)
Then slowly turn away
Maybe the sun’s light will be dim
And it won’t matter anyhow
If morning’s echo says we’ve sinned
Well, it was what I wanted now
And if we’re victims of the night
I won’t be blinded by the light
Just call me angel of the morning,…

I’m old enough to face the dawn

hair: Tableau Vivant // Aries hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
RIOT / Eden Set @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Rituals @ C88
backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Ascended

Posted in Events, Exploration, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

No lyrics today

No lyrics today, I know, shocking. It’s ok, I’m sure they’ll be back in the next post. But today, I want to tell you about some things! First off, I want to tell you about this badass car! I’m obsessed with all the details. The hood opens, the trunk opens, as well as the doors. However, the interior is incredibly detailed. You have to see it for yourself and you really do want to check this out. If you’ve ever wanted a car in SL, I highly recommend you check out 777 Motors.

The next thing I want to tell you about is the sim! It’s called London for Ara and was done as a gift by my SL nephew, Trouble Dethly. He did this for his girlfriend/partner/wife…whatever they are…lol. What I know is that both of them are incredibly talented people and both have hearts of gold. He’s been kind enough to open the sim to the public, so check it out while you can. I’ve no idea how long he intends to keep it that way, but its a beautiful London setting with stores and parks and so much more. So, go buy a car, go shopping, and go exploring. Now you have weekend plans. You’re welcome.

No lyrics today

hair: tram K0310 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

cheezu. square glasses @ Kustom9
– TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
Demon Doll – Razor Baby Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9
MILOTA: Branven dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Hello Spring Poses @ TLC
location: London for Ara

car: [777] HORIZON @ Men Only

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

It might stop

I’m up all night online
I’m looking up my symptoms
Tell myself I’m fine
But my system just ain’t listenin’
Like ooh
This ain’t normal how I’m feelin’, no
Ooh
Running higher than a fever
When my palms start to sweat
I feel it in my stomach
This is how I get
Every time I know you’re comin’ over
Ooh
Sometimes I think that I might die with you
Ooh
It’s like I’m almost too alive with you
Ahhh
Ooh ohh ooh
Oh, it feels like
My heart’s gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast
Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

It might stop

hair: tram K0227 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — NASTENA @ Arcade
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

  • TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
    (Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
    Cynful Strappy Set – Gloves
    Cynful Hankie Top @ Equal10
    Cynful Hankie Skirt + Panties @ Equal10
    [BREATHE]-Takiko Heels

[Rezz Room] Panther Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Chilling

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . potted rubber tree

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant
tarte. hanging spider plant

DaD “Farmhouse Pillows Basket”

Madras 11 Zebra Decor

KraftWork Icelandic Dining Clutter . Rug

Posted in Apple Fall, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

a beautiful conversation about life

I was hanging out with some of my favorite people last night and one of them made a comment about “lazy homeless” people. I quickly jumped on the defensive. As I have been homeless on a number of occasions in my 20s and there was nothing lazy about my situation. Of course, I encountered loads of other homeless people during those times. I had to explain that while there are some people that simply don’t want to be responsible members of society. However, the bulk of the homeless people I encountered were anything but lazy. As being homeless is not an easy way to live. People that live in shelters must abide by an excess of rules put in place to keep things as orderly as possible. There are curfews and requirements one must continuously make to continue their stay and many shelters have limitations on how long people can reside there. I don’t have specific numbers, but I’d dare say that the majority of homeless people have not chosen that lifestyle as their preferred method of existence. Plus there are far more living without shelter. That is NOT an easy way to live. Its beyond dangerous. Once a person is homeless, it is safe to say that getting back on your feet is ridiculously hard. As I pointed out to my friend, what is the first thing you do the morning of a job interview? Shower, right? If you have no home, you have no shower and probably don’t have much in the way of a clean nice outfit to wear.
Anyway, the point is, don’t be so quick to judge people in situations you can’t begin to understand. Turns out that one of the other people there had also experienced homelessness and was glad that I spoke up. Meanwhile, our uninformed friend was enlightened and apologized. I didn’t find the apology necessary, but it was appreciated. I was especially glad that we were all able to have such a beautiful conversation about life without hate or disgust. I won’t name them, because too many private matters were discussed and only my part of the story is mine to tell. I suspect they might read this and because they might I want to give them to know something. I love you and I’m so grateful for your friendship. I look forward to getting to know you even better in the years to come. ♥

Clearly that has nothing to do with the photo. So, I’d like to add that if you have not gotten the Spring Decocrate, this set from Serenity Style is worth getting it, just for this set. Even if you didn’t pre order it, its worth the price. Go grab yours. I have to pay full price, too, cuz I forgot to pre order…lol. You’ll also notice I’m wearing the new Lost Girl dress from Vinyl. This is the first dress Vinyl has released in ages and its so cute! AND it goes perfectly with these new wedges that Breathe released at the Arcade! So get out your wallets, its time to go shopping!!

a beautiful conversation about life

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ LEVEL
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

VINYL – Lost Girl Dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mizuko Wedges @ Arcade

pose: Ana Poses – Saturday Night 8 @ Arcade

Scarlet Creative Charlotte’s Corner House Boat or Cabin

outside: Serenity Style– Eggs Farm Backdrop @ Uber Hometown

Serenity Style-Spring Colors Breakfast Set for Decocrate Spring
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Table
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Tray [LINKED]
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Chairs (blue, pink, yellow, & green)

Serenity Style– Vintage Treasures – Doors
Serenity Style- Vintage Treasures – Bookshelf

..::THOR::.. Think Green Gacha Set @ Arcade
-..::THOR::.. Hanging Crate
-..::THOR::.. Organic Hanging Tote
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Table Fan – Mint
-..::THOR::.. Greenhouse Stool – Cream
-..::THOR::.. Owl & Books
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Watering Can – Mint

  1. Apple Fall Blanket Curio
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 7
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 8
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 10
    West Village Sculpted Turtle – Verdigris

Di’Cor Snail Figurine @ FaMESHed

dust bunny . quirky planters 2 . kitty planter
dust bunny . quirky planters 3 . rainbow planter

Ariskea[Marguerite] Pitcher Flowers – Pale @ Anthem

[Fetch] Spring Treats – Bun Mug RARE @ Arcade

MADRAS Ooty Turtle Tea Pot Seafoam

CHEZ MOI Sleepy Kitty @ Arcade
CHEZ MOI Plant Vase 1,2, & 3 @ Arcade

The Loft & ARIA – Branwyn Rug

tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

Is it hard knowing you’re wrong?

I heard from a friend of a friend
That you’ve been checking back in
‘Cause I said goodbye, moved overnight
And you haven’t heard much since then
Wondering how I’m doing now
It’s none of your business first of all
Wondering how I’m doing now
But if you’ve got to know, well sure
Well sure
You think I’d be lost
Think I’d be lost without you, lost
Is it hard knowing you’re wrong
See I got lots without you
Lots without you

Is it hard knowing you’re wrong?

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Water lily – Dropping @ Arcade
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
{le fil casse} Mei Collection @ Arcade
(top & panties-black)
[BREATHE]-Sasumi Heels @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Sphynx Animesh @ ManCave

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – Natural Nude Backdrop III Spiral @ Kustom9

  • TRIGGERED – Antidepressant Kit (Wine Bottle & glass)

..::THOR::.. Small Radio

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light