Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

I wasn’t always like this

I’m a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can’t wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don’t really care, and I never will
That’s the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don’t really care, how much silence kills
That’s the way I am
No, I wasn’t born without a heart
I wasn’t always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn’t born with all these scars
And that’s what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no? (No, oh, oh)
I wasn’t born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I’d rather be heartless (Heartless)
Than have my heart in pieces

I wasn’t always like this

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
RKKN. Marley Bodysuit White @ Epiphany
RKKN. Marley Sweatpants V2 Sage @ Epiphany
[BREATHE]-Misasa Sneakers @ Epiphany

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Low Point

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2019

Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

I don’t take any regret

I take as much as I can get
I don’t take any regret
I close my eyes to conjure up something
But it’s just a faint taste in my mouth
I think I’m coming down
I think I’m coming down
By tomorrow I’ll be leaving
By tomorrow I’ll gone
If you want to tell me something
You had better make it strong

I don't take any regret

hair: DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: [whi+eci+y] – ALBINO Eyes – LeL.EVO 70L SERASIM SUNDAY
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

BUENO-Get it Done Gun @ Warehouse
-SU!- Almond Nails
BUENO-Gen Bag @ Anthem
BUENO-Gen Top @ Anthem
Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties
[BREATHE]-Toyomo Heels @ FaMESHed

Bdrop // BackDrop Neon Street – Blue 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

Green Light

I do my makeup in somebody else’s car
We order different drinks at the same bars
I know about what you did and I wanna scream the truth
She thinks you love the beach, you’re such a damn liar
Those great whites, they have big teeth
Hope they bite you
Thought you said that you would always be in love
But you’re not in love no more
Did it frighten you
How we kissed when we danced on the light up floor?
On the light up floorBut I hear sounds in my mind
Brand new sounds in my mind
But honey I’ll be seein’ you ‘ever I go
But honey I’ll be seein’ you down every road
I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it
‘Cause honey I’ll come get my things, but I can’t let go
I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it
Oh, I wish I could get my things and just let go
I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it

Green Light

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Reese hair
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

e.marie // Bailey Earrings – Silvers
{le fil casse} Regan Ruffle Top
.Safira. Cynthia Jeans @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Mitoka Heels @ Kinky

pose: Vanity Poses – Pouting Spot 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

TROPIX // BackDrop Repair AUTO 24hrs – Green 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

Posted in Blueberry, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Road Trip to Nowhere

Have you ever just wanted to get in you car and drive with no destination in mind? I have and I’ve done it more than once. Of course, the problem with that is….eventually you have to stop for gas and by that time, you’re God knows where. Fortunately, there’s GPS on most phones these days. If you’re lucky you’ve got cell service wherever you’ve landed and can find your way home.
Most of us have responsibilities and loved ones that simply don’t allow us to do such a thing without hurting someone. Annnd, let’s be fair, the whole idea loses it’s appeal if you have to call and explain to someone that you’re trying to run away, but not forever…you’ll be back…eventually…
Yeah, that goes over like a ton of bricks. Trust me, I tried that way. You have to explain to someone why you feel the need to do this and by the time you’re done explaining it. Yeah, the whole idea is just ruined. Don’t even get me started on the fact that when this idea strikes, you’re never prepared and packing a bag takes so much away from the spontaneity.
I guess as we grow older and…*grumbles*…more mature. Ugh. We tend to realize what a mess can be made from a random road trip to nowhere. When I was younger and didn’t depend quite so much on medications, this was something I’d do. There were no cell phones (yes, I’m that old, fuck off) and by the time you stopped to get gas, you could justify not calling on the lack of working payphones.

Road Trip to Nowhere

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Emilia @ UBER

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Blueberry – 2020 Holidays – Dress
[BREATHE]-Miumi Heels @ Fameshed X

pose: Secret Poses – Winter Road Trip @ TLC
**comes with jeep (and a dog I didn’t use)

Second Spaces – Holiday Prep – bag of gifts @ Arcade

(Milk Motion) The Belvedere Hotel @ C88

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Holi-Holi-Holidays

It’s a celebration
Get ready for the holi-holi-holidays
Yeah, it’s a celebration
So baby, don’t you stop
You got that look in your eyes (eyes, eyes)
Call me for help, we can vibe (vibe, vibe)
Let’s have the time of our lives
You can feel it, you can feel it
Even if you dance alone
You deserve a cheers
‘Cause you been workin’ way too long
No more wishin’, baby, listenIt’s a celebration
Get ready for the holi-holi-holidays
Yeah, it’s a celebration
So baby, don’t you stop

Holi-Holi-Holidays

hair: TRUTH Brazen
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Astara – Kawaii Toasts Earrings

.Safira. Eysane Dress @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Rinsu Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Lyrium. Sady Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

I can and I will

Well, this year isn’t over yet and its just gonna keep dumping on some of us right until the bitter end. I just want to crawl into a hole and hide sometimes. Not just from this year, but from the world in general. There’s just so much happening around me and its a bit overwhelming. The diabetes thing is sooooo hard this late in life. I’m a creature of habit. Granted most of my habits are not good ones. Don’t you judge me! *winks* I guess for once in my life I am making resolutions, but not because I really want to. I have to! Time to work on that vision board, I reckon. *laughs* Y’all forget that I really am a Southern girl at heart. I’m doing my best to not get too stressed over all of this. Lots and lots of people live with diabetes and I will, too! I can do this. I will do this!

I can and I will

hair: Stealthic – Always
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Kibitz – Rainne’s necklace @ Equal10

Apl.Blossom Viviana @ TLC
[BREATHE]-Tamari Heels @ C88

pose: Diversion – Santa Baby Poses @ Access

location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Apple Fall, Blueberry, crate, DOUX, Fashion, Home Decor, Jian, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Sady Stuff!

The moment I saw this sweater, I had to message Annie, “I’m just going to pretend this sweater is named after me!” Annie quickly assured me that it was indeed named after me. I’m honored to have such a beautiful piece named after me. I love how the lines kinda shift around the boobs, like its stretching. It is perfect….the shading, the wrinkles….how the sleeves come down over the wrists as if I’ve been pulling at them and no pokes on the shoulders from being on a hanger in my closet instead of folded on a shelf. *laughs* Seriously, this is one of the most realistic sweaters I’ve seen in SL, like this sweater has been worn….I pushed up the sleeves to do dishes, then I tugged them down over my hands when I took the dog out. For me, this sweater tells a story,
To top off the sweater, Katya named a pose set after me! It’s a perfect set of poses for blogging, too. So, I’ll be using them all eventually. For now, I’m just using one of them to pose pretty in front of this scene composed mostly from two of THOR’s lastest gacha sets.
I’m not going to pretend that I’m not excited over having such awesome creations named after me. It’s an honor anytime a designer names something after you and I am genuinely chuffed. (Can’t tell I have British friends, can you?)

Sady Stuff!

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Just BECAUSE Sady Sweater @ Uber
Blueberry – Power Play – Jeans
[BREATHE]-Tamito Wedges @ Arcade

pose: an lar [poses] The Sady Series @ The Liaison Collaborative

scene:
..::THOR::.. Homemade Gacha Set – Arcade
..::THOR::.. Spices Grinder LI:1
..::THOR::.. Pot of Mulled Wine LI:3
..::THOR::.. Fryng Pans LI:1
..::THOR::.. Decorative Chair LI:4
..::THOR::.. Homemade Mulled Wine RARE LI:8
..::THOR::.. Old Cooking Stove LI:3
..::THOR::.. Old Kitchen Cabinet lower LI:2
..::THOR::.. Stacked Copper Casseroles LI:1

..::THOR::.. Countryside Gacha Set
..::THOR::.. Box of Cutting Boards LI:2
..::THOR::.. Ceramic Milk Jar – Terracotta LI:1
..::THOR::.. Countryside Centerpiece LI:7
..::THOR::.. Countryside Shelf – Rare LI:7
..::THOR::.. Countryside Sink – RARE 1 LI:4
..::THOR::.. Folk Pot – Orange LI:1
..::THOR::.. Folk Pot – White LI:1
..::THOR::.. Forgotten Clutters LI:3
..::THOR::.. Small Plant – Nut LI:1
..::THOR::.. Small Plant – Vanilla LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Breadbox LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Kitchen Scale – Yellow LI:2
..::THOR::.. Vintage Pitcher – Copper LI:1
..::THOR::.. Vintage Pitcher – Enamel LI:1
.::THOR::.. Ceramic Milk Jar – Vanilla LI:1

Apple Fall Hetton Barn Conversion LI:76

JIAN Countryside Collies :: Companion Pup Tri LI:7
JIAN Countryside Collies :: Family Rug LI:1

Nutmeg. Garden Junk Broom LI:5

Soy. Wooden Beaded Curtain [Long-TypeA] LI:3

[Commoner] Pallet Wall Art / “Perfect for One Another” LI:1

crate Green Gardener Mop Bucket Tree LI:4

dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter LI:3
dust bunny . homemade soup . bag of groceries . pattern a LI:4
dust bunny . homemade soup . prep board LI:2
dust bunny . pasta love . grocery basket LI:1

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light LI:3
hive // macrame hanging plant . white LI:2

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant LI:3
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant LI:3

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls., LI:5

Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Tunnel Vision

We are told over and over again as adults to not settle. As a result we create these lists of things we want from our jobs, our lovers, our homes, our children, and so on. We stay so steadfast on the track of not settling that we rarely open our eyes to possibilities along the way, because sometimes our list, our visual picture of what we want is so specific that we develop tunnel vision. It’s easy to forget that what we wanted when we made that list may have changed over time. Just think how many times you got what you thought you wanted and it was a major disappointment. Sometimes the things we want aren’t actually good for us and what we really need is sitting right in front of us the entire time. I just think it’s important that we don’t lock ourselves down to ideas we created long ago that really might not even work with our current lives. Just something to think about as we approach a new year.

Tunnel Vision

hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM @ Kustom9

.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace
BUENO-Jaime Jacket @ UBER
ROULY :: Panic Distressed Jeans
[BREATHE]-Mitsuto Wedges @ Arcade

pose: CORPUS – Random Series S4

Serenity Style-La vita e bella patio fountain

Posted in Collabor88, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

NOW, I’m ready!

Ok, I’ve stuffed myself with food the way you stuff a plushie at Build-a-Bear! Now, I’m ready for Christmas. No, I don’t mean the dinner, I mean the decorations. I think the delicious food makes me so complacent that I can embrace my belly and laugh right along with jolly ol’ Santa!!! In fact, I might just waddle around behind him and embrace feeling small in his shadow. *laughs* Seriously though, its always been a tradition at my house to decorate for Christmas the day after Thanksgiving.
I’ve never been one to decorate every room in the house. I keep the decor in the living room and dining room, maybe a little ceramic tree in the guest bathroom provided there’s room. Once upon a time, I did the whole yard and lights on the building, but I’m too old and lazy to be climbing on ladders nowadays. Okay, mostly scared and lazy, ok? I’m not the most graceful person on the planet.

NOW, I'm ready!

hair: Doe: Winterberry @ Tannenbaum
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

Just BECAUSE Sady Sweater @ Uber
KITJA – Mona Jeans NAVY @ Kustom9
[BREATHE]-Misaku Heels @ C88

pose: Lyrium. Coral Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Dubai

scene:
dust bunny . christmas tree RARE

BALACLAVA!! Christmas Village Decor @ Tannenbaum

MH Holly Pillows @ Tannenbaum

Atelier Burgundy . Greetings Card Clutter @ Tannenbaum

Pitaya – Natural Gift Boxes @ Tannenbaum

Foxwood – Winter Pugs @ Tannenbaum

+Half-Deer+ Vintage Deer Figurines @ Tannenbaum

Sese – Advent Calendar @ Tannenbaum

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

All I want for Christmas

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true oh
All I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas

hair: [^.^Ayashi^.^] Hiromi set @ Tannenbaum
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM @ Kustom9

Ama. : Festive Kitty Collar @ Tannenbaum
CK Sugar kitty christmas white @ Tannenbaum
[ CONSENT ] Apple Set @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mizoko Heels @ Uber

pose: Amitie Xmas Wreath @ Uber